MRSSGGERHARDT's SparkPeople Blog

sorry for the lack of updates!

Fri, 15 Jun 2012 06:49:21 EST

Hey everyone. I am super sorry for the lack of updates. Surgery went really well for the most part. Healing was faster than I thought. Haha. I got kicked out like a week or two after surgery when I was still healing. I now live an hour away from home with my sister, her husband and my fiance. :) I am currently looking for a job. It's very hard to find one around here. It's a small town with not many places hiring. Mainly factories around here. Like the Blow Pop Charm factory. Haha. Um, and a...

In the hospital

Thu, 17 May 2012 23:38:34 EST

I am currently sitting my room with my fiance and our friend. I have been here since 10pm last night. I am having surgery tomorrow. Laparoscopic gallbladder surgery. You can read about it here: www.webmd.com/digestive-disorders/la
paroscopic-gallbladder-surgery-for-gal
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Today I had a tube stuck down my throat so they could take out some smaller stones that were in my system or something. My throat is still sore. It only took about 30 minutes they said. I ho...

Okay the happy update

Mon, 14 May 2012 16:29:38 EST

See, my fiance makes me happy :P

My fiance being odd

Mon, 14 May 2012 16:27:57 EST

Okay, this is my fiance wanting to show himself to you all. He also wants to show off his earrings. :P I am about to upload the second part of it now. :) So, right after this is the next half of this. He had to go eat so I had to cut it short.

Depressed now

Mon, 14 May 2012 12:17:14 EST

I officially hate myself. I really do. I can not believe my weight. I hate, hate, hate myself right now. I need help. :(

Update!

Fri, 11 May 2012 10:32:35 EST

Sorry for not being on! A lot has been going on.
Check out my personal blog if you like :)
manthamassacre.blogspot.com/

Stress, stress, stress

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 14:34:56 EST

Okay, so I have been stressed all morning which is NOT a good thing. My fiance is upset with me...again. Sometimes I wonder why in the world I am with him. Like, he causes so much stress in my life because I have a fear he is going to end it with me for something stupid. He's split up with me once and now that I know he has done it I keep thinking he's going to do it again, even though I know he won't. Because he's said he won't. I have hardly eaten because of how stressed I've been. If he wo...

Early morning post:)

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 04:31:58 EST

Hello everyone:)
The pain has stopped. But I am TERRIFIED it will come back. The pain did not stop fully until about 7pm last night. I am on the phone with Aaron at the moment. (The fiance.) We are so hoping I get my car back today. I have not had it in a month. We also need it by the 23rd. because we have to pay a speeding ticket that he got in Memphis, two months ago. I am going to update this when I have both hands to type with. Bye for now.

The reason I'm scared to eat today.

Fri, 20 Apr 2012 15:59:21 EST

Last night was terrible.

History on my weight.

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 22:30:27 EST

This is my story of where I have come from on my weight loss journy. Hope you enjoy. :)

Day 3

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 12:53:54 EST

Check out that little blog of my personal life. :) thetaleofaswallow.blogspot.com/

Day 2

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 21:55:22 EST

I want to thank the people who left comments on my blog. :) They made me happy. The reason I don't like eating a lot is because it makes me sick to my stomach. I get full on almost nothing. Like, I had plate of mac and cheese last night my fiance made me and I was full until I woke up today at 3pm. The place he lives at has no vegetarian friendly food, so what did he do? He ordered a pizza. I had a few slices and was full. I don't want to eat so much that I become sick and want to throw up. I...

Day 1

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 17:50:15 EST

Okay, I think I am doing pretty well with my diet do far. I have eaten well. I had to give myself a piece of chocolate. It was killing me not to have it. I plan on staying under 1,000 calories though. I hope I can lose the 20 pounds by October 2013. My wedding month. Yay. Let's hope this works. :)