POETLKNG2LOSE's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=POETLKNG2LOSE POETLKNG2LOSE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ We Must Be One http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6012431 Oh the hurt and pain <BR> Tears fall like rain <BR> Oh my aching heart <BR> Being torn apart <BR> <BR> Makes me want to cry <BR> I keep asking why <BR> Why can't we get along? <BR> Together we are strong <BR> <BR> Jesus wanted it <BR> Why are we fighting it? <BR> We should be one <BR> Like the Father and the Son <BR> <BR> Holding each other up <BR> Drinking from the same cup <BR> Encouraging not fighting <BR> Or back biting <BR> <BR> Unity not division <BR> That was His decision <BR> Humb... Fri, 9 Oct 2015 23:39:33 EST Surgeon and Math http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6011311 Well I went to see the surgeon today and he thinks I have a frozen shoulder and is sending me back to therapy. I feel like I am going around in circles here. I did that already and did not get nowhere before! He thinks he got rid of the arthritis I had when he did the surgery. What a bunch of poppy cock! As if I can afford to keep going to therapy even! What does he know about being hard up with how much he charges a person. As far as math it took my daughter helping me out to finally answer ... Wed, 7 Oct 2015 23:39:36 EST Failed! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6009407 I had two things going good in my life. One was my healthy lifestyle and the other was my classes. Now I am down to only my healthy lifestyle. I have already failed in my algebra class. I have got an F after doing 50 problems, 1 quiz, and 1 exam. Failed because I can not understand it at all. It makes me frustrated and angry. Sometimes I lash out at my own daughter. This class is very hard and stressful. I am a writer not a mathematician or genius. My daughter failed 3 times in Algebra and no... Sun, 4 Oct 2015 23:27:46 EST Life is Looking Rather Grim Now http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5996658 It seems I have prayed and prayed for my circumstances to change. They changed but not for the better. I still have no job and now cannot work until I have full mobility in my arm. Now almost all of my CD's are gone. I had to take out 2000 dollars out of savings just to live on. Yet the stupid bureaucratic government wants me to prove that I am in hardship in order not to have to pay the penalty. Well it will be a hardship when I can no longer pay my taxes and I am forced to leave and become ... Sun, 13 Sep 2015 14:15:53 EST Updates on My Life So Far http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5947212 Well the first thing is that I seem to keep losing too much and being underweight. This week I am five pounds under my goal weight. Meaning I will have to eat more and do less cardio this week. I have decided to only do 3 days of cardio and 4 of strength. I am trying to get my fiber in range but my sodium was over the top all week. Part of the problem was that some of the food we ate was high in sodium and also because we were short on food and I had to buy pizza to tide us over. <BR> <BR> I... Thu, 18 Jun 2015 12:17:38 EST Fiber Finally In Range Today. Underweight, and Class http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5940796 Today I finally got the maximum amount of grams for my fiber. I have been having trouble getting enough fiber in my diet. Some days I am really low and sometimes i am short on protein. Most days my calcium is not in range either and I do not even track the rest of the nutrients because most recipes only have the protein, calories, fiber, fat, potassium, and calcium sometimes. So how is one supposed to figure out the rest? I am underweight yet and trying to eat 1400-1800 instead of 1200-16000 ... Sat, 6 Jun 2015 16:43:59 EST Othopedist Appointment and Underweight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5935966 Well I weighed myself yesterday and now I am a pound under my goal weight. So now I am trying to eat a little more to get it back up there. My arm is still hurting so I am going to see an orthopedist next week. It is hard to even do any strength training the way it is now. Sometimes I have to stop typing and put heat on it more than once a day. I have to log my calories yet so I will make this one short. Thu, 28 May 2015 23:15:53 EST Computer and Class Trouble and Overeating again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5934675 Well today I did not have supper yet and I only have 240 or 280 calories to go. I made a bad choice again when i went shopping. I had already bought a Subway sub at Walmart. But I went to McDonalds and got a coffee and a dollar McChicken sandwich without the mayonnaise. And i bought an apple to eat with it. My very first mistake of the day was not eating breakfast. I thought I could get away with eating both. I also ate a gluten free protein and fiber bar at the Dollar Tree too. I will not do... Tue, 26 May 2015 17:22:38 EST Tired and