USMAWIFE's SparkPeople Blog USMAWIFE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community saturday after dealing with the real estate agent and talking to my mother in law to help think what should we do, I went out to pick up some meds for hubby and then ran to the grocery store where I got a piece of my favorite cake with almondd. That was kind of an emotional moment thing as well as a treat for sticking to my eating plan for a while now <BR> <BR> It was hard to sleep last night. my mind was racing with everything. I tossed and turned a lot. I laid there and prayed. Finally I feel ... Sat, 12 Jul 2014 20:35:04 EST New agent interview Just had a meeting with another real estate agent.. she wants us to remove the coral and gray colors from our sun room, breezeway and stair case and make them all cream or white. that cost, 1000 <BR> <BR> she also wants carpet changed out in all the bedrooms as she thinks it is old looking coar 2200.00 <BR> <BR> also suggested we get rid of the dog for a while that is not going to happen and then wants us to lower the price another 10K Fri, 11 Jul 2014 17:54:55 EST Thursday today I am getting ready for meeting the new real estate agent tomorrow afternnon. <BR> <BR> Something truly has to give with the house being on the market for the last two years and no hits Thu, 10 Jul 2014 16:56:36 EST Hump day mentally tired right now. <BR> <BR> not sure which way I am going but all the horrible scopes and people who do positive motivation tell me things are going to work out. <BR> <BR> I am so in belief that God's plan for me is still not apparent and he wants us to loose all for some reason Wed, 9 Jul 2014 16:21:16 EST stress already from this new business I learned a lot in training today. SInce I am only signing up for the basic package, I only get paid for those cstomers who sign up for the basic package. If any of the customers I recruited want one of the top top packages, myearnings from them will go to my trainer until I upgrade my paciages.. that means I could be out between 3 and 9K, <BR> <BR> going to take to a friend and see if they want to partner with me and do a short term loan Tue, 8 Jul 2014 18:58:48 EST Monday it has been a long day. I decided to go for it and start the training for the online business. Mon, 7 Jul 2014 20:44:20 EST another week begins right now I am still having my moment and it is so hard to get myself to charge my charge card for my investment in the online business. I know this is a sound company but it is just the apprehension Sun, 6 Jul 2014 17:35:32 EST saturday I am still trying to get to the point where I am going to commit to the online jov. will fill out the training paperwork tomorrow and go from there Sat, 5 Jul 2014 20:31:37 EST july 4th today I am trying to figure out where life is taking us. things have changed and honestly have to find a way ot again Fri, 4 Jul 2014 13:54:59 EST Laid back weekend going to try and make this weekend very laid back but it looks like we have to go out tomorrow and get a replacement phone for my hssband. luckily this has an insurance plan so it will not cost us to get a new one <BR> <BR> Thu, 3 Jul 2014 21:08:10 EST can't believe it is hump day this week seems to be kind of like in limbo for me. <BR> <BR> dealing with so much stupidity and trying to find a job. going to consider one at home position which I need to start soon so that I might get enough money to pay the credit card i will be putting it on in August <BR> <BR> Doubt I ever will win the lottery and do not have any family members where I am in a will so I will get some type of inheritance Wed, 2 Jul 2014 17:01:32 EST feeling like I pissed off the Gods This morning I called the person who operates the online job site I applied to work at. I received an email during the night that my question I sent to them yesterday was returned as cancelled. So I called the person and she went in and put the information back in to get the codes from me. <BR> <BR> What happens, they cancelled the order for it and were refunding my deposit.. What the heck. <BR> <BR> So started calling them and now no one is there at the company <BR> <BR> Finally when I ... Tue, 1 Jul 2014 16:06:39 EST June 30th stil trying to get things straighted out Mon, 30 Jun 2014 12:22:26 EST I am such a fool I am in such need of money I signed up for this online marketing plan which is supposed to send you codes and you start making money once the codes are connectedd to your name <BR> <BR> instead what I got was confirmation of my money 49.00 being recceived and then getting more videos from the company but never getting the code. LUCKILY, I have the paperwork which says 60 day money back guarantee and if their customer service dept does not do anything, sending all my paperwork to the credi... Sun, 29 Jun 2014 17:02:59 EST Great day for a change We went to see Evita today with friends and had a great time. THey will be coming here in a few weeks with some other couples for a mini class reunion <BR> <BR> Sat, 28 Jun 2014 21:22:07 EST Friday