REVITALIZINGUS's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=REVITALIZINGUS REVITALIZINGUS's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ A Day of Rebirth http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5213389 This morning, I woke at 6am naturally, slipped out of bed to the study, and have been pondering my future. <BR> <BR> I keep feeling like I have this fuzzy goal in my head - but I can't quite make it out. It is like being underwater, seeing fresh air and sun above, but not quite being able to get there. It's blurry, chopped by the undulating waves above that keep holding you down. <BR> <BR> But sometimes I get lost, and lose track of where "up" is. I fight and flounder, spinning in a cir... Fri, 18 Jan 2013 18:02:16 EST