POISONGIRL999's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=POISONGIRL999 POISONGIRL999's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Bonus Focus Round!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6080578 So in effort to get 2016 under control before it barely starts, a team I'm on started the year with a challenge of focusing on something that gave you grief in 2015. We've extended the challenge another 2 weeks. Mine is and hopefully this is the last year it will be, is tracking food. I do really well if I know I am going to stay in range. As soon as I eat something I know I shouldn't I stop tracking and then I start binge eating because I'm no longer tracking and can't see the damage I'm... Wed, 27 Jan 2016 11:52:31 EST 14 day focus http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6072722 So I did the 14 Day Focus challenge over in one of the teams I'm in. I did really well up until Friday. I got off track and the whole weekend was a lose. I forgot my goal was to just track. I forgot why I was doing it. I weighed in this morning and I'm honestly surprised the weigh in wasn't worse. I was only up .2 pounds. I'd like to say lesson learned but I seem to have to keep relearning this lesson. Back to tracking. It's nice when I stay in range but it's not my focus. I need to ... Mon, 18 Jan 2016 13:03:33 EST 14 Day Focus Challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6059938 So I'm part of an awesome team and we are starting a new challenge today. 14 Day Focus Challenge. Basically you take something that was really an issue in 2015 and for 14 days really focus and working it out. Mine is food tracking. When I track I lose weight and workout consistently, but.... I tend to forget or neglect logging everything, especially those items that I know are not good. I've measured and weighed myself this morning and set a small attainable goal on my Fitbit. I need to... Mon, 4 Jan 2016 11:27:08 EST Need more days like these http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6040629 <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/31bd8988-9268-48ac-80c9-a4c034d2ccc0.png"> <BR> <BR> Working on it. Tue, 1 Dec 2015 11:58:43 EST Another rant http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6031511 I know it seems like I only blog when I need to complain but honestly since my last vent blog I've been too stressed to even get my words out. It all sounds and taste bitter. I'm in a bad place mentally and I don't need to drag everyone down with me. <BR> <BR> It's been bad since my boss was here and we had the come to Jesus meetings. Everyone is walking on eggshells with my co-worker, we aren't sure what will piss her off. We can't talk while she's at the office because if don't verball... Fri, 13 Nov 2015 12:12:14 EST A Big Thank You http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6021472 To all those the not only read my last blog but gave the kind comments you did. I know it was looooong and a lot of it was rambling but it felt good to get it off my chest. Haven't made much progress here on the work front. A short 48 hours after our discussions my coworker went back to not really talking to anyone and not engaging with me at all. As requested I went and spoke with both bosses about the regression and they just kind of shrugged their shoulders. I wish they would have just... Mon, 26 Oct 2015 12:31:21 EST Needing to vent http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6019361 Sorry for all those that will take the time to read this, but it's more for me to vent than anything. But advice is always welcome. <BR> <BR> Yesterday was a craptastic day. Some of you know from previous blogs I have issues with my co-worker. She is an unhappy shrew and I swear it is her mission to make everyone else as unhappy as her. Just a bit of a backstory... <BR> <BR> I have been in my position working side by side ( literally there is like 5 feet between our desks) for 8 years ... Thu, 22 Oct 2015 12:39:20 EST My bad weekend only set me back.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6014293 1.20 pounds! I wasn't expecting great results stepping on the scale this morning so only being up a little more than a pound makes me happy. I also realized that losing 10 pounds in 4 weeks was a little insane. I'm sitting at a 6 pound loss right now and I'd be happy to lose one more before Friday. I would like to lose 10 more pounds before the end of the year though, just putting that out there to stay accountable. Also because I feel it needs to be said, I'm not tracking food in Vegas.... Tue, 13 Oct 2015 10:48:09 EST Weekends are cruel and heartless http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6013844 Ok, that may or may not be a tad dramatic.... mostly may. But still, I do super good all week and then the weekend comes and it's like I haven't eaten in days and the couch/Netflix are calling my name. Had it not been for the fun run ( pics down further) I did on Saturday I'm pretty confident in stating I wouldn't have moved