TINKSMOM1's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=TINKSMOM1 TINKSMOM1's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Wishing I could feel results... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6297953 Its so frustrating to workout and not feel any changes. I am still struggling with making it through short, fairly easy workouts. I get completely out of breath doing a low impact Walking workout, which didn't used to be the case....I know in my brain, that results don't magically appear, but feeling so exhausted every workout is just hard on my emotions. I thought about doing a class at my gym, but just knowing I feel like passing out, and I am breathing too hard to drink water, makes doi... Sat, 14 Jan 2017 11:45:33 EST Its Time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6291084 So, I have gained back every pound I lost. I have been lazy with my habits, and have used too many excuses to not be active. I have convinced myself that once I lost the weight, it will magically stay off without any effort on my part. Wow. What was I thinking? <BR> This is not a "new year resolution"- this is a reality check and an "I have had it". I hate feeling dumpy, and lethargic. I hate feeling like getting off the couch is my only exercise for the day. I am tired of being tire... Wed, 4 Jan 2017 10:40:09 EST It just is http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6148738 I have come to the conclusion at this time in my life that I am worrying about unimportant stuff...I am not fond of the weight and size I am at the moment, but I have come to realize it is who I am. Does that mean I give up trying to be healthy and fit? Absolutely not! It means I am no longer working out to lose weight or be healthy- I have started swimming again for the pure enjoyment of it. Years (and years and years) ago, I was put on a swim team to help me deal with my parents divorce... Sat, 23 Apr 2016 17:24:04 EST Figuring things out... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5922400 Lately I have been working on finding work outs that work for me...its hard to find a workout for legs that don't include lunges or squats, ich I have found are just too painful on my knees I've slowly been doing a run/jog program, but again, I find that can cause some pain too- I'm still working on it, but I am trying to balance it with other fitness so I don't injure myself, or cause too much pain so I give up. I decided to add my own circuit training on my off running days. This way, I f... Mon, 4 May 2015 11:52:00 EST new goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5914402 I just realized its been almost a year since I was active here! Well, in that time I have lost a little ground with my eating habits, fitness habits, and overall good habits... and of course there are consequences for it..but I have a new goal! I really want to do a run Disney event! So, I'm starting off slow-I found a couch to 5k app that starts off by getting you able to run a mile first..gotta crawl before you walk I guess! I am also starting to eat better again..my new motto is "fat la... Mon, 20 Apr 2015 08:28:03 EST let me sum up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5715811 We made it back from our cruise! It was fantastic! The food was amazing, the ship was amazing, the staff was amazing, and our excursions were fabulous! The weather was perfect the whole time- and my in-laws had a great time too! If you haven't done a Disney cruise, give it some serious thought! We even booked another for next year!! Norway- here we come! June 2015! So now I have another thing to keep my mind focused for staying in shape! Guess we just have to keep booking cruises! <B... Wed, 11 Jun 2014 13:26:27 EST Bathing suit shopping.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5689669 So I finally decided to bite the bullet and go bathing suit shopping. I wanted 2 for the cruise-double trouble.. <BR> I found the bottoms, one is a small skirt, one is a high waist normal bottoms, covers everything, both in black. <BR> Pretty happy with that, but let me just say, bathing suit shopping should be listed as a cardio workout.... <BR> Finally found one top, pretty cute, and fairly flattering... <BR> What is surprising me is with all the shopping, and seeing some hideous things o... Wed, 7 May 2014 10:26:41 EST seriously http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5671787 okay- that cruise is now only about a month and a half a way...I'd like to tone a little more-possibly lose 10lbs....I started off the day with a workout...a bowl of low sugar oatmeal and a mango, 2 cups of water and a cup of coffee. I am still working to put less sugar in my coffee, its not going well....sigh. <BR> I just need to be consistent. I have not been working out like I should and I have been justifying bad food choices-I just need to buckle down now . Going to try putting my wor... Mon, 14 Apr 2014 08:12:24 EST you are fueled http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5638347 Its been a while since I have been active here- but I always