PBAILEY06's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=PBAILEY06 PBAILEY06's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Non Scale Victories http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5884477 So my weight is up. I'm disappointed but not really surprised. I've had a lot going on lately, but I've also figured some things out. <BR> <BR> I've been hung up a while on why I lost weight so well when I first joined spark and why I'm struggling now. Well, its because I treated it like a diet. I was strict, followed all my plans and lost weight. but I didn't really focus on making permanent healthy changes. <BR> <BR> I've been making a lot better choices lately. I am seeing differen... Sat, 28 Feb 2015 21:36:46 EST Pretty good weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5881096 I didn't spend too much time playing minecraft <em>20</em> . Saturday was very rainy and cold out, so got home activity done, but not really active enough to count as exercise. <BR> <BR> Sunday I roasted a chicken, my first, it came out pretty well. The chicken was nice and juicy but the vegetables were a little bland, next time I will up the spices some more. The recipe used chicken stock with a little orange juice. I didn't taste any citrus, so next time I'll increase it. <BR> <... Mon, 23 Feb 2015 11:11:13 EST Great MD appointment today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5878750 I was worried, my doctor doesn't always listen as well as I would like her to. I've considered looking for another doctor but decided that maybe I could improve my communication too. <BR> <BR> Well, today went really well. She listened to what I was saying about my pain and I felt she really understood how frustrated I was. So we talked about what meds I'm on and where we can try some changes for improvement. <BR> <BR> So hopefully the changes we are making will help with the pain. If... Thu, 19 Feb 2015 12:02:41 EST Recommitment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5878078 I've been here before. But one of the motivational items I received from another Spark member a while ago has a line on it "you are human, you will fail sometimes. Nothing worth achieving is ever going to be easy or happen straight away. JUST KEEP GOING!" <BR> <BR> I am shifting my plan though. <BR> <BR> I recently started getting back into yoga. I'm going to continue going in this direction, even if it means I may have to drop some other exercises for a bit until I get times figured ou... Wed, 18 Feb 2015 11:44:09 EST Thank you everyone! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5877419 Thank you everyone for your posts and support. Being the Leader in the Spotlight came at the perfect time when I was really feeling down and out. But I'm back up and moving now. <BR> <BR> Tue, 17 Feb 2015 12:17:37 EST So Frustrated!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5875867 And my weight is up again. Again, I'm losing and gaining the same 2 lbs. <BR> <BR> I have some good non-scale victories. My clothes are fitting better. I'm feeling better. I'm getting back into yoga. I purchased a heart rate monitor and have been paying more attention to getting in more cardio. But I really feel like I am letting my team, and myself, down. <BR> <BR> But, and there is always a but, I had some painful days with my back this week. I know I console myself with chocolate... Sat, 14 Feb 2015 21:49:38 EST What a great weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5872425 I grew up in the North, and sometimes I miss it a lot. But not when they are still covered in snow and we are hitting Spring here in the South. I do wish I lived a little more in the middle where we get some snow but not as much as we did when I lived in New York. <BR> <BR> So I was able to start prepping my garden for spring planting. I got all three cleaned out and fed. Then I shredded some leaves and covered them again as I have a few more weeks before I can start planting. I have a ... Mon, 9 Feb 2015 10:25:46 EST Its a conspiracy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5870632 I've been weighing myself daily. I know my weight with fluctuate but I just wanted to see what was going on. <BR> <BR> And all week my weight has been creeping back up! I swear its my scale plotting for me to have a higher weight on weigh in day. <BR> <BR> Seriously though, I have no idea why this happens. I don't see any trends in my diet or exercise routine that would cause this. My sodium intake hasn't gone up. I haven't started any new exercise. <BR> <BR> if this continues, I'm ... Fri, 6 Feb 2015 11:13:15 EST Weekend recovery http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5867787 I had a crazy weekend and did get some things done: <BR> <BR> 1. Buy a heart monitor. I finally got out and did this. I wanted one because I was estimating calories burned both on my walks and on the rebounder. I used it as I did the