SHAKEUPTAMPA's SparkPeople Blog SHAKEUPTAMPA's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Frozen in time...why we fall...bittersweet weeks. I am coming in on my two months back at SP. I have stalled, I have kept moving, I had weeks eating was harder than working out and weeks that working out or getting the motivation was harder. I had a few days that I did not go to a gym because I go to stressed and angry with Youfit I had to go find another gym and cancel and go about that process. <BR> <BR> This week though really ate at me hard. I am not losing and not gaining. I am kind of in a frozen state of mind. I found an ortho speci... Fri, 9 Nov 2012 15:49:31 EST I'm not "dieting" she howls across the room! Hello extra hour of the day...I wish it happened on Monday's though...everyone already usually enjoys the calm day of Sunday..wouldn't Monday be more appropriate to get an extra hour? LoL <BR> <BR> Well today is another football game...every game we have gone to my inlaws so far I have taken my own food. Today will be the same. DH called his mother to ask what she was making to see if I should pack food or eat there and I will pack. At the same time he tells her "She is doing really good on... Sun, 4 Nov 2012 11:08:46 EST It's been awhile since I saw the old me It's been awhile since I saw the old me. I was thinner, more active, very fit, and jeans didn't dig into my sides. I didn't untag photos on facebook quite as fast as I did yesterday (Saw a photo from May at a wedding and I swear I looked 3x my size) <BR> <BR> I'm not humiliated by how I look, more like ashamed. Not that I look bad by any means. Just not feeling or looking like the "me" I used to know. I have had weight battles since I was 10. I got chubby, then I got athletic, back... Sun, 12 Aug 2012 15:27:23 EST I took 1st place..and survived the party! Just got back from the Pastors house this evening. Now nearly 1am. I got there at 8p!! Over 30 pumpkins were carved this year and my friend Sasha took 1st! <em>205</em> <BR> <BR> For the baking contest, my friend Amy and I took first! <em>205</em> We made pumpkin mousse pies. Very light and fluffy. (The mousse pie is the one with the white whipped cream pumpkin on it in the photo!) Mind you..there were THREE TABLES of treats! <BR> <BR> I am quite proud of myself, granted..I still feel li... Sun, 24 Oct 2010 00:50:54 EST Today is just super fabulous. SO I woke up at 6am... <em>102</em> <BR> <BR> Headed across town to a friends house to have some slamming but low calorie pumpkin pancakes for breakfast <em>4</em> <BR> <BR> Then 5 of us piled into the car <em>226</em> to head to a low income area of Tampa. <BR> <BR> Our missions project for the day was JUST LOVE <em>26</em> due to us being a church of volunteers and the school being called Just Elementary! <BR> <BR> Over 400 families came and were able to eat lunch, have their fac... Sat, 23 Oct 2010 16:25:02 EST