much. Go me. I have 4 days until Vegas and I'm a little disappointed in myself that I let myself slide. I thought this every time I reached for another goodie. I did... Mon, 12 Oct 2015 16:11:27 EST Last weeks stats http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6009878 Just got my Fitbit report and I have to say I'm pretty happy <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/4a215873-cfdd-490a-b16e-2cce29eb1b0b.PNG"> <BR> <BR> Now I just have to keep it up. Slipped a bit this weekend as I bought ranch dip and veggies for a potluck and brought most of it home. I munched on those more than I care to admit. Could be worse I know, but I love the dip and that is where it gets unhealthy for me. <BR> <BR> Brought all my snack that I had hanging... Mon, 5 Oct 2015 16:16:19 EST Down 5.60 lbs! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6008018 Yesterdays weight in had me at 5.60lbs down. That is so super exciting and motivating. Two weeks from today is our Vegas trip and 5 or more pounds would be great. My clothes are already starting to fit like the were a few months back and it just has me feeling great. <BR> <BR> I did realize last night that I might have to change some stuff up. I don't think I've mentioned it, but I've done something crazy. A few weeks ago myself and two of my friends went to go sign our girls up for Gir... Fri, 2 Oct 2015 12:13:41 EST " The Plan" http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6006845 So in the shower last night I came up with a brilliant plan. Well I think it's brilliant... we'll see. <BR> <BR> So since this whole end date, I'm going to Vegas in 4 week ( now 2) , seems to be really working and I can fathom tracking and minding my food for that time period. I though what's to stop me from doing that between holidays. So I get back from Vegas on the 18th, I'm obviously going to splurge a little there, but when I get back, I'll be nose to the grindstone until Halloween... Wed, 30 Sep 2015 13:56:35 EST When you can't deny that what you hate is working http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6006261 My scale went down again. It went from 190 to 189.6. I know that is not a lot but it's something. And I have to admit it all has to do with tracking/measuring my food. I despise it and I thrown a mini mental hissy fit every meal, but bottom line.... it works. I guess I just hoped that every time I do this that it's going to be the one time that I'm proved right. That me tracking every morsel is actually making things worse. 2 weeks until Vegas and I'm well on my way to losing at least ... Tue, 29 Sep 2015 15:42:12 EST Staying strong http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6005541 Still going strong after getting my mojo back. Was back at the gym this morning for a little weight lifting that I missed greatly. <BR> <BR> If you all remember I had my bike ride for Special Olympics on Friday night and let me tell you... what a night. Word to the wise, ALWAYS check your equipment before doing anything. That being said, I haven't rode my bike at all this year. I did quite a bit last year but I just haven't found the time this year. But when my workout buddy wanted to... Mon, 28 Sep 2015 12:12:05 EST Why I'm glad I didn't weigh myself 2 days ago http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6002678 For the longest time I weighed myself every Monday. Just seemed like the way to start off my week. Well this spring I decided Tuesday was better because the weekends is when I usually splurged a little and that one day in between seemed to make a difference. Then I just stopped weighing myself because I entered in to the deep pit of funkdom and I just didn't want to see the repercussions of my actions. Well I got back on track last week. And I'm not going to lie, my biggest motivation is... Wed, 23 Sep 2015 11:11:31 EST And here I'd almost had myself convinced http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6002060 Here's how much I hate tracking food. Since mid last week I've been rolling around the idea of forgoing the whole tracking thing in favor of just stopping when I 'm full and not eating things I'm not suppose to. I had honestly convinced myself that this was my new plan and that tracking just wasn't for me..... I did this for 5 days. You wanna know what I learned in 5 days. I learned that if I could stop eating when I'm full and I resisted the stuff I knew I shouldn't have I wouldn't be ... Tue, 22 Sep 2015 12:28:34 EST Half Marathon Results and Another Vegas Trip?!?!?! