MOMMIE2TWOGIRLS's SparkPeople Blog MOMMIE2TWOGIRLS's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Before! So well, I don't think that I have ever truly done a before blog before. I am not going to make all these lavish promises to myself. All I can do is try and be determined to finally do what I have been saying I wanted to do for the past many years. I have started to learn that I am doing this more for me, I want to be able to do achieve things that I want to do. <BR> <BR> Here is starts. I officially restarted this journey in January but truly started on February 1, 2014. You maybe wo... Mon, 10 Feb 2014 00:41:09 EST 1/14/2014 Starting Anew A journey to loving me! Going to try to vlog everyday or at least 3 times a week! Wed, 15 Jan 2014 00:56:45 EST Knee Surgery! Say What! First off let me say that I didn't make it to the gym today because I forgot my lock for my locker and I don't trust people to leave my stuff in the locker without a lock. So I now have a lock and I am ready to go. <BR> <BR> This past Wednesday I went to a Orthopedic Surgeon and well, it looks like I am going to have surgery. I don't know when yet but I am going to have a MRI done on my knee to see exactly what is going on. I have been having problems with it and I am glad to know that ... Fri, 21 Jun 2013 00:33:06 EST Back to the Gym! Well the last few days I have been avoiding going back even though I got a new membership to a new gym. I think I am afraid to of success. I don't know because I do want this more than anything. I need this. I hate my thighs and I hate this huge stomach, I hate having large boobs. I just want to be again. The me I was comfortable in. This body has weight me down for too long and well tomorrow I am getting off my behind and hitting the gym. No more excuses. I love myself and I need to ... Thu, 20 Jun 2013 00:22:34 EST Overcoming Obstacles and Turning Over a New Leaf Wow, where do I start? I am not sure. I feel like I should be vlogging this but I don't know I thought I would just type it out instead so if it is long I am sorry I am try to keep it short. Bare with me. <BR> <BR> I signed up with SparkPeople forever ago it seems. I got a lot of motivation and met some really great people. I had a hard time losing then because I was in a relationship that constantly had me stressed to the max. We had been together a long time and well we had two kids ... Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:38:50 EST Stopping by to say hi! So tomorrow I start my 90 day challenge to myself to start getting fit and get into the habit of all good things. I wanted to post a new before picture of me that I took today! I should take another one of my face that way I can take one every week to see if there is any different facial wise. I can do this, I am not going to give up because it is something that I want and need to do so, I am here for support in hope that I can gain the confidence that I want and make new friends again. Ta... Sun, 9 Jun 2013 23:37:52 EST I can't believe it! Well, I can't believe that has been since March 2, 2013 that I have logged on and done a blog! I am going to get better at this! I just wanted to write that I am back and I will do a vlog and another blog tomorrow when I get home from class. hope everyone is having a great evening! Catch up with you guys tomorrow! Thu, 23 May 2013 00:38:30 EST Quick Hello and Checkin 3/2/2013 Me Again! LOL! Sun, 3 Mar 2013 01:03:12 EST Spark Emails/Team Challenges This is just a quick rant that I feel that I need to get off my chest. This morning I awoke with many emails about my tracking goals for a team. I have a bodymedia fit that tracks all that I do an well it just inputs it how it is on Sparkpeople. Now here is where that rant comes in. <BR> <BR> I should not be scolled for how I input or track a goal through my fit thingy. I am a person and I am an adult and there are ways to come about things without treating an adult like a child! Then be tol... Fri, 15 Feb 2013 12:36:44 EST 2/14/13 Part 2 The end! What was said after the cut off! Thu, 14 Feb 2013 22:49:31 EST 2/14/13 Update Just me again! It cut me off! Sorry I will load the rest in another post! Thu, 14 Feb 2013 22:47:40 EST 2/11/13 Part One Blog So I thought I would come on here really quick to post a blog. Later I will post a vlog but until then this will just have to do. <BR> <BR> First let me say I have no energy or motivation to exercise right now but guess what I am going to. I am not going to let that monster creep up on me and listen. I know that if I don't I have done a dis services to my body who I think really wants to work out. I haven't updated my board and I think that I need to because I am no longer that weight and... Mon, 11 Feb 2013 18:17:22 EST 2/2/13 Quick Update Just being Me! Sat, 2 Feb 2013 22:22:30 EST Update for 1/30/13 Just me! Wed, 30 Jan 2013 18:41:21 EST Real Quick Monkey Update! Thank you so much for the encouragment and kind words from my last vlog! Super Thanks! <em>304</em> <em>220</em> Fri, 25 Jan 2013 23:28:13 EST Judgement on a weighloss support website? Opinion My opinion on what I see and have been treated like. I am really tired of the non support and rudeness of people. Thu, 24 Jan 2013 13:18:36 EST Doctors Office Scales and quick hello and ramble! 