find my way back!! <em>211</em> <BR> <BR> We bought a new exercise machine...mostly for my husband (who swears he will use it, but I digress). Its kind of like a seated elliptical, with arm rowing things. It has bars to put your feet on and just work the arms too, and if you sit up and concentrate on your posture, and not turn your body while your rowing, it works your abs too. Its fairly low impact, but I get more of a total... Mon, 3 Mar 2014 08:57:27 EST Heading out of town http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5591070 Today I am off to Minneapolis. I am going to do some training for a new position I received at work....The position isn't anything really new, I have been doing a lot of it all along, now I have a bit more authority and a little more responsibility. I will be in charge of training, so now I have to learn how to train people. I know how to do my actual job, I am not so good at teaching what I am doing...so essentially I'm training to train! To be honest, I am a little nervous, on many level... Sun, 12 Jan 2014 10:24:54 EST Go ahead and quit.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5587970 I had a terrible night of not sleeping, this cough is just hanging on... <BR> I was tired this morning with no drive to do anything but sit in front of the TV, in my most snuggly sweater, and drink hot coffee (pumpkin flavored! yum!) <BR> Then I came across a quote: <BR> " Go ahead and quit, (Im thinking, yes! no problem!) , <BR> just think of how you'll feel in 2 weeks!" <BR> <em>40</em> <BR> <BR> I actually tried to ignore it, and talk myself into taking it easy today, but I just cou... Thu, 9 Jan 2014 10:55:05 EST morning surprises http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5584168 I told myself, no matter what, I was going to do at least a 15 minute workout this morning...I have had a bit of a break from my exercise routine, mostly being busy with the holidays, family from out of town, a general feel of laziness, and now a head cold and cough. But, I need to get active again. Even though I am fighting some sort of head cold, I actually did a modified circuit type workout. A total of 15 minutes on the treadmill, walking at a fast pace, with about 10-12 dumbbell exe... Mon, 6 Jan 2014 11:00:38 EST my plan http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5581693 Monday is a great day to start up again...that's my plan. I have been better about what I ate then just killed it all yesterday with a trip to the movies followed by dinner at McDonalds. I didn't really try to eat healthy - unless you count eating hamburgers instead of cheeseburgers....Feeling kind of down about it...might be the head cold hanging out in my sinuses talking- but I just don't feel like exercising right now. So my solution is to give myself 2 good days of rest and no pressure... Sat, 4 Jan 2014 09:37:58 EST sugar rush http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5577703 Yesterday I joined the sweet tooth challenge- I think I take in way too much sugar, and decided to give it a shot. Even when I am really exercising and watching what I eat, it is still really hard to see any progress in me...so I figure it must be what I am eating that could be the problem...do I really know how much sugar I am eating? It is extremely easy to sugar my coffee way too much, and some of the so called "healthy" foods can contain more sugar than I expect...time to be aware! <B... Wed, 1 Jan 2014 11:04:58 EST a start to the new year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5573676 Another year, another Christmas put to bed...I love the prep for the holidays and the Christmas music. But just like each year, it is done...I miss that stuff all ready...Do you make resolutions? I didn't used to, but I like the feeling of a new start-a new beginning each year. I try not to let it bother me if I don't keep them, after all, each new year is another start...But I have learned to make resolutions achievable and not quite so broad. <BR> This year I am going to try to: <BR> #1 ... Sat, 28 Dec 2013 10:23:47 EST Unexciting but normal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5562802 Not a ton new here....I had some dental work done, a temporary crown until the permanent one comes in, which is not till the 30th. The problem is, my tooth hurts when I bite down on that side...eating is becoming an issue. Trying to deal with it, hoping it just hurts because of the work and anesthesia - hopefully it will get a bit better, otherwise, is gonna be a long 2 weeks....that's a bummer. <BR> <BR> I did 3 really good workouts this week, planning to get another in tomorrow...feels ... Thu, 12 Dec 2013 10:23:25 EST moving in the right direction http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5557075 I really did plan to workout yesterday and today....but then work got in the way...some days are just more physically demanding than others. But I made the effort to make good dinners...so I guess that is headway! I also skipped the gas station in the mornings, which keeps me from the dreaded powdered donuts...Still