SUNN_CHILDD's SparkPeople Blog SUNN_CHILDD's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Change Of Heart.... Well I Haven't Been On Here In Months...Everything Was Going Great Back In Spring...I Had Went From 268 Lbs-215Lbs And I Felt Amazing I Was Working Out Constantly And Eating Healty, Calorie Counting The Whole Nine Yards..Until I Found Out My Dad, My World, My Bestfriend Was Diagnosed With Pancreatic Cancer...My Life Was Just Over..I Completely Stopped Working Out..Was Eating Mcdonalds For Every Meal..Not To Meniton The Food At The Was Awful...But I Had To Be There For Him..Evem Tho He... Sun, 16 Dec 2012 17:17:47 EST No Surprise ... Well About 3 or 4 weeks ago i said i was going to try and lose 15lbs for the month of november...and of course because for once i was being positive and trying to meet a goal...i didn't do a damn thing....i went to the gym maybe 9 times this month and i didn't lose a damn pound.i ate everything i wanted...i didn't even get on spark and enter what i was eating...only cuz i didn't want to see that number of calories...i would have felt even sick of this yo-yo crap...i know im the on... Sat, 26 Nov 2011 11:24:55 EST Nasty November! Well I've Been Doing Great!! Tracking My Food...Making It To The Gym Almost Everyday && Even Getting In A Little Bit Of My Sparkpeople CardioBlast Jumpstart Dvd...I Feel Amazing...I've Lost 36lbs So Far And Im Still Going! Eating More Fruits And Veggies, Drinking More Water, Being More Active. Its Amazing To Me..I've Lost This Much And I Can't Even Tell Myself..I Don't See A Difference...Only In The Size Of My Jeans. Im Just Ready To See A Whole New Me. Skinny Me! <BR> <BR> So As Of Nov 1, ... Wed, 2 Nov 2011 21:55:24 EST One Off Day.. So Yesterday Was My OFF Day...I Went Down To Circleville For A Festival And Ate Like Crazy Lol...But It Didn't Bother Me Non...I Drank Water And It Was Lots Of Walking Bout 3 hours worth..But That Was Yesterday...Its Sunday And Im Gettin Back On The Wagon...Going To Work And Then To The Gym!! Not Giving Up This Time. Sun, 23 Oct 2011 09:15:12 EST Not To Shabby... Well So Far This Past Wekk I've Managed To Track My Food And Not Go Over, & It Really Means Alot To Me Because Thats Usually Always A Problem. Im A HUGE Snacker & A Sucker For JUNK. <BR> But I Think I've Got That Covered Now. Maybe...I Also Made It To The Gym Two Days In A Row lol...I Was Supposed To Go Today After Work But My Friend Canceled So Im Home For A Bit But Im GOing To Tyr and Go Later But If Not...I'll Just Have To Excercise At Hopme For The Night...With The Spark Dvd I Won!! Thu, 20 Oct 2011 16:27:40 EST Not What I Had Planned Well i Said I Was Going To Go to The Today...But I Didn't..I've Trackd My Food For The Day And Tried Not To Go Over And Well so Far I Haven't Lol...I Did Do Some Home Exercises last Night And I Got Up An Hour Early ...And Went Into Work Early...But After Work I Just HAd To HaveA Nap <BR> <BR> Hopefully Tom Will Be Better Mon, 10 Oct 2011 22:16:39 EST Gotta Keep Going.... Well I KNow I Keep Telling Myself. Im Going To Keep Startin over And What Not....But So Far Today..I've Track My Food...Made Sure I Wasn't Stopin For One Sec At Work...And Ate A Pretty Good Lunch...So Tom Morning Im Goin To Get Up A Little Early And Exercise At Home...And Go To Work ANd Not Eat A Bunch Of Them Damn Freshly Baked Cookies LOL...Welll See How It Goes!! Sun, 9 Oct 2011 17:59:47 EST This Happens Everytime.. Once Again...Its Been A Week Or 2 And Nothing Has Changed... <BR> I Always Fail...Ughh Fri, 7 Oct 2011 20:38:26 EST Major Fail... Well I Thought I Was Going To Kick My Butt Into High gear...And So Far...I've Made It To The Gym One Day...Yes The Other Day I Went For A Walk And Im Doing Little Floor Exercises At Home...But Im Still Eating Like Crap. I Can't Manage To Not Go Over...I Don't Get It. I Need More Motivation. I Keep Telling Myself Every Morning Im going To Go...I EVen Tak My Clothes With Me So I Can Go After Work...But I Always Talk Myself Out of It Or Something Just Happens To Come Up... <BR> This needs To St... Tue, 27 Sep 2011 22:36:51 EST New Week Ahead Of Me! Well This Weekend Wasn't Too Bad...I Did However Overeat...Big Shock There Lol <BR> But I Don't Care Im Not Going To Let It Get To Me...I Actaully Made It To The Gym Today... <BR> For The First Time In A Month Or So...