NKING1982's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=NKING1982 NKING1982's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Happy Thursday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6184011 Well I haven't been exercising or doing my challenge, but I have been on my feet and very busy. And I have been making healthier food choices and sticking with them. No more stress eating for me!! (the stress is still there, just not pigging out like i used to) <BR> I live in an apartment that has a swimming pool, plus my daughter has swimming lessons, so we have been outside a lot. I always thought I had 3 choices, Lobster Red, Ghost White and Freckled. But guess what?!? I am actually gettin... Thu, 16 Jun 2016 12:24:57 EST Thanks SP!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6177718 I have been off and on SP (under different names) for years now and it has always helped me. I have been through some really tough times lately and decided to hop back on. And I am so lucky to have such wonderful support. For as long as i can remember, i have always had trouble staying AF. I was lucky if i had 4 days a month. But i recently decided to get my life together and get healthy again. I have a long ways to go, but for now, i couldn't be happier. <BR> May- AF21 MOD2 DD8 <BR> April-... Mon, 6 Jun 2016 15:35:33 EST Happy Monday and Day 6 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6177543 Friday night-had a few too many drinks, too much pizza and didn't exercise (big oops) <BR> Saturday-recovered from the night before, laid around eating junk (double oops) <BR> Sunday-Laundry, cleaning, shopping, errands and swimming! Ran around all day! <BR> Monday-Time to get back on track. Back to healthy choices and get caught up on my exercise challenges!! <BR> <BR> I am thinking about trying a new recipe tonight too. Maybe something with Chicken and Veggies <BR> <BR> Mon, 6 Jun 2016 11:31:27 EST Day 3 So far so good http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6175668 I am actually doing it, i'm going through with my challenge. Okay, so it's only day 3 and the beginning of the weekend. Which is usually where i give up, but not this time. <BR> Hope everyone has a great day and a fantastic weekend!! Fri, 3 Jun 2016 09:22:36 EST Happy Wednesday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6174344 Still can't seem to stay with a challenge. So here we go with day 1. Maybe starting on the 1st of the month will help me stay on track. Worth a try <BR> Hope everyone has a great day Wed, 1 Jun 2016 10:16:31 EST Today is my Friday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6170078 Then it's time to get ready for camping! <BR> Thursday- <BR> I do last minute cleaning, dishes and laundry <BR> Pre-freeze water bottles, yogurt, and popsicles. <BR> Pre-cook Taco Meat (for walking tacos), Bacon & Eggs (for breakfast bowls). <BR> Pre-cut and package lettuce, tomato, smoked sausage and Ham. <BR> Any last minute shopping for supplies and food <BR> Have the kids pack their clothes and activities <BR> <BR> Friday- <BR> Pack everything into the car <BR> Pack the coolers and pi... Wed, 25 May 2016 10:49:47 EST Camping soon!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6165692 Every year my friends and family go camping for memorial weekend. Since my husband and i are separated, he's not going. <BR> I LOVE camping, and I am so excited that i get to plan and control the whole thing by myself!! (with my girls help of course). It isn't until Memorial Weekend, but i almost have everything ready already. <BR> I just have a few more groceries to get, and some precooking to do the day before. I precook and pre-cut things for like Walking Tacos and Breakfast Bowls, so al... Wed, 18 May 2016 16:13:18 EST The Mondays http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6164102 The Mondays....when you realize how badly you screwed up over the weekend. But every day is a new day, time to start over. I have not been following my goals, especially on weekends. I have not been doing my challenges. So i'm just going to take it day by day. <BR> Today- <BR> I will stay within my calorie limit <BR> I will not have any alcohol beverages <BR> I will exercise for at least 20 min when i get home from work <BR> I will take the stairs everywhere i go today <BR> I will start a j... Mon, 16 May 2016 11:58:42 EST I will call this Day 10 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6160005 Exercise: <BR> I have not been sticking with my exercise routine, however i have been moving more. In March i moved from a 1 story house to a 3rd floor apartment. This has actually helped a lot. I am taking the stairs at work again instead of the elevator. Taking walks on my work breaks. And walking to someones desk at work versus messaging. And when the kids and i go shopping, we kind of race to see how fast we can do it. We tend to miss a few things, but it's fun and they dont get so bored.... Tue, 10 May 2016 10:13:10 EST Day 1?!? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6156251 Starting with day 1 again. My weight is going up and the motivation down. I really need to do something about it. Joined a challenge, hopefully i will stick with it everyday. Choose better food options, and portion control. I need to get off the couch and get moving. Well, here goes nothing. <BR> <BR> <BR> Hope everyone is having a good day Wed, 4 May 2016 12:38:59 EST Day 1...again....gotta start somewhere http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6132456 Once again I am starting with Day 1. One day at a time. <BR> 4/1 Day 1 (no April fools joke here) <BR> I am not going to make any goals quite yet. Since it's been a long time since i tracked, and I have gained a few or 20 lbs. I want to see what I can do my first few days. Then set my goals from there. <BR> It feels good to be back already. I am already feeling motivated. I hope everyone has a great day!! Fri, 1 Apr 2016 10:31:15 EST I mean it this time!! Today is day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6120672 Day 1 <BR> FOOD <BR> Breakfast: Coffee, sugar, non-salted butter and 2 slices of toast <BR> Snack-Tea, sugar, Dark Chocolate Lindor with caramel and seasalt.....oops (this replaces my fiber one bar) <BR> Lunch- Green Beans, mashed potatoes, Salad with lite dressing and turkey with a diet pepsi.... oh and another Lindor (damn those things) <BR> Dinner-The plan is pasta salad w/chicken (diced chicken, edamame, tomatoes, cucumbers, black olives, greek dressing and pasta) <BR> <BR> EXERCISE (goa... Wed, 16 Mar 2016 13:45:49 EST 117 days later-Starting with day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6119788 I haven't been on SP in 117 days. Pretty much the same goals as always. Eat healthier, and get more exercise to loose weight. I am in the middle of a seperation and I have two girls. Going from a big house to a small apartment. The whole process has been very stressful and I am Stress Eater!!!!! <BR> 1. Choose Healthier Foods <BR> 2. Portion control <BR> 3. Start wearing my fitbit again <BR> 4. Walk more <BR> 5. Start with 20 min of (mild but intense) workouts a day (fast movement i guess is... Tue, 15 Mar 2016 11:15:44 EST I am back http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6034651 I am back and ready to make some changes. I haven't been on SP in quite a long time. I haven't been using my fitbit. Haven't been tracking anything. Haven't been exercising. So when i stepped on the scale and realized that i have gained back almost 20 lbs since September/October, i decided i needed to get back on track. So here I am. <BR> <BR> My goals- <BR> At least 30 minutes of exercise per day <BR> Reach 10,000 steps per day <BR> Stay within my calorie range <BR> 8 glasses of water per ... Thu, 19 Nov 2015 09:11:45 EST Glow party http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6010942 My daughter will be turning 12 next week so for her birthday she wants a glow party. We will have little kids there too, so we decided to do it inside and just black out the windows. We have a couple of black lights, but i think i might pick some Halloween lights up too. <BR> <BR> FYI, these do NOT glow in a black light-flavored tootsie roll wrappers, laffy taffy wrappers, clear colored plastic cups (i got green from the dollar tree) <BR> <BR> But these do-tonic water (will use this in je... Wed, 7 Oct 2015 10:23:42 EST New food ideas? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6010924 I'm working on making more home cooked meals and not so much prepared frozen crap. So last night we had Smoked Turkey Sausage, Twice baked potatoes and Bacon Apple Brussel Sprouts. I even got the kids to try it all. I need to find a good recipe for a homemade sausage gravy for a biscuits and gravy for dinner tonight. We are all going to try apple cider too. (one more thing to cross off our fall bucket list) The next nights dinner will be Meatloaf, mashed potatoes, and green beans. <BR> Any o... Wed, 7 Oct 2015 09:53:16 EST Fall Bucket List http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6009840 <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/e633432d-5582-40d4-8298-2104924b9a23.jpg"> <BR> <BR> So i saw this picture and sent it to my daughter, and now we are determined to check each one off. <BR> The hubby, girls and I went to the pumpkin patch yesterday. I still don't know how we spent $30 on pumpkins but it was fun!! They did have a corn maze, but by the time we finished everything else including the hay ride, the girls were cold, tired and ready to go. <BR> I think i might just ... Mon, 5 Oct 2015 15:02:02 EST Busy Weekend...again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5999586 