2 Fri, 18 Jan 2013 20:14:23 EST Morning vlog with rambling and some goals of mine! 2 Mon, 7 Jan 2013 12:31:54 EST Quick Hello with some additives! LOL Sorry my daughter is sleeping so I was trying to be quiet. The next on will be better. Thanks for watching! Fri, 4 Jan 2013 02:32:35 EST 2013! The first day of bring back me! This is just a short blog to set up the vlog that I will post tonight! 2013 is the year of bring back me! Some are wondering on what that means and well I will explain that in my vlog! So happy to do this journey not only becoming a smaller version of me but finding me, the happy out going me. Will explain more in my vlog! <BR> <BR> Here is a pic of my progress board that I will explain later. <BR> <img src=""> <BR> <BR> <BR> Here i... Wed, 2 Jan 2013 16:57:56 EST First Vlog in like forever! I am back and ready to shed the pounds! This a short vlog of what I am doing. I will be putting up another vlog tomorrow more indepth. Hope to hear from people soon! Tue, 2 Oct 2012 01:09:04 EST Ten Commandments For Family Members Dear Family Members, <BR> <BR> I have decided to commit to a healthy lifestyle program. These changes are important to me - I want to live a long, healthy life. I have been told, and I believe, that it is actually selfish not to take care of myself. If I get sick the entire family will suffer. <BR> <BR> Your help will be tremendously appreciated. <BR> <BR> Ten Commandments For Family Members <BR> <BR> 1. Periodically ask me if there is anything you can do to help me in my quest for h... Sun, 18 Mar 2012 22:37:27 EST Just a quick hello! More to come in more detail next week as it will be the end of week one! Thanks for all the support! Sun, 18 Mar 2012 20:00:17 EST It's Me! Yeah I am here at this point yet again where i want to cry sometimes for letting things get to me and in my way yet again. I have though gone through a lot of thought process and this something that I have to do for myself. I have never really been open with myself until recently in last 2 months. I want to feel good in my own skin. I want to accomplish things and not back out because it has gotten to hard. I am going to do this and I know i can because I was able to do many things. I a... Sun, 30 Oct 2011 22:58:00 EST Doing it for me! To make life more enjoyable! 2 Tue, 26 Jul 2011 02:59:21 EST Quick Vlog #1 2 Thu, 14 Jul 2011 02:04:06 EST Another 5 pounds DOWN! Yeah Baby! Hey everyone! I finally made it to another 5 pounds lost this morning I swore it was never going to happen. I was up all week and then this morning I happen to look and it said exactly 214 and I did it like 10 times just to make sure. LOL. Sorry for my toenails looking like they do. I took this early this morning. This is definitely what I needed to get my confidence back up. I didn't have a very good week but I am not going to let it keep me down especially when I am finally getting a ... Sun, 26 Jun 2011 14:43:55 EST Less Than Perfect by P!NK! I do not own this song in any way shape or form all I am doing is sharing a song that gets through to me when I may feel down. Sun, 19 Jun 2011 22:05:09 EST Day 6 and Its a Vlog 2 Sun, 19 Jun 2011 21:58:37 EST Day 4 Emotions So today is Day 4 and no exercise but I do plan to do some tomorrow. I just let my emotions and everything get to me so not only did I not exercise but I also did not stay on top of my eating. I am not going to beat myself up about it. All I say is everyday is a new day. I am so glad that I am honest with myself. I just have to not let days like this define me or my journey. I am doing this for me and I am enjoying myself a lot more lately. So anyway, this was my day 4 blog and tomorro... Sat, 18 Jun 2011 01:19:03 EST Day 3 I am so super excited that I am blogging pretty much everyday. Today though, there is no workout pic because I didn't work out. I will tomorrow though I can promise you that. My inner thighs are hurting something fierce but I am think its a good thing. I am working out muscles that haven't been workout in a long time. I am working on my eating and I am getting so much better with my portions. I am glad that I am doing this for me and I have all this to keep me accountable. Well, I am go... Thu, 16 Jun 2011 23:35:23 EST Onward Day 2! Today was a good day! I worked out and did some strength training as well. You see, I am very proud of myself. I wasn't going to work out at all because my heel was hurting. I told myself though come on it's just you