Lawn Mower Problems http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5932108 I did not sleep well last night and could not drink too much coffee this morning. I had to go with my daughter to Green Bay; she had another procedure done and she needed to be sedated for it. I was half asleep on the ride down there and back. This week our lawn mower decided not to work. We pulled and pulled the choke and it does not work. The guy from our church who fixed it before thought we needed a whole new choke thing for it. My neighbor who tried to fix it a couple days ago thinks we ... Thu, 21 May 2015 16:46:50 EST First Day of BLC 28 and School http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5931618 Today was the first day of the BLC and I lost a pound this week and am at 110 now. I want to try and work on getting all my fiber but I was only at 18 today. I also was way over my sodium limit and under in protein too. I eat prunes now for fiber so i do not get all bound up. But I am not going to eat a whole bag of them and have to run to the bathroom either. LOL I am surprised that i even lost with eating the way i did at the retreat. <BR> <BR> There I had brought some snacks to eat on and... Wed, 20 May 2015 20:55:39 EST Fall, Interviews, and Ladies retreat http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5925280 Well I have to wait until my shoulder heals up now since I took a tumble Thursday night. I took the dog out and tripped over this rock or piece of cement on the ground. The dog was good she just stood there and waited until I got up. My shoulder is still sore and I cannot do my exercises either. Today I feel it in my neck too I really banged up my body. I did the native interview but it did not go as well as I thought. The store owner could not provide me with enough information about any int... Sat, 9 May 2015 10:49:51 EST BLC and Computer Trouble http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5923977 This is the third week of BLC for beginners and returning people; next week the real thing starts. I stayed in my range of calories today despite eating snacks from Brookside. I love their chocolate covered berries and pomegranate! But I love anything chocolate. I am down to 112 almost to my goal weight again. The new doctor still is preaching about exercise and healthy life style. I am doing all that already. I do not have money to eat fast food all the time anyway. I am still going to thera... Wed, 6 May 2015 23:19:49 EST Trouble With Transporation Coordinator and 2 Assignments and BLC sign up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5911824 Well I decided to go back into BLC this year and be held accountable again. I seem to be good for a while then I get depressed or bored and eat more than I should. I also have to balance my carbohydrates, proteins, and fiber better. I am either getting loose bowels or diarrhea; or I am getting constipated now. I think I might have trouble with IBS like my daughter too. I have a lot of gas problems. I think we might lose our van transportation on Tuesdays. Now the coordinator has come up with ... Wed, 15 Apr 2015 13:23:35 EST Result of urogynecologist visit and down two pills http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5909098 Well my new doctor sent a message through her nurse that I am to stop taking my furesomide. <BR> I went to urogynecologist on Wednesday. They did not find any bladder infection. They said the channel or thing that connects the bladder to the urethra is either weak or broken. He suggested I could do nothing, do therapy, or do surgery. I decided on physical therapy to strengthen it. I start on it on the 22nd of this month. That is the anniversary date of when me and my late husband married. It... Fri, 10 Apr 2015 21:45:44 EST Two Assignments This Week and New Dress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5907257 I have 2 assignments this week; one is a group one and the other is writing about my worldview again. I got a great deal on a dress today at Younkers. It was originally 54 dollars. It was marked down to $39.99. The sales clerk gave me the 35 percent off even though I did not have a coupon. I got it for 25 instead plus tax. It is in a size Petite Large too. So tell me how can I be 200 pounds like the doctor says? If I was I would not even be able to get it over my shoulders. Tue, 7 Apr 2015 18:56:49 EST Gain This Week Hallejuhah Song and Class http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5905930 I had a gain of a pound this week I went from 115 to 116. I want to get down to 110 where I can fit into all those clothes I wore before. We sang the Hallelujah song in church today. It was beautiful! It made me cry. I turned in my assignment for this week already. The professor said I could go to a Jehovah Witnesses church or Mormon for the assignment. We have Jehovah Witnesses in Marinette so that will work. I do not know about any museum here though. We only have the Bayer Museum where the... Sun, 5 Apr 2015 16:41:24 EST