My hubby, the girls and I have a busy weekend. <BR> Tonight, I am going to make homemade chicken nuggets and french fries for the girls. Then we are going to make jello that glows in the black light, using tonic water. (my oldest is having a glow party soon, so we are experimenting) <BR> Saturday there is a fall festival, but we are only going to the parade at 10am. Then boating with my family from 12pm-3pm. Then my twin nephews bday party at 4pm. <BR> Sunday is usually our grocery shopping... Fri, 18 Sep 2015 08:54:19 EST Day 164 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5998440 It's hard to quit drinking if there is alcohol in the fridge <BR> It's hard to quit eating junk food when there is so much of it around <BR> It's hard to find "me time" when you are constantly running around for your family <BR> It's hard to find time to make healthy dinners that kids will actually eat <BR> It's hard to count calories when you are at a picnic, or potluck <BR> It's hard going out to eat with others and still making healthy decisions <BR> It's hard to say "no" when someone of... Wed, 16 Sep 2015 09:23:35 EST Day 150-Almost at my goal!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5989470 My goal was to lose 20 lbs. I weighed in yesterday at -16, so almost there!!! <BR> My corgi weighed in at 33 lbs yesterday. (he needs to go from 34 to 22 lbs) We are still working on this, but i have noticed a difference in his energy level already. <BR> <BR> Breakfast- <BR> Coffee protein drink (1/2 scoop chocolate whey protein powder, 1 cup skim milk, 1 cup of coffee, ice) <BR> 2 slices wheat toast with lite butter <BR> 2 more cups of coffee <BR> Total 296 calories, 28 carbs, 10 fat, 26 ... Wed, 2 Sep 2015 09:34:36 EST Weekend Plans http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5986265 As soon as i get off work we have a kids b-day party to go to. We probably wont get home until late, so i will try to get my exercise in at work. Saturday is my hubby and I's 5th wedding anniversary (9 years together). We don't have any plans yet, but we are thinking about going to our downtown farmers market early in the morning. Then maybe go out for lunch or dinner. Sunday is my normal clean house, do laundry, grocery shopping day. I want to try and get the dog out for a walk at least a co... Fri, 28 Aug 2015 10:11:54 EST Day 142 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5984515 I seem to be doing pretty well still. I need to get more exercise in though. It's hard when you work a desk job all day. I do what i can when i get a chance. And as soon as i get 10-20 minutes free at home, i take the dog for walk. <BR> hope everyone is having a great day! <BR> <BR> Yes, the desk exercises are great, too bad I am at a front desk with constant traffic. (not a cubical) Tue, 25 Aug 2015 12:26:53 EST Obese Corgi http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5980916 Every year my vet tells me that my Corgi is overweight. So we switched him to the best dog food we can find. His treats consist of carrots and ice cubes, sometimes a dental bone. He doesn't get table scraps. But he isn't getting much exercise either. <BR> So i took him in to get his shots and the vet said he is now Obese! A 9 out of 9 on the obesity scale. So we are lowering his food intake.....again! And i am taking him for walks every night. He weighs around 33-34 lbs and the vet wants him... Wed, 19 Aug 2015 13:32:55 EST Day 134 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5979452 My exercise has been going great. I went to the Iowa State Fair on Saturday. And i only ate a tenderloin sandwich, a couple bites of a blooming onion, and a diet coke and whiskey. But the walking made up for that!! <BR> 13,847 steps <BR> 5.59 miles <BR> 2,143 calories burned <BR> <BR> I do need to make a few changes though. Some of my old bad habits are starting to sneak back in. I just need to get back on track and keep pushing. <BR> <BR> Hope everyone has a great day!! <BR> <em>362</em>... Mon, 17 Aug 2015 09:48:19 EST More movement http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5975200 I am finding other ways to get more movement in. Even 10 minutes at a time is better than nothing. <BR> <BR> -Taking the stairs at work, (i am on the 3rd floor. If im really feeling froggy, i will do lunges up the stairs, and high knees down the stairs) <BR> -Move around quickly when cleaning the house, (okay okay, sometimes i dance a little) It helps to have music on <BR> -When i get tired at work, i go for a walk during my breaks <BR> -I do leg hip extensions and leg lifts under my desk ... Mon, 10 Aug 2015 09:58:15 EST Day 127-I like the fitbit http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5975187 I am really starting to like the fitbit! I am encouraged to get up and move around more