SADIEPIE's SparkPeople Blog SADIEPIE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community accountability Boy do I suck!! Its been an entire week of me not doing anything, I havent even logged in to my page. I'm feeling really guilty, I have been watching what I eat but hardly exercising. I just have been getting frustrated seeing I changed m entire lifestyle and I feel like I should have lost alot more than I have... Pitty party for me. <BR> <BR> BUT____ I cant give up hope. I shall be sexy again!!! <em>416</em> Fri, 22 Feb 2013 12:01:29 EST Lord Help Me Jesus I Ran! So YES I cant belive it-I RAN!!!!!! <BR> It was only for 45 seconds on the treadmill BUT I DID IT!!!!! <em>315</em> <BR> This was the hardest work out so far I'm pretty sure I sounded like a dying animal... Im so proud of myself, but what I am more proud of is getting up in the a.m. and being motivated to do it!!! I am doing the "7 day boot camp" videos, my 5th day is tomorrow I have also been doing 30 mins of cardio along with it (and some yoga if I have time). The scale still isnt my f... Tue, 5 Feb 2013 22:14:48 EST Week #3 Well.... I have slipped up a little (lot) on my second week. So I dove into week 3 with excitement and determination! I have been kicking it on my work outs! Well its only Monday. One thing I am realizing PMS sucks when you are watching what you eat-SCREW YOU LADY PARTS!!!! I am happy to say I have lost 2 inches on my thighs though!!! YA BUDDY!!! One thing I have to keep on thinking about is my goal and I need to think of it the entire day threw! Well Im headed to bed! <BR> <BR> P.S.--P>M>... Mon, 4 Feb 2013 23:24:38 EST .................2nd week................... Ok so 2nd week YOU SUCK!!!! I am motivating myself today because I had none at all yesterday. Whats the deal I was so gung ho last week now I feel like Im draggin @ss. I need to stay motivated. I have been falling into temptation with food I now realize how hard it can be- WHAT THE CRAP SADIE ITS JUST FOOD!!!!!! I swear its like a drug some times- your brain says" I'll just have a taste" then BAM! before ya know it Ben and Jerry sucked you into a whole pint of ice cream.... Its all thier faul... Thu, 31 Jan 2013 10:59:31 EST chubby chubby 2x4.. Dang.... I was so proud of myself yesterday at my weigh in I'm down 3lbs and 3in!! Well i blew it today... WAY OVER MY LIMIT FOR THE DAY!!!! Hey I'm not perfect -and is it possible to feel bad and enjoy every bit of some kick @ss pasta?? Why yes it is. It was so amazing but I was disgusted at the same time I really had no will power--- I was helpless lmao!!! I did push myself so hard in my work out today which I realize I'm the only one that can do that. I really need to find a good DVD or a... Mon, 28 Jan 2013 21:45:41 EST sore is me I have been going strong since Sunday when I started all this madness!! Well last night I was so pooped and super sore, I'm pretty sure I over did it. Yesterday was my first day with weights. needless to say I am a little disappointed in myself for not doing anything today but hey I worked for 10 hrs today with a lot of blow drying that works the arms. right.?(lol). I'm laying here now the kids just hopped in bed so I'm parked on the couch with a heating pad on my back. I did stay with in m... Thu, 24 Jan 2013 22:15:30 EST staying motivated Today was the first day i have worked out in the am in a loooooooooooong time!! I sure was not happy when I got on that treadmill BUT I stayed on and felt my energy rising. im super proud of myself! I have met my goal for my fitness this week and have plenty of calories left for the day BUT Im not going to use them all there is no point. I am down 2lbs so far since My first wiegh in on Sunday. Lets keep this rollin girl I can do it!!! <em>355</em> Tue, 22 Jan 2013 22:13:34 EST :) I would have to say I'm pretty proud of myself!!! I stayed perfectly on track with my plan today!! GO ME!!! We were at the house most of the day and I hardly sat down really only to track my meals. Now I'm down for the count hello bed and it feels great! Lets hope I do the same tomorrow as the work week starts! Good night! <em>344</em> Mon, 21 Jan 2013 22:14:32 EST The Truth Im writting this to remind myself that Im going to be open and 100% completely honest with myself and others here on my sparkpage. If I screw up Im going to be honest about it! We all tell ourselve lil lies we would like to belive and pretend its ok...Face the facts they dont lie. Mon, 21 Jan 2013 11:19:19 EST Here I go.... I was feeling tired, crappy and ran down. Sat night my friend Emily came over (who I dont see nearly enough) and we talked, I told her how crappy I was feeling and we cuddled on the couch. She haves given me kick in the ass which Ive needed for a looooong time. So I said to myself why not?? I had become and still are becoming succesfull with not smoking (GO ME WOOT WOOT!!!) So I got up the next moring fully motivated and started a new chapter. Yesterday I was pretty proud of myself I did go o... Mon, 21 Jan 2013 11:14:15 EST