SENIMMO's SparkPeople Blog SENIMMO's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Momentum I am trying to get mine in a better gear. I am down almost a full pound, so that helps. <BR> <BR> I thought about going back to bed, but that single pound has me wanting more. So as soon as I finish my blog? Off to the pool. Biddies and all. Wondering where I put those earplugs... <em>334</em> <BR> <BR> Hubs is planning to send me shopping money later. The younger boy has a college book we need to pay for (the bookstore made an error and gave his to another student, but billed my sons ap... Fri, 30 Jan 2015 09:47:10 EST Karma for my kids... Leo hid one of the younger one's shoes, so he had to wear his canvas converse today for pe first period. He is annoyed because I kept laughing while he was tearing the house apart looking for the shoe before he gave in and wore the others. <BR> <BR> I was nice enough to give him a ride to school. <BR> <BR> The older one stayed out all night. And will be shoveling the snow when he gets up. If he has plans (like work) he better not sleep until the last minute and then take an hour in the bat... Tue, 27 Jan 2015 10:33:03 EST I'm up... More or less. Still not feeling great, but trying to get the energy together to dress and go swim...before the biddy squad gets there. I swear if I get that mean when I'm that age, I want someone to lock me up where the only people who have to deal with me are paid to. Old should not excuse meanness. <BR> <BR> Anyway. I got on the scale. 325.1!!!!! WOO HOO!!!! Careful happy dance, but happy dance nonetheless. <em>334</em> <em>104</em> <em>521</em> <BR> <BR> For me, the biggest thi... Mon, 26 Jan 2015 08:47:49 EST No BK for me! I had to run to green bay today for thread for my machine because no one in the county carries what I needed. I didn't even stop at burger king! <BR> <BR> Not only did I not binge, I didn't have ANYTHING. I did stop at taco bell when I got back to town and got an order of nachos, but I'm logging it. I was getting hungry and knew I wouldn't feel like cooking. It's still a better dinner than BK would have been. I even added an extra serving of tomatoes to it. <BR> <BR> I did slip on the ice... Sun, 25 Jan 2015 20:40:39 EST Fighting back I dragged myself to the gym today since I don't have a fever any more. I got in a good half hour of aerobics in the pool before the perfume drenched gossip group came in. I started sneezing and wheezing so I left. <BR> <BR> But I went!!! And instead of grabbing fast food on the way home? I stopped and got fish to bake with spiced potatoes and tomato for sandwiches this weekend. <BR> <BR> I will keep up with the decongestants and cough suppressant over the weekend too. Monday I will see wha... Fri, 23 Jan 2015 14:21:41 EST Flu...again??? Evidently. I thought I had slept fairly comfortably, I woke up and planned to go swimming. <BR> <BR> Then I got up. Had a coughing fit, spit out the stuff I was able to get up, and realized I have chills and feel like crap. I may have to go out later for tissues and powerade, I'm fairly certain I will run out. <BR> <BR> I think I'm glad I don't have to go out of my house to work. I'm going to curl up on the couch with blankets, a cup of hot broth, and netflix. <BR> <BR> Hope you all av... Thu, 22 Jan 2015 07:55:30 EST Swimsuit season? In january?? In wisconsin?? Yep. <BR> <BR> I had to make a walmart run for some crafting supplies for work and they already had swimsuits out. So I called Hubs. He said get what I needed. So I got bottoms with decent elastic to go with the top of the suit MIL got me and a black tank suit. Now I have plenty of swim gear both for now and as I lose. I am good for the next 60 lbs. <BR> <BR> I'm hoping to feel well enough to go swim tomorrow. Wed, 21 Jan 2015 19:40:16 EST Ready For flu season the be over. I think we are probably all sick and tired of being sick and tired. <BR> <BR> A few reminders-wash your hands frequently <BR> <BR> Don't share cups, straws, utensils. If the boys have been drinking from containers, find something else to drink. <BR> <BR> Keep the germy laundry washed. Those towels hanging in the bathroom to be reused to "save the environment" are just another round of flu bugs waiting to get back on you. Until everyone in the house is healthy, s... Tue, 20 Jan 2015 11:24:24 EST Some days I wonder why I even try making