Reweigh Tomorrow, New Class and New Doctor http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5903798 I will have to weigh myself again tomorrow. The scale kept jumping around again. I do not think I lost 5 pounds cause I did not exercise enough. I am in a new class now having to do with Intercultural Communications. I have to write a paper about the demographics of Peshtigo, I also have to interview a native here, an immigrant, and a visitor later on. The two assignments that I might not get full points on are an ethnic church observation and a cultural museum visit. I am supposed to attend ... Wed, 1 Apr 2015 20:40:01 EST Changing Doctors, Endoscopy results, and other stuff http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5896664 I lost 3 pounds this week and am down to 120 now. I only walked and ate less because we did not have many snacks in the house to eat. I went to have my endoscopy done yesterday. The experience was a lot nicer than the last one I had. They found scarring or something and widened it. I am changing doctors because mine simply did not do anything for me. She said to go and have just liquids whenever I encounter the problem with IBS. What is that going to do? It will not make it go away.My acid r... Fri, 20 Mar 2015 20:04:58 EST Feeling Depressed and Waiting http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5893008 I am feeling kind of depressed about my future right now. I seem to be stagnant unable to make any progress when it comes to getting a job or getting published at all. I am waiting for a person from my church to call me back; not that deacon. He has a lot of answering to do. Where does he get off thinking he is so high and holy? There is only one who is really holy and sinless and it is Jesus. I do not even feel like talking to him after what he pulled last week. I am struggling with this les... Sat, 14 Mar 2015 20:37:52 EST Updates http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5892486 Well I lost a pound this week which I have to log in yet. We ended up going to my friends Pentecostal church on Sunday morning. The other lady is back from her family excursion now; and I will ask her to take us to church. The professor is really being a stick in the mud. He told me in an email that even the titles are supposed to be alphabetized . In other words I guess he wants me go by the first letter of the first word in a title and put that first. What a pile of poppy cock! Our friends... Fri, 13 Mar 2015 21:26:56 EST Cancellation, and uncooperative church deacon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5886575 I had to cancel my chiropractic appointment for today because of the weather. I did not know if the van would be able to come or not. I rescheduled it for next Thursday. We have a deacon in our church who is very unwilling to help us out with rides. It seems whenever the other two women are out of town he cannot be relied on to call you back with an answer. One of the ladies fell down on the ice a few weeks ago and broke bones in her leg. She is recovering in a nursing home now. The other lad... Tue, 3 Mar 2015 23:49:34 EST Debt Collectors and sore back http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5883927 Well they are at it again harassing me with letters and phone calls. Trying to get their money again. I took everything out of the other bank and put all but 100 dollars in my checking account. I have no other CD's left. After this it is down to the IRA's. I was told that they cannot touch my checking account. I also had another crank caller pretending to be an IRS agent and telling me to call in 48 hours or else. When it rains it pours around here. Part of our computer desk fell down last ni... Fri, 27 Feb 2015 20:51:30 EST Results of Doctor Visit and Weight Loss http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5882593 Well I am taking antibiotics for a bladder infection now. I only take them for 3 days. They found blood and white cells in my urine. I also have to go in and have an endoscopy for my acid re-flux problem in March. I lost another pound and the professor says the problem is with my punctuation in my references. Wed, 25 Feb 2015 15:55:42 EST Update on Doctor and Problem with Professor http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5881420 I was supposed to go to the doctor today but had to cancel because of the cold weather. I will see her on Wednesday. Having a conflict in my new class with my professor. He graded one of my papers and commented on the references. I had the references in APA format and he keeps saying that they are wrong. In the first place in the assignment before this it said APA was not needed. So why is he complaining? I have a praise though; my grade went up from a B+ to an A- this week. Mon, 23 Feb 2015 20:42:30 EST Doctor's Visit, Class, and Weight Loss http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5879649 Well I lost about 2 pounds this past week even though I did not exercise much. It has been exceptionally