TATUM615's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=TATUM615 TATUM615's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Starting OVER!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5541876 I am now two weeks on my weight loss life journey. I am more motivated this time not sure why but I am not complaining... I bought the Spark tracker and LOVE IT!!! I do have low goals set for myself right now just because I rather go beyond my goal then not reach a goal... I find I enjoy exercising more if I know what I accomplish while I sit on the recumbent or walk the track... I even started coming to school early to walk the building before I actually have to start working I am called the... Fri, 15 Nov 2013 11:13:03 EST Cravings http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5233162 So as I sit in my office... i feel the need for chocolate... admittedly I am not working too hard since there is NO school today... and yes I am "Sparking" a little. I am also snacking on Almonds (which I read should help with chocolate cravings) and honestly I am FULL!!! so I need to STOP eating them and I try but then I think about a Hershey's kiss and I pop an almond in and now I am not feeling so good... OK... I am going to TRY to actually WORK now and finish my packets that I need to wor... Fri, 1 Feb 2013 12:04:11 EST WHY? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5233035 I am not sure this is what a Spark Blog is suppose to be BUT, I need to voice these thoughts and feelings... <BR> <BR> So I am a BIG fan of Biggest Loser, lately as I have been watching the show I have been wondering WHY!! Why Did I let myself get this way again? Why Do I keep eating the wrong foods? WHY can't I find MY motivation? This is why I am going to try Spark Blog... Maybe if I can voice the questions I will be able to find the answers.. I know when I lost all my weight previously (S... Fri, 1 Feb 2013 10:34:31 EST