and more. <BR> "Only how many more steps to go, ya no problem, let's do it!" <BR> "Wow I walked how many miles? I bet i can get another one in by the end of the day!" <BR> "That's a lot of calories burned, just a little more and i can have a yummy treat without feeling bad" <BR> "22 active minutes, just from shopping for school supplies, man i must have been really booking it" (tax free weekend, crowded... Mon, 10 Aug 2015 09:40:43 EST Fitbit Flex http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5971913 So i started using my new fitbit flex on Saturday. And i have already noticed a few things <BR> 1. I am not getting in nearly as many steps a day as i thought <BR> 2. I am not burning enough calories throughout the day <BR> 3. I wake up a lot in my sleep <BR> <BR> I haven't quite figured out how to track food and calories in/out. I think i would rather use SP for that part. <BR> <BR> How do you guys use yours? Tue, 4 Aug 2015 10:24:43 EST Day 117 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5969670 My goals for today: <BR> 1. Stay within my calorie range <BR> 2. Get at least 30 min of exercise in <BR> 3. Make someone smile <BR> <BR> Tonight, the hubby and I are going out to Ohana's Steakhouse for a dinner date with my sister and her boyfriend (it's the bf's bday). I am not a fan of seafood or Japanese food, so i will probably just have filet mignon, white rice and veggies. <BR> <BR> Saturday-the hubby might be working a side job all day, and the kids are gone.....which means i will h... Fri, 31 Jul 2015 09:48:15 EST The Strugle http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5967392 The struggle for me means, I am in a situation where I am having difficulty, but I find a way to fix it and don’t give up. <BR> <BR> Today, I am struggling with…..wow this list can go on and on. I am far from perfect. I have my faults, bad habits, addictions. I have made mistakes….more than once….sometimes over and over again. I have fallen off the wagon, gotten off track, but I get back up and keep trying. I have been called many things, some very hurtful, but many true. But I just ... Mon, 27 Jul 2015 11:38:19 EST Rockstar Bday Party http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5965909 Today my youngest daughter turns 8. She has such an amazing personality! She was born with cleft lip and palate and started her surgeries at 3 months old. We still have more surgeries in the future, but i think it's made her a very strong and tough young lady. <BR> <BR> This year she asked for a Rockstar bday party. So i will have different stations set up. <BR> "Tattoo Parlor" where the kids get their fake tattoos. <BR> "Mod your guitar" I cut out guitars out of strong hard paper and put... Fri, 24 Jul 2015 10:21:37 EST Drinking habits not too bad http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5965898 I usually make my drinking days Friday and Saturday, but since I have a busy weekend ahead, I decided to have my drinking day last night. I told myself i would only have 2-3 beers. But of course it ended up being 5. I felt pretty buzzed but not really drunk or anything. But it made me realize how much i really didn't need it. I didn't sleep well, and felt really groggy this morning. I had a slight headache and tummy ache. I guess sometimes i just need that little reminder of why i shouldn't d... Fri, 24 Jul 2015 10:00:04 EST AF days over the years http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5963702 I was just curious as to what my drinking habits were in the past years. So thought I would track it here so that i can look back on it. This will help me keep track of any patterns. <BR> <BR> 2013 <BR> Jan (didn't track) <BR> Feb (didn't track) <BR> 14 March <BR> 15 April <BR> 8 May <BR> 11 June <BR> 8 July <BR> 6 August <BR> 12 September <BR> 19 October <BR> 14 November <BR> 16 December <BR> Total AF days in 2013=123/365 <BR> <BR> 2014 <BR> 10 January <BR> (didn't track) February <BR> 11... Mon, 20 Jul 2015 10:36:05 EST Day 106 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5963673 I haven't been keeping up with my exercise routine. I just need to get back on track and get moving more. Still eating healthy, lots of veggies and proteins and not so much fat and carbs. My drinking hasn't been too bad, 10 AF days so far this month, but i think i can do better. <BR> <BR> I am adding a new goal, well sort of several goals. But this time it's for my family too. As I am making changes to my own habits, I am realizing that my families habits could be better too. <BR> Exercise... Mon, 20 Jul 2015 09:56:33 EST Day 101 Work Golf Outing http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5961132 Once a year, my work closes the office at noon and we all go golfing. There are tons of prizes, games, free drinks, food and all kinds of fun stuff. And every year