PRINCESS045's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=PRINCESS045 PRINCESS045's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Good bye http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5621295 Sad to say that this will be my lst day on spark. Believe it or not this was one of the ways that I found relaxation and a little of peace in my life. I have battle with so much in my life recently that I just can't fight anymore. I've lost who I was. I've lost my happiness and my joy. I can't seem to find a reason to lose weight or be healthy anymore. Good luck to you all and may you all reach your goals <em>39</em> <em>304</em> Tue, 11 Feb 2014 11:43:53 EST Change goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5602487 So I edited my goal today. Instead of putting my long term goal of weight loss I decided to do a short term and start at losing 10 lbs. Looking at my long term was depressing me thinking how in the world am I gonna loss 50 lbs so I decided to do it in inclements of ten. By March I should loss 10 or more lbs. I'm on my way I need to lose 7lbs by March. Slow process but I'm doing it. I think if I continue on my path and do it a slow pace I wouldn't have to worry about losing it fast then it com... Wed, 22 Jan 2014 15:35:42 EST Change goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5602482 So I edited my goal today. Instead of putting my long term goal of weight loss I decided to do a short term and start at losing 10 lbs. Looking at my long term was depressing me thinking how in the world am I gonna loss 50 lbs so I decided to do it in inclements of ten. By March I should loss 10 or more lbs. I'm on my way I need to lose 7lbs by March. Slow process but I'm doing it. I think if I continue on my path and do it a slow pace I wouldn't have to worry about losing it fast then it com... Wed, 22 Jan 2014 15:31:24 EST HAPPY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5601016 Yeah my ticker has finally moved, lost 2lbs this week. I can do it! I can do it! Tue, 21 Jan 2014 09:02:40 EST "Happy" http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5416313 What a beautiful day it is. Excited amd looking forward to all the blessings that will come my way today. Weight is coming off and I'm feeling good about that and about myself. <em>30</em> Wed, 10 Jul 2013 06:07:22 EST Lost hope http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5286499 Such a sad day for me. I know I shouldn't complain. Woke up this morning with a praise in my heart then got on computer and got a message from my son's girlfriend. They recently made me a proud nana in Dec. No one in my family has seen my grandbaby so I posts his pictures on my facebook page so that they can see how he is coming alone.She asked me to delete his pics off my page I can't get mad at her but it was hurtful cause they have been on there since the day he was born and she never said... Thu, 14 Mar 2013 12:02:42 EST Yeah Me! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5231206 5.2lbs lighter. So proud of myself. I'm determined to get healthier and be fit and Fabulous this yr. <em>243</em> Thu, 31 Jan 2013 06:04:47 EST Ready, set, go! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5207928 Off to a great start. Joined gym last week and went to my first zumba class last night. Wow, did I have fun. Plans to do it again today and Friday. I will be fit & fabulous this summer and will get into a bathing suit for the first time in 11yrs. Tue, 15 Jan 2013 08:01:10 EST recommitted http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5193511 When I signed up for sparkpeople I was at 169, since then I have gained 3lbs. First I thought that I would get discourage but I'm not. I'm not b/c I haven't done anything to keep from gaining the weight. This year I hae recommitted myself to me. I've spent so much of my life pleasing others and not looking out for me. With high bld pressure and diabetes and not taking care of myself has really made me think. Everyday I pray and ask God to keep me and not let me die. I want to live and in orde... Sun, 6 Jan 2013 17:38:01 EST Thankful http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5130627 Today as I sit an reflect over my life and how I made it to this point in my life, all I can say is God "Thank You" for keeping me thus far. As a little girl I was always made to feel as if I was not important, the ugliest person in the world. As I grew up those thoughts and feelings stayed with me and in a lot of cases it destroyed my life. I didn't know that I was worthy, that I wasn't ugly, that i was important. As an adult it destroyed every relationship that i had, it destroyed every fri... Sat, 10 Nov 2012 14:25:26 EST