plans to do things for myself. The boys are doing an incredible job of sabotage. I don't know if it's intentional, but it sure is effective. <BR> <BR> The younger one was supposed to have his wash done so I could wash my swim gear (that he said he would bring in from the car and I ended up carrying myself). The older was supposed to not let trash overflow this week. And the two of them promised I would not get stuck doing dishes again. <BR> <BR> So this mor... Mon, 19 Jan 2015 11:37:33 EST Small victories 1-my son dug my portable exerciser out. I only did 2 minutes, but I did it. <BR> <BR> 2-I am trying veggie drinks and found some that aren't absolutely disgusting. A couple are even pretty good! I like the v8 carrot mango, the healthy greens isn't too bad (as long as I don't look at it or smell it, the taste is ok) I haven't tried the Capri sun one yet, but I did buy some. <BR> <BR> 3-I logged all my food for the day. And I bought salad fixings for dinner. <BR> <BR> I'm not in as much pain... Sun, 18 Jan 2015 14:29:31 EST I WAS having a good day Then I got hit by a car. An elderly man chatting with his wife backed out of a parking space without even looking! !! It didn't knock me down, but I will have a bruise for a while. <BR> <BR> He didn't even stop until I pounded on his trunk. Then he stopted and looked confused. He rolled his window down as I was limping to my car and asked if I was ok. I said I wI'll be, but pay attention when you back up!!! <BR> <BR> Sat, 17 Jan 2015 12:20:44 EST Healthy changes to a favorite comfort food That was what I did today. I made lasagna with homemade meatless sauce, added chopped spinach in the cottage/ricotta cheese mix, swapped low fat varieties for all 3 cheeses. And used thin slices of eggplant instead of pasta. I bought myself a few 1 cup Pyrex baking dishes with lids. I made 4 servings. 3 are in the freezer. I had 1 for dinner. <BR> <BR> I loved the spinach in the cheeses. I didn't notice any taste loss for the low fat cheeses, but I was not horribly thrilled with the eggpl... Thu, 15 Jan 2015 18:42:27 EST So, the Dr said... No, it's not the beginning of a joke. Sorry. <BR> <BR> I have been in so much pain lately that I've been closing myself in my room and crying. So I finally called my pain dr and they got me right in. And she chewed me out...kind of. And very compassionately and kindly. She had nothing negative to say about my weight gain, other than "we have got to get your pain under control". <BR> <BR> She was glad I recognized the negative cycle I've gotten back into (pain=less activity=weight gain=more... Wed, 14 Jan 2015 12:43:38 EST Giving up? Giving in? Letting go? Call it anything you like, I am not looking for sympathy or making excuses. I just need to vent. <BR> <BR> The nebraska police are refusing to do anything about our stolen truck. The shop that assisted in the theft is charging continuing fees and has charged that we abandoned the truck. The police said we can pay the 10k fees or give up the truck. <BR> <BR> I have taken down my fundraising page (what little I managed to raise went for postage, copying fees, and faxes). I took the truck phot... Fri, 9 Jan 2015 15:50:27 EST Not my dog? He's really not "supposed to be"... <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR> <BR> What do you think? Thu, 1 Jan 2015 17:55:57 EST So, Pizza Hut is helping with my weight loss How? They changed more of their recipes to be "healthier" and "more flavorful". In a rats a** they did. <BR> <BR> I am not a person who enjoys "trendy" foods. I do not like "world cuisine" mixtures of flavors. I have never been a fan of wafer thin cardboard tasting crust. (Yes, I do know what cardboard pizza crust would taste like. My mother was not the the best cook and would occasionally leave the cardboard under the frozen pizza when she cooked and cut it. Dad didn't appreciate the taste... Mon, 29 Dec 2014 10:46:04 EST Merry Christmas <img src=""> <BR> Yep. Hubs is good. This was definitely worth waiting for. Thu, 25 Dec 2014 19:42:03 EST Ugh. I can't believe I am still up at 0420. The gym opens in just over half an hour, so there is no point in going to sleep now. Especially since I am wide awake and alert. <em>24</em> <BR> <BR> Maybe after a swim I will be tired and sleepy. If I am too sleepy, I will take a nap in the car. I do not drive tired. I never drive if I've