THESTRALKNIGHT's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=THESTRALKNIGHT THESTRALKNIGHT's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ How will I achieve the goals set up in my vision statement? Part 3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5928562 10 Years <BR> I will earn my Ph.D. in Public Health, I will work in the field of disaster preparedness and recovery, focusing on conservation efforts to mitigate effects of climate change. <BR> <BR> Truthfully, who knows what field I will work in once I have the degree. But by stating a decision now, that fits my personal beliefs, passions and values, I know what to work for. I will know how to structure my studies and individual class projects. <BR> <BR> As far as taking steps to achiev... Fri, 15 May 2015 10:15:36 EST How will I achieve the goals set up in my vision statement? Part 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5928019 5 Years <BR> I will have my Masters Degree in Health Education and be a Master Naturalist. <BR> <BR> My road map here is not as planned as for the 1 year vision of weight loss. But, I am getting the ball rolling to become a naturalist, and get a masters degree. One of the biggest problems I have is paying for the education I want. I really need to learn to be better with my money and eliminate frivolous purchases. I need to make a budget that emphasizes debt elimination, and the education ... Thu, 14 May 2015 10:42:22 EST How will I achieve the goals set up in my vision statement? Part 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5927484 One year goal/vision <BR> I will no longer be obese, and will be within 10 pounds of the overweight mark. (long range) <BR> <BR> First off, I am here on SparkPeople. <BR> I have joined the BLC family. They are in round 28, I am only in my second round. Each round lasts 3 months. <BR> <BR> I plan/hope to lose 10 of my weight each round. If I do that I will actually be just squeaking into the healthy range for my height. (medium range) <BR> <BR> The BLC groups have exercise challenges, so ... Wed, 13 May 2015 11:14:21 EST Vision Statements http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5926903 <link>www.sparkpeople.com/resource/wellnes<BR>s_articles.asp?id=695 </link> <BR> <BR> I read the above article on vision statements, and sat down to write one up. I started with the 10 year statement and tried to include everything I wanted to accomplish in the next 10 years. It was an eye opener. The 10 year statement had nothing in it about weight. It also included too much to be really clear. So I broke it down into 3 statements: 1 one year, 5 years and 10 years. These were clear. They... Tue, 12 May 2015 11:06:21 EST Hike number 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5922449 This is the starting point for my foray into hiking. <BR> Cons: I am out-of-shape, overweight, high cholesterol, high BP, on depression medication, have pains in my knee and hip joints that sometimes make just walking interesting, Also, I am single and very leery of hiking alone. <BR> Pros: I have hiked before, I have a good idea of what to expect. I've done my research. I am enthusiastic, confident I can do this, and have friends who want to go along for the ride. <BR> <BR> I weighed in as... Mon, 4 May 2015 12:56:00 EST Gone Hiking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5919022 I have a new goal. It is not a S.M.A.R.T. Goal, but a good one nonetheless. I have a big, several year long goal. I cannot make it truly Specific, Measurable, Attainable, or Timely, but It is very relevant. My goal is to hike, bike, or go horseback riding over as many of the trails as I can in Nebraska. I will start with the relevant. I grew up in a very outdoorsy family. I loved the hiking and camping. I loved horseback riding and swimming. I never went hunting and was never fond of fishing.... Tue, 28 Apr 2015 09:55:41 EST The Lawn http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5916317 Tonight I must mow. I have a challenging lawn, and I have mixed feelings about mowing. On one hand the yard is challenging and can be a real pain to mow. On the other hand, it is one of those jobs where when it is done, you can really see you have made a difference, and that is very satisfying. Anyway, I have mentally divided the yard into 3 sections. There is the front and side, a pretty easy mow. Then in back there is the upper 40 and the lower 40. It is really a standard lot, not a whole 8... Thu, 23 Apr 2015 09:53:58 EST My choice http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5898952 I want to eat healthy food prepared in a healthy way. <BR> <BR> I have 4 recipes picked out and ready to go, so if I just get them made I will have the healthy food ready to eat. And healthy food makes me more energetic in addition to helping me loose weight. It also tastes so much better to me. So, why do I eat the other stuff that doesn't taste as good, doesn't make me feel good and makes me gain weight? I don't know if it is laziness, or bad habits, or something else. <BR> <BR> What I ... Tue, 24 Mar 2015 17:02:00 EST Big Scary Step http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5896440 I graduated university in 1986 with a Bachelor of Arts in History. I loved it, I still read in the field, but it is nothing I ever wanted to make a career of. I have worked in a university library for almost 26 years. One of the great things about working for a university is most if not all of them have a scholarship program. I have been looking, for the past 25 years for a program of study that I would be excited enough about to get a masters degree in. Computer Science and related fields j... Fri, 20 Mar 2015 11:07:00 EST Rant -- just to get it off my chest http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5895960 This morning I have had at least 3 melt downs. My boss got me laughing so hard after my last one that I think I am through with them today. <BR> <BR> I have very mild insomnia that I can usually keep in check. I am also prone to anxiety attacks, also usually under control. On rare occasions they decide to double team me. Add to that I am on medication for depression issues. Well, I have gotten maybe 5 hours of sleep over the last two nights and if someone farted in the wrong key I probably... Thu, 19 Mar 2015 13:46:48 EST What Happened? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5888163 I have made changes. Most are small changes, some I have been working on for years in an off and on haphazard fashion. These changes have added up to something rather wonderful. I suspect all the small changes put together made something big, something wonderful happen. I am afraid to write about it, it might evaporate. I am afraid to tell friends and family. What if it doesn't stick? <BR> <BR> the changes were goals. <BR> Exercise 10 minutes a day. <BR> Work on eliminating 4 ingredient type... Fri, 6 Mar 2015 13:35:54 EST Speed Dating http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5878070 Speed Dating, I've been curious and I finally tried it. But let's back up. I took the Myers Briggs test years ago. I do not remember all of my letters. I do remember that I am an introvert. In fact on the scale I can only move one more point along the extrovert/introvert scale until I hit the very end of the introvert side. So, why did I think this was a good idea? Well, I do very well at work, I do very well when I take part time jobs in customer service, I can talk to people, I can cope and... Wed, 18 Feb 2015 11:34:45 EST On cartwheels http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5855680 There have been several days this last week I have felt strong enough to try that cartwheel. I have resisted. I have been at work, where there is room. Maybe today. I used to be great at doing cartwheels, so I was surprised at people here and in real life that thought that was a big goal. Thank you for putting that into perspective for me. As I have thought about those comments I realize that there is a lot that goes into a cartwheel. Coordination, strength, and the willingness to fail and la... Fri, 16 Jan 2015 09:58:05 EST Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5850368 Just read an article on spark, it asked readers to write down things they want to do, but they could not do, or could not do comfortably because of their weight. <BR> <BR> Here in no particular order are the things that jumped to mind. <BR> <BR> 1. Do a cartwheel <BR> 2. Run up the 2 flights of steps at work <BR> 3. Run a mile <BR> 4. Recognize myself in pictures <BR> 5. Button my coat <BR> 6. Not overflow my car seat <BR> 7. Knit whatever I want with out altering patterns to fit my girth <... Fri, 9 Jan 2015 13:33:24 EST Up and Down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5833793 Monday is my official weigh in day. I was up a pound. I know that is normal, these ups and downs, but I was disappointed. I had exercised for 8 days straight. Okay, now I know it wasn't that much exercise and my eating is a bit out of hand this time of year, but I am so very very human. Now, today, not an official weigh in, so it won't be recorded, I am back down that pound I gained. My reaction was good, now try to make healthier food choices. Not a bad reaction. So, will keep exercising, w... Tue, 16 Dec 2014 09:20:08 EST Backing into ... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5831865 I am easing into a healthier lifestyle. I believe that is what the general way of phrasing it is, easing into. I prefer to call it backing into. I do not not why, but I do. I like to try to find ways to slowly start good for me things. Almost as if I am keeping it a secret from myself. I just keep backing up, then suddenly hit something. But instead of a bad surprise it is a good surprise. For example filled my water bottle this morning after my mini exercise routine. I got to work, and it w... Fri, 12 Dec 2014 10:07:33 EST 1st Christmas Party of 2014 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5830984 Went to the first Christmas Party of the Season. I did fairly well at the main course. I filled the plate a bit over half with vegetables and fruits. Then the desert table is where I went nuts. It all looked so good, I took one of everything. I was definitely through eating before I finished my plate of deserts. Not full, but really through eating. I did not want anymore, not out of any sense of I should stop I was happy and content. Another bite would not have made me happy. It probably woul... Wed, 10 Dec 2014 17:29:31 EST Depression http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5720059 I've been tired recently. Bone deep tired. Almost to the point of needing to go home from work to take a nap tired. I've also been puzzled, why so tired? I think I have the answer. Depression. <BR> <BR> For me it comes and goes. It is a part of my life, not looking for sympathy. It is more annoying than the allergies that are also just part of life. What is causing it? Well, aside from the fact that I just am, an acquaintance is severely ill. I expect to get word that she was taken off life... Tue, 17 Jun 2014 17:34:15 EST Happy Walk, benchmark 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5718355 I did it. I walked my virtual 1 mile race. I did better than I thought. 