working on water intake. Tomorrow I am definitely getting that workout in! <BR> I've discovered a new way to eat brussel sprouts too! Shredded em' in the food processor and use... Wed, 4 Dec 2013 20:36:05 EST misc http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5554969 Back from the annual Texas Thanksgiving trek...Don't think I overindulged too much...but definitely did not eat the way I should...but it was a holiday and being a guest does not always let you pick the best foods to eat...but I made do. <BR> I have one more week of work left until I am off till February. That is when I am truly going to tackle what I have added on in the past couple of months. Still trying to stick to a mostly paleo plan...It will be easier when I am off. Have made some c... Mon, 2 Dec 2013 10:44:07 EST Keeping the momentum going! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5547648 Good start to the day-did a 20 sparkpeople bootcamp dvd. It was tough, and I stayed in the beginner range, but I made it through. My leg muscles are fairly sore, but I try to stretch when I get up, so that seems to be helping. <BR> I think we are going to get a exercise bike. We have an ab machine thingy that my husband swore he would use.... <em>42</em> well...nobody uses it. Thinking we will sell it, and get a space saving bike. He may use that, but I definitely will. He does hav... Fri, 22 Nov 2013 10:49:46 EST I have a powdered sugar donut addiction....again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5546810 Well-I have been off the wagon for over 3 months...not pretty. It happens every time I go back to work...I start off taking my own food and coffee in the morning, and then by the end of the season, I am stopping at the gas station for their coffee and powdered donuts...Its getting ridiculous. I have stopped working out, and stopped drinking water, and stopped paying attention to portion sizes. Time to stop stopping- time to start starting.... <BR> I could only manage about 10 minutes doing... Thu, 21 Nov 2013 10:01:04 EST Weekend success! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5421520 So I made it past the weekend sticking to my new paleo lifestyle....Even went out to eat three times, and did pretty good! <BR> Friday, we had Hibachi, since my daughter thinks she does better in tennis matches when she has that the night before....I stuck to the hibachi part of the buffet and loaded up with veggies and chicken. I think they may have added a marinade, but it wasnt a lot, so I didnt worry about it...I had fruit for dessert, and one small cookie...overall, a success. <BR> S... Mon, 15 Jul 2013 08:27:36 EST Week 1 on paleo....and I am not Crazy! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5418645 I started on a Paleo Diet on Monday, and cut out bread, regular milk, cheese ect cold turkey...I am surprised to find it is working well for me. Its almost seems like since those foods arent an option, I dont need to worry about them....I did have a Greek Yogurt one day, but other than that, I really havent strayed from the diet ideals... <BR> Here are some things I have been surprised by: <BR> -I havent been snacky in the afternoons! That is fabulous since that was my biggest challenge. <B... Fri, 12 Jul 2013 08:38:57 EST Making a new changes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5414120 I just got back from a family trip to Texas, where I spent a bit of time talking with my sister who has been doing the whole Paleo thing...with a few modifications. After seeing her success, my husband and I talked about it, and decided to give it a go...he is pre diabetic and needs to do a low carb diet anyway, so it seemed like a good fit. There are a few things I am keeping though, my husband and I kindof picked a couple of things we cant give up...I am keeping my greek yogurt, almond mi... Mon, 8 Jul 2013 09:42:03 EST Almost Friday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5387904 Made it to Thursday! That means tomorrow is Friday! <BR> Still struggling with eating, or really I should call it grazing....I am hoping next week it will get better since my daughter will be home all day...We have big plans for the summer...arts and crafts, places to go and visit, we are going to try rock climbing with some friends, and she actually wants to try and learn spanish, so I figured we could tackle that together! As it happens we are taking a cruise in May with a stop in Cozumel... Thu, 13 Jun 2013 10:43:39 EST Tuesday blah day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5385669 Well, its Tuesday...not very exciting, I know....Tuesdays have got to be the most boring days of the week...Its not Monday, where I often feel like I can start over from the weekend, its not Wednesday, obviously hump day....Thursday, you feel like if you can make it through the day, then its Friday!!! And Friday, is definitely fabulous. At any rate, not sure why I was thinking about that, but there it is.... <BR> I did manage a workout...its hard to log, so I just put it in as a Sparkpeople... Tue, 11 Jun 2013 10:20:12 EST smaller goals.....less Lucky Charms.