had a drink or certain meds, either. I know too many people who do stuff like that and I refuse to be that irresponsible. <BR> <BR> We found one of my missing sw... Mon, 22 Dec 2014 05:35:05 EST Cold and wet Cold outside, which is "duh! You live in Wisconsin and it is December!" Wet, in the pool. Where I dragged myself and worked for a half hour <BR> <BR> I planned to do more. Wanted to do more. But their Christmas music was on a 20 minute loop. By the time I changed and was in the water, it was half through loop 1, by the time I had done 30 minutes of exercise it was beginning loop 3. I had already had all I could stand. I didn't even hit the whirlpool. Yes. It was that bad. <BR> <BR> Tomorr... Sun, 21 Dec 2014 16:20:02 EST A start A slow one, but it's a start. <BR> <BR> I have already done a coach Nicole spark video and it is just now 6am! I also tracked my breakfast and intended lunch. <BR> <BR> I hear engines outside, so I am guessing I have more exercise later shoveling snow. I will get the boys to do some, if not most. I need to burn calories, not get hurt. <BR> <BR> Hubs should be in sometime tomorrow. He has another treatment Friday morning for the spot the pathologist can't identify. Sigh. It is always somet... Wed, 17 Dec 2014 07:09:46 EST Put one foot in front of the other... <em>335</em> <em>339</em> <em>276</em> I'm sure you recognize the song from the old Christmas cartoon. It resembles my attitude today. One step at a time. <BR> <BR> Today, the step was dragging my big butt (please, no comments about needing to feel good about myself at any size. I have to be honest with myself if I am going to change) into the kitchen and making lower calorie foods for while I'm knitting socks for Christmas presents. <BR> <BR> I pulled out 2 slices of salami-turkey ... Tue, 16 Dec 2014 12:58:26 EST This is creepy My mother is having family send her video of my aunt's memorial service. That is creepier than taking photos at a funeral! Ewww! <BR> <BR> I get it with celebrities and royalty and such, but not for us "regular folk". My southern relatives taking photos at funerals used to really give me the willeys, too. <BR> <BR> I understand wanting photos of the flowers and such, but not while people are there. <BR> <BR> And if you want photos with people who you don't see often that came, go outsi... Mon, 15 Dec 2014 09:32:21 EST Finally got my boy home... Neither of us is happy with frontier airlines. But he is home and safe. And his boss is willing to let him make up the hours he lost. <BR> <BR> The airline only answers customer service calls from 8-11am and is refusing to return calls or answer email so far. We gave them over 24 hours to respond, then posted negative review with the facts. I also opted out of having them appear whenever I do a travel search from now on. <BR> <BR> My Aunts memorial service is later today out in California. ... Sat, 13 Dec 2014 03:58:39 EST Worst airline ever? Probably frontier. They scheduled their connecting flights too close together and let the Milwaukee flight leave early, closing the doors 20 minutes before the departure and refusing connecting passengers boarding. My 18th old foster son is stranded overnight. And I am already in milwaukee. Now we are having to pay for hotels in 2 states because the airline is so bad. <BR> <BR> Tried getting customer service and was told they are only available 8 am to 11 am mon thru fri. Way beyond po'd at ... Thu, 11 Dec 2014 00:32:12 EST Discoveries I have learned some things while I was AWOL. <BR> <BR> COOK Kale before trying to eat it. It's not nearly as gross. Also use small amounts until it "grows" on you to like. <BR> <BR> If your son's dog pees on your space heater...get a new space heater (or put it where son uses it) because you will NEVER get the smell out. Use your imagination, I'm not even going to try describing the scent! <BR> <BR> Any time you get through thanksgiving with minimal family drama-they saved it for christmas... Wed, 10 Dec 2014 07:13:15 EST Holy cow! I just realized that I have been "bad" and AWOL for nearly a month again. I did spend the last 2 weeks with Hubs home, but it didn't go as planned...again...sigh. <BR> <BR> While we DID accomplish a lot, the really necessary things did not get usual. I am really trying to focus on what DID get done. But his dinking around about his rig and title and such is