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5997886 Hey peeps. How's your Tuesday going so far? I've got big bosses coming in today so I figured I better write my blog before they get here and I have to behave. <BR> <BR> So first on the agenda, my half marathon. I didn't talk a whole lot about this, mainly because zero training was done. I mean none. I walked some but as for running I 've maybe done 3 miles all summer. It never occurred to me not to do it, but my friend and I's game plan changed day to day. At first, since it was our f... Tue, 15 Sep 2015 11:36:44 EST My one and only plea :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5993405 My friends and I are doing a bike ride for Special Olympics in 2 weeks. Trying to raise some money for the cause. Anything is appreciated. I won't be a pest so this is the only time I'll ask. Thanks peeps!!! <BR> <link>www.firstgiving.com/team/304827 </link> Tue, 8 Sep 2015 12:27:47 EST Sweet Tooth Challenge Day 3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5989523 So my task today is to find a friend to do this journey with me. <BR> <BR> Find a Friend <BR> <BR> Any journey is easier when you have someone else to do it with you. Today, on top of journaling about your food cravings, enlist at least one friend or family member to join you in your quest to cut back on sugar. If you can't find anyone to do it with you, at least find someone you can turn to for support when times get tough. Cutting out sugar isn't easy, and every little bit of encouragem... Wed, 2 Sep 2015 10:41:47 EST Sweet tooth challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5988794 So I've started the Tame Your Sweet Tooth Challenge. Today's task was to journal about your feelings on sweets. Well I won't journal, I just never keep up on it. So instead you lovely people get to see my blog about sweets:) <BR> <BR> First off, I think it stems mostly from my grandparents which in turn started with my grandpa's dad. See, he wouldn't even sit down for dinner until he knew what was for dessert. I never met the man, so I assume this is true. Well since my grandpa grew up... Tue, 1 Sep 2015 11:38:06 EST Reboot time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5988077 I know, I know, how many times am I going to write this blog. As many times as it takes me to figure it, that's how many! This summer has gotten away from me. Every week there was a reason to not watch my calories, not get in my workout.... it's ridiculous. And I'm ashamed to say, most of it was BS. I just wanted an excuse, so I would find one. Well I'm done. I'm rebooting, starting today! <BR> <BR> Course I should mention I already skipped my workout this morning. Yeah, you read tha... Mon, 31 Aug 2015 12:11:21 EST Why I don't need a donut http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5984458 Ode to Donuts <BR> <BR> Though you are just feet away <BR> You will not have any say <BR> <BR> Breakfast I have already made <BR> A much better choice than you I'm afraid <BR> <BR> So you stay right there in that box <BR> Away from me, you shall not outfox! <BR> <BR> Just because there are donuts, does not mean I need one. And I think I officially wasted enough time coming up with that little diddy to get over my craving... Tue, 25 Aug 2015 10:46:16 EST Planning for vacation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5973108 I leave for Nebraska tomorrow after work. We take this trip every year. And every year I make big plans on what I'll do to fit exercise in. Spoiler alert: Exercise never happens. I don't want that to happen this time, but I also don't want my vacation weighed down by forced exercise. I'm thinking a jog one day and maybe 2 days of Tabata. I think that is 3 good days of exercise that I normally wouldn't do on vacation. One day we are going to the zoo so I know I'll at least get my step... Thu, 6 Aug 2015 11:23:16 EST Ronda Rousey http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5972099 Now I know, you are probably sick of hearing this chicks name. She has dominated the news, social media and work place conversations since this weekend. But let's give credit where credit is due...... this girl kicks some serious arse. She is the definition of girl power and the don't understand this and say as much when this is said. She's good, she not only knows this but I think has proved herself at this point. She works her butt off to be good, why can't she say so? I'm not saying ... Tue, 4 Aug 2015 16:08:10 EST Weekend Recap http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5971527 Well as most of you saw on Pep this weekend.... I went fishing instead of getting my steps in. I decided that I will do my very very best during the week, but weekend ( especially during the summer) are for having fun, hanging out with family, and just enjoying life. Not that I don't enjoy exercise. I really do. But seeing my daughters face after catching her 5th, 6th... 7th fish, is just something I can't replace. I don't want to miss that stuff. <BR> <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpe... Mon, 3 Aug 2015 16:30:27 EST 5 pounds loss???? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5969799 Now don't get me wrong, this is exciting... I was ecstatic this morning. But I know most of this loss was just from going back to basics. I stopped with the soda again which means I'm drinking my water. Ever notice that is like the key ingredient in this whole thing? At least it is for me. I should take note when I'm starting to drink less water and drinking more pop. That usually means I'm spiraling into bad habits. The other key component is just getting my 10,000 steps in daily agai... Fri, 31 Jul 2015 14:00:00 EST Still kickin! