STEFANIE822's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=STEFANIE822 STEFANIE822's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ done http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5274914 I have seen 200 pounds staring at me on a scale and I have seen 160 smiling at me on a scale in the past 3 or 4 years. I have seen 210 and 220. I have told myself that I would never let myself cross that threshold and see 230. I never ever ever thought I would let myself get to that point. Especially not when I weighed 174 pounds 2 summers ago. But I stepped on the scale yesterday morning and I saw 230.2. And I cried like a little baby. I weigh more than I have ever weighed in my entire life.... Tue, 5 Mar 2013 20:48:25 EST Update! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5213427 2 Fri, 18 Jan 2013 18:49:11 EST Today and Tomorrow http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5178136 As I was typing that title I was thinking that it might sound really deep and introspective when all I was planning on doing was writing what I did today and what I am planning on doing tomorrow. But now that I look back it I realize that my thoughts were kind of absurd. Literally nothing about the words "today and tomorrow" sound deep. Can you tell I havent had enough intellectual stimulation today??? <BR> <BR> Anyways...today I was off of work and had nothing to do for the first time in mo... Thu, 27 Dec 2012 21:11:00 EST Daily Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5177252 I know, I know, 2 blogs within 30 minutes. I know you all are sick of reading about me. But this blog is more for me. I set myself a 3 month goal, but I always do better if I have daily and weekly goals set for myself and have them written in front of my face. Also, I know today is Wednesday and the middle of the week, but I need to start right now if I want to get this weight off! So here are my goals for the rest of the week! <BR> <BR> Thursday (off work) <BR> Fitness - 30 min cardio, back... Thu, 27 Dec 2012 00:42:40 EST Hot Ass Bride Challenge - Part 1! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5177241 Hello my favorite beautiful women!!!! I hope everything is going smashingly for you! This is the first blog I have actually typed in the past 3 months so please forgive any typos or grammar errors! I have been super MIA lately...I will NEVER complain of not having any time to work out and eat healthy after these last 2 months. I thought my schedule was busy before, it never even compared to my schedule lately! I have been in more airports and taxis and rental cars in the past 2 months than I ... Thu, 27 Dec 2012 00:18:13 EST i was born a ramblin man http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5168560 2 Sun, 16 Dec 2012 22:29:03 EST New House #3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5140598 2 Mon, 19 Nov 2012 16:04:01 EST Update and Funny Plane Weirdos http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5134654 2 Tue, 13 Nov 2012 22:49:55 EST Broccoli Monster!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5110434 2 Tue, 23 Oct 2012 20:57:32 EST much better update than last time :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5105904 2 Sat, 20 Oct 2012 11:15:48 EST now you all get to see the dark side... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5100394 2 Mon, 15 Oct 2012 19:46:26 EST Booorrriiinnnnggg http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5095840 2 Thu, 11 Oct 2012 22:29:58 EST Tired of seeing this grill yet?? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5093249 To bad! Here it is again!! Tue, 9 Oct 2012 21:36:38 EST Crazy Talkin Weekend Roundup http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5091715 2 Mon, 8 Oct 2012 18:28:41 EST This Sh*t is Awesome! No More Typing for Me!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5085660 My awesome day. Wed, 3 Oct 2012 19:48:14 EST One of these is bound to work... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5084394 Trying a different format. Tue, 2 Oct 2012 21:30:52 EST I am running out of synonyms for update... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5059284 What up b*tches?!?! Hope you all are doing smashingly!! So quick update since my last blog...this past week sucked a slightly smaller D. Here is a visual for you: 2 weeks ago was king of like a Ron Jeremy-sized D, this past week was more like a Vienna Sausage-sized D. I cant say it was horrible, but it definitely wasnt awesome. I did great with my protein shakes in the morning, salads with some protein for lunch, and a healthy snack on the way home. But most nights ended up with me getting ho... Fri, 14 Sep 2012 15:13:22 EST Week of Suckage http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5050167 Alright confession time. Last week sucked a big giant D. Well I made it suck a big giant D. I went to therapy on Thursday and told her how great I had been doing, that I had been rocking the baby steps, and was satisfied with all of my food choices and didnt feel the need to binge. Then the sh*t storm arrived and it all went down hill. Friday I got home from work at 8, and was way too tired to cook so I stopped at Olive Garden on the way home and got us dinner. And I ate an entire serving of ... Sat, 8 Sep 2012 20:12:40 EST The Weekend and Monday Monday! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5033942 Heeeeellllllloooooooo ladies!!!!!!!! I hope everyone had a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious weekend like I did!!! To be honest, I didnt really do that much, but it felt great! I went to the gym on Saturday and did 35 minutes of cardio then came home and finished up cleaning and doing the laundry. And I played with my plants (Im turning into quite the little veggie gardener). Saturday night I drank about half a bottle of wine and read/fantasized about Christian Grey. Sunday I slept in, went ... Mon, 27 Aug 2012 22:48:07 EST Todays Productivity http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5029845 Today was my last day at this current rotation, and I was finished at 2 which was really nice! So I came home and changed and took the dogs for a walk, went to the grocery store and stocked up on stuff for dinners for the week, then came home and debated between cleaning or mowing the yard. I decided on the yard because it was actually nice outside for once and it didnt look like it was going to rain for the first time in 843,869,983 days. So I spent a good 2 hours mowing and edging and blowi... Fri, 24 Aug 2012 21:38:11 EST Working on the Baby Steps http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5028574 In an effort to rid myself of the All or Nothing mentality, I am working on doing a little bit at a time, baby steps. Not just with food and exercise, but with every aspect of my life. I didnt realize until today that I apply this mentality to EVERYTHING. And if I dont get everything done that I want to do, I get overwhelmed and do none of it. SO, in order to move things along with the baby steps, it was suggested that I take note of the things that I get done each day, so that the daunting t... Thu, 23 Aug 2012 22:33:37 EST Checking In! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5028521 Hello hello!!! So since the last time I blogged, things have been so-so. I followed my rules pretty well for the most part with a few slip ups here and there. I weighed myself Friday morning and Wednesday morning, but Im not sure why and I didnt like what I saw, so I am going to try very hard to not weigh myself until September 22nd, which will be a month from the last time. I stayed consistent with my breakfasts, despite not having any groceries. I am slowly getting rid of the diet foods in ... Thu, 23 Aug 2012 21:59:39 EST New Rules http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5020140 I am binge eater. I have typed it numerous times on this site, the word binge. But I have never said it to anyone out loud before, in reference to myself. I have never told anyone in my "real" life that I binge eat. The last few months it has been really bad. I was bingeing 4-5 times a week, and not just overeating. Full-on, empty out the pantry and fridge after stopping at a fast food place and ordering 2 meals type binges. My weight has skyrocketed up to 227 pounds. This is almost 20 pounds... Fri, 17 Aug 2012 23:40:26 EST Stolen from Tori...Will Post a Real Blog Soon :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4990322 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? <BR> Nope, I was supposed to be Christina but my uncle had a baby right before I was born and stole that name. And I found my baby book at my parents house and found out I was going to be Keith if I was a boy..seriously? <BR> <BR> 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? <BR> probably the last time I watched American Ninja Warrior, gets me every time! <BR> <BR> 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? <BR> Its not bad, unless I am writing in the 467th chart of the day, t... Sat, 28 Jul 2012 10:28:35 EST update... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4957120 thanks for the love girls :D things are better. tony and i made up after a 6 hour long conversation. my car is still broke but we have a plan of action and we can worry about it after monday. in the meantime, im driving tonys other car. studying is going well...i was off yesterday so i did a lot in the AM and then we did some yardwork in the afternoon and grilled some steaks and scallops for dinner and watched fireworks from the backyard. today i was off by 3 so i came and studied like crazy ... Thu, 5 Jul 2012 21:15:32 EST week from hell http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4954117 hey ladies..sorry ive been so quiet. my week has just been crazy. last monday was my first set of boards and everything went great (i think). wednesday was my second one, and after 5 