cold here this week. I am going to see my doctor on Monday. I have been having trouble swallowing food the last couple of days. I also had very bad hearetburn yesterday. I think the heartburn was from the coffee I drank.; It is very strong and I only used 3 scoops! I got the coffee from my pastor and his wife. They roast therir own coffee and sell it. They sell more than one brand of coff... Fri, 20 Feb 2015 22:46:43 EST Change Is Hard http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5874682 It is hard to change your habits when you get stuck in a rut, That seems to be my problem of late. I started out good then went back to the same old way again. I have not donny exercise today yet and I have to go to a Ladies meeting at my friend's church tonight yet. Today is the day when I see if their attitudes towards me have changes since I was there over a year ago. I went with my friend to their prayer meeting and the other ladies seemed to ignore me the whole time. I planned on going t... Thu, 12 Feb 2015 18:57:11 EST Another Day Forward and Stuff of Life http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5859870 I got all my exercising done already. I went back to Beach Body today; I am going to start back slowly. I did not do the floor workout of the Booty Sculpt; my abs are not that strong yet. It will take a while for me to get it back. I am down to 141.8 now less than 2 pounds but still a loss. <BR> Have to think of which book I want to write a book review about for our writers group next month. I also have to write a devotion yet for our group next month. PowerPoint did not go so well. I wanted ... Wed, 21 Jan 2015 21:52:06 EST Know It Alls http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5858335 Have you ever tried to talk to someone and they acted like they knew it all? Well that was my experience today. I went to the chiropractor to get adjusted and one of the receptionists started talking. I was telling her about the recipes on SparkPeople and she responded that some of the stuff in them was not good for the body. Like fat free or sugar free or low fat stuff; she said the body does not know how to digest them. She said she eats high fat foods and exercises the calories off. She s... Mon, 19 Jan 2015 22:47:41 EST Weight Loss http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5854637 Well i lost 1.2 pounds this week when i weighed myself. Good thing we had most of the stuff for the haystack supper today. tomorrow a friend is taking us out to eat and I will get the few ingredients i need for my strogranoff meal. Got the haystacks from the Amish cookbook of my mother. tomorrow I will share some of the sayings in the book. Some are funny and others are good advice. Need to get to my assignment now and read papers. Wed, 14 Jan 2015 22:04:49 EST Long Road Back http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5853887 Well I did the leg workout today from Sparks and it was hard. I cannot kneel down on my knees anymore. When i do I am in excruciating pain. Jenny says it must be from arthritis.. I weigh myself tomorrow and will get more cardio in cause I have to walk to the store. I misplaced my weekly menu and could not find the recipe for supper. We had to order out. Tue, 13 Jan 2015 22:47:11 EST How Weak I Am! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5852214 I did the core worlout from Sparks and I could not raise myself off the floor very much. my strength in the core is very weak. It will be a long time before I get back to Jillian Michael's workout again. Almost done with assignment just need to look up one reference. Sun, 11 Jan 2015 22:20:14 EST Starting Over and Assignment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5850684 Well I am on a journey to lose weight and tone up again. I gained 20 pounds since last year and lost most of my strength in my arms and legs. I have to start from scratch now. I am using 1 pound weights and working up from there. I 8am doing 10 minute sessions of strenght training . I shoveled snow today and yesterday I did a Sparkpeople vidoe for cardio. I will work back up to my kickboxing again. i am working on an assignment for class having to do with prime-yime dramas. I chose CSI but I ... Fri, 9 Jan 2015 22:51:25 EST Waiting, Out of Control, and Writing a Novel http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5836005 I hate waiting around for someone to finish part of the assignment. Outline is done and the other person is working on the play now. Just wish she would hurry it up. Tomorrow is a busy day. Church in the morning and at night we have our Christmas concert. So not much time in between. My diet is a total flop. i am totally out of control yet with eating. The only thing that is going well yet is my grades. i got an A last week on my one assignment and A's on both assignments this week. My sister... Sat, 20 Dec 2014 19:14:31 EST Christmas Update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5835085 Well i got an A on the assignment about a multiteam