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5376701 I have been thinking I need to cut carbs, and I was really serious about doing it...then I ate a total of 5 bowls of Lucky Charms in one day...yup 5. <BR> <em>137</em> <em>54</em> <em>26</em> <em>437</em> <BR> They are magically delicious.... <BR> Dangit! <BR> I think it is time to focus on smaller goals, and changes, and try not to put so much attention on the bigger things. So, after looking (again) at what I am doing, how I feel throughout the day, and what I tend to snac... Mon, 3 Jun 2013 11:48:51 EST Just Random Thoughts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5373674 Today started off a little funny....last night we had a power outage, so I had to reset my clock next to my bed....apparently I set it an hour ahead...whoops! I thought I had overslept (since I felt like I had a bad nights sleep, completely reasonable), and rushed my husband off to work, and rushed my daughter to eat breakfast, only to find out it was 6:30 not 7:30! Had a bit of a laugh...although my daughter was not thrilled to loose a little extra sleep...oh well! <BR> But- I did go ahe... Fri, 31 May 2013 13:02:59 EST vacation was fun, time to get back to workouts! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5370075 Well, we made it back from vacation! We had such a nice time! This time, we spent about a week at the Disney Vero Beach resort, in Florida. It was so nice and relaxing, the beach steps away from the hotel, the pool was fantastic, and they had such neat activities for all the kiddos! We did some shell collecting, checked out tidal pools, a small aquarium, and had some wonderful food! A little sun burned, but not too bad. My daughter got to try boogie boarding for the first time, and she l... Tue, 28 May 2013 08:07:52 EST Mindset for vacation! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5359114 Well, another week has passed...I am often surprised how fast a week can go...especially because on Monday it seems like the weekend will never come! <BR> I am still continuing to struggle with eating right....I am trying to busy myself in the afternoon to keep from snacking, as a result I have cleaned out drawers and closets, and have put a lot of stuff in the garage sale pile...lots of stuff has just gotten thrown out too...how do we accumulate so much junk? My new saying is " if we havent ... Fri, 17 May 2013 10:08:05 EST another week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5351920 Decided to take the day off from a regular workout. I had to re set-up my wii fit plus, since we had to replace our wii console...good news is according to wii, my wii fit age is 32...not bad for a 36yr. old! My body is a bit sore from previous workouts, so I figured I would do a few of the exercises, and then take a break....I may do a spark people video later. <BR> I think I need a new workout DVD...getting a little bored with mine. I wish our library carried them, but I cant seem to fin... Fri, 10 May 2013 09:51:22 EST My week summed up! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5344205 Wow, where did this week go? <em>12</em> <BR> <BR> I am pretty happy today, just completed my 5th straight workout. I have been alternating between kettlebells, Sparkpeople dvd, treadmill with weight training, and a wii cardio boxing (with weighted gloves!). Keeps me from being bored and I think its good to not get into a routine with your muscles...not a sore as I thought I would be, but I may change my tune tomorrow morning. Weekends are my down days, although I do active things with... Fri, 3 May 2013 10:00:08 EST Another Blog... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5341801 I dont have much to blog about....I am finally back to working out, after a nasty sinus infection, which resulted in me wanting to cry everytime I moved my head...not exactly the way I would want to workout....now I am down to a very annoying ear infection...cant hear out of my ear, but while annoying, I can at least workout....I cant hear the annoying workout guy on my kettlebell dvd's , so I guess there is an upside! <em>211</em> <BR> Anyway...I am now off work till the end of July...lov... Wed, 1 May 2013 10:00:40 EST 21 days to search for my inner happiness http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5339256 So, we have 21 days until our vacation at Vero Beach, FL. This is the first beach vacation for me since I was in High School....amazing the lengths I would go to, to avoid a bathing suit....At any rate, I am surprised to find that even though I have lost the weight I wanted to, I am still not satisfied with myself....when will I find happiness with my body? I find myself still scrutinizing myself...I need to tone my thighs, my arms, my stomach....shouldnt I just be happy with how well I've ... Mon, 29 Apr 2013 10:05:35 EST Time to turn it on.