I usually go overboard with the free alcoholic drinks and food. This year i have a plan. <BR> <BR> This year I am part of our fun committee who sets it all up. So I will be very busy getting everything ready and doing various things throughout the day. <BR> <BR> For lunch-we usually have pop, sandwiches, cookies and chips. I wil... Wed, 15 Jul 2015 09:42:10 EST Full of regret, but it's a new day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5958524 I don't know what i was thinking, but i decided to have a drink last night, which would have been fine. But that one drink turned into 5 very quickly. I woke up this morning with so much regret. But i need to just stop beating myself up and get back on track. <BR> I woke up feeling tired, dehydrated, drained, and ashamed. Then i made it worse. Since i was too tired to make a nice breakfast, i stopped at Burger King. After tracking my 858 calorie, 119 carb and 38 fat breakfast, it hit me. Wha... Fri, 10 Jul 2015 09:41:59 EST Exercise, AF and Recipes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5958029 I feel like gumby but in a good way...i guess. I've been keeping up with my walkabout challenge. It was 10 min of walking yesterday (i did a total of 20 minutes of walking stairs). I also pulled weeds and gardened for about an hour. And did my walkabout challenge of 1 set of 10 reps (Skater squats, forward lunges, calf raises, planks, supermans, pendulums, pushups and tricep dips) So ya, i'm walking a little like gumby. <BR> <BR> Still AF this week, my last drink was on Saturday. I am havin... Thu, 9 Jul 2015 10:18:03 EST FOOD! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5956375 I am starting to really like cooking now that I have been experimenting with recipes. One of my favorites is light alfredo sauce, with lots of mixed veggies and chicken. I like to precook my chicken, so it's really fast and easy to make. One that my kids liked are the "hot pockets" I made. Reduced fat biscuits rolled out and stuffed with whatever they want, then baked. Eggs, Cheese, Lean Ham, Turkey Pepperoni, Chicken, (just about anything really). Next time, maybe i will throw some of my alf... Mon, 6 Jul 2015 12:01:31 EST Day 92 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5956366 I am starting over with the walkabout challenge. I guess the holiday weekend consumed me and I got off track. Well time to get back on. <BR> <BR> Exercising-10 min. everyday <BR> Eating-keep on tracking and trying new recipes <BR> Drinking-Stay AF on the week days <BR> <BR> I went for a bike ride for the first time in....well, i guess since i was a kid. My legs were burning and felt like jello by the time we finished, but it also felt great. The seats were really uncomfortable though, so we... Mon, 6 Jul 2015 11:51:45 EST Day 87 New Month...New Goals...Again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5953812 Drinking-I would like to have as many AF days as possible. If i do drink, i want it to be on the weekends only, and in moderation. (I have noticed on the nights that i don't drink, it's harder to get all 8 glasses of water in the next day. I will work on this, maybe by adding fruits and cucumbers to water) <BR> <BR> Eating-This has actually been going very well. I have tried so many new and healthier recipes. Some worked out some didn't, but I love to experiment with it. I have been eating w... Wed, 1 Jul 2015 09:38:40 EST Day 85-My birthday weekend! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5952680 Friday- <BR> Went out for drinks for an employee appreciation event. Had two mixed drinks within a few hours. I was pretty proud of myself for this. I usually have quite a few in a short amount of time. My hubby had to leave to go do something, then came back to get me. I think even he was surprised that i wasn't even drunk. <BR> Then we went to my sisters and i had 2 small glasses of wine. Went home and went to bed. <BR> <BR> Saturday-(my bday) <BR> Spent the whole day with my family goin... Mon, 29 Jun 2015 10:18:39 EST Day 82-Alcohol http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5951296 Well i decided to have a drink last night. I have been doing pretty well about only drinking on the weekends but cheated a little. And this is what i found: <BR> 1. It didn't taste as good as i thought <BR> 2. It took me almost an hour to finish my first drink <BR> 3. After the 2nd drink, i thought "wow, not as great as i thought, why did i do this again?" <BR> 4. Realized that i really didn't need it as bad as i thought. Good to know though. I will remember this for next time. <BR> <BR> Wel... Fri, 26 Jun 2015 11:24:49 EST Day 79 AF=6 lbs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5949715 In April i decided enough was enough and i needed to lose the 20 lbs that i gained over winter <BR> I ate healthy, exercised and lost 