hours of the 9 hour test, the computes froze and we had to leave and try to figure out when we could reschedule. so i spent thursday and friday on the phone all day long and finally figured out that i could take it on july 9th. i went to tampa this weekend and hung out with my family which was nice, but i got ins... Tue, 3 Jul 2012 20:24:52 EST Blah http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4924770 This may be TMI for some of you..so stop reading now if you want. <BR> <BR> My periods have been insane the past 7 or 8 months. Sometimes I have 2 weeks of PMS symptoms and then 2-3 days of super heavy TOM. Sometimes I have 2 solid weeks of super heavy TOM. I have been on BC since I was 14 due to crazy periods, and they just started getting whacky this past year. On top the weird bleeding episodes, I get insanely exhausted the few days before..for example, Saturday I took 2 hour long naps, A... Wed, 13 Jun 2012 12:02:12 EST Great Success!! (read in the voice of Borat, please) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4921091 Happy Monday ladies!! I hope everyone had a fantastic weekend! Mine was good! Friday night Tony and I had date night..went to a yummy Italian restaurant and saw Prometheus, which was really good, BTW. Saturday I hung out in my study cave all day and went to bed nice and early. And yesterday I studied in the AM, then we went to lunch and Best Buy to buy all the Alien movies because Im weirdly addicted now. We watched the first 2 last night. The one from 1979 is soooo slow, but it's pretty funn... Mon, 11 Jun 2012 06:39:30 EST FOOOOODDD!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4916901 Heres the food blog I was talking about doing a week ago..haha. I finally remembered to take pics!! <BR> <BR> Breakfast: Fage 0% Honey Greek Yogurt, strawberries, blueberries and raspberries (and coffee..not pictured, but tracked) - 209 cals <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/8/l381013456.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Morning Snack: Grapes! - 62 cals <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/8/l18420198.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Lunch: Spinach salad with tomatoes, cucumber, goat che... Thu, 7 Jun 2012 21:45:45 EST Veggie Heaven!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4913346 So the plan has been going pretty well so far (I know its only been 2 days)! Sunday we went out to eat for dinner and I got a bruschetta chicken sandwich and broccoli, and only ate half of the bread on the sandwich. AND I passed on Coldstone, so I call that a successful day! Yesterday my food was on point and I got in a super sweaty gym sesh and it felt amazing!! Today, my food has been so-so. I woke up to a broke AC unit, again, for the third time in 3 weeks so I was slightly stressed, to sa... Tue, 5 Jun 2012 14:25:48 EST Update and New Plans!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4910141 Hello hello my lovely ladies!!! It has been a REALLY long time since I have blogged and a lot has been going on!! This is probably going to be very long..so brace yourself! <BR> <BR> School: Well, school is school. This past Friday was officially my last day of my third year!! It is INSANE how quickly it has gone, but thats good because that means I only have one more year before I finally start making some money. Its not much during residency, but its better than negative 58,000 a year. So ... Sun, 3 Jun 2012 15:16:10 EST Yo-Yos are for Kids!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4833216 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/7/l378242972.jpg"> <BR> <BR> This is my weight over time since I joined SP in June of 2008. Talk about peaks and troughs!! I was down to 173.2 right before I started school in June 2009, up to 193 in October of the same year, down to 173.8 in July of 2010, back up to 185 in December of 2010, down to 178 in May 2011, and now Im up to 215. And this past gain was massive in a very short amount of time. I was 197 before Christmas, and was up to my... Fri, 13 Apr 2012 10:24:15 EST April 10th??????? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4828611 Where the hell have the last 3 and 1/2 months gone?!?!? I feel like Christmas was yesterday! Time is flying by at an alarming rate lately, but my body has been staying the same! Time for that to change. I have been taking some baby steps in the past month or so and I have noticed some positive things. I have not had a legitimate binge one time since Courtney and I started our 19 in 19 challenge. Not ONE. This is huge for me. Dont get me wrong, I have overindulged, but I have not had a full bl... Tue, 10 Apr 2012 11:31:37 EST 19 in 19! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4760519 Whats up ladies?!?!?! It has been a hot minute since I updated!! Things have not been going so well over here lately. Lots of bingeing, lots of emotional eating, lots of sweets, lots of sleeping, and zero exercising. I had to go buy new pants in a size bigger than I have worn in 4 years. I currently weigh more than I have EVER weighed in my entire life. <BR> <BR> BUT...things are turning around! I recently started a new challenge with Court: 19 pounds in 19 weeks. The end date is right befo... Mon, 27 Feb 2012 21:07:24 EST Quick Update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4714881 Went to the doctor Monday morning for a physical, because its been a while and I needed some bloodwork and a follow up MRI done. Im actually going to see the doctor that I rotated with last month because he is awesome and I really trust him. I talked to him a lot last month about wanting to lose weight and start exercising again, and he was very encouraging and knows what its like because he recently lost 40 pounds. Anyway, I was dreading stepping on the scale because I have been weighing mys... Tue, 31 Jan 2012 18:22:58 EST Slackass No More!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4706899 Hello hello!!! Its been a rreeeaaalllllyyy long time since I updated on here!! I didnt even post a New Years goal blog because the motivation just hasnt been there lately. Things have been going pretty well though, just trying to adjust to living with Tony in our new place and getting used to being in central Florida again. For those of you who have never been to FL, Orlando and the surrounding areas are like a completely different state than Tampa/Daytona and the coastal regions. Its constan... Fri, 27 Jan 2012 11:11:14 EST Baby Steps http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4619009 I started off this week with big plans. I was going to have a yogurt and fruit for breakfast every morning, a salad for lunch and a healthy dinner. I was going to try out a new workout DVD (courtesy of Shannon) every day this week. Unfortunately, this has not happened. Tuesday was great. I ate healthy, worked out, and even though we ended up eating out, I made the best choice available. Wednesday I was in a rush in the AM and ended up grabbing an Oatmeal to Go for breakfast, not that bad. The... Fri, 9 Dec 2011 11:34:14 EST 199.6 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4613717 0.4 pounds from 200. My highest weight in 4 years. I vowed to never see 200 on the scale again, and here I am 0.4 pounds away. I guess its better to catch myself now than a week from now. Who knows what it would have been if I waited another few days. Anyway, I am not going to beat myself up. It is what it is and I have the tools and the motivation and the support to change it! I am doing the 8 week Facebook challenge and if I get back down to 179 that will be a little over 10% of my body wei... Mon, 5 Dec 2011 17:59:45 EST Hooray for the Interwebs!!! Im Baacckkk!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4610965 Hello hello my lovely ladies!!! Sorry I have been so MIA for the last 2 weeks. Today marks exactly 2 weeks since we moved into our new house!! Tony and I are finally living together again after 2 and a half years! We have a beautiful 3/2/2 in Deltona, which is about halfway between Orlando (where I am doing my rotations) and Daytona (where Tony is working). I absolutely love our house and I am so happy!!! Tony and I are getting along so well, which I was very nervous about because the first t... Sat, 3 Dec 2011 19:35:42 EST Bull in a China Shop http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4584170 Yep, thats me. So you remember all those injuries I have caused myself in the last 6 months?? Add another one to the list. This time to my foot. Yesterday my mom and I drove up to the new house to clean really good before we moved all our stuff in. We brought up a truckload of my stuff from the storage unit so we have less to move next weekend. Mom and I scrubbed every inch of the house. We washed walls and baseboards, scrubbed the fridge and the cabinets, bleached the showers, washed the win... Mon, 14 Nov 2011 17:15:54 EST So Much Stuff!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4576999 Hello hello my friends!!! Lots of things have been going on in this girlies life lately!! <BR> <BR> 1) My psych rotation has been going really well. I didnt think I would like it, but it is so interesting! The mind is such an incredible thing, and its very scary how it can "turn on you" in the blink of an eye. Seeing patients with schizophrenia and severe depression and intense anxiety is a little nervewracking, because it can truly happen to anyone. Its also really sad to hear some of thes... Wed, 9 Nov 2011 20:49:20 EST Clutz of the Year Award Winner http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4565605 Hello ladies! Sorry it has been a hot minute since I checked in over here! Let me recap my week for you. <BR> <BR> Monday and Tuesday were great. I tracked, ate well, and worked out. I was feeling good. I thought I was adjusting to my new rotation well. Wednesday-Friday I was working with a doctor and he only worked from 7-12, so