bike last night and it reported more calories burned than the bike's computer did. <BR> <BR> 2. Roast a turkey. I'm trying to expand what my family eats. We tend to eat chicken all the time so I'm working on more days with fish and vegetarian and though... Mon, 2 Feb 2015 10:35:52 EST Not suprised http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5866805 My weight was up a little. As I said, I think I'm bouncing around the same pound or two. I lose it one week and gain it back the next. I wish I could be surprised but I'm not, I haven't been consistent. <BR> <BR> I started using the rebounder more today. And tomorrow I think I'm going to pick up a heart rate monitor to make sure I'm hitting my goals too. As I said previously, I just don't think the walking is giving me what I need. I also need to get back into strength training. I'm... Sat, 31 Jan 2015 22:54:10 EST Like a rollercoaster http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5865999 Was doing well earlier this week and crashed today. I woke up hurting, came to work hurting and just said "screw it" and indulged at lunch. I know one bad meal does not break you but did I have to do it the day before weigh in? Oh well, tonight I'll have soup or something else light for dinner to balance it out. <BR> <BR> I seem to be bouncing around the same few pounds. I lose a few, I gain a few. I've weighed less in the past few years, so I know I can get there. I've been letting my... Fri, 30 Jan 2015 14:56:46 EST Feeling good http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5863700 I'm optimistic that my new physical therapy is helping with my hip/back pain. I'm focusing more on stretching twice a day and the pain seems to be less. I know I need to strengthen my core to help support my SI joint, but I'm working on finding that balance between the stretching to relieve the pain and the strengthening. <BR> <BR> I tried out my mini trampoline for the first time last night. The DVD that came with it is harder than it looks, I did 15 minutes of it and then cooled down. ... Tue, 27 Jan 2015 11:00:56 EST crazy few days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5861009 So they closed my son's school for Thursday and Friday because about 30% of the kids and teachers are sick with the flu. Thankfully my family is healthy. But I had to take yesterday off work to stay home with him. Dad took him to work today. <BR> <BR> I did get a bunch of cleaning done at least. And tried a new chicken recipe. My rebounder also came in. I did a short work out on it but I need to still do some more research. <BR> <BR> Of course my child LOVES it. We had a big talk abo... Fri, 23 Jan 2015 13:19:32 EST Biggest supporter http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5857442 My spark coach task today is to blog about who has been my biggest weight loss supporter. My friends here on spark people have been my biggest support. My husband supports me but also holds me back, I think due to his own battles with weight. For example, he says he supports me having time to exercise, but it's hard to get him to get our son ready and in bed so I can actually do it. It's a huge help to know I can come on spark and touch base with people who are in the same boat as me. An... Sun, 18 Jan 2015 21:43:03 EST Non scale victories http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5854282 I stepped on the scale today. I know I shouldn't have, my weigh in isn't until Saturday. But I had hoped to see a difference. I didn't. So I'm going to focus on my non scale victories: <BR> <BR> 1. I'm walking further and faster. <BR> 2. I have less hip pain. <BR> 3. My clothes fit better. <BR> 4. I feel good about the foods I'm eating and the foods my family is eating. (Side note, tried a new chicken recipe that the picky boy actually ate the other day!!!) <BR> 5. My hair and nail... Wed, 14 Jan 2015 11:56:49 EST New walking plan http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5853625 New plan started today. I will walk my usual route, but designate 30 minutes for my walk and see how far I can go. I hoping this will help me build up my speed. <BR> <BR> Previously I was walking a set distance (1.44 miles) and logging the time. But the faster I did it, the less minutes I was posting. So this way I have a set time and work on intensity, plus the 30 minutes is longer than it usually takes me. So today when I mapped my route for 30 minutes, I walked about 1.9 miles instead... Tue, 13 Jan 2015 15:20:47 EST Influencing people around me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5851983 My spark coach blog today is about how my changes affect people around me. I have blogged about this before. I'm seeing positive change in my sons choices. Saw this again yesterday while grocery shopping, he reminded me we were out if yogurt and asked for oranges. My husband is seeing me exercise and is saying that he wants to do more to. Sun, 11 Jan 