NYXWOLFWALKER's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=NYXWOLFWALKER NYXWOLFWALKER's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Yet Another Low Calorie High Burn Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6006360 Grrrrrr Well SP says I can eat upwards of 5k in calories because I've burned 2k today. Umm ya that's so not happening it's already 730 pm n I'm just over 1k as it is, trying to figure out what more to eat to get me over the 1200 mark that isn't junk based (though really I could eat the pint of soy ice cream n still have more than enough calories left over today). I'll figure something out but it's becoming a habit of work that I can't always get the calories in that I've burned. Had this ... Tue, 29 Sep 2015 19:31:07 EST Hypo, high burn day n low calories http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6003425 Well it's been one of those days, woke up at 445 am after finally getting to sleep around 1pm, despite going to bed at 10pm. <BR> <BR> Got everything ready for work n was out the door by 6am only to have the van not being a happy camper, finally get going n text the corrdinator that I'm going to be late, get oil for the van put it in n I'm back on my way. <BR> <BR> Arrive at the school, n the team is waiting for the custodian to let them in. 730 the custodian finally arrives, we where su... Thu, 24 Sep 2015 16:47:39 EST Church harvest festival tonight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6000318 Well going to our churches harvest festival tonight, and am a little worried about it. Mostly because of the food that will be on offer. It's being hosted by another ward RS group of ladies and is all Asian (which isn't a issue /problem) food that will be on offer. Which is great my husband and I love Asian food, my only issue is allergies n being celiac. Trying to get a straight answer is a blasted nightmare in the past n I don't see it changing this time either. <BR> <BR> Already said we... Sat, 19 Sep 2015 14:51:05 EST long day n tired http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5998654 Sighs been up since 5am because of work only got just over 2 hours of non solid sleep. Get to the location for the day to learn it's a half day. Do the shift, repack my 500 pounds of gear n haul it back to the van. Glucose levels all day are close to hypo or at the hypo mark - woke up at mmol 2.6 had sugary cereal for breakfast instead of the protein shake only spiked me to 5 thus after setting up I was back down to 3.2 It's one of those weeks up n down no rhyme or reason to it. Got home ... Wed, 16 Sep 2015 15:40:14 EST 50,000 steps http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5994920 Well it's been a strong week I've been over 10,000 of steps almost everyday. It's great to see the numbers up there n makes me understand just how active n physical my job really is (I do seasonal school photography). Plus I'm now officially down 10 pounds for the year! Thu, 10 Sep 2015 16:30:23 EST High Cal Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5992443 Well its been a while since I actually got in more then 1800 calories in a single day - so the fact that I managed to do that today was nice to see to various degrees - thought the fact it took going out for sushi is another matter ::grumbles:: but it was a nice treat that was tasty even if it did shoot my glucose levels though the blasted roof and take slightly longer then normal to come down (no exact cal count, other then what SP could give me so totally underestimated the amount of carbs ... Mon, 7 Sep 2015 02:07:39 EST yummy gluten free vegan Asian lunch http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5990422 Well tried out a newish Vegan restaurant downtown (Toronto), called Loving Hut (1 block south of queen of spidina). Was hoping the reviews where as good as said, turned out that yes the reviews where accurate save a few negative ones. N n I'll totally be going back again. We ordered... Gf vegan thai Spring Rolls Gf vegan Fried Tofo Gf Vegie Str fry vegan chow main vegan spice cake gf vegan chocolate fudge cake Thu, 3 Sep 2015 17:25:39 EST Work n Diabetes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5984037 Well back at the photography stuff n on the way out of the house I grab my meter case thinking it has my alternative meter in it that was my first mistake (thinking I'd grabbed the meter), things are going well nothing major mostly sitting around n shooting the breeze. Start feeling funny around 930/10am but no way to test n I haven't got a clue if I'm going hyper or hypo (I'm thinking hypo since I was already low when I woke up). Start sipping at my soda stream it's not really helping muc... Mon, 24 Aug 2015 19:10:08 EST saying goodbye to the missionaries http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5983188 <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/9b3ee0e7-ebb1-4836-ab0c-d4f1d8dc7446.jpg"> It's always a tearful time when they are resigned or have come to the end of their mission time. But with one door closes another one opens up, it's how it's always been n though change is never easy it's something that needs to happen so we can grow stronger. Sun, 23 Aug 2015 13:16:07 EST Happy Friday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5982142 Well was a decent week, no movement of the scale but not really expecting any either. Gearing up for another photo season starting on Monday will be good to see some old faces again n miss a few who are not able to do it this season. Fri, 21 Aug 2015 15:12:08 EST weather http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5973250 Well we've been having some hot and muggy weather this past week that today felt so much cooler that getting out was nice to be able to do. Thu, 6 Aug 2015 16:25:14 EST painful walking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5972711 Well got in just over my 5k of steps been annoyed with myself of late because of my first bout with gout that had me sidelined = not a happy camper all of last week. Wed, 5 Aug 2015 16:58:11 EST gout = grrr http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5970304 Well been a T1D since 2003 n I've run high most of the time until getting told celiac disease a few years ago (2012 era). Changed a few things, n gotten my a1c into range from 10.8 to 6.8 in 4 months n from 6.8 to 4.6 in 12 months. Last couple months have been fun with one infection upon another resulting in the loss of a tooth implant, so still trying to get that one figured out. Now this, Monday after a church gathering to see all but two of the wards missionaries off to other wards got h... Sat, 1 Aug 2015 13:29:31 EST First Bike Ride n Going Hypo http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5919276 Well spring feels like its here - though weather wise it seems to be an on again off again issue, though maybe that's changing, well know shortly if the weather continues to be warm as sit was today. <BR> <BR> So at any rate I've wonted to get our bikes out and up and running for a few years now but for various reason that wasn't happening, until today I finally told N that I wonted to clean out my car and get out our bikes and get them up and running because I won't to be able to go bike r... Tue, 28 Apr 2015 19:27:17 EST Is it Spring or is it Summer? or really Winter? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5706425 Well the weather around here as been all over the place it does feel, at first it felt like winter would never leave then it seemed like we'd be getting spring only to wonder, then we see the blisters of summer and now back to spring like weather over over tones of winter still hanging on it does seem/feel. <BR> <BR> We've tried to start our garden for the summer but its looking like it won't be happening with the weather we've been having - or its how its feeling since the couple cold snap... Thu, 29 May 2014 23:30:43 EST glucose control http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5694549 well past week plus I've been having good numbers, enough so that I keep forgetting to take my meal time insulin (which is good and bad) <BR> <BR> I hope this keeps up as it means I'll have better a1c when I see my endro in a few months time! Tue, 13 May 2014 23:57:09 EST Glucose Control http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5687408 Well today has been an interesting day to say the least, took my lantus as normal going to bed thinking nothing of it, took my normal dosage of 100 units that I've taken for the past 6 months and for the first time ever got woken up at 6am with an extremely low glucose level that I've never had before was at mmol 2.2 (mgdl 39) talk about not thinking straight, took me I don't know how long to get my fingers to work my meter and my brain to even think and I know I wasn't fully thinking straigh... Sun, 4 May 2014 19:05:15 EST Long day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5607705 Well work went well save for the fact that the office ordered pizza for the staff and though they did order a gluten free pizza for two of us - I wasn't able to eat it because they forgot that I can't have dairy so it left the pizza up for the only other gluten free person on staff (and according to him the curst was close to cardboard - which isn't uncommon) but it made me glad that I'd brought left overs from dinner. <BR> <BR> Everyone was like but its Gluten Free pizza, you can have it a... Mon, 27 Jan 2014 23:09:27 EST Eating Out with CoWorkers http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5604914 Well yesterday was my first time eating out with my coworkers and actually be completely serious when it comes to NOT having anything to do with gluten (no sampling of my mates delicious looking calamari or nanna bread - sighs. <BR> <BR> Well it went better then I was expecting, I had actually originally tweeted the restaurant asking if they had any Gluten and Dairy Free options other then a next to naked salad and got a reply tweet back that yes they did, they had about 6 options that wher... Sat, 25 Jan 2014 01:57:02 EST Three Weeks Completely GF n better Glucose Control! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5602955 Well its not been an time of it as I mentioned early I've had one melt down and since then not another melt down but several crying spells of looking at the fridge and seeing everything everyone else can eat and I can't = annoying. <BR> <BR> But I'm progressing, baby steps. Finally got around to burying the stuff in the deep freeze that they can eat and putting the stuff I can eat on top forcing me to dig down to get their foods, but making it slightly easer to look at when trying to plan m... Thu, 23 Jan 2014 03:08:06 EST Gluten n Dairy Free http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5599617 Well so far so good, had a few glitches that I did get glutened and paid for it big time, one I have no idea where it came from and another well lets say I've hidden my jam from my dad (which means gotten a new jar of it, let him have the one he contaminated and have it in the fridge among my veggies (that he will not touch). <BR> <BR> Not hard to avoid dairy, but trying to find a "creamer" for my coffee is turning out to be harder then I thought it would be. I know there are several vegan ... Mon, 20 Jan 2014 01:47:13 EST Happy New Year and an update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5589455 I hope everyone has had a good start to the new year and that 2014 brings with it good tidings for everyone. <BR> <BR> Not much to report for how things ended last year, didn't has any official weight loss I prity much held steady for all that I had lost some in the start of the year, according to my GP on her new scales I had 0 loss for the year (oh well my scale still says I lost 10 pounds and my clothing says things a going down so regardless of what her scale says - ppl who only see me ... Fri, 10 Jan 2014 17:43:02 EST FitBit Flex http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5552450 Well its been a few days since I got the FitBit Flex and though I have not been as active as I was the day after I got it, its still interesting to see what I am doing around the house (since I've actually not left the house since tuesday for various reasons) I know I'm not getting in the steps I should but its actually interesting to see how little I am doing around the house for (other then working at my computer on a few projects) I can totally see why some people who have desk jobs find t... Thu, 28 Nov 2013 22:04:24 EST Long time no post http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5551861 well its been several months since I posted anything here - though I have been active on the site using the mobile option, which doesn't allow for forum or even blog posting (most annoying since you have to pay for the app you'd hope they would have more features then just being able to track what you eat and working out plus a few articles of reading and the spark point wheel). <BR> <BR> Well in the time that I've not been n the site itself just on the app side of things no weight's been l... Wed, 27 Nov 2013 23:20:13 EST Not been around much of late http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5390500 Not been on SP much of late, mostly because been going though a world of a lot when it comes to what I can or can't eat and its been driving me a little nuts - that and some of the comments from fellow members was less then nice or understanding so thought it best to take a break from the drama. <BR> <BR> At any rate, still not back fully and am still trying to get enough into me - weight loss right now is as it is (standing still and yo-yoing) the main issue is lack of funds (no work) thus... Sun, 16 Jun 2013 02:15:36 EST No pop yet this year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5225150 Well its been since christmas since I got any pop - as in actually bought a bottle of the stuff or a case of it. Now I use to buy a 12 pack when ever it was on sale, since for the past 4 weeks plus has been every week that its been on sale (half price or better). Yet I've not had the temptation to buy it, yes I've thought about doing so but I've not had the craving for it that I once did. <BR> <BR> You see for Christmas my husband and I got the SodaStream for our family in the hope that it... Sun, 27 Jan 2013 03:13:26 EST SP for the New Year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5177164 Well one thing is for sure I am so going to try and get onto SP more then I have been over the past couple of years (alright I'll admit it since getting married my SP time has gone down till to the point that I log in once a month on average - but my weight hasn't suffered for it). <BR> <BR> I'm making it a goal for 2013 that I get back into the habit of logging into SP at least weekly if not a couple times a week and log at least one or two meals just to see how things are going - I know fr... Wed, 26 Dec 2012 22:40:23 EST Making a Goal and Hitting IT! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5172198 Well as I have posted and in my last post I said that i was 5 pounds short of my 20 pound a year goal loss - well that is actually no longer the case I have actually now made the goal that I set for my self each year. <BR> <BR> I'm pleased that I've been able to make it two years in a row and if next year goes well as this year (in general) then I'll be 10 pounds closer to my 200 pound goal weight (ya I know doc's still wont me at 160 - but if I can get close to the 200 mark and not louse m... Thu, 20 Dec 2012 16:06:20 EST Weight Loss for the Year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5146525 Well I ended last year by having hit my middle goal weight - so was very pleased. <BR> <BR> Yet like all things life happens and some of that was gained back over the course of the first part of the year - then once again things started going back in the right direction and I made the weight again and them went right on past it by 5 pounds. <BR> <BR> I'm now sitting at 5 pounds past my mid-weight goal and holding - so baring more medical issues (insulin changes, new food restrictions, etc... Sun, 25 Nov 2012 22:48:56 EST holiday season is with us yet again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5144327 Well the holiday season is with us all again and with it comes temptation of many people - I wish I could say that I had to fight temptation this season like every one else but unfortunately I don't have to deal with it as directly as most do. <BR> <BR> Which I find annoying since I already know going to any party that I can't eat what is on offer or if I can then its a non-issue what I mean is that 99% of the foods on offer are off my list of foods that I can eat having gluten and lactose... Fri, 23 Nov 2012 14:57:44 EST Updates and no change http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4769061 Well weight wise, I'm still what I was at the start of the year so no change there unfortunately, clothing still fitting as it has been so no change in sizes unfortunately - in general not been watching 100% what I eat or how much not even been really tracking, then again I've gone off tracking for the past year and change (only tracking here and there) and been alright. <BR> <BR> I guess I'm just having a period of time where I'm not as active on SP as I have been in the past and my new ye... Sat, 3 Mar 2012 19:56:58 EST A New Year Has Begun http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4667439 Well the first week of the new year has gone fair well in general, no real negatives have come to light so that is a good thing. <BR> <BR> The weight starting for the new year is 255 lbs ... not the weight I was hoping to start the new year off at but at least its not as bad as it could have been (as in no loss what so ever last year), so again for this year I have a 20 pound weight loss goal. <BR> <BR> I also am like last year job hunting, hoping for full time in my field (graphic/web des... Sun, 8 Jan 2012 23:07:29 EST back on SP and an update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4608766 Well I never really did leave it, but for the past couple of months I've not been using the site very much - most because for several months I was working 60 hour weeks and just didn't have the time to use it (and trying to use it on my phone was just one BIG #Fail). <BR> <BR> Since I've become unemployed because the company I was working at no longer needed me (got to love seasonal employment) I've not had any luck finding more work so bills piling up and in general things are getting short... Fri, 2 Dec 2011 00:51:19 EST end of the job http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4551589 Well Friday was the last day at that work place, today I gave in the equipment so now its back to sending out those resume's and hoping that something comes up before the end of the year (though not counting on it since its so late into the holiday season of hiring - but there is still a chance). <BR> <BR> So I am not counting on more weight loss this year, but not saying its not possible just not thinking its going to happen, just have to try and keep what has been lost off. Which means ge... Mon, 24 Oct 2011 21:42:31 EST Finally seeing the 240s after 20+ years http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4531525 