group. Only between the professor and the Loud Cloud assignment instructions I did not get it 100 percent right. I was supposed to write about a team that was composed of different people like in my university. I was supposed to write about each ones different jobs. But the assignments are never clear enough. I just sent in two this last time. One about a feature story on an issue in our community and another about writing out two print stor... Thu, 18 Dec 2014 20:06:18 EST Poem i wrote about mother http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5823561 <BR> <BR> <BR> Shattered <BR> <BR> Like glass falling on the floor <BR> Scattering everywhere <BR> A thousand little fragments <BR> Tiny shards of memory <BR> <BR> Moments etched in time <BR> Forever in my mind <BR> Her laugh and her smile <BR> Imbedded in my heart <BR> <BR> The way she held my hand <BR> Playing cards with her <BR> Eating meals together <BR> Her simple words of thanks <BR> <BR> The funny ... Wed, 26 Nov 2014 22:32:12 EST Mom's Death and Dysfunctional Family and Other Things http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5823550 Well we are still grieving my mother's death; she was a sweet lady. My sister Carol talked about how she changed after she became a Christian. That she had such a sweet spirit all the time. I will miss her dearly. Our family is still dysfunctional. My sister Shirley refuses to forgive us; she hardly talked to me at the funeral. She does not even act like a Christian anymore. the Bible says we will know them by their fruits. Well hers are rotten so that means she is not one of us. god pointe... Wed, 26 Nov 2014 22:04:04 EST Having A Bad Week In Class and Gaining Weight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5789921 Well I am so very disgruntled, upset. irritated and disgusted. This week we are supposed to be doing a group project for Public Relations. We have not even started it yet because the third member is not responding. She does not post in our group forum. So how in the world can we get anything started?!! And there is only 3 of us in it too and the assignment is huge. I will be very upset if we get a poor grade on it. I am gaining too much weight and not exercising. A lot of my clothes do not fi... Tue, 30 Sep 2014 18:32:22 EST Bible Study and Dentist Appointment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5766820 We have been going through a bible study on perfectionism these past couple months. I have been learning a lot about myself as well. How hard I am on myself and my daughter at times. It is a hard habit to break. I still spend too much time doing school work than housework. I still chastise myself when i make mistakes. And I still spend too much time on computer games to try to avoid reality. I still want to get A's all the time; to prove myself to others. Thursday I go to Appleton to get a de... Mon, 25 Aug 2014 15:41:53 EST Doctors Visit and Grade on Assignment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5761038 Well i went to the doctor yesterday to get help for my bladder trouble. She prescribed Oxybutin and told me to cut back on my coffee. Ouch! I love my coffee. I can drink a whole pot of it myself. I will never cut it out completely cause then i would be a bear. I am down to 3 cups now instead of 6. Also she wants me to wear support hose or stockings. I have some but one one leg it cut into my leg under the knee. I got an A on my assignment for last week. I just turned in my photograph one toni... Sat, 16 Aug 2014 20:44:01 EST Doctors Scales and other things http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5758213 I am so mad at the huge difference between my scale and the doctors. Mine said 123.4 when i weighed on it now. According to the doctors scale I was weighed at 197 pounds! That was on the 29th of last month! If i was that heavy i would not even be able to fit into the clothes i can still wear yet. Of course some do not fit because i gained too much weight; but not that much! T%hat is why i never even look at it anymore. It just makes me mad. In my last class I did a brochure about SparkPeople.... Tue, 12 Aug 2014 11:10:42 EST Time To Catch Up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5757925 Well I am sorry that i have been a no show for months here. I can only say that I got lazy and distracted by my school work again. I have gained weight and i intend to try and change that. But first I have to line up my day so I do not spend so much time with class. It seems i am once more being taken over by it. And the house is in disarray again. My left leg is getting better now. Have been seeing a therapist for it. Went to a dental place in Oconto a few weeks back. Very bad experience the... Mon, 11 Aug 2014 23:21:37 EST Thanks For Prayers and Weight Gain And Philosophy Class http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5712285 I want to thank all of you on Sparks who prayed for my daughter before. It turned out to be just a muscle sprain and nothing more but it was a