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5308618 Well, I have a little less than 2 months before we go to Vero Beach for our vacation....I'd really like to tone up my trouble spots, namely the thighs and arms. This is the first time I have willingly wanted and planned a trip to a sunny location that would demand a wearing of the dreaded bathing suit. I am really looking forward to it! Talk about progress! Over the past 5 months or so, with the holidays and the switching of my meds, I have gained about 10 pounds or so... to be expected,... Tue, 2 Apr 2013 09:30:23 EST Back to it http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5236922 Well, I just got back from a week long trip to DisneyWorld. It was fabulous, and we did TONS of walking, and I did okay on my eating. I didnt indulge in tons of treats, but I wasnt eating especially healthy either....after all, that chocolate banana is still fruit, right? <em>211</em> <BR> But overall, I feel good. I have gained a few pounds since changing my meds, but at least this time, I feel prepared and am watching it. Right now I am off work, so it is so easy to graze...I am tryi... Mon, 4 Feb 2013 10:16:42 EST You Can't Eat Your...... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5187983 I spend a lot of time watching Disney Channel...I have a 9 yr old who loves the shows on there. I follow "Good Luck, Charlie" "Lab Rats" "Kickin it" probably more than I would like, but there it is. But every now and then, I get my own life lesson while watching these shows, and the movies on Disney.... <BR> For example, we were watching "Girl vs Monsters", a movie that essentially tells kids to face their fears and the satisfaction that can come with that. I've seen this movie more than ... Thu, 3 Jan 2013 11:01:45 EST Update on new meds http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5157932 Well, here I am again...another round at the neurologist and I am off one med and on to another...But its a good thing. Unfortunately the one med that was doing its job is also causing me to lose my hair. I have to say, I have never been this low, which makes me feel bad that I am letting myself feel so bad about that, if that makes sense....I am generally not a vain person but this is really getting to me...its really frustrating. I think it has more to do with hair, and the over all frus... Thu, 6 Dec 2012 08:30:03 EST Back to the Neurologist http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5017704 So, today I had to take the day off from work, so I could go back to the neurologist...my hair is still coming out...so I guess the first change in medication was not the answer. Unfortunately, I cannot possibly change meds while I am working, it is just too hard. There are too many side effects and too much stress, so I will have to wait till at least December to see if that is an option. I am not thrilled about that, but I am pretty sure there is not much I can do about that. At least w... Thu, 16 Aug 2012 08:22:57 EST Moving Forward http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4991382 I definitely started to move forward this week, and it feels pretty good! Unfortunately my hair continues to fall out, but it seems to be a bit better in the shower, but there is a lot on the ground and sink when I go to style or comb it.....not sure why I see a difference in one area and not one in another....but there it is....my doctors appointment was moved from July to mid August, so I have a bit longer to wait to decide what I am going to do about my meds. That is still incredibly frus... Sun, 29 Jul 2012 08:46:43 EST trying to find my way back.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4980201 So, this is my last weekend before going back to work...I think thats a good thing. I have had a few pounds creep back on, which I am not happy about, so I think I need to have the activity again... <BR> My mood has been up and down, and I have been trying to keep it together....its been rough because I feel like I dont have a lot of support from my husband. And geez, the house still gets clean, laundry still gets done, its not like I have wrapped myself up in a ball and dont do anything at... Sat, 21 Jul 2012 08:59:09 EST I am a mess http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4953284 I feel like I am a mess. <BR> <BR> Once again my seizure medication is playing havoc with my body...and causing my hair to fall out...problem is that since I am on two different meds, we are not sure which one is the problem. So, I have been taken off one, but not the other and now its a wait and see. <BR> <BR> In the mean time, I feel like a complete mess. I dont feel like doing anything...I had to cut my hair, in hopes that it would look better, and to some extent it does, but it just k... Tue, 3 Jul 2012 09:54:14 EST Alaskan cruise and new concerns http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4927546 Wow! Havent been sparkin in a while! Good to be back! <BR> <BR> So my goal was to lose some weight for a dream cruise to Alaska with my family, so...I finally achieved that goal! I posted some pics, and I have to say, we had a fabulous time! It was so gorgeous, and we had some once in a lifetime experiences....hopefully my daughter will never forget them! I know I wont. On a personal note for me, this was the first vacation I took as an adult, where I wanted to be in the picture...I di... Fri, 15 Jun 2012 10:28:52 EST In a happy place! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4842317 Well, its been a while since I've been really active around here...That tends to be the case when I am working, but now I am off! <BR> <BR> I am about 36 days away from my long awaited cruise to Alaska and I am working on toning some specific areas that have always been annoying to me....inner thighs, arms, and I think I will always work on my abs....I think its just the way it is.... <em>198</em> <BR> <BR> My husband decided he wanted to work out more, and feeling that since his back is b... Thu, 19 Apr 2012 10:16:10 EST Another round of Training http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4734827 Started back to work with our usual couple of days of training. We always have a few new things for us to learn each season for us to photograph, so we train at my Boss's church. They let us use the big community area, and it works out nicely since we can set up 6 sets of camera equipment. Training is a bit annoying for me, I have been at this company for going on 13 years now, and it is rare we do anything "new". We may change the overall look, like the backdrop or the props, but essenti... Sun, 12 Feb 2012 09:14:43 EST New goals for the next couple of months http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4726654 ....and so it goes again, like it has for the last, um what is it now, going on 12 years? I go back to work as a school photographer for the next 2-3 months, taking Spring Pictures, some Prom pics, and helping with 1st Communions. But this Spring is a bit different, it is the first one where I am maintaining my weight, and trying to tone at the same time...so what is the worry? <BR> <BR> I need to make some goals and make sure I am paying attention. I dont want to slide back to where I wa... Tue, 7 Feb 2012 09:00:23 EST No matter your size, shopping is still frustrating..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4719024 Why....oh why....does womens sizing have to be so inconsistent? I mean, Really? <BR> <BR> Why am I slipping off my size 10 jeans, that fit perfectly, to find that a size 4 khakis fit okay, but have a Ginormous gap in the back? <BR> <BR> Why does a Victoria's Secret 34B fit, but any other bra, I need a 36C? Why is that? <BR> <BR> Why does a size 8 in one brand of jeans too big, and the size 6 in the same brand make me look like a stuffed sausage? <BR> <BR> What size is a Small, Medium, or... Thu, 2 Feb 2012 17:15:23 EST 12 Min. workout, it worked out! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4718284 Today I did the 12 min cardio and tone from the Sparkpeople DVD. I really liked it! I think it will be a great way to squeeze in both cardio and toning when I go back to work....I do love multitasking! I can feel some pretty sore muscles from both yesterday and today! I need to do a little more ab work, since it doesnt really have enough of that, but thats okay....extra crunches here and there are no biggie. <BR> Now I need to go and find some new work pants, since none of mine from last ... Thu, 2 Feb 2012 10:19:54 EST My thoughts on Sparkpeople DVD http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4716210 Yesterday, I decided to go to Target and buy a new workout DVD...for some unknown reason, Uverse took off all the free workout videos that I had access to, so I needed something else to help me motivate me. I am terrible at creating my own workouts. I cannot just "do" a strength training work out... I need guidance....badly. <BR> I finally decided to go with the spark people dvd. I read a lot of good things about it, and it seemed like a good choice. I was a bit miffed I didnt print out t... Wed, 1 Feb 2012 10:36:36 EST Trip report http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4709881 I just got back from a few days away with the hubby in North Carolina. He went for buisness, and I tagged along, mostly because we had enough "miles" from all his work travel! We stayed in a bed and breakfast in a little town called Edenton. I tried to be good, and I thought I might get up and exercise.....(insert eye roll here...) <BR> <BR> Well, I did walk a bit, the B&B was close to the main street, so I did walk there, Thursday I drove to Elisabeth City to do some geneology research o... Sun, 29 Jan 2012 09:06:03 EST Just checking in.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4697080 I am starting to get used to this maintaining thing. I am beginning to find the balance between eating healthy and eating what I'd like.Yesterday we went to Panda Express, and I shared a meal with my daughter and ate a half serving of Orange Chicken and fried rice. Not especially healthy, but I didnt go overboard, saved some money....and it filled me up just fine...good balance. <BR> I started the walk/jog program this past week, and finished off the first week! Found it to be tough for... Sun, 22 Jan 2012 15:05:29 EST