TNLADY1960's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=TNLADY1960 TNLADY1960's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Is it Hopeless? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5771927 I get on SP everyday but I have not been doing anything with it. I am at a stand still with my weight loss because I just cannot make myself get back on track. Everyone around me is losing weight but me and I am getting resentful towards myself and sometimes them. I guess because I can't understand why my health is not important enough to me to make me want to lose weight and get healthy. I have CIDP which keeps me from walking or exercising. When my daughter and sister and others gather eac... Tue, 2 Sep 2014 13:34:25 EST THANK YOU http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5713706 THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND SPARK GOODIES. Sun, 8 Jun 2014 21:25:07 EST PRAISE GOD NO CANCER! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5704398 Called for results today and biopsy showed no signs that cancer has returned!!!!! Tue, 27 May 2014 13:10:13 EST WAITING ON BIOPSY RESULTS http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5697105 Had my biopsy done yesterday so now it is just waiting time. The last time I had chemo/radiation and radical surgery. I am praying that this is just scar tissue or a fistula that can be easily removed. I appreciate everyone's prayers on my behalf. Sat, 17 May 2014 15:01:11 EST NEED PRAYERS FOR MEDICAL ISSUES http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5693633 Was admitted to hospital thru the ER last week with a parastomal hernia that caused a blockage. After being referred to a surgeon he just routinely examined my cancer wound and found something suspicious so he is doing a biopsy this Friday. Mon, 12 May 2014 18:55:36 EST THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5683189 Thank you for all of your encouraging words. I was almost afraid to post it because I did not want a bunch of negative comments and people trying to push me or act as though my pain is real. I do get that from people sometimes. So thank you everyone it sure made me feel better. I started my day with a healthy breakfast and I am gonna try to just take one meal or snack at a time. <em>304</em> Tue, 29 Apr 2014 13:14:39 EST WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5682647 I don't know what is wrong with me lately but I just cannot get back on track and it is driving me nuts! My CIDP prevents me from exercising and my anemia is making me so tired. I go back to my oncologist in May for a check up and hopefully she can help me with the tiredness. I can try to plan my meals but when I get ready to eat the meal or snack I have planned is not what I want to eat. I am also having some stomach issues so having to stay away from a lot of fiber. I hate being so limited... Mon, 28 Apr 2014 18:58:11 EST EASTER PAGE http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5667197 Have my Spark page all ready for Easter. Where has the time gone? Wasn't it Christmas just a few weeks ago? The old saying is true, the older you get the faster time goes by. <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/3/l1382035363.jpg"> Tue, 8 Apr 2014 09:10:08 EST MY SPARK PAGE http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5652416 MY SPARK PAGE IS NOW READY FOR SPRING! CHECK IT OUT! <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/7/l67668577.jpg"> Thu, 20 Mar 2014 12:32:41 EST A GOOD MORNING PRAYER http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5632557 I don't know who wrote this but it is beautiful. <BR> <em>458</em> <BR> Breathe on me, breath of God, <BR> Fill me with life anew, <BR> That I may love the things you love, <BR> And do what you would do. <BR> <BR> Breathe on me, breath of God, <BR> Until my heart is pure, <BR> Until with you I have one will, <BR> To live and to endure. <BR> <BR> Breathe on me, breath of God, <BR> my soul with grace refine, <BR> Until this earthly part of me <BR> Glows with your fire divine. <BR> <BR> B... Mon, 24 Feb 2014 13:19:37 EST NEW START http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5632543 Once again Monday is here. It is a new day, a new week and a new clean slate. I am going to try my best to be more diligent when it comes to tracking my food intake. I have gotten off track so far but at least I haven't gained but a couple of pounds back so that I can handle. My pain management doctor has done a DNA genetic test back in November and she went over the results with me on Friday. This particular test checked for 2 different things and they found that I have 2 mutations. They ar... Mon, 24 Feb 2014 13:00:23 EST MY SPARK PAGE http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5627617 I HAVE MY PAGE ALL DECORATED FOR ST. PATRICK'S DAY. DOESN'T SEEM THAT LONG SINCE I WAS DECORATING IT FOR CHRISTMAS! <em>137</em> <em>440</em> <em>441</em> <em>438</em> Tue, 18 Feb 2014 19:05:49 EST HAPPY NEW YEAR http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5576855 Wishing everyone a safe and happy new year and I hope we all meet our goals for 2014! <em>409</em> <em>408</em> Tue, 31 Dec 2013 15:27:24 EST WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5455411 Hot water heater busted had to borrow money from brother in law to get a new one. So blessed to have someone we can borrow money from when we need it. It is so upsetting because we would not have to do this if the government would do the right thing and give us back the money their employees stole from us. Still waiting on it to go to court but I don't see it happening we have probably lost that $300,000 to the thieves and I bet if the truth be known they didn't lose their job for what they d... Wed, 14 Aug 2013 20:02:53 EST Slow and Steady http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5441149 They say slow and steady wins the race. We shall see. Since moving in with our daughter my eating habits have changed some but I am still having problems with late night eating but I am working on it and hopefully will conquer it soon. Thu, 1 Aug 2013 13:52:31 EST I AM SO HURT! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5418229 I am so hurt by the way my best friend has changed the past few months. She has gotten herself into a life of sin that is unacceptable to me and to God. I cannot judge her because I too am a sinner but I am a sinner saved by grace and she is suppose to be. She no longer comes to church regularly. She no longer has time for me and I am sure it is because she knows I do not approve of her lifestyle. We have always helped each other if we needed money and it has never been a problem before becau... Thu, 11 Jul 2013 20:38:20 EST HAPPY 4TH OF JULY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5410701 HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE!!! <em>652</em> <em>283</em> Thu, 4 Jul 2013 14:07:32 EST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5407437 Today is our 35th wedding anniversary and hubby is at the ER. While I was in the shower he cut his thumb on the table saw while working on our daughter's new porch. Waiting to hear from her. What a way to celebrate lol. <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l1220891435.jpg"> Mon, 1 Jul 2013 12:55:46 EST ANSWERED PRAYERS http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5396776 God has answered our prayers! My son finally saw that the "other woman" was the trashiest of trash and only after his money. He also could not stop thinking about his wife. He has asked to come back home. My daughter in law said yes but with counseling. Please pray that this will be the only time he will ever stray from his marriage, that it will not become a habit. He even deleted his page on the site where he was reacquainted with this former school mate because of the trouble it caused. My... Thu, 20 Jun 2013 22:17:47 EST PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS HEARTBROKEN MOTHER! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5386375 My son has left his wife after almost 6 years of marriage and they have been together for almost 7. She is crushed and so am I! This other woman is someone he knew 17 years ago in the 8th grade and they got reacquainted on a social media site and the "mystery" of her caused him to think he is unhappy with his wife. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt he is making the biggest mistake of his life! His wife is a wonderful girl and they were just made for each other and I know this is just Satan te... Tue, 11 Jun 2013 22:50:07 EST THANK YOU http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5382748 THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND SPARK GOODIES! Sat, 8 Jun 2013 19:49:20 EST I AM NOT A DRAMA QUEEN, REALLY I'M NOT!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5370786 I know when people read my blogs they may think I am a drama queen but really I'm not! I hate drama! I love to live my life in peace and quite and everyone getting along but now on top of having problems with my friend it is continuing with family. Since we had to move in with my mom 4 years ago we have tried so hard to avoid any kind of negativity or drama but my mom loves to cause problems in the family even though she says she doesn't like it. She tells fibs and stretches the truth to make... Tue, 28 May 2013 20:23:33 EST ACCEPTING CHANGE http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5370546 I am dealing with a change in my life that is breaking my heart. It deals with someone I thought was a friend and she has been in so many ways, I don't know what I would have done without her over the years. I know all things run their course but it hurts to see her being drawn into something that is not good for her or her family but there is nothing I can do, she is a grown woman. I have talked to her about it and she is so deceived. She has convinced herself that she is doing all the wrong... Tue, 28 May 2013 15:04:13 EST GOD MOVING IN BIG WAY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5358586 WOOOO HOOOOOO IRS is finally gonna answer to someone for their lies and theft I hope this will lead to our money that was stolen by IRS employees being replaced. Our attorney has contacted Attorney General about our case. Please pray this will be over soon and we will finally get our money back. Thu, 16 May 2013 13:00:58 EST APPLE AMBROSIA http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5341107 I got this recipe from Trisha Yearwood's show. I was out of crushed pineapple so I just peeled and shredded 2 gala apples on a box grater, poured a little orange juice onto apples to keep them from turning brown then added flaked coconut. If your apples are sweet enough you don't need to add sugar or splenda but if they are too tart you can add sweetener. It is delicious and healthy. Would also be delicious with added bananas, pecans and maraschino cherries. <BR> <BR> Betty's Apple Ambrosia ... Tue, 30 Apr 2013 19:27:17 EST TOTAL OF 42 POUNDS DOWN http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5339669 It has been a real battle. A couple of years ago I was down 69 pounds then gained 39 pounds back. Now lost 12 of those pounds so only 27 to be back to where I was then I can go on from there. I am so tired of this yo yo going up and down I want to get down and stay down. I am 78 pounds from my goal and I know I can get that off in a year if I really work hard. Mon, 29 Apr 2013 15:35:33 EST A WAY TO SPEND SOME TIME BEING CALM http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5313884 I found this website and I love it. You can choose 2, 10 or 20 minutes of time and choose the picture and with sound that you want. It is at www.calm.com. Hope you enjoy it! Sat, 6 Apr 2013 18:27:17 EST NEED MY FELLOW PRAYER WARRIORS TO GET ON THEIR KNEES!