SARAH41168's SparkPeople Blog SARAH41168's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community 4 years?! Where did it go?! What did I do?! I cannot believe that 4 years ago today I shared my first blog. Time slips by so fast. <BR> <BR> My weight is roughly the same. I lose 20 pounds gain back 25 and the fight continues. This time I have started Plexus and I am hoping this will help in my fight. <BR> <BR> This is my fight for my health not just to lose weight and look good in a bathing suit but I want to feel better. I do not want to shop in the plus size clothing anymore. I do not want to shop for these huge bras. I'm ... Thu, 23 Jul 2015 12:11:50 EST WOW - 2 years has gone by I need help. I keep failing myself and I am not going to take it any longer. I just re-read my blogs and I am in no better place than I was 2 years ago. <BR> <BR> Well, as weight wise I am no better off. Mentally stronger -checker. Spiritually stronger - check. <BR> <BR> But I am getting back on that proverbial horse one more time. Don't give up on me yet!! <BR> <BR> <em>198</em> Fri, 28 Jun 2013 10:03:45 EST Disney World Feb 2012 Ok, I have to say this from the start. I have some of the greatest friends ever. If you have read my first blog then you will understand where I'm coming from. My life went thru some twists and turns this past year.... and now.... <BR> <BR> Well, now my sweet friend Ashlee and her husband and 2 kids are going to DW and guess who they want to take along??!! M-E!! YUP!! ME!! I am super excited. Love, love, love me some Disney. <BR> <BR> So now I've got to really focus on my endura... Sat, 6 Aug 2011 16:43:57 EST My Mini Goals For This Week Since I am looking at changing my lifestyle, I am taking in everything as baby steps and focusing on mini goals as I go along. So for this week I will focus on: <BR> <BR> * Eat breakfast everyday this week. <em>474</em> <BR> * Exercise for 10 mins everyday W/O THE DOGS! <em>311</em> <BR> * Elliptical 5 mins everyday. <em>314</em> <BR> <BR> I am really good at drinking my water and next week will focus on a few other things. <em>274</em> Sun, 31 Jul 2011 08:43:34 EST Eat Breakfast?? I'm trying!! Really I Am When I first wake up I am not hungry. Actually that is one of the few times that food is not on my brain. I usually get hungry around 9:30am - 10am and of course I'm at work. Granted we have a full kitchen but it is not feasible to stop work and go in there and make breakfast for myself. I'm a Leasing Agent for an apt complex and I'm sure the prospects would love to come in to the sweet smell of sausage and eggs <em>487</em> <em>490</em> but that ain't gonna happen. So I usually e... Thu, 28 Jul 2011 22:18:39 EST That pivotal moment Ok so all the doors were open for me to attend a missions trip to Costa Rica this summer. I had been asked to lead Vacation Bible School for the local kiddos and get this I had 2 secret people paying my way in full! Ah well you cannot say no to that when you have been praying for doors to open. LOL <BR> <BR> I was at camp with our kids from church this summer and had an eye opening experience of just how out of shape I really am. I have been to camp before and have been at this "fat per... Sat, 23 Jul 2011 09:37:50 EST