wake up call for her to lose weight. I have some serious losing to do yet. I cannot fit into my clothes from last year and my daughter says she is disappointed in me too. Lately I have been feeling depressed and have no ambition to really do anything. Now I am in Philosophy and it is much harder than my other classes were. I have to write a paper abou... Fri, 6 Jun 2014 18:06:51 EST Prayer Needed For My Daughter Jennifer http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5696496 Everyone on Sparks who knows Jennifer please keep her in prayer as she went to the emergency room today. She might have a possible blood clot in her left leg. She told me it was hurting her really bad before she called the doctor. I am so scared right now. This waiting is so hard not knowing. She has the cell phone and she will call when she can. Fri, 16 May 2014 15:17:44 EST Back Story and Authentiity http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5691407 Well the misunderstanding is cleared up now i think; the pastor talked to the lady and then she called me the net day. Jennifer finally got her room more organized and less messy. I am depressed cause i do not think i will be able to go to camp again cause of my hand and the pain in my back and leg. Something i look forward to is gone. I am learning how to be real and authentic in out bible study and be more open with others. In church Wednesday night i explained how i was a pacifist and woul... Fri, 9 May 2014 15:45:32 EST Procrastination My Biggest Enemy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5685230 In the battle with my weight and with my whole life procrastination is my number 1 problem. I keep putting things off until it is too late or i have to do it. It is the number 1 reason i sometimes send in bill payments late cause i put if off and then forget where i stored the bills until the due date is past. I keep putting off going back to losing weight until tomorrow and here it is and i did not do anything yet. It is the reason i am not moving forward in my writing cause i do not spend t... Thu, 1 May 2014 20:15:35 EST Depressed Over Church Issue And My Friend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5683423 I am depressed today because the issue with the lady from church still is not resolved, We sent her a card yesterday telling her that we were thinking and praying for her and we have not heard from her yet. We think another party from church who is very close to her influenced her, It is a sad state of affairs not to be able to go to church, I hope after the anniversary of his death that the lady starts to rethink everything that she said and realize it was just a misunderstanding between her... Tue, 29 Apr 2014 19:01:29 EST Trying To Write More http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5681214 I have decided that it is time i hone my writing skills again in preparation for getting published in the future. I am in the process of writing a poem about me and my daughter. It is going slowly cause i want it to be from the heart and original. I have spent too much time playing games and not enough time writing and reading. Tomorrow i will start writing down what i eat as well and do some exercise. Sat, 26 Apr 2014 21:32:20 EST Misunderstandings and Spring http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5680536 First I would like to know what ever happened to out spring in Wisconsin? We get a day or 2 when it is warm and then it gets cold and even rainy or snow. I am so tired of the snow and even the rain. I long for warm weather again. Secondly, once more we will not be going to church on Sunday because of a misunderstanding between the woman who takes us to church most of the time and my daughter. She took my daughter down to see the doctor this morning because of the tick bite and said she wold b... Fri, 25 Apr 2014 21:18:30 EST Everything But The Kitchen Sink http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5680422 I have too much to talk about to put it all in the title this time. On top of everything else now I have to replace the ceiling light in the kitchen now. The wire is frayed and the lights no longer come on. I have to have our pastor come and put it up after i get it from Walmart. I could have had it today if i had not forgotten my identification for my check book. Discover is after me to pay 600 or 700 a month and i cannot do it. We are working on cleaning the house yet and God told me that t... Fri, 25 Apr 2014 18:00:12 EST Another Month Of Therapy, Pain, and Typing http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5663857 Well i have another month of therapy then i will be done. I am in pain tonight from my leg and back. If therapy does not work i will have to go to see a chiropractor. Supposed to have more snow tomorrow. Bah! I hate the stuff! i want spring to come. It looks like i can finally type with the left hand and no pain so back to school i go after this. i will have a lot of catching up to do now. Thu, 3 Apr 2014 22:26:28 EST