10 lbs in no time! But then it just sat there....and stayed....the same....for months....until now! <BR> <BR> I needed to control my drinking and i knew that this is why i was so stuck. So on June 15th i changed my habits. I went from drinking 6+ drinks/beers every night, Monday-Friday to 4-6 beers/drinks on Friday and Saturday only. <BR> <BR> This has been... Tue, 23 Jun 2015 11:22:51 EST Day 78-starting new http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5949136 I stayed AF most of the week, and stayed within MOD on the weekend. My goal is to continue doing this. <BR> This weekend was amazing! Had a wonderful time with my hubby. We sat down and worked out some issues that we have been having and got along great all weekend. <BR> I had a huge fight with my sister years ago and didn't talk for 3 years until recently. Over the weekend we talked about anything and everything and it's like we picked up right where we left off. It was so nice to reconnec... Mon, 22 Jun 2015 11:13:11 EST Day 71-Fail http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5945601 I have not been tracking my food <BR> I have not been making healthy choices <BR> I have not achieved any of my goals <BR> I have not cut back my drinking <BR> I have not been exercising <BR> I have not lost any weight <BR> I have been moody, irritable, and reserved (especially to my family) <BR> I have responsibilities that i have been neglecting <BR> I am not a teenager, I have a family, I need to be a better example for my children <BR> I have been making some pretty bad choices and other... Mon, 15 Jun 2015 13:57:42 EST Day 59-new goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5938962 I always list the same goals but never follow through. So i am making some smaller goals to meet the bigger ones <BR> <BR> Food- Eat healthier <BR> -More Fruit and Veggies- start making fruit smoothies, add veggies to everything like pasta salads, soups, try a homemade pizza with lots of veggies, try some dried fruits, snack on raw fruits and veggies instead of chips and crackers. <BR> -Portion Control-start measuring everything out again. Only eat until i'm full, not when the food is gone. ... Wed, 3 Jun 2015 09:32:23 EST Day 58-blah http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5938427 Eating habits have gotten worse <BR> I am not exercising like i told myself i would <BR> My drinking hasn't cut down as much as i would like <BR> <BR> New Month, New Week, New Day <BR> Really need to get back on track <BR> <BR> Hope everyone has a great day! Tue, 2 Jun 2015 11:05:08 EST Day 51-Still stuck but i know why http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5934573 I am still down 10 lbs, but it's been this way for a while now. But i know why, i'm not meeting my goals. Time to get back on track ... again. <BR> Camping was fun. My eating habits were decent, and i got lots of exercise. Had a little too much to drink the first night, and had a couple drinks the next night. <BR> <BR> <BR> Goals- <BR> Eating-Start tracking my food again, more portion control <BR> Exercising-there is no excuse, need to get my butt off the couch <BR> Drinking-at least 3 AF ... Tue, 26 May 2015 13:32:01 EST Day 43-Camping soon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5930087 My weight went up a few lbs on my last weigh in (last Tuesday). I ran some reports and found that I am starting to exercise less and I am not tracking my food everyday. <BR> So my goal is to exercise more and make sure i track everything! <BR> <BR> I am so excited, we are going camping this weekend. We go every year during Memorial Weekend but this will be the first year (in about 7 or 8 years), that we are not going to have the kids with us. Just us! (oh and the dog) <BR> <BR> We pretty ... Mon, 18 May 2015 10:23:17 EST Project #1-keeps me busy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5927976 Met all my goals yesterday. Went for a 25 min jog/walk. Drank in MOD and kept busy with a project. Made healthy choices. <BR> <BR> Here is my first project to keep my mind off drinking, i made my dog a pillow bed <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/4a4eb26b-4ec0-4d57-b20e-9e738fb44f7a.jpg"> Thu, 14 May 2015 09:23:37 EST Day 38 Happy Wednesday! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5927428 I am still eating healthy. I am still down around 10 lbs, but i would like to lose 10 more. <BR> If i can cut down the alcohol and get my butt off the couch, i know i can meet my goal. <BR> Tonight- <BR> My exercise goal is to walk the dog for at least 20 minutes (i need to do this as soon as i get home, if i sit on the couch i know i wont want to get back up) <BR> My eating goal is to try a new (to me) healthy food or recipe (maybe stop by the store and grab a veggie or fruit that i have ne... Wed, 13 May 2015 10:08:31 EST