Last night got worse. I was kicked off a facebook knitting page for defending that the pattern that a women was passing off as her own was already a published pattern. She and I did a private conversation and I did not want more confrtontation and left the discussion. She reported it to another admin (yes I was a group admin) who ordered me to apologize to her. I aid sorry.. woman wanted more, complained to the admin who removed me as an admin and also from the group which is over 26K mem... Fri, 27 Jun 2014 20:25:11 EST Thursday Today sucked Thu, 26 Jun 2014 18:18:57 EST Hump day I just want to feel cool again Wed, 25 Jun 2014 21:53:07 EST realization about me over rhe lasr few months I have been told I am to nice.. I to everything for all and get nothing really in return. <BR> <BR> Tue, 24 Jun 2014 20:10:58 EST tired I hate sunday nights.. we go to bed at 1030, up at 245. <BR> <BR> Last night I could not sleep well and it seemed like every 20 minutes I was awake yelling at the dog who was has a habit of marking his territory before he gets comfortable <BR> <BR> at one point i passed out for a few minutes and then had a nightmare that woke me up shaking. <BR> <BR> after that I was tossing and turning and of course when I fell into a deep sleep, the alarm went off <BR> <BR> fixed hubby's meals for t... Mon, 23 Jun 2014 21:35:20 EST Spent the morning looking for one type of yarn Why is it that fingering weight yarn is so hard to find in chain stores except in baby colors. <BR> <BR> I want adult colors <BR> <BR> so now I have to order the yarn on line Sun, 22 Jun 2014 18:21:50 EST saturday today was one o those days... thanks to the internet , tv and phone going out I was able to do 10 pages of the book. hope to do two more before bed tonight Sat, 21 Jun 2014 21:20:45 EST the weekend is here yeah Fri, 20 Jun 2014 16:57:52 EST Thursday It is to hot outside and summer starts in 2 days.. Heaven only knows why July and August is going to be like Thu, 19 Jun 2014 12:06:01 EST Hump day did not get much accomplished which disappointed me Wed, 18 Jun 2014 22:18:35 EST Tuesday Today is just one of those days <BR> <BR> tried hard to get some writing done but only did part of what I had hoped <BR> <BR> Tue, 17 Jun 2014 21:59:21 EST Monday Up early and dealing with life. <BR> <BR> got another 3 pages of the book done and hope to get more done this evening <BR> <BR> tomorrow have to go mail boxes and dreading it as there are lots of them Mon, 16 Jun 2014 14:03:33 EST Sunday a new week begins... hoping I can get more of the book worked on as well as achieve some other goals Sun, 15 Jun 2014 17:39:03 EST saturday Our closest friend came and spent the night while his wife and daughter went to Atlanta for a girls weekend away. my mil thought it was strange that I was not invited to go but that is fine.. I have more fun with her husband and my husband.. we all go back to 1973 so there ia a lot of bonding <BR> <BR> hubby smoked some ribs and they were <em>345</em> <BR> <BR> Tomorrow I am fixing them an omblet you put in the oven <BR> Sat, 14 Jun 2014 22:45:14 EST Friday the 13th tried to stay home today but that did not work. at least I got lots of steps in Fri, 13 Jun 2014 21:38:25 EST Thursday last night I spilled everything that was wrong in my life out to my husband's ex roommate who these days is my only real friend I can share everything with <BR> <BR> the blessing is that he is going to spend the weekend with us so that he and I can talk and start hopefully working on the second book we are planning Thu, 12 Jun 2014 21:12:55 EST thanks This morning I get a message from one of my SP friends which caused me to cry. Honestly my friends here are so supportive compared to the few friends I have in real life. <BR> <BR> The second company to do a refinance fell through. <BR> <BR> Wed, 11 Jun 2014 15:26:04 EST Tuesday Even though we are not paying for it, our son's condo on the credit report is causeing us not to be able to re finace. ] <BR> <BR> pray I hit the lottery soon Tue, 10 Jun 2014 20:59:53 EST My world is so out of whack I wish today I could contact every person who owes me money and asking them to please return it to me asap I tried to get a loan today but was turned down since I am carrying so much of the kids student loans <BR> <BR> My former best friend owes me over 1K but since we lost touch after she sided with another person over a situation that is not going to happen. <BR> <BR> Another friend owes me 650.00 but she is not going to ever return it since it looks like she is going to go through bancr... Mon, 9 Jun 2014 21:01:10 EST as the week begins I have already started making lists of things I have to do. Most are boring, like matching up prescriptions and procedures sent in and making sure we have been reiumbursed for them. <BR> <BR> have to tape up the boxes that need to be mailed to OK this week and then going to go through my cabinents and re organize them. <BR> <BR> also need to get some writing in as well as make some phone calls Sun, 8 Jun 2014 18:25:45 EST