15 minutes and 32 seconds. I was shooting for 16 minutes. <BR> <BR> I noticed several things on this walk, first and foremost is I have a happy walk. I have a bounce or a spring in my step when I walk for exercise. This amused me. This made me happy. This will not give me a good race time. That's okay. A happy exercising walk. I really like that. Just typing that is an encouragement to walk more. <BR> <BR> I thought a... Sun, 15 Jun 2014 10:17:43 EST Mirror mirror, please show me the truth http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5717082 They say people with anorexia and bulimia look in the mirror and still see fat. I am opposite. I had my brother take some good pictures of me a couple of weeks ago. It turns out when I look in the mirror I see thin – well not thin, but less fat than I am. I know the camera adds 5 pounds, but from what I see in the mirror it adds 50 pounds. I don’t know how to change that part of it. So I will focus on what I know how to change. I know how to exercise and I know how to eat healthy, so that wil... Fri, 13 Jun 2014 09:13:05 EST A finish for old goals and a start for new goals. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5716482 My big goal, the one I really needed to achieve -- I made it! My goal was to get back to a healthy glucose reading by my May checkup. I did it. My fasting glucose was down to 93. I'd like it to be lower. I will work on getting it lower. I still count myself as pre diabetic even though my numbers say different. However I consider myself out of the immediate danger zone. It may still be a matter of time, I have too many risk factors that I cannot change, but I will postpone that dreadful day as... Thu, 12 Jun 2014 11:59:58 EST Scared Straight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5668837 I joined a couple of diabetes groups on my crafting site, and after reading what some of those people are going through... <BR> <BR> Well, I am pretty sure I have been scared straight. I know Diabetes is a terrible disease. I know it does horrible things to our bodies. I know it can worsen a whole host of other conditions. But somehow, I didn't know how bad it can get. <BR> <BR> I know it can cause blindness, that people have to have limbs amputated, but somehow know that intellectually is... Thu, 10 Apr 2014 09:10:10 EST My Nutrition Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5664164 1. I will have a healthy glucose reading on my next doctor visit. <BR> 2. I will reduce the dosages on my blood pressure and cholesterol medicines <BR> 3. I will reduce my risk for osteoporosis <BR> 4. I will eat between 5 and 10 servings of freggies every day. <BR> <BR> And below, doing my best to make them S.M.A.R.T. goals <BR> <BR> 1. I will have a healthy glucose reading on my next doctor visit. <BR> --I will finish reading my book on Reversing Pre-diabetes by Monday, March 3, 2014. <BR... Fri, 4 Apr 2014 09:54:55 EST Report on Week 1 of Diabetes Weight Loss Challenge. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5663466 I am in the 8 Week Diabetes Weight Loss Challenge team. I did well on tracking, and reading, but very bad on exercise. This week I add in Exercise. Today I am county quite a bit of walking. My job is almost completely sedentary and today I am up walking around and standing and carrying. <BR> <BR> I will be repeating week one because I didn't complete the exercise portion of the goals, and I want that trophy. <BR> <BR> I am hoping to do some healthy shopping this evening and get some items t... Thu, 3 Apr 2014 12:15:00 EST High Glucose Readings http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5658016 My last blood test showed high glucose readings. 115 non-fasting. This was my first high reading. I guess that at almost 54, it isn't bad when you consider all of the risk factors I have. <BR> 1. Obesity <BR> 2. Parent with type 2 diabetes <BR> 3. High Blood Pressure <BR> 4. High Cholesterol <BR> 5. Poly-cystic Ovary Syndrome. <BR> <BR> The doctor's lab reading just said high, start watching carbs--call me. <BR> <BR> My reaction was, I had just eaten, it isn't that bad, but I decided it wa... Thu, 27 Mar 2014 18:00:25 EST The 'salt' tooth http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4851159 Yesterday I took the sugar craving quiz, then blogged about it. Today I'll talk about where my pitfall is. Salt! I love chips of any kind. Doritos are probably my favorite. Chips are what I should never bring into my house. Once I start I don't quit. I will eat them till I am sick. A bag of chips and a carton or jar of dip and I go into a type of coma and don't quit till I hit the bottom and then I wonder where they all went. It is bad. It is ugly. There is no good. <BR> <BR> I went lookin... Wed, 25 Apr 2012 08:22:35 EST SparkQuiz Sweet Tooth http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4849541 Just took the spark quiz on how sweets affect me. I found it an interesting yet frustrating quiz. Frustrating in that it is rather generic, but then it has to be. Interesting because it assumes that the answers they provide for us to choose from will fit most people on this site. They probably do, but what is interesting is it gives me some insight into how others react to sugar. Or maybe interesting because my reaction is so different. I love the occasional donut - the sweet creamy filling -... Tue, 24 Apr 2012 09:43:02 EST