MOMZACBRAN's SparkPeople Blog MOMZACBRAN's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Im back <img src=""> <BR> <BR> I'm back. I lost over 100 pounds but have gained 50 back :( So I am back. I need to lose and I can do this! Mon, 7 Jan 2013 09:50:37 EST *sigh* why? 9/1 336 <BR> 9/7 334.2 <BR> 9/13 331.6 <BR> 9/21 326.4 <BR> 9/28 322.4 <BR> <BR> So, my feelings got a little hurt yesterday evening and it really upset me! It's about my sister in law. About eight years ago my brother in law ans sister in law had to live with us. Nancy, my sister in law, was never very nice. They ended up moving out and when they did she accused me of stealing her diaper bag! Which totally peeved me off because I would never do that. Anyhow, that was in Springfield MO...... Fri, 1 Oct 2010 15:40:27 EST Beginning of the Week. 9/1 336 <BR> 9/7 334.2 <BR> 9/13 331.6 <BR> 9/21 326.4 <BR> <BR> I do see how it may be odd that my weight enteries were the first thing I wrote, well, I just didn't want to forget it! <BR> <BR> I had a great weekend. I do find it harder to count my calories on the weekend as I am at home with my family. I still seem to be losing! YES! My youngest son walked a mile with me and we did it faster then normal and he was so happy! My whole family is supporting me in my weight loss journey! M... Tue, 21 Sep 2010 17:10:47 EST TGIF! My week in a nutshell. I'm so happy it's Friday but I'm on call for work this weekend. I really hope I don't get a lot of call offs. At least it's not a payday weekend. <BR> <BR> Stress: My stress this week has been up there. I am a group home manager. My site should have six staff memebers to be fully staffed. As of this week I only have two staff members and they are my third shifters. One is 8 months pregant and the other will need to get surgery on her shoulder soon. I have been making lots and lots of calls t... Fri, 17 Sep 2010 14:06:40 EST It's in sight! Wow! So today I feel great! I know I am glowing! I have lost 10 pounds since the 30th of August. My goal is to get down to 300 pounds by Dec 15th. I was wondering to myself if I had set to high of a goal but I truly believe with confidence that I can do it! I am watching portions, counting calories and walking a mile every night (except last night.) I have never been able to do this before but here I am!!! I have given but on soda, which was very hard for me as I was drinking at the very leas... Thu, 16 Sep 2010 13:30:29 EST Stressful Work Day <em>46</em> <BR> <BR> So today has not been a good day at work. They happen, sometimes more often the not. I am a supervisor and have lost my last 2nd shifter today. Wow, what a bummer. So I am trying really hard to get my shifts covered... <BR> <BR> I was stressing soooo badly that I was tempted to really mess my diet up today. See, normally when I'm upset I find comfort in a couple of mcdoubles from McDonald's. But, I went to the main office, at work where I weigh myself, and I jumped o... Tue, 14 Sep 2010 16:17:38 EST I am doing it for real! So, I have been counting calories and it's been going great for me. It can be hard. I have a lot of negative people at work, but I won't let them bring me down! A lot of people have been telling me to do a low carb diet...I do not want to do that. My goal is to lose weight but to also began healthy eating habits! I CAN DO IT!! Thu, 9 Sep 2010 18:04:36 EST I can do it!!! <em>306</em> So, I have offically decided I am going to loss weight! I ahve been overweight my whole life! I just cant do it anymore. I love myself and I want to love looking at myself! My main goal is to stop drinking soda...and I am doing pretty good at it. Although, I will admit sneaking a couple of drinks in. I am really going to do this!! I totally need lots of support! Tue, 7 Sep 2010 12:33:25 EST