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5969219 Last night was hard. I was tired, the hubs was tired, and the 5 year old was tired. Which led to a house full of cranky people. But I made dinner, and ate enough to not be hungry but not enough that I felt bloated and I went and got my workout clothes on. As I was lacing up my shoes the Hubs asked what I was doing and I said I'm going to go get my steps in. He asked why I couldn't wait until the little one was in bed. He didn't say it snotty or anything but he routinely asks this like me... Thu, 30 Jul 2015 13:00:37 EST Wait, what! Three blogs this week?!?! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5968657 I know, right? But I found I am more accountable if a blog most days. So sorry to all my Sparkfriends who have to read my ramblings everyday :) <BR> <BR> Went to the fair last night. We were there until 11... on a work night!! I'm exhausted today but it was fun. I drank 64oz of water yesterday so as promised I treated myself to a fair lemonade. I may or may not have also had a caramel apple and a bacon wrapped hot dog..... mostly may. I got 15,000 steps in yesterday too. I feel like ... Wed, 29 Jul 2015 13:19:02 EST 10 Pounds Up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5967959 But if I'm being honest with myself and all of you..... I kinda knew the scale would look like that. My pants that were actually starting to fit perfectly, maybe even loose, were snug again. And shirts that I was finally feeling comfortable to wear in public were put back in the closet in favor of looser clothes. <BR> <BR> I'm not going to stress about it though. That won't make the scale change. I have to make it change! <BR> <BR> Got my 10,000 steps in yesterday. Watched an episode... Tue, 28 Jul 2015 11:28:31 EST My mojo's been missing and I'm gonna force it to come back http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5967394 I've been in a slump for a while now and I'm kinda over it. I think I just needed a break from 6 days of working out, most days logging everything I put in my mouth. Contracting shingles didn't exactly help either since that literally gave me the exact excuse I needed to not workout. And it's been nice sleeping in, ergo I'm having problems getting my butt up to work out since said shingles cleared up. I need to just do it. I have a half marathon in a month and a half and I've done zero ... Mon, 27 Jul 2015 11:43:15 EST 14 Week Challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5940253 This blog has been in the making all week. My computer system was on the fritz and I couldn't get a long enough connectivity to get one out. <BR> <BR> That being said, I really wanted to get my goals out there for the 14 week challenge MOM4HOCKEY set up. I weighed in on Tuesday and disappointingly I was at 183.9, which is 4 lbs up from the last time I weighed myself. I did measurements too, but the task of typing those out right now seems daunting lol. Now for my goals: <BR> <BR> 1. I ... Fri, 5 Jun 2015 13:24:54 EST Holy migraine Batman! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5934661 Now I'm normally someone who stays pretty mum about my migraines. Not that I don't mention them but I really get annoyed by those people that post on Facebook or any other social site how they have the worst migraine blah blah blah . My first thought is, if you really had one, you wouldn't be able to look at your screen, let alone type out that sentence with no spelling errors. I know I shouldn't be so quick to judge. Migraines are so different and even though I can't look at a TV screen ... Tue, 26 May 2015 16:37:29 EST Worried about this weekend... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5931954 And every weekend after that. <BR> <BR> Memorial weekend usually starts off our summer camping. I love it, but with it comes hard to make food choices and not having anyone around to push me to work out. Don't get me wrong there are definitely weekends where I am in the zone and eating great and working out like crazy but those weekend are few and far between. Winter was so much easier. We were at home and I could track and watch shows on the iPad while on the treadmill. I was doing pre... Thu, 21 May 2015 11:15:54 EST Here's the thing about tracking.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5931426 It unintentionally makes you feel better. But the thing is, you don't realize that until you take a break for awhile. I'm not talking a cheat meal or day, I'm saying full out stop tracking for a week or longer. <BR> <BR> I stupidly did this. Since my Vegas Spartan race I pretty much stopped tracking my food. I tried at first to track and it eventually just stopped as I got closer to my Montana Spartan races. And then after I completed those I took a whole week off of everything. Exerci... Wed, 20 May 2015 13:12:33 EST 25 daily pushups! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5930746 That's my goal starting today. I use to do this and when I get pretty good at doing push ups I just stopped.....cuz that makes a whole lotta sense. Then the whole training for Spartan thing started and for whatever reason push ups were just not part of that, even though they seriously needed to be. Then yesterday at boot camp we did five sprints across a school playground with 10 pushups on both sides of the playground. Yeah you did the math right, that's 100 pushups. I struggled and for... Tue, 19 May 2015 10:54:37 EST Thoughts that went through my head during Saturdays Beast..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5926932 I know you are all a little shocked right now as it took me forever to blog after my Vegas Spartan but here I am!!! I have a few pictures to share but I know there will be many more on the horizon. Let's get those out of the way first. <BR> <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/071ada9d-e00f-4151-b3f2-49b82e02df09.jpg"> <BR> Here's our Saturday Beast group. Unfortunately not all of us finished. One of the guys dropped a log on his newly surgically repaired knee at mile 5 and ha... Tue, 12 May 2015 12:02:52 EST Thoughts that went through my head during Saturdays Beast..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5926928 I know you are all a little shocked right now as it took me forever to blog after my Vegas Spartan but here I am!!! I have a few pictures to share but I know there will be many more on the horizon. Let's get those out of the way first. <BR> <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/071ada9d-e00f-4151-b3f2-49b82e02df09.jpg"> <BR> Here's our Saturday Beast group. Unfortunately not all of us finished. One of the guys dropped a log on his newly surgically repaired knee at mile 5 and ha... Tue, 12 May 2015 12:01:27 EST Finally.... I blog!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5923072 I've finally have a moment to sit down and type this out. It has been crazy since I've been back from Vegas and between training, work and the kiddos stuff I just haven't had time. So we'll just get right to the good stuff <BR> <BR> Vegas was awesome! I mean it always is but this is the first time I've gone with friends and not parental units of some kind. Here are some fun pics... <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/3/l938398520.jpg"> <BR> Just Bruce and Bond, no biggi... Tue, 5 May 2015 12:42:03 EST So I kinda forgot my birthday was this weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5908420 You know when you're little and some adult like figure tells you one day your birthday will just be another day and you scoff at them like they've lost their ever loving minds. Yeah well it happens my friends. <BR> <BR> My grandpa called me last night wondering what night I wanted dinner. I'm like, I don't know, what day do you want dinner? He said, well we're having seafood, you like seafood right? It's your birthday dinner. Ohhhhhh that dinner. <BR> <BR> Mentally I prepared for Saturda... Thu, 9 Apr 2015 16:46:17 EST Easter Weekend recap ( Lots of pics) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5907734 So we had a blast in Oregon but as always I feel I need a vacation to recover from vacation. Hit my step goal everyday except when we drove home on Monday. 12 Hours in a car does not make for a good day. Here are my weekend vacation stats for those that didn't see them on Pep. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/9/l894057914.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Did a ton of walking. Either it be by shopping, geo-caching, or just plain old walking. Saturday we did the most. Between geo-cac... Wed, 8 Apr 2015 13:16:59 EST What an absolutely awful weekend, time to reboot http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5902292 My plan was to do another 30 days of tracking and staying in my range 6/7 days. That went straight to hell this past week. <BR> <BR> It started Friday night. Lorelei's last ice skating lesson was that night so my sister came, and my parents came to watch her. I was suppose to go on a run right after the lessons were over, I was even in my workout clothes already. Well than my parents wanted to go to dinner. They kinda guilt tripped me and I kinda let them. I canceled with my running b... Mon, 30 Mar 2015 12:08:40 EST What a week so far http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5898810 It's only Tuesday and I'm ready for it to be Friday! <BR> <BR> Little one stayed home sick yesterday. This did not fit into my "plan". I could never be a stay at home mom, or work at home mom. I have neither the motivation nor desire to do anything but watch Netflix and snack on anything that doesn't require cooking. I did make it my to my month of tracking all the food. But I'll get to that later, more importantly as soon as that month was up, I was like yeah eat all the food!!!! So n... Tue, 24 Mar 2015 12:12:12 EST What a Busy Weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5894099 This weekend just zoomed by. Seems like we had something planned for every minute. Good news I stayed on track. We'll get that out of the way first. Here are my weekend stats.... <BR> <BR> Friday <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l1183976492.