Well I've made it into the 240s and its a little shocking to see the numbers on the scale. I've not seen that number on the scale since sometime in jr. high. I've finally broken the 250 mark on the scale and its only taken me about 20 odd years to do so. <BR> <BR> It is getting ever close to my 20 pound a year goal - so far I'm at 17 pounds loss for the year which means another 3 pounds to go for the year to reach that 20 pound goal of wight loss, which is totally doable. I am so pumped whe... Wed, 12 Oct 2011 06:21:33 EST down almost 2lbs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4460359 Well since I last hit the scale on 7/30/2011 I've now reached my 2nd SP goal of weight loss, that I set for myself back in 2006, so I am most pleased (though didn't hit the date itself just the number but no matter I reached the goal is which is what matters). <BR> <BR> I've not really been on SP for the past month mostly because I've not have much net time which starting a new job and going though training and what have you (that and getting SP on my phone is annoying to navigate though so... Thu, 1 Sep 2011 10:37:55 EST Ribfest update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4396864 Well the Ribfest was alight, but I actually ended up eating less then I though I was going to since we didn't get the ribs like we tend to do so, we got a pound of pulled pork and well i eye balled about 6 oz of the stuff so it came in at less calories then it other wise would have dun so, I didn't even each much of the onion bloom (it just tasted wrong to me - this time round it was way to blasted grease that I just couldn't eat more then a 4th of it). <BR> <BR> So even if I over estimated ... Sun, 31 Jul 2011 00:49:44 EST Scarborough Rotary Ribfest http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4395190 Well its that time of year again time for the Ribfest, mmmmm yes delis BBQ ribs, chicken and oh so much more! <BR> <BR> This year like last Onion Blooms are going to be on sale, which is one of those delights that neither Norman or I can pass up (K we both can pass it up, but since its a once a year deal we tend not to do so without good reason). <BR> <BR> Not sure what we're going to choose this year when it comes to the ribs, but if all else fails we'll end up with what we had last year... Sat, 30 Jul 2011 01:10:24 EST Down 10 lbs for the year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4380489 Well its final I've crossed the 10 pounds down for the year (so am half way to my 20 pounds lost in a year goal), still got a good 40+ to drop but its at least progressing at a good rate (better then it has been for a couple of years) at good rate for me at any rate other would say that a pound or two loss a month is not a good pace, but for someone with PCOS who is diabetic and on insulin plus with other medical deals going on its proven to be the right/good pace for me - and since I've mana... Sat, 23 Jul 2011 03:55:31 EST Made it to the 250s! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4270001 Well its been a long while since I've seen myself in the 250 range (I last remember seeing that number in Jr. High, 21 years ago) it feels great to be seeing it again. <BR> <BR> I'm not yet at my midterm weight goal that of being 250 on the dot, but I am 9 pounds closer to that number, which is closer then I have been since I got serious about getting the weight off (once I learned that it could come off). <BR> <BR> I know it's time that I post a newer photo of the me from when I started S... Wed, 1 Jun 2011 12:46:17 EST Rest in Peace http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4235258 Well its been a hard weekend and an end of a hard week in general. <BR> <BR> Thursday May 12th 2011, I was forced to take Griff to the vet and have him sleep the final sleep. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/8/l380429509.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I didn't wont him to go, I didn't wont to agree with the vet that it was time and in short I didn't wont to say goodbye to a companion who has been there though thick and thin in my life. <BR> <BR> But it was time, it wasn't ri... Mon, 16 May 2011 01:45:22 EST 2nd Wedding Anniversary http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4206219 Well two years ago today Norman and I got married, its been a long couple of years for us - though feeling like we've been married longer then just two years. <BR> <BR> The day started off late for us, having slept in a little and having a fast breakfast (not an overly healthy breakfast, we each had a backed chicken spring roll) then our for a couple hours walk. <BR> <BR> Got back home changed into our "dinner" clothing and walked the 1 km to the restaurant to have our anniversary meal. ... Mon, 2 May 2011 23:41:28 EST Ramdomness