I was done early. However, I have an hour drive, so I had to leave at 6, which means I eat breakfast around 5:30. Unfortunately, snack time isnt really existent wit... Wed, 2 Nov 2011 20:21:15 EST Mid-Week Check In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4554308 Things are going well so far this week. Not perfect, but hey, nobody is perfect. I got in 2 good workouts on Monday and Tuesday, and am already dressed for todays. I have been eating well, too. Breakfasts have been on the go because I am getting used to waking up at 5:30 again, so they have been yogurt or granola bars. Lunches have been salads because I am packing them again! Im having apples or Special K Bars for snacks. Dinners have been pretty good, too. <BR> <BR> The only real issue I a... Wed, 26 Oct 2011 13:29:09 EST Weekly Tracking #2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4549820 Week 1 Results <BR> <BR> Week 1 of New Body Plan (10/17-10/23) <BR> -1 salad a day to get in my freggies (3/7) <BR> -Less than 3000 mg sodium a day (3/7) <BR> -No fast food (7/7) <BR> -200 Cardio Minutes (198/200) <BR> -2 ST sessions (2/2) <BR> <BR> So my week started off pretty amazing! I was eating great, got in some great workouts and was feeling really good. Thursday night when I got home from the gym, I was STARVING and ended up eating a lot more than I was planning on. I was al... Sun, 23 Oct 2011 21:38:57 EST Enough http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4536588 ***WARNING: This is NOT a positive blog so if you need something to cheer you up, its not going to be this. *** <BR> <BR> I am fat. None of my clothes fit. I cant look in the mirror without being disgusted with myself. I feel like a cow. I have to put on dress clothes next week for the first time in months, and none of them are going to fit me. I have gained back almost 20 pounds again. I am SO sick of this horrible cycle that I keep getting myself into. Lets recap. <BR> <BR> -7/2009: 173 <... Sat, 15 Oct 2011 10:16:56 EST Its About Time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4535344 For my vacation blog!!! I have been back from vacation for almost 2 weeks now so I figured I would finally update you all on how it went!! I put a bunch of pics up on Facebook, but Ill post a few here, too. SO.. <BR> <BR> Saturday: Arrived at the hotel around 10am, checked in but our room wasnt ready yet. So we had them store our luggage and went strolling through the city. We walked around Times Square and then walked over to Hells Kitchen for some lunch. We ate at this AMAZING little Amish... Fri, 14 Oct 2011 12:02:27 EST Update!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4466246 Hello hello my lovely ladies!!! There have been a lot of happenings in this girls life lately!!! Lets start with the super exciting stuff!! <BR> <BR> I started a new rotation this past Monday, OB/GYN. I was soooo happy to be done with surgery, but also very nervous to start OB. I love babies and kids, and I am working in an area that is known to not be the best as far as drugs are concerned, so I was terrified that I would have a bunch of crack babies under my watch. So, basically the schedu... Sun, 4 Sep 2011 19:02:21 EST Back to Basics http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4439892 I started this new personal challenge 2 weeks ago..I wanted to lose 10 pounds in 7 weeks. I set all these great goals, and they pretty much fell through. I made excuses and I didnt put in the effort, thats all there is to it. I lost 2 pounds the first week, then gained it back and probably more (I havent weighed myself in a few days). I REALLY need to put my foot down and say enough is enough. I WILL lose these 10 pounds by the time we go to New York. I have 5 weeks left, which means I really... Sun, 21 Aug 2011 12:58:28 EST To Run or Not To Run?? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4426463 Yes, this is the 3rd blog of the day. Sorry. <BR> <BR> So I did Week 2 Day 1 of C25K today, for the second time. I made it through, but the entire time I though my ankles were going to give out and I was going to go flying off the back of the treadmill into the old woman on the elliptical behind me. As some of you know, I have really bad ankles. I played sports my entire life, and I cant even count how many times they have been sprained. When I went to the doc for my knee last year, he took... Sun, 14 Aug 2011 16:33:42 EST Cravings http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4425961 Time out. 2 blogs in 1 day? Yup. <BR> <BR> I have been thinking about this a lot. Why is it that when we eat like crap, we crave crap (sugar, comfort food, crap)? And why is that when we eat healthy food, we crave healthy food (salads, freggies, not crap)? Is it all in our heads or is it a physiological thing?? What are your thoughts?? I have to read about surgery all day, so if someone wants to find out and let me know I will love you forever. <em>334</em> Sun, 14 Aug 2011 10:42:14 EST