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5310367 GOD IS MOVING AND I KNOW IT IS FROM ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS. JUST HAD SOMEONE FROM CONGRESSMAN'S OFFICE CALL MY FRIEND'S DAD AND SCHEDULED A MEETING FOR MONDAY TO SEE WHAT CAN BE DONE TOWARDS GETTING OUR MONEY THAT WAS STOLEN BY IRS EMPLOYEES RETURNED TO US. PLEASE PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY THAT GOD WILL INTERVENE AND STOP THE DEVIL FROM THIS ATTACK ON US!!!! Wed, 3 Apr 2013 15:53:06 EST GOD IS HEARING OUR PRAYER BUT WE NEED MORE!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5307652 I emailed a couple of our senators and I got a call from one of them today. They gave me the phone # to our federal congressman that is over the IRS and told us to call him for help with our fight to get our money returned to us that was stolen by the IRS employees. I gave the # to my best friend because the case is in her name so her father who has her power of attorney called the congressman's office but he had to leave a message because they were out to lunch but at least I feel like we ar... Mon, 1 Apr 2013 14:07:29 EST I'M SO WORRIED! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5305599 I talked to my best friend today and she is so discouraged about this money thing that is going on. For those of you that know it involves both of our families. The people from the IRS that stole our money from our bank account have been indicted and our case has been turned over to the US Treasury Dept. All we know is that there is a case #. This could drag on for years because we can't seem to get anyone in the US government to help us and we can't afford to hire an attorney. My friend is l... Sat, 30 Mar 2013 18:17:04 EST PLATEAU IS FINALLY OVER! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5299527 After many weeks of nothing I weighed today and I have lost 4 more pounds. <em>193</em> Mon, 25 Mar 2013 13:03:35 EST SPRING BRINGS SICKNESS http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5294050 Well it is the 1st day of spring and what I thought was just allergies appears to be more. Not only do I have the headache, cough and no air capacity, I am running a low grade fever. Hate that I have to miss church tonight but will lay around and rest. <em>39</em> Wed, 20 Mar 2013 18:25:22 EST WE HAVE A BABY! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5284058 Mother is in her room she is exhausted but doing ok so far. Baby girl is doing fine she is in neonatal unit she is 5 1/4 pounds and 17 inches long. Thanks for the prayers but please continue to pray because things can still happen unexpectedly. Tue, 12 Mar 2013 14:19:24 EST MOMMY & BABY NEED PRAYER UPDATE http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5283977 It is 1 pm and we are waiting for word, they were suppose to take Jami into to surgery at noon to perform a C-Section. Both mommy and baby still needing prayers. Will let you know when we have a healthy baby! Tue, 12 Mar 2013 12:59:52 EST MOMMY & BABY NEED PRAYER http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5283270 My uncle by marriage passed away last night and his granddaughter is 8 months pregnant and started bleeding today. They took her to the hospital by ambulance and admitted her. They think she may have a tear in her placenta. If her bleeding gets worse they are going to perform a C-section. She will be in hospital a few days either way, so she will not be able to attend the funeral and this is bothering her but of course she wants to do what is best for her and the baby. Her due date is April 1... Mon, 11 Mar 2013 23:25:19 EST BABY IT'S COLD OUTSIDE! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5270046 March 2,2013 it is cold and gloomy outside with snow showers on occasion and I love it. I just wish I wasn't broke because I would love to just be out riding around and stop somewhere on a whim and eat a nice hot dinner with the hubby. Sat, 2 Mar 2013 17:28:14 EST URGENT URGENT NEED FOR PRAYERS! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5259187 A family we know just lost their little girl tonight. She was crossing the road from grandmas house to home and was hit by a car. She was in Kindergarten. PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS FAMILY THEIR WORLD HAS BEEN TURNED UPSIDE DOWN! Thu, 21 Feb 2013 19:52:02 EST I AM SO UPSET! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5230420 I am so upset. I realize that the beginning of each year brings all the new deductibles but it really upsets me when I have to choose between doctors appointments, medicines or groceries. Groceries win! I called and cancelled my pain management appointment because I just don't have the money to go and don't know when I will. I also won't be able to get a refill on my insulin syringes and some of my pills. I would have the money to buy these things if THOSE LOW DOWN SORRY THIEVES AS THE IRS wo... Wed, 30 Jan 2013 15:02:44 EST DOING BETTER THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5221699 Last week I had a virus that lasted 6 days and I lost 8 lbs because of it. Well you know how that goes, as soon as you get your appetite back you gain it all back. WELL NOT THIS TIME! I have managed to keep the weight off and working on taking more off. It was enough of a boost for my confidence to get me going. So I am using the scriptural based program to help me deal with the sin of my overeating and Spark People too and together I WILL SUCCEED! Thu, 24 Jan 2013 13:28:31 EST STILL REWARDING MYSELF! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5220361 I started giving myself Spark Goodies a few weeks ago just because I deserve it. I don't know how long I will keep doing this but I enjoy giving myself gifts that don't cost me anything! <em>469</em> Wed, 23 Jan 2013 15:32:12 EST Lost 8 lbs Total Last Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5217277 No I haven't found a miracle weight loss device, but thanks to the virus PLUS the scriptural lesson I am doing for FOOD ADDICTS I lost 8 pounds last week. I am learning to feast on the Lord not food. He is our meat and our drink. When tempted to overeat or snack when I am not hungry this lesson is teaching me to feast on Him through prayer, reading of His word, fellowship and worship. What I really love about this teaching is it puts overeating in the right perspective. It isn't just a bad ha... Mon, 21 Jan 2013 15:45:51 EST GO AWAY BUG!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5210188 Day 4 of this stomach bug. I have been so hungry but afraid to eat. Since this bug is not causing vomiting, thank God. I can eat but have to be careful because everything goes right thru me. I have been living off of rice, baked potatoes and fluids. I made some homemade chicken noodle soup last night and it worked ok but I was so hungry that today I made some toast and scrambled egg and made a sandwich out of it. It tasted sooooo good lol. Waiting to see how my body handles it. The only posit... Wed, 16 Jan 2013 14:26:55 EST 55 Days to Go http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5202274 I just finished my 5th lesson of the biblical study I am doing to help with my weight loss, only 55 more to go. It is truly amazing on how it teaches us to feed on Jesus our true meat and drink. It really tackles the sin of over eating. If anyone would like the name of this study feel free to send me a spark mail and I will give you the info. <em>458</em> <BR> <BR> PS it is a great tool to use along with SparkPeople it is not a replacement for it!! Fri, 11 Jan 2013 14:01:12 EST 58 days to go http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5197186 Ok so I started an online biblical study to help me with my food addiction. The 1st lesson is 60 days long and I have 58 to go. I can not believe how much difference 2 days can make in the way I am looking at food and my relationship with Jesus Christ. That is the reason for my previous blog. I am praying for the determination to see this thru and see what a difference 60 days can do for my body and my soul This is what I learned today......................No food will satisfy my heart or fil... Tue, 8 Jan 2013 15:24:29 EST FEED ON HIM http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5197167 No food will satisfy my heart or fill the emptiness in my soul. Jesus Christ is "real meat" and the "bread of life," and I am to feed on Him. <em>458</em> Tue, 8 Jan 2013 15:09:32 EST BECAUSE I DESERVE IT! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5195323 I haven't decided how long I am going to do this but I am going to give myself a Spark goodie every day just because I deserve it! I will give myself something good to eat or something I can't afford to buy for myself in real life or just something for fun. Mon, 7 Jan 2013 15:45:58 EST I'M DROWNING http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5188240 I hate to sound so negative all the time but things have been going so bad for so long I feel like I am drowning! I can't see any results from my prayers and the only people on earth that can help with the situation we are in doesn't seem to care anymore, they have people that can help them so they aren't worried about not getting this money situation fixed. Apparently the Internal Affairs office is lying to us too because they still have not done anything to force the IRS to give us our mo... Thu, 3 Jan 2013 13:18:31 EST UPDATE ON SON-IN-LAW http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5182555 Tiffany just called and they have put Robert in the Trauma ICU. He is carrying 50-60 pounds of fluid. They are going to try to take 6 liters of fluid off today and giving him 2 pints of blood. They are going to try to take more fluid off tomorrow. She will be heading home after the last visiting hours at 8. Mon, 31 Dec 2012 17:09:39 EST MORE PRAYERS NEEDED http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5182451 My daughter's husband is a dialysis patient because he was only born with 1 kidney and it became diseased as a child and has only had 1/2 of it working until it stopped about 2 yrs ago. She had to call for an ambulance this morning ( on her birthday) because he could not breath and his chest was hurting. They ended up transporting him to a hospital in Chattanooga that can perform dialysis, because our small hospital doesn't offer that. They would not tell her anything by phone so she went dow... Mon, 31 Dec 2012 15:40:08 EST HAPPY NEW YEAR http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5182266 HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HERE IS WISHING YOU ALL A HAPPY, HEALTHY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!! <em>107</em> <em>408</em> <em>409</em> Mon, 31 Dec 2012 13:22:06 EST