driving me bat crap crazy!!! It's a good thing I love him to distraction. <BR> <BR> Another thing that didn't happen? Ge... Tue, 9 Dec 2014 10:58:24 EST Fat does NOT always mean unfit!!! I had to go for my CDL physical today and the anorexic looking provider in the knee high spiked heel boots decided I have sleep apnea and is taking away my truck license unless I have a sleep study done. <BR> <BR> I have issues with being told by someone who DOES NOT KNOW ME or my history being allowed to screw with my life like this. <BR> <BR> I have a really bad cold right now, so she decided I always have this much trouble breathing. <BR> <BR> I have to have a sleeping partner fill out... Thu, 13 Nov 2014 23:57:36 EST Almost friday And I made it through the week. Today was dicey, I took the boys to green bay to Christmas shop. What was I thinking? !??!! <BR> <BR> I got several things at St vincents. Mout importantly-some old college textbooks with workbooks to learn the accounting I need for my business. Got an electric indoor grill too. Not one of those foreman things. I had one of those and hated it. This one actually makes things grilled not glorified ironed. <BR> <BR> Got some craft things I need for my busines... Fri, 7 Nov 2014 00:56:29 EST Eh, I will get there... Eventually. I'm working on the grocery list. Nothing healthy sounds good right now. We are all battling colds(hoping none of us end up with flu). <BR> <BR> So things like soda, ice cream, Popsicles, etc are sounding good. Juice too, but the calories are horrendous for the quantities we are drinking. Between water and tea, I had 14 cups today! <BR> <BR> I will probably pick up some sugar free Gatorade or Powerade. More tea mix. Bananas, mixed raw veggies, a few small apples. Cheese and soups... Tue, 4 Nov 2014 22:23:23 EST Maybe later... My alarm went off at 0430 and I actually woke up and rolled out of bed...and immediately regretted it. My head feels like it has a very tiny, very angry person with a very large hammer, having a tantrum in it. <BR> <BR> I got up, went to the bathroom, went to the kitchen and drank my grapefruit juice, then came back in my room and will be going back to bed for a while. Hot one minute, chills the next, wheezing and aching is not a good mix for going to the gym. We'll see how I feel after some... Mon, 3 Nov 2014 05:56:04 EST So Hubs is helping Me get motivated. He is out for who knows how long on freight, but agreed to work out with me. <BR> <BR> So today we went for a walk. I only made it up 2 blocks and back, but it's a start. He made 4 laps around the parking lot down at Landstar. Now, if we can get each other to do it every day... <BR> <BR> I had to grab my inhaler when I got back. There is a no burn policy in our town, but it's pretty much ignored. Great for my allergy asthma...NOT! <BR> <BR> tomorrow I will go to the po... Sun, 2 Nov 2014 14:11:35 EST Slowing down... In lots of situations is much easier said than done...and in others (like weight loss) is much easier done than said. So confusing. <BR> <BR> While I need to ramp up my weight loss (which will be very hard to track since the boys broke me scale <em>234</em> don't ask-I have no clue) I need to slow down on other things. Cooking-need to relearn how to not cook for an army. Eating-goes along with the cooking...need to feed dogs more <em>334</em> . Spinning-yeah. Until <em>345</em> MIL ... Thu, 30 Oct 2014 11:10:30 EST Spinning wheels So by next now, everyone should know Amazing, Incredible, Fantastic, Awesome Hubs got me a spinning wheel for an early Christmas present. <BR> <BR> I have not been spinning get much with it. It kept coming apart. The problems are 1 I spin backwards and 2 I spin way too fast for the poor thing to keep up. <BR> <BR> So, I fixed it. It doesn't help that it turns out it is made with particle boand and not real wood. And I am working on learning to spin in the opposite direction. It's not goi... Wed, 29 Oct 2014 09:19:42 EST Getting there- It's the last market weekend and I am SO ready to be done! I may take the whole next week and do nothing but sleep. <BR> <BR> I plan (yeah. There's that word again) to spend the winter concentrating on me. Eating better and getting to the gym. I know I can take this weight off and I know how to do it. I just have to DO it. <BR> <BR> My computer and router aren't on speaking terms, so blogging and