http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4156497 Well its been a little bit since I last posted, so figured it was time to do so again, not that I have a specific topic to write on, hence the title of randomness. <BR> <BR> Anyhow, with the weather getting better there has been more talk about getting my bike out of storage and getting back into riding and now that N also has a bike (he got it last year from a friend of ours who didn't wont it any longer) we're both set to get out and go riding (save he's not been on a bike in like 20 years... Sun, 10 Apr 2011 21:06:12 EST spur of the moment 5k walk http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4130544 It wasn't anything that was planned and neither N (hubby) or I worked out way up to doing it, but out of the blue N asked is I wonted to walk to Canadian Tire to see if they we could pick up the Toppsy Turvy thing for our garden (we wont to grow a few veggies, to help cut our veggie costs) and at 10.00 a container well its within budget to do so. <BR> <BR> We could have driven over to get it, but I don't like driving and at the current cost of gas its actually outside of the funds we have o... Wed, 30 Mar 2011 23:26:43 EST 5lbs down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4111638 Well since the start of the year to Monday morning I've lost officially 5 pounds <BR> <BR> Which would make my total weight loss that of 35 pounds since I started on SP April 2006, with over 40 inches loss over my body in total of which 30+ has been from my core. <BR> <BR> Progress is slow, the PCOS and being post menopausal has had its impact on the weight loss, as has getting use to taking multi injections of insulin a day ... but progress is being made, still have 41 pounds to go before... Wed, 23 Mar 2011 01:28:47 EST Busy and High Calorie 3 Day Weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4103468 Well last week Norman and I had a rather busy and long three day weekend, you see we signed up to do a local convention as security. <BR> <BR> Well it started off getting up at 6:30 am Friday morning so we could get the rest of our gear together (food stuff for the day mostly), after that we headed out to catch local transit because it was going to on average an hour and a half trip to the con on local transit. <BR> <BR> We arrived and got assigned out shirts and radios for the three days ... Sat, 19 Mar 2011 18:04:58 EST Fast food reminders http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4017799 Well I'm living with the reminder of why I don't eat at Harvies much anymore or have take up for that matter much - sighs, wish N and I had been able to go to the restaurant we had hopped to go to for Valentines Day Dinner, but it wasn't to be, so the planned 500 calories for dinner didn't happen instead we used a gift card for Harvies and well 1,000 plus calories later I'm paying for it. It has been two years since I ate there in full that I had forgotten what it could do to me (and its not ... Mon, 14 Feb 2011 19:22:06 EST The Big C Word, known as Cancer http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4012544 Well got the call yesterday from the vet in regards to Griff, yes it is Cancer its 100% confirmed. The vet and I did talk while there and reviewing the xrays, and I said then that the only treatment I've give him would be natural as possible, nothing out of way or high pocket book based. <BR> <BR> I went the high pocket book and drugs and what not with my first pup and all it did was give her an extra year of life that wasn't very good for her, she wasn't able to enjoy it and it hurts me to... Sat, 12 Feb 2011 18:51:39 EST Bad News http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4009352 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/5/l951546198.jpg">Sighs <BR> <BR> Well so much for taking him to the Vet for some good news, well there was good news but got some unexpected bad news from left field. His paw is doing good and the claw should grow back without issue, only thing is he might not live long enough for it to do so. <BR> <BR> Ya while checking him out a toumer was found in his belly, xray showed the mass is close to his spleen blood tests will conferm if it is o... Fri, 11 Feb 2011 11:14:17 EST Update on Griff http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4007339 Well as some might know if you've followed me on my main blog, last month Griff tore out one of the nails on his hind paw and it got rather bloody/messy. he's been on antibiotics to help with any infection he might have contracted plus he has been getting a pain powder that we've been applying to his paw then wrapping it all up. <BR> <BR> He's got a visit to the vet later to day to see how things are progressing, he's still bleeding to a degree from the toe so it has not yet healed over and... Thu, 10 Feb 2011 16:03:57 EST