saturday last night we got a face book message from good friends.. her husband is one of those vets that the VA totally made a mess of their lives <BR> <BR> seems yesterday when he was being wheeled on a guerney to get a CTSCAN, on the way back to the room, the patient who was the assigned orderedly was going to fast and when they turned a corner and the assistant did not realize there was a ramp going down, the guerney went flying, and Dave who is paralyzed from the waist down was thrown off the gu... Sat, 7 Jun 2014 19:53:56 EST Friday the doctors appt went really well. he is not concerned about the ultrasound written results and wants ti repeat it in 6 nonths with two rounds of labs between now and then <BR> <BR> still have other issues going on with family and friends and one day I just hope to sit down with my best male friend and spill my guts Fri, 6 Jun 2014 21:24:55 EST Thursday waiting for hubby to come in now for the weekend. tomorrow morning he sees the nephrologist to see what he wants to do with the problem that the ultrasound picked up Thu, 5 Jun 2014 20:02:40 EST Hump day got up early this morning as I had to put out the items for the charity pick up out for them <BR> <BR> had a doctors appt and he was so thrilled. this was the best set of labs I have had since I started seeing him in 2008. just minor changes to my thryoid and chloesterol meds, more labs in aug . <BR> we had a really good heart to heart when I just spilled out everything. He is truly amazed with all that is happening that my labs do not show the stress more <BR> <BR> then my mother in ... Wed, 4 Jun 2014 18:35:50 EST Tuesday LAst night had a great sleep. the windows in the bedroom were open and had a nice breeze coming in <BR> <BR> today accomplished cleaning out a closest, getting things ready for the local charity to pick up tomorrow, set up two doctors appts and waiting for the lawn guys to check the irrigation system ( our city requires an inspection every year... just money for them and the lawn company) Tue, 3 Jun 2014 16:19:58 EST Monday Today is the first day I have been completely alone in this house since mid March. Kind of lonely but on the other hand dealing with medical insurance issues I have held off doing as I did not want to fight with the insurance company with the kids in the house <BR> <BR> I need to call my mother in law but I really do not want to. I truly understand my FIL is in bad health but when I discuss other matters with her like how my husband has an issue with his kidney which showed on the ultraso... Mon, 2 Jun 2014 15:55:22 EST June 1st another month starts. <BR> <BR> Sun, 1 Jun 2014 18:35:32 EST saturday day started out with our son calling from somewhere between AL and OK saying that the u haul truck was stuck in mud and he wanted to know if our insurance company ccould arrange a pull out for him vs having to go to u haul <BR> <BR> have not heard from him since so guessing they are back on the road <BR> <BR> spending today finishing the re organizing of the bedrooms and de stasshing Sat, 31 May 2014 12:34:05 EST Friday Spent most of today cleaning up our son's room after they left yesterday. lots of laundry to do and things to get re organized Fri, 30 May 2014 20:18:31 EST Sad Even though I have been bitching about them, our son and the girls are moving out tomorrow and heading to OKC. they pick up things in Atlanta and start the drive west ward on Satuday morning. he starts his new job on Monday the 2nd Wed, 28 May 2014 22:34:20 EST Wed May 28 is National Hamburger Day How do you like your burger Tue, 27 May 2014 20:10:01 EST Memorial Day today I am thank ful for ll those men and women who over the years have served and sacrified for this country Mon, 26 May 2014 17:10:58 EST A realization finally hit me I realized in the last few days what is wrong with me <BR> <BR> Our miss our old lifestyle.. we used to go out travel, really enjoy life but that has all stopped <BR> <BR> Sun, 25 May 2014 21:53:19 EST saturday was up early this morning so I could run to the grocery store for bread <BR> <BR> by the time I got back I was so ticked at the condition of the house with all their stuff just lying around. Grabbed the empty boxes and tossed them into the garage and then tried to attack the kitchen but it was hard without hot water <BR> <BR> hubby finally got it up and running and I ran one load in the dishwahser and the other washed by hand.. Never seen so mny things just appear in the sink <BR> <BR> ... Sat, 24 May 2014 17:49:18 EST busy day this morning it was off to the hopsital for hubby to get blood drawn and then hace a kindey ultrashound. <BR> <BR> after that home where I started "trying" to help dil get things packed.. everything piece of clothes our son has that she hates, she donated to chairty (he pulled a few things out) <BR> <BR> then we had dinner with a classmate of my husbands that we have not see since 1978 <BR> <BR> had a great dinner with him and his wife <BR> <BR> managed to get in over 13K steps today t... Fri, 23 May 2014 23:50:19 EST