logging haven't been happening. Having extra time to be able to do it on the phone or tablet (... Sat, 25 Oct 2014 06:16:47 EST RAINED out So, weather forecast said rain would be gone by 730. They lied. It is still pouring and no sign of it letting up. No one else came and I am not staying. Maybe next week... <BR> <BR> I will go home, do more laundry, fix a healthy lunch, and maybe start on Christmas presents... <BR> <BR> Have a warm, dry day. Wed, 15 Oct 2014 09:39:59 EST Finally! The end is near- Tomorrow is the last of my Wednesday markets. I have 2 more Saturdays and am deciding if I am doing 1 or 2 more sundays...or 3... <BR> <BR> Sales this season were way off because the sweaters are mia, last year I sold 6 of them at 200-300 because they are 100% wool. That isn't a bad price for hand knit real wool. They last for decades if they are taken care of properly. <BR> <BR> I'm taking another rest day today. Trying to get my pain level under control. Evidently, neuropathy doesn't like... Tue, 14 Oct 2014 11:14:18 EST Everything but my weight loss... Is going a little better. I knew it would. I just had to hang on, keep praying, and believe. <BR> <BR> Saturday sales weren't great, but they were better. Enough that I was able to pay both boys for helping with takedown and loading (I gave them coffee money, which I probably would have given them without the work, so I was very happy with the work!). I ended up taking the younger one to green bay for him to start Christmas shopping and to get some hats for winter at the Halloween store (d... Mon, 13 Oct 2014 09:39:01 EST Another Saturday Another Farmer's Market. I have decisions to make over the winter. Mainly to keep doing the market in town or not. If I keep doing it, I have to decide if I want to keep sharing the same space with the "friend" I've been sharing with for 2 years. My sales have gone down by over 30% each year being next to her. <BR> <BR> It doesn't make sense. At my northern market, I'm in even less space sharing with my Baker friend and my sales are fine. I think it's the person , not the lack of space. She... Sat, 11 Oct 2014 06:18:27 EST So, my intended Sparkbreak Was much shorter than I planned. While I am not doing well with my weight loss, I am doing better with being accountable for my lack of ambition. <BR> <BR> Motivation is just not there right now for much of anything. Not dieting, not working out, not even working or shopping ( Though I did do some serious spending yesterday). <BR> <BR> Hubs sent me $ for the younger boy's weekend in Wisconsin dells and told me to use the rest to go to green bay and shop for supplies for my business for... Sat, 4 Oct 2014 06:54:01 EST Sometimes the right thing is the hardest to do. I will most likely be taking an extended SparkBreak. I just got home from having to put my dog, Hazel to sleep. <BR> <BR> I know in my head it was the right thing to do, but my heart is not on board with the decision. <BR> <BR> She has been getting lost in her own house, stuck in corners, running into walls and furniture, falling when she walks, and having to be picked up and lifted down from the porch (not that I mind doing that!). She hasn't wagged her tail in so long, I don't remember th... Wed, 1 Oct 2014 17:05:52 EST I survived the weekend...barely! Unfortunately, the title is literal. I am allergic to bees and got stung saturday while at the festival. Of course, it happened only an hour into the show! I had my epipens with me and had to take both doses of that, benadryl, my inhaler, and had to go to the hospital in a rescue squad. They had to give me a breathing treatment in route and tried (unsuccessfully) THREE times to start an iv line. It was a rough day. <BR> <BR> I was released after several hours in the ER, massive steroids, ant... Mon, 29 Sep 2014 10:42:15 EST Wednesday Had market today, sales were practically nonexistent, but that's ok. If I had sold a lot today, I would be killing myself trying to get more done for the weekend. That would not be fun. <BR> <BR> I'm having a lot of the neuropathy pain, so that stinks. And my mom started in again today. <BR> <BR> She was po'd that her package didn't get there, so she texted me at work. I sent her a picture of the receipt from the post office saying that it should be there today and I called the tracking num... Wed, 24 Sep 2014 21:42:02 EST Ok I'm up... And