2015 17:12:39 EST Weekly goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5851090 Spark coach blog task today is to think about what I want to accomplish this week. My goal this week is to increase how often I use the recumbent bike. I've had it for a few years and haven't gotten into it. But lately the weather has been too cold to do my usual walks, so the bike is my back up. <BR> <BR> I also found a 30- day yoga program in YouTube that I stared yesterday. I don't know if I can do it every day with my hip pain right now, but it is something I am very interested in ... Sat, 10 Jan 2015 13:40:02 EST Friday reflections http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5850340 Hooray its Friday and tomorrow is the first weigh in for the 5% Winter Challenge. I'm excited. <BR> <BR> This week I've focused on getting back on track. Over the break I was keeping up with some of my changes but not full force. It was nice to find that getting back full force wasn't a struggle, I just needed to do it. <BR> <BR> I weighed in for my work's weight challenge today, and weigh out is in the Fall. Because I'm obese, if I lose 5% of my weight, I will get a 25.00 gift card, ... Fri, 9 Jan 2015 12:53:18 EST Back on track http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5846729 I've been doing well the last few days and feel like I'm finally getting back on track. At the end of the last 5% challenge, I was exercising about an hour a day and was consistent too. This week is my week to get back up there before the winter challenge starts. <BR> <BR> Even though it is less than 32 degrees out today, the wind was calm so I went for a walk. While I was walking I thought of something my son has started saying. He says when he is running around he isn't burning energy,... Mon, 5 Jan 2015 13:59:50 EST Spark coach blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5845853 Today's task is to complete the thought "I am very good at blank (exercise related) but need to work in blank". I am good at strength training and keeping proper form but I need to work on consistency. I need to work on scheduling time for exercise to make sure I do it daily. Sun, 4 Jan 2015 17:43:31 EST Things I love http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5845056 My spark coach blog today is to list at least one thing I love about my body. I love my skin, it is soft and any scars are from my life such as my csection. But other than that, I'm not reall loving my body right now. My hips and back hurt and keep me from doing a lot of things I want to do. But I'm working on it. Weight loss and getting in shape will reduce the pain. Maybe then my body and my mind can make up and be friends again. Sat, 3 Jan 2015 19:41:22 EST Glad its Friday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5843845 Its been a weird two weeks with holidays and work. Yesterday I wasn't feeling well and slept a good part of the day away. I guess my body needed it, but I didn't get things done that I really wanted to. <BR> <BR> Did my yoga and a cardio video this morning. My hip is a little sore from it, so went to take some meds and use a medicated rub, and realized I used the wrong rub the other day. I had meant to put on some pain rub before going on my walk. I noticed it didn't smell strong, but t... Fri, 2 Jan 2015 12:20:31 EST Is it here yet?! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5842072 Christmas is over, New Years is here . . . but I can't wait for the Winter 5% challenge! I'm struggling, maintaining but the only thing I have lost is my motivation. <BR> <BR> I know getting healthy is for me, but having the team to be accountable to helps me a lot. <BR> <BR> This week I have been working on moving more, but my hip is fighting back. I remember reading an article once about learning to live with and work out through the pain when you aren't doing more damage to yoursel... Wed, 31 Dec 2014 14:59:01 EST I needed a pick me up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5834542 Work has not been fun this week. I chaired a meeting yesterday that was supposed to go really well as I had good news for people and it didn't go well at all. Then I walked in and had someone chew me out this morning because she feels I've been stepping on toes when it comes to the groups we both communicate with. <BR> <BR> So on lunch I needed some internet destressing. Found hopeforpaws.org. They post videos of their rescues with before and after shots. If you are an animal lover, c... Wed, 17 Dec 2014 17:18:34 EST Having a hard time lately http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5833878 I've been hurting again. I think I angered my SI joint last week and it was more inflamed than usual. I've been having trouble sleeping because of the pain. I did take some of my major pain killers, but they just treat the pain, not the inflammation. I've been resting it and need to work on using ice/heat to see