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Saturday <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/7/l1771748753.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Sunday <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l1163304109.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I'm tel... Mon, 16 Mar 2015 17:22:50 EST Checking in... I'm still crabby http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5892243 I can see why normally I throw in the towel by now, I'm so crabby I'm getting on my own nerves lol. I know it's just like anything else, I need to just make it through this and I'll even out but.... it's so hard ( said in a pouty whiny voice). I did crack last night though. My mom is watching little one today so she thought it wouldn't just be easier if she spent the night. So we took her over there and they invited us out to Chinese. I wolfed my plate down. I usually take a to go box h... Fri, 13 Mar 2015 11:28:34 EST Daily update and my weigh in http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5890453 Well the scale didn't move. I'm not really feeling anything about it. I'm glad it didn't go up. Little sad it didn't go down, but mostly happy it didn't go up lol. Though it might go down a little since I worked my butt of last week. Got my weekly status update from FitBit and it's probably the best week I've had <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/9/l1913457674.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Although I'll be honest, I don't completely understand how the calorie deficient thing works... Tue, 10 Mar 2015 11:53:15 EST Weigh in debate and weekend update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5889876 Hey all! <BR> <BR> Weekend went ok. My prime rib was super yummy on Saturday. Surprisingly I only went over 500 and some calories. Still a lot but I didn't get my steps in either. Which I'm kind of regretting now. If I had gotten those in I don't think my overage would have been that high. Oh well. Here's my Fri- Sun stats... <BR> <BR> Friday <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/9/l1921893258.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Saturday <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.spar... Mon, 9 Mar 2015 12:47:06 EST At the 2 week mark.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5888265 And I'm getting cranky and really craving anything and everything. This is where I usually quit. I'll cave and just end up going through the kitchen like the damn Tasmanian Devil. But I washed my jeans last night and accidentally put them in the dryer ( don't worry I'm going somewhere with this). I realized my mistake too late. You see I just let my jeans air dry because if I put them in the dryer I can never fit in them right for what seems like weeks because they "shrink" in the dryer. ... Fri, 6 Mar 2015 16:57:57 EST Daily check in http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5886937 Yesterday went pretty good. Doing really good on getting my steps in this week. I can thank Netflix for that. I've made this deal with myself. Instead of lounging on the couch watch episode after episode on Netflix, I watch it while I'm on the treadmill. Well I started Once Upon A Time yesterday and I'm hooked. So needless to say I'm staying on the treadmill longer than normal so I can watch just one more episode. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/4/l14088660... Wed, 4 Mar 2015 12:59:51 EST Quick Daily Check In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5886402 Quick update for yesterday. Was doing pretty good until the kiddo wanted to go to Pizza Hut to get her free Book It pizza. Ordered their Buffalo Chicken salad. Logged it and it only came in at 780 calories. I do not think that is right since there was a ton of dressing and cheese. So I didn't put too much stock in still being over 500 and some calories. Went a little farther in my mileage than usual. Some of the gals I workout with in the mornings are having a step off and it sure mot... Tue, 3 Mar 2015 18:02:13 EST Weekend update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5885727 Hey all! Hope everyone's weekend was great. Mine was so-so. Went by too fast, as usual. As predicted I did not get my 10,000 steps on Friday. I was just wiped from the whole week and I thought to myself, self- you said you only needed to hit 6/7 days for your steps, take this as your day. And I did. I stay in my calorie range though! <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/4/l942083128.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Saturday didn't do a whole lot. But we usually go out to eat Sat... Mon, 2 Mar 2015 17:18:24 EST