RESILE's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=RESILE RESILE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ "Resile." http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5178545 Definition of "resile," my new username - <BR> "To spring back, especially to resume a former position or structure after being stretched or compressed." <BR> <BR> Welcome back, me. Time to treat myself how I deserve to be treated and spring back to where I was. Fri, 28 Dec 2012 09:04:19 EST Welcoming myself back. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5177757 I'm back. <BR> <BR> And I'm trying to keep in a positive head space. Yes, this is the hardest part. Yes, this is the time where the realities I've been ignoring for months sink in, hard. But this is also the worst I ever have to feel. This can be the end of gnawing guilt, procrastination, and perverse incentives for stagnation. By starting today, I can be in a much better place in a month or two. I can be healthy, glowing, happy, striving toward improvement instead of actively avoiding it. ... Thu, 27 Dec 2012 13:25:01 EST