if I can't get it under control. I've also been taking my muscle relaxants to deal with the spasms, but those increase my hunger. <BR> <BR> Today is a coffee day. As I'm gettin... Tue, 16 Dec 2014 11:37:46 EST Getting a grill for christmas :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5830830 My MIL is getting me a grill for Christmas. I've been wanting one for years, but my husband kept putting it off because he couldn't decide what type he wanted. I just wanted a traditional charcoal grill, didn't need to be anything fancy. And I am finally getting one. <BR> <BR> I live in the south, so I'll be able to use it 9-10 months out of the year, although I'm sure I'll use it mostly in the Spring/Summer when it is lighter out later. By the time I get home now, its dark. But if I pr... Wed, 10 Dec 2014 11:29:03 EST Slipped a bit, but pushing back http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5829808 Thanksgiving really did me in, I stopped tracking and stopped exercising. I only gained back 1.5 lbs, so I know I can get back on track. But its frustrating to go through this again. I know I'm making progress but sometimes it does feel like two steps forward, one step back. <BR> <BR> Over thanksgiving holiday, I started baking again. I forgot how much I enjoyed it. So I'm trying to take some of my recipes and make them healthier, even if it means using wheat flour instead of white. ... Mon, 8 Dec 2014 17:08:05 EST Noticing small habits sticking :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5826401 Sometimes I'll only pack a protein for lunch and go to the cafeteria to buy veggies to round it out. This used to be a struggle as I would look at the French fries and hear them calling my name. <BR> <BR> It felt really good to be in the check out line today with my mixed veggies and greens, and realize that French fries didn't even pop into my mind. <BR> <BR> Its nice to notice when small changes have become habit and that I don't really have to think about them anymore. Tue, 2 Dec 2014 12:20:50 EST Inbetween challenges http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5820186 5% Fall Challenge is over. I was so close. I lost 4.6%. But I'm not complaining, I'm happy to be losing, especially since not sticking with my program for the Summer. <BR> <BR> So now waiting for Winter Challenge. I'm keeping my plan about the same, so I should be able to continue to lose weight between challenges. Of course, having the holiday right there doesn't help. I'm not too worried about foods, but am really worried about exercise. I am off starting tomorrow and all the way th... Thu, 20 Nov 2014 15:00:22 EST Was wrong on challenge end-date http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5814309 woo hoo, I thought the 5% Fall challenge ended this past weekend, but it doesn't end until next weekend. So I have another week to reach for my goal. I've been bouncing around in the 190s, I just really want to get into the 180s. <BR> <BR> The weekend was rough, they always are. That is when I try to catch up on everything, so I don't have time for exercise, although I am active with cleaning and errands. We went out to a Chinese buffet one night, but I like this one because they do ha... Mon, 10 Nov 2014 14:44:02 EST Lapse, accountability and moving on http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5809996 I lapsed. Because I lapsed, I will likely not meet my goal weight loss for Nov. 8th. But I am holding myself accountable and looking at why I lapsed. Mostly, it was due to stress. That is still my main trigger that sets me back. But that is an improvement, it used to be stress, anger, sadness, happiness, joint pain, being bored, etc. . . <BR> <BR> So I got out and walked this morning and did some thinking. Just because I may not meet my goal, doesn't mean I can't push through this wee... Mon, 3 Nov 2014 12:31:30 EST Final week push http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5808142 I'm not expecting a weight loss for my weigh in tomorrow. In fact, based on my week, I wouldn't be surprised to be a bit up. <BR> <BR> Fall challenge ends on Nov. 8th. So next week will be my final push. I WILL stay within my calorie goal and exercise goals. <BR> <BR> Looking at the past week or week and a half . . . stress and temptation got to me. Both are triggers I'm working on. With stress, my husband and I have agreed that Tuesdays are my night for me. It is the one night a we... Fri, 31 Oct 2014 12:21:23 EST Stressed for time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5807488 So I know I recently posted on another blog about this same issue, saying I'm hopeful it will all come together. But I need to vent. <BR> <BR> I can't find the time to do everything. I'm lucky, my work is structured so that I can do some strength training during my lunch hour. I avoid cardio since I don't have access to a shower, but I can do some videos. But home is driving me