TAZWILD3's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=TAZWILD3 TAZWILD3's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ I'm back and really going to do this http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5776774 Seriously sick of starting over. I decided small goals like just losing 10 pounds would be the best approach and then go from there. I have stopped looking at the big picture and the long way to success and started focusing on the now what can I achieve now. I got together with by kickboxing instructor ( which happens to also be a Beachbody coach). Before meeting her I would of thought Beachbody was a bunch of bologna but since I respected my instructor and trusted her I decide to list... Tue, 9 Sep 2014 19:30:08 EST Oh No---- http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5310854 So tonight I had to make the big decision to move my child to another school in our district so he can attend a GATES Academy (gifted only children in class) or keep him where he is and he will be in GATE cluster in a "normal"class --did I mention my child is twice gifted--ADHD and GATE--argg like that isn't difficult enough and now I have to choose what is the best road for my child --oh now what the heck did I just eat--I feel full so I know I ate OMG did I black out from stress and decisio... Wed, 3 Apr 2013 23:54:50 EST Determined http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5306377 Hate putting on clothes and hating how I look and then going through the whole wardrobe feeling this way. I know there will always be days like this but I want the clothes to all fir or be to big. I am determined to do this--no more night time losing it--I can do this I know I can. I wake up each day determined but now I need to go to bed each night satisfied. Stay strong and confident--I can not give up me --I just can't--no luck need here I just need me --the person I know I am to get a... Sun, 31 Mar 2013 14:44:16 EST Why I want to lose weight? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5288294 Hmmm interesting question but maybe the question should be what is stopping me from reaching my goals? I don't know.... fear--I don't like to be center of attention so everytime I improve my looks I slip up--I need to embrace the change. I want to be strong and fit. I want to be able to run and play with my son and not be the mom too pooped to play. I want to be healthy--plain and simple I want to live a long healthy life free of pain. I have really bad feet ( since birth) and they are ... Fri, 15 Mar 2013 23:20:55 EST Struggling http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5258692 Today I am really struggling with why it is so hard to lose weight and so easy to gain. It feels as if I have one slip up I will gain back what I lost and then I start over. I know this is a lifestyle change I am doing and wanting to do. I want to feel better(emotionally). I want to put on my jeans and feel great ( which I had started to do prior to the holidays) but now I am back to being miserable. Nothing to wear and I refuse to buy larger clothing. So instead of staying down I am go... Thu, 21 Feb 2013 11:40:47 EST