&& It Was Nice. <BR> Im Taking It One Day At A Time...And I Hope I Get There :D Sun, 25 Sep 2011 21:36:08 EST And The Weekend Begins... Well its friday...&& This Is Usually When Everything Falls To Crap And I Give Up cuz I Just Go Crazy With Food....Lol Not So Sure Why...But It Happens Everytime. <BR> But Some How Over These Last 2 Weeks I've Lost 6lbs. Without Really Trying... <BR> And Im Done...Not Trying...Lol I Am Going To Try And Give It My All.. <BR> Fri, 23 Sep 2011 08:01:55 EST Never Satisfied Well Today I Weighed Myself...Its Been About 2 Weeks Since I Last Did, And When i Did It Was 247.2... I Thought Fersure My Number Would Still Be The Same With Me Not Watching What Im Eating Or Going To The Gym! But It Said 242! I Was So Shocked! && Then Again I Thought To Myself Today Is Going To Be My Starting Over Day...&& Everything Went Great Until Dinner Time...No Shocker There! I Only Went Over My Intake By 250 Cal...But Still. <BR> <BR> I Keep Telling Myself...Im Going To Go To The G... Tue, 20 Sep 2011 21:54:12 EST Sixteen... Well For The First Time In 6 Or 7 Years...Im Able To Wear A Size 16 Pants... <BR> For The Last Few Years I've Worn 20s....& This Weekend I Went To Torrid && Thought Well I'll Just Test The Waters A Bit, To See Where A Stand. Ya Know? ...&& Baby...I Jumped Right In! Lol <BR> I Thought After Giving Up Counting Calories And I Havn't Been To The Gym In A Month Or So..That They Would Never Button...&& Sure Enough They Did. So Thats A big Thing To Me And Im Ready To Start trying Again....Lol I ju... Mon, 19 Sep 2011 15:36:29 EST Once Again.... I Have Joined A Gym && Worked Out For A Month <BR> Lost 15 Lbs && Gave Up. Ugh. Im So Sick Of Always Giving Up. <BR> I Work m-f 9am-4pm s-s 5pm-9pm && <BR> After I Get Off, I Never Want To Go Workout Cuz My Feet Hurt <BR> And Im Tired. I have No Motivation Whats So Ever...But Yet Everyday All I Can Think About Is ...Oh Well What If I Was Skinny...Or What If I Lost Weight But Yet..It Never Happens. <BR> & On Top Of That i Don't Get To Eat Breakfast && Usually Don't Eat Til 3-5...So Im Eati... Mon, 12 Sep 2011 16:40:52 EST STUCK IN A RUT! So I Had Decided To Start This Whole "Life Changing" Journey On May 10, 2011...It Was My First Day Changing My Eating Habits & First Day At The Gym. I Was Going To The Gym 5 Times A Week & Eating No More Than 2,000 Calories. Within 2 Weeks I'd Lost 15 Lbs. Which Is Great It Made Me So Happy To See What I Was Able To Do In Just 2 Weeks. But I Dont Know What Happened..I Stuck WIth It For 3 Weeks...And Then i Just Stopped Going To The Gym..I've Managed To Keep Off The 15 Lbs...But Idk Whats Wro... Tue, 28 Jun 2011 13:36:22 EST I Hate The Weekends! Yes... I Do Offically Hate The Weekends! Lol Friday...Ok Not To Bad...Its Like Me & My Boyfriends Thing To Go Out Every Friday Night..Yes I Always Get Chicken & Fries..But I Do Portion It, All Of It. But Noooo This Weekend Not Only Did We Go Out Friday, But Also Saturday Night We Went To Bobevans & Of Course To Top It Off We ate Fricshs Breakfast Bar. && Of Course This Week Just Happened To Be The Week That I Only Made It To The Gym 2 Freakin Days!!! Ughhh <BR> I Feel Terrible..I Feel Like I'... Mon, 6 Jun 2011 00:16:48 EST Yo-Yo Starting To Get Lazy Already...I Sometimes Feel Like If Im Working , I Just Can't Keep Up With Spark...I Worked My First 40 Hr. Week This Past Week And Totally Went Off The Wagon!...Hopefully I Can Start Off On The Right Foot Tom And It Be A Good Week :D Sun, 19 Dec 2010 16:48:43 EST Feeling Lazyyyy. Well Its Been Two Weeks Since I've Started My New Job At Pepboys, Im Getting alot Of Hours And Its Great That im Making Money But I Havn't Been Able To Make It To The Gym Everyday..I've went 2 Times In Like The Last 2 Or 3 Weeks It Sucks, I haven't Gained Any weight back cuz im still trying to eat right but i also haven't lost any either. im sick of always feelin like the big fat firl...if i just felt better about myself, then i wouldn't be lettering my body hold me back anymore. ugh. As For... Sun, 30 May 2010 13:09:57 EST