crazy. By the time I get home, cook dinner, eat, help my son with his homework, get him ready for bed and then... Thu, 30 Oct 2014 10:32:11 EST New pants today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5805935 Since my son and I were both feeling better, and home from work/school, I finally got to my goodwill shop. I have two pairs of pants that needed to be replaced, and I love shopping at my goodwill because I'm still on my weight loss journey, so don't want to spend a ton on clothing. When I went down my first size, I donated all my too big clothes to them. <BR> <BR> Ended up buying the same pant size (12). I was hoping to have moved to a 10, but I knew the 12s I was wearing were a little wo... Mon, 27 Oct 2014 20:24:40 EST Feeling better today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5802135 Today is a better day. I still had a crazy morning but I'm wearing an outfit that looks much better on me since I've lost the weight. So that is a pick me up. And it is a beautiful fall day outside, so it will be a great day for taking a walk. My walks are partially for exercise, but also a huge stress relief for me. It gives me a chance to think about where I am, what I am doing and where I want to be. A lot of times I come back from my walk and answer e-mails that I had thought about.... Tue, 21 Oct 2014 12:24:18 EST I gotta keep pushing through http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5801512 I'm struggling. All the positive signs are there, my clothes fit better, I'm sleeping better, my joints are starting to feel better. <BR> <BR> But I'm tired. This is a very busy time for my husband, he is a professor and also a musician, so he is out of the house most evenings and weekends. So I find it difficult to take care of everything myself. We don't live near family, so no help on that front. <BR> <BR> My son is doing well in school, but he resists reading/phonics. He doesn't fe... Mon, 20 Oct 2014 12:31:03 EST Slipping a little http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5798038 I didn't stay within my calorie goal this past weekend. Mostly it was stress. My mother-in-law was here and that is never a good time. I did do cardio most days, so I didn't completely fall off the wagon. Yesterday was the exception but I wasn't feeling well, so took a day off. <BR> <BR> But I'm back on board this morning. I didn't go so far out of my goals as to cause a lot of problems, and I tracked everything, so I know where I stand. Today is pretty cold outside, and I didn't bring... Tue, 14 Oct 2014 11:36:35 EST Hanging in there http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5793400 This weekend was another off weekend because I had tons of stuff to do and didn't plan time for exercise. However, I was still active. Friday my son's class went to the pumpkin patch, so there was a lot of walking going on. Saturday and Sunday I did a ton of serious cleaning. My mother-in-law is coming this week; we have the stereotypical passive-aggressive relationship. So while my house will never be clean enough for her, the cleaner I can get it, the less snide comments I'll have to h... Mon, 6 Oct 2014 12:20:08 EST October http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5790343 Still feeling good and maintaining my motivation. There are a lot of factors with this. First, I'm hurting less. I think I finally hit that point where the physical therapy is making a difference. Also, I'm determined to follow through on my commitment to the Tiger Monarchs for the 5% Fall challenge. Life got in the way for the summer challenge, so I really want to keep everything going for myself and my team this challenge. Third, I joined Spark Coach. Honestly I wasn't sure about it ... Wed, 1 Oct 2014 10:48:31 EST Sticking with it and adding AM yoga http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5786059 I've been working hard on keeping my motivation up and not letting daily stress throw me off course. I know its only been a week and a half since I recommitted myself to being healthy, but I feel better about it this time around. I've made some changes to help me. I have my goals posted at work as well as using the goal board on Spark. I've also been tracking my streaks for logging in, tracking foods, walking, strength training and my PT. Its helped me see I can do it. <BR> <BR> I've ju... Wed, 24 Sep 2014 10:37:48 EST SMART goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5784673 I started my Spark Coach trial session last week and decided to extend it today. The video topic today was on SMART goals. So I went through my personal goal list and added dates, which I didn't have before. I used the 5% challenge weight loss/time frame as a planning guide and plotted out how long it will be to meet each step in my weight loss journey to my ultimate goal of having a BMI less than 25. In some ways it was intimidating due to the time frames, but in other ways it