SIMPLYRO83's SparkPeople Blog SIMPLYRO83's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Crying/ Prayer So.. I've been bleeding in between periods for 3 months now. I did all the STD tests and nothing.. So now the doctors would like to give me another exam and an ultrasound thinking that it could be a cyst or endometriosis, or uterine cancer or cervitis or alllll these other things. So April 9th I go for my pelvic exam and they will order an ultra sound for me then. I was up crying alllll night because I was thinking about the "what if's" ya know? I haven't had any kids yet and I want 2 so WHAT... Wed, 25 Mar 2009 11:01:13 EST No Sleep I am working off a lousy 3 hours of sleep. My day did not start well at all. :( <BR> I woke up LATE and thus was LATE for work.. I didn't get to eat anything until now (12:09pm).. Why am I eating oatmeal for breakfast at lunch time? I don't know... I can't wait to go to the gym and blow off some steam. If I don't get a decent nights sleep tonight I may just go crazy... I had to take a tylenol PM last night in order to catch some zzzz's... My problem is when I'm about to fall asleep I think ab... Mon, 23 Mar 2009 12:12:15 EST Rough Start I am definitely having a rough start. I'm just tired and a tad bit unmotivated (perhaps lazt would be a good word). I just can't get on the program that I was once on. If the gym isn't convenient for me I just am no good. I will start my work out regimen on Monday seeing as the gym is right there in my workplace and I'd have no excuse whatsoever if I don't go. i even have my gym clothes AT the job so there is definitely NO EXCUSE!!! <BR> <BR> Eating will be a bit of a problem for me as i ser... Sat, 21 Mar 2009 19:38:43 EST Starting So today is a new beginning for me. I've lost almost 20 pounds since i decided I was going to get myself health and trim but I hit a brick wall so now it's time to climb my lazy behind up over that wall and make it do what it do... <BR> <BR> In doing my meal planning, I feel so hungry just knowing i can't eat all the things I may want to eat... uggghhhh.. So so sad... I'll get on track though because I need to be bikini ready at some point in life.. so let's make it do what it do peoples.. ... Fri, 20 Mar 2009 16:17:09 EST