RENEEGADE's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=RENEEGADE RENEEGADE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Progress! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5826614 Well, so far I have worked out every day except 1 day since November 4th, I have done at least 6000 steps with aerobic walking indoors (too cold out). Today I added strength training with easy 5lb weights for 30 minutes. I am also drinking my 8 glasses of water a day. <BR> <BR> While I don't feel my energy level has increased dramatically, I can say that the following ailments either no longer exist or have decreased dramatically: <BR> <BR> headaches (gone)!!! <BR> lower back pain (sig... Tue, 2 Dec 2014 20:41:51 EST Things are definitely getting better! (with working out every day)! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5817441 Great Day! <BR> <BR> After 1 week of working out every day, things are definitely improving. As a tribute to my father who recently passed away from Parkinson's, I am dedicated towards moving. I mourned his death for months, and still do, but I spent 10 months helping my Mom move from Chicago to Seattle, preparing the funeral, preparing the house for sale, packing, closing on the old house, finding a new house, closing on the new house, repairing and renovation of the new house, moving... Sat, 15 Nov 2014 21:05:24 EST Today was bad I hope tomorrow is better http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5811697 Geesh what a bad day! It started off at 1 am when I couldn't go back to sleep. Then I turned into zombie awake all night! Morning hours I just sat in front of my computer not wanting to move except for coffee. Then I was greeted by my really bad attitude and accomplished a big fat zero for the day, except working out. I managed to eat poorly but at least I did not over eat. <BR> <BR> Later, I worked out for about 1 hour and did start to feel better. Amazing how that happens. I sort of wiped... Thu, 6 Nov 2014 01:14:38 EST Life 10 Months later after last Blog...Life has changed! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5810944 January 3rd was my parents 62nd wedding anniversary. January 5th dad was admitted to the hospital, January 16th he died. I fell apart, literally. I was the last family member to be with him and told him I loved him forever and told him I promised to take care of Mom. I promised myself to allow myself to grieve until his birthday which was November 2nd. And I did, my way. Not a good way, but you do what you have to do. I did not exercise at all and did not care to. I exercised today an... Tue, 4 Nov 2014 21:21:07 EST So Sad http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5584911 I just can't exercise today, or yesterday. My Dad's sick in the hospital in ICU, and I have been on the phone all day with my relatives, which was good, but I am feeling a bit numb and SAD and just can't bring myself to actually exercise. Today, is a good computer day. <BR> <BR> This is life, sometimes you just have to put other obligations aside. It's not an excuse, it's just reality. <BR> <BR> I am 2500 miles away from my parent's home and there's a major winter freeze there which ... Mon, 6 Jan 2014 21:18:03 EST Pep Talk #2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5579461 Dear Me, <BR> <BR> You are making good strides in changing not only the fact you are exercising, but also your mindset. Yesterday, you planned an exciting off road biking adventure with your husband and he loved it and so did you. Take advantage of your backyard of the Pacific Northwest and plan simple inexpensive adventures on bikes, hikes, or snowshoes. There is no excuse not to. Make some plans for this weekend and find something to do outside for a few hours. Get out of your rut, ev... Thu, 2 Jan 2014 13:05:00 EST Pep Talk to Myself! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5576613 Dear Me, <BR> <BR> Things are going great! <BR> <BR> You are making it a daily habit to log onto Sparkpeople. You are exercising before noon which is a complete miracle for you. What is really amazing is that you are balancing your nutrition and calories with food that does not appear to be rabbit diet food, which you were guilty of in the past. You are allowing your self a smaller sized dessert portion so that you are not missing out. The trick is not to let your husband serve you an... Tue, 31 Dec 2013 11:37:01 EST Writing a Letter to Myself http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5575172 Dear Me, <BR> <BR> You've done pretty good over the past few months not doing Sparkpeople. You did not gain a lot of weight (5 lbs) and you managed to be physically active without completely giving up. That's good! It's better than you have done previously, so that's a step in the right direction! <BR> <BR> So now the plan is to possibly join a YMCA near by to help build and maintain a healthy lifestyle within the community. That would be very cool! <BR> <BR> Work on drinking more ... Mon, 30 Dec 2013 00:15:02 EST Intuitive Eating http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5411730 I do this normally. I will add more info. later. <BR> <BR> Well, I am back to report on intuitive eating from yesterday. I did well. I only ate when hungry. I ate breakfast late (cereal & milk). Decided then to make lunch dinner instead. I ate out with my husband at IHOP. I love that place, but for the first time I looked at the calories per meal, and nearly fainted. I had a low cal meal of chicken with balsamic vingar dressing, a small salad, and broccoli and walked away completely ... Fri, 5 Jul 2013 17:53:48 EST Long Term Goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5405609 Long term goals are to: <BR> <BR> hike 5 miles round trip in 1-3 months. Stan's Overlook (Done) <em>248</em> <BR> <BR> hike 7 miles round trip in 4-6 months. Rachel's Lake <em>386</em> <BR> <BR> hike 10 mile round trip in 7 mos to 1 year. Kendall Cat walk (11 miles) <em>386</em> <BR> <BR> <BR> hike 20 mile round trip in 1 year to 1.5 years. Carbon River <em>386</em> <BR> <BR> <BR> Sat, 29 Jun 2013 15:58:44 EST Drinking water http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5404413 I am suppose to blog about today's challenge of drinking water on Sparkcoach. Drinking water for me is not a big deal. I carry a blue water bottle where ever I go. A lot of times I drink more water than the required 8 glasses. I just don't have much to say about drinking water who would? Fri, 28 Jun 2013 09:28:15 EST Getting Better! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5395842 Today, I noticed I am finally getting stronger, it's like my old body has risen from a forgotten grave!!! It's been years, but I can do pushups, mount climbers, jumping jacks, situps and jog. I am not pushing myself too hard, actually going so lightly that I don't injure myself. But while I am doing aerobics, I kick it up a notch for a minute or two, with the plan to go at least 3 - 4 minutes for interval training. <BR> <BR> I am doing excellent planning meals and have strategies that al... Thu, 20 Jun 2013 00:55:13 EST Just keep moving! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5393342 Being consistant is somewhat foreign to me, it's something I don't like to do since I tend to get bored easily. The trick is no two days are a like. I do not do the same thing every day, and I think it's part of my reasoning that the only way for consistancy is to do novel things. <BR> <BR> I have a been collecting DVDs I bought off of Ebay for next to nothing, that I use along with exercising on YouTube, there's always something NEW to DO! <BR> <BR> I love having the FitBit and my ... Tue, 18 Jun 2013 11:25:03 EST 30 Days Does Make a Difference! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5391814 I have exercised and tracked calories just over 30 days, boy do I notice a difference! I have completely cut sugar to a record low and sweetners (aspertame) out of my life and drink water like a camel. I've invested my time and money into purchasing a library of exercise DVDs, hand weights, yoga mats, stretchy bands, exercise balls and shoes. I've made it my hobby to try different trainers and exercises from yoga, pilates, weights, isometrics, yogalates, and walking. I am eating better qual... Mon, 17 Jun 2013 10:13:59 EST Eating, eating, and eating, blah, blah, blah! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5385690 Well, I've totally changed my eating habits and what I eat. To start off, I've been drinking coffee with cream and sweetner for over 25 years and now I am drinking plain black coffee, it's not bad and I am getting used to it. <BR> <BR> I bought a lot of fresh vegetables and make a point to eat them as much as possible without getting an upset stomach. <BR> <BR> I've cut out just about all sugars and reduced my cholesterol intake. I need to lower my cholesterol and sugar intake because... Tue, 11 Jun 2013 10:39:41 EST Getting through it http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5382762 I am with my folks and have been for the past few days. My life is not my own, and I am busy trying to help out with the house, and my mother and father. I am doing Sparkpeople, but barely, and working out is tough. <BR> <BR> I barely get my 6000 steps in per day, and normally do this in the am, but my mom had me busy up until dinner, then I finally got a chance to rest, and now work out late at night. I love my folks but I can't wait to go home and be able to focus more on my working ou... Sat, 8 Jun 2013 20:21:44 EST Made an interesting lunch today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5374761 2 cups of shredded romaine <BR> 1 teaspoon of chopped onion <BR> 2 hardboiled eggs <BR> 2 tablespoons of Miracle Whip (lo cal) <BR> 1 teaspoon of chia seeds <BR> 6 shakes from a balsamic vingar bottle <BR> 10 snap pea green beans <BR> <BR> I just whipped this up now and want to keep it for future reference. I mixed the egg and miracle whip together to make egg salad and mixed into the romaine. I am not sure of the calories, but I needed to improve my greens intake Sat, 1 Jun 2013 15:35:03 EST 3 things I am proud of accomplishing this week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5374576 1. Continuing to exercise every day and track my progress on my Fit Bit. <BR> 2. Completing a Leslie Sansone DVD for 5 miles without taking breaks inbetween miles. <BR> 3. My first week buying organic based foods. I bought organic milk, chicken, salads from PCC and also my first order of organic foods from Full Circle foods that was advertised on Sparkpeople. I love this website and if I find an advertisement that I like, I plan to buy it to help support Sparkpeople. <em>243</em> Sat, 1 Jun 2013 12:24:25 EST An all you can eat dessert buffet DREAM! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5374135 Well, who remembers dreams from the night before? I do, especially when it involves chocolate cake, brownies, chocolate chips and ICECREAM!!!!! <BR> <BR> It was a round table set up and all the desserts looked equally delicious! In my dream, I didn't want to have to choose, so after a lot of contemplation I finally decided on the brownies. Well, as dreams go, I ate all the brownies, then all the chocolate cake, cookies and icecream in a non-stop gulping fashion. I thought, that's weird, ... Fri, 31 May 2013 23:30:26 EST Workout Queen, who ME??? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5370621 Well, I didn't think it was humanly possible for me, but I over did working out!!! <BR> <BR> Last night, my husband and I came home from out 5 mile mountain hike and I was a little tired but mostly too energized. What's that you say, energized? YEP! Well the problem with that is that I didn't fall asleep until 3:30 am and woke at 6:30 am. Not good. <BR> <BR> Usually when I don't sleep I would reach for sugar based foods, cookies, cake breads, ice cream, etc. Today, I am not doing t... Tue, 28 May 2013 16:52:05 EST Fit Bit Rocks! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5366805 Okay, I have reverted to being just like a child that just got their first bike! I bought the FitBit Zip model, and I love it! It's the size of about a postage stamp and it clips securely to my exercise bra. I am finding any and every chance to move. The night before I put my fit bit my nightstand and this morning it's the first thing I thought of when I woke up. It popped into my head like an exclamation point, and I had to go for a walk in the am to try it out. <BR> <BR> I am not a m... Fri, 24 May 2013 14:44:21 EST Sometimes it's hard to exercise to DVD's when your 50! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364959 Well I exercised today a lot, boy it's SO depressing. I am so out of shape exercising along with dvd's where the average age is 25- 35 year old bouncy happy go lucky in shape women. Worse yet, to exercise to Kathy Smith who's in great physical shape, and I exercise feeling like a complete sack of old and moldy potatoes. <BR> <BR> I realized the globs of fat attached to my body like old barnacles are stubborn like old barnacles usually are, and don't have any intention of going away soon,... Wed, 22 May 2013 20:11:03 EST I am back... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5063217 Wow, 1 week cut off from a computer and unfortunately from exercise. When you are sharing a 2 bedroom suite with in-laws and a car to get around there is no time or room for exercise. Out of 6 days I managed to exercise once and 2 days were for travel. I did do a lot of walking, but to exercise there wasn't enough room to exercise in our bedroom. I did a great job sticking to eating salads and controlling my eating while everyone ate a ton of desserts in front of me. On the last night, I... Mon, 17 Sep 2012 12:43:06 EST Sometimes you just have to deal with things. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5046911 Well, sometimes in life, you have to deal with things you never thought you'd have to deal with in life, I mean big things, things that really tug at your deeply hidden heart strings. This weekend is one of those things. It's big, and it hurts, but I will go on like a trooper and get things done right. I can't really talk about it since it's a private matter, but I am calling on all my strength, conviction, and prayers to deal with this one. <BR> <BR> It's very very, very, sad, but somet... Thu, 6 Sep 2012 10:39:53 EST My Overall Sparkpeople Goals. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5045140 1. My #1 Goal to achieve is to live a longer and healthy prosperous life. I am combating a host of small medical issues that overall decrease the quality of my life. I finally see the writing on the wall of life that if I want to fight these issues, I am going to have to put on my boxing gloves and start fighting these medical issues. So far, every day I seem to getting better with less symptoms, and this leads to a better quality of life. <BR> <BR> 2. My #2 Goal is to improve my life ... Wed, 5 Sep 2012 08:04:48 EST Food Fight inside my head! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5031739 Well, so far on this journey I have thought about food a lot, actually more than usual. It involves a lot of planning and commitment to do the right things. What I have learned is that 1. there are not a lot of calories in fruit, 2. I like to plan out my calories throughout the day so that I can enjoy a dessert such as low cal ice cream at night. I like to plan out calories so that I don't feel deprived, whereas before I would eat what I want, when I want, and well, we know that just does... Sun, 26 Aug 2012 13:34:01 EST Keep reminding myself this is a process... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5028651 Well, today was not the best day, felt a bit down in energy. Following calories, eating well, adding more fruits and vegetables, but felt drained today after 30 minutes on the bike in the afternoon. I haven't had a day like this since I started so I am hoping tomorrow will be a better one. My guess is that I have to watch how much fruits/vegetables I eat because it has a tendency to upset my stomach, which is why I eat a lot more carbs and proteins. <BR> <BR> Felt a bit bloated today w... Thu, 23 Aug 2012 23:36:20 EST My dream... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5012079 Thinking about how I feel so far. It's a struggle for me to focus on myself. Exercising, blogging, making goals, working out, tracking everything is taking a lot of time and effort and focus. I'd rather focus on someone or something else. But honestly, a little part of me actually likes this. Which is a shock because for a while I've avoided mirrors, cameras, makeup, dressing nice, etc. WHY? I don't know and maybe I am just bored of myself. I don't even like to talk about myself. Th... Sun, 12 Aug 2012 12:27:32 EST Favorite Sayings...TO GET MOTIVATED! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5006546 1. Train insane or stay the same. <BR> <BR> 2. That's not sweat, it's my fat crying. <BR> <BR> 3. If your tired of starting over, stop giving up. <BR> <BR> 4. All it takes is what you've got. <BR> <BR> 5. Don't look back you're not going that way. <BR> <BR> 6. Find your comfort zone, then leave it. <BR> <BR> 7. I wear black when I work out, it's like a funeral for my fat. <BR> <BR> 8. Giving up is not an option. <BR> <BR> 9. Don't be afraid to be ... Wed, 8 Aug 2012 11:47:22 EST This is a process and a relationship... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5006335 I never thought of this, but changing one's lifestyle and health is a process, and what helps this process is using Sparkpeople. I started back in April, but then quit. I now realized I was excited about Sparkpeople but I set my goals too high, and failed. I tried again recently, and now my goals are more realistic, and perhaps I am more realistic too. I am keeping it simple... <BR> <BR> Which brings me to another point, I don't keep things simple... <BR> <BR> So this is a relationship... Wed, 8 Aug 2012 09:29:20 EST