felt good... Mon, 22 Sep 2014 10:33:18 EST Gardening http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5783672 Whew. Got two of my raised beds and one flower bed cleaned out today and ready for Fall planting. I have one other raised bed to get to, but the tomato plants there are still producing, so I'll wait on it. That one has a cover, so I will use it for winter planting. I'm not positive if I'm going to use one bed or two for fall planting. I need to do some planning. <BR> <BR> I'm exhausted. When I was first getting ready to do this, I didn't think I would count it as exercise, but let me... Sat, 20 Sep 2014 19:41:47 EST Reflecting back, its been a good week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5782948 On Monday I gave myself another kick in the tukus about getting back on track. So far my motivation is good, but it usually is the first week. The weekend is usually a different story, but I think I've built a good foundation during the week that I can take on the weekend. <BR> <BR> I've been walking every day, doing videos for strength training and getting back in the habit of doing my physical therapy at night. Yesterday I had a flare up of my back pain, so did walk but skipped the stre... Fri, 19 Sep 2014 11:56:29 EST Health Insurance Health Pledge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5781780 My health insurance is through my husband's company. The new thing they are doing is giving a gift card incentive to have a biometric screening, and then do an online assessment. When the assessment is over, it asks you to take a pledge to take ownership of your health, including logging your exercise on their website, completing an online wellness course and having at least one telephone discussion with a Disease Management coach. I know its just a gift card now but think its likely it wi... Wed, 17 Sep 2014 16:34:48 EST This has to be a wake up call http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5772623 So I was very sick last night, food poisoning. Warning to all, reheat those leftovers fully! <BR> <BR> So there I am, sick as can be, and I catch a good look at myself in the mirror. The pale drained complexion did nothing for me, and I just stood there and looked at myself. I've heard other people talk about being honest with yourself in front of the mirror, but I never did that. Wow, I did not like what I saw. <BR> <BR> I dress well for my body and use different clothes to "hide" my... Wed, 3 Sep 2014 12:25:55 EST Back on the horse, wagon, whatever it is http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5766765 Got off track again. Why? The usual. Busy, stress, easier to grab something unhealthy. All the usual reasons. <BR> <BR> So what am I going to do different this time? Well, there are some things I've changed and I'm sticking with, such a menu planning and having healthy breakfasts. I haven't been so good about moving, but I did start some of the sparkpeople videos for sitting exercises. That way I won't anger my SI joint, I hope. <BR> <BR> Tonight is grocery shopping night and I need... Mon, 25 Aug 2014 13:54:07 EST Crazy day on Tuesday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5763647 So I'm driving to work on Tuesday, and as I go along an overpass connecting two very busy highways, I do a doubletake. "Did I really see a kitten there?" So I drive on and think about it. Is there someone I can call? I don't know the local non-emergency number for the police and I don't know animal control's number. The radio is on and the weather report said that with the heat index its going to be over 100 degrees. <BR> <BR> So I pull off and circle back around. Yes, I do see a kitte... Wed, 20 Aug 2014 14:45:41 EST Weight not down, but other signs good http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5762145 So I am disappointed, I did not meet my goal of 5% weight loss for the summer challenge. But, I am seeing other positive signs and making healthy changes: <BR> <BR> I am continuing to meal plan and cook healthy foods. This has helped me stay away from processed foods and try new things. <BR> <BR> My pants are fitting better, which makes me feel better. I also think I am sleeping better. No signs of more energy yet but that may improve as I'm able to add in more exercise. Unfortunatel... Mon, 18 Aug 2014 12:52:26 EST Those evil oreos! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5760194 I have these in my house because they are my son's favorites right now and he gets them as a treat. Usually I'm good about staying away from them because I don't really like them all that much. But for some reason last night and the night before they called to me and I didn't resist. <BR> <BR> I was tired and craving something sweet, and I didn't have anything else to reach for. So I'm going to make sure I pick up some sweet but healthy snacks for me this weekend. <BR> <BR> I'm glad it... Fri, 15 Aug 2014 10:14:36 EST