http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=TILLIEBEE TILLIEBEE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5337074 Here is my realization this week as I spend time with my kids. <BR> <BR> One is very thin and works hard every day to stay that way. She obsesses about every bite of food. Does dealing with an eating disorder make her happier? No. <BR> <BR> One is the hardest working young person I know. She is popular, over achieving, well respected by every generation and has very high personal standards. She has a large bone structure and if she were thinner, she probably wouldn't look as good. Eve... Sat, 27 Apr 2013 08:07:42 EST http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5311795 I promise not to make this a pity pot blog. Have gained and gained and gained at a record pace. <BR> <BR> Actually, food isn't even interesting to me. There is a feeling of being so stuffed that I can barely move that is what my daily meal goal is and then is the only time I finally stop eating....briefly. <BR> <BR> I don't know the feeling of hunger because I am stuffing all my feelings deep inside as far as I can with as much food as I can. I have NO INTEREST IN FRUIT, WATER,TRACKING OR... Thu, 4 Apr 2013 19:04:30 EST