I've already nagged boys to put trash out (and the extra over flowing bags from the house out too!) Which they did without too much grumbling. Got them to make sure washer and dryer are free for me to use (SCORE!!) took older one to work (in exchange for the extra household chores that did take him some time)and went on a store run. Also got the change for tomorrow's market and shopped online already this morning. <BR> <BR> I have business cards coming that will get here before my weeken... Tue, 23 Sep 2014 10:17:39 EST What is it about the middle of the night- that makes me have massive munchie attacks? <BR> <BR> Actually it's a rhetorical question. I know what it is most of the time. It's the meds. I can't take them on an empty stomach or they make me sick, so I have to have something with them. I tried just having a cracker or two andthat doesn't work. It has to be something a bit more substantial than crackers or yogurt. <BR> <BR> I'm learning to budget my calories to allow for it. which means aiming for the low end of my allotment and giving ... Tue, 23 Sep 2014 02:52:15 EST Eh. There's always tomorrow Or in the case of my market sales, next week. Of course it's the last week of the season for my best market next week. Not sure how I feel about that.. <BR> <BR> Today was rainy to start and cold/very windy throughout. Not a lot of sales, but paid for gas. <BR> <BR> Tried making bank deposit through AT and it kept spitting my $ back out, after the umpteenth try, it gave up and kept my cash! Ugh. <BR> <BR> Came home and tried to order towels. They said that wouldn't get here until next... Sun, 21 Sep 2014 17:19:01 EST I was offline HOW long?? I logged into Spark when I got home and done with all the errands, packing Hubs off to work, dealing with mama drama (justifiable surprisingly for her) kids, computers, work, banking, budgeting, etc., ad nauseum. sigh. <BR> <BR> I have been doing fairly well with my calorie intake (not great, but not as bad as I usually do when Hubs is home) but didn't get any gym time in, It happens. Not beating myself up over it. <BR> <BR> My friend that shares my space didn't stay today because the wea... Sat, 20 Sep 2014 18:35:58 EST What the?? So I just logged into Spark for the day, and yesterday's blog is nowhere to be found! Well! <BR> <BR> I'm not going to bother trying to recreate it, but it is a bit frustrating that the thing said it was loaded and now it's MIA. Sigh. If that's the worst that happens this week? I will take it and RUN with it!!! <BR> <BR> Today's sales were decent. Not stellar, but decent. I was able to get MIL's significant other's Christmas gift and have a bit left over after I paid for space, so it works.... Wed, 17 Sep 2014 15:57:24 EST Sunday was a Monday in disguise... My internet was down...again! ATT is getting right up there on the list with cell company "v", let me tell you! <BR> <BR> It happens. Sales were down again. no big surprise there. It's my own fault for donating things. If that's the worst thing that happens this week I will take it and RUN!! lol <BR> <BR> I went to the gym already and then tried to go get errands done, bills paid, etc. Oh, wait, nothing opens until 9! it's a good thing I'm self employed, I'd have to take days off to pay bil... Mon, 15 Sep 2014 08:29:16 EST Some people Are so rude! I had a group of people who decided the front of my tent was a good place to stand and chat with friends...for 2 hours! As you can guess it prevent red me from making any sales <BR> <BR> I did have 1 customer who really wanted a sock monkey cozy who said "excuse me" and pushed her way past them. They had the nerve to complain that she was rude??? <BR> <BR> Sigh. I did donate a set of towels to United Way for a fundraiser. The guy was going to buy one first thing this morning t... Sat, 13 Sep 2014 13:57:24 EST A few ups! I was able to get almost all of the patterns I wanted downloaded into the computer. SO, that was good. Not so good is that for some reason I managed to mess it up to where it tries to unzip most of them with media player. Sigh. I have NO idea how to fix that. Guess I will just have to ask Hubs to help when he gets home for his surgery. <BR> <BR> I WAS able to get a few downloaded in a usable form!!! WOO HOOO. I have one for thanksgiving, two for easter, some nautical resized, an anchor, and ... Fri, 12 Sep 2014 11:20:16 EST