heel. As soon as I put my shoes on my heel was feeling better. Now, I have been doing the Biggest Loser Power Walk and the last few days I have done walk three. Now, it's not any easy walk in the park, its some jogging and a whole bunch of other stuff. Also, I am doing str... Thu, 16 Jun 2011 01:09:14 EST My Commitment I have made a commitment to myself about taking care of me and how I deserve to be healthier and weight less. I know, how many times have I taken a break and restart. Well, I don't care how many times I have to fall to get back up because I am going to have days that aren't so great but guess what I am not going to beat myself about it. I know I can do this so I am going to keep myself motivated and accountable so here is to Day 1 of my commitment to myself. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://ph... Tue, 14 Jun 2011 23:04:07 EST I am still here! Blog a little now! LOL! So, anyway as I sit here on the computer I realize that I really don't know what to write. So far these past few weeks have been a bit challenege for me because things at work are getting down to the wire because summer break is coming up on June 2nd. While I am excited I am sad because I will miss the kids up at the school. It does give me extra time to return to school online again and workout. Also, I will get to spend more time with my kids and do funn stuff this summer. I am also lo... Mon, 30 May 2011 21:30:24 EST May Goals and Everything Inbetween! 2 Mon, 2 May 2011 21:40:29 EST So tired but blogged for a few! Excuse me in thisblog! i am so tired Sun, 24 Apr 2011 22:22:12 EST Starting some new things and see if it works! April 11th, 2011 I will start my 100 Day Challenge to myself! I so can do this! Sun, 10 Apr 2011 21:58:30 EST Hello! Quick ramble vlog! Will post a blog later Sun, 3 Apr 2011 20:45:25 EST Just checking in will be doing another vlog soon! Sorry for all the umms and stuff my daughter was playing right behind me! Wed, 16 Mar 2011 22:58:22 EST I am sick but I thought I would stop by! Checking in! Mon, 28 Feb 2011 23:20:29 EST What I am doing? It's 2011 already? Hey there fellow sparkers. It has been a long time since I have a done a blog/vlog but I am still here. I am trying to figure out life and everything that goes a long with it. I am working hard and spending more time with my kids and loving every moment of it. So, I know this maybe a long blog but I guess I need to do it not only for my friends but for myself. <BR> <BR> I am doing Weight Watchers which is going good. I look forward to the meetings and it has been holding me accountable.... Sun, 16 Jan 2011 14:15:47 EST Blogging and it's been a minute! So, I have so missed all of you. I don't know really how to start this or really what to say in this blog. I am not going to make any excuses for not being here or not doing what I need to do in order to lose this weight. I have realized that there have been many areas I needed to take care of before I could completely move forward with everything in my life. I had to take a break from everything in order to see what I needed to do and how to go about. <BR> <BR> I will have to admit that ... Sun, 12 Dec 2010 02:28:01 EST My Kiddo and I Tell me why 5 mins after this video was sound asleep! LOL Sat, 13 Nov 2010 01:26:58 EST I'm here and I'm back! I so can so do IT! 2 Thu, 21 Oct 2010 22:32:19 EST Thoughts Hello Fellow Sparkers! It's been awhile since I have done any kind of blog so here I am right after getting the kids to sleep. I just have some thoughts and I thought I would share them. I am going to write this as if I was going to journal and I hope that it isn't too long so I will keep it short as possible. <BR> <BR> 1. What have I been up to? Well, let's see. Umm work. Yeah it seems to take up my life right now. Thank goodness we have some days off so I can recover. LOL. I like doi... Tue, 7 Sep 2010 00:14:03 EST Blah Blah Me Just Talking 2 Sun, 15 Aug 2010 16:11:59 EST Just Me Ranting and August Goals I have always tried not to sound ungrateful but I am just feeling weird right now. So, I am going to just continue this blog and go from there! <BR> <BR> <em>8</em> I would like to than all the people who wrote me when I needed it the most. Even though I was not 100% active on Spark I was here and you guys checked up on me and I very grateful that you did. <em>304</em> <BR> <BR> <em>8</em> Another thing is that I did go through a lot of stuff. I have had to move from where I was... Mon, 2 Aug 2010 21:04:45 EST A quick hello and plan for Monday 7/25/2010 Hey everyone! I know that I haven't been too active on Spark lately but I am back. I moved and all the jazz and have been dealing with a lot of things. I am going to press the restart button and continue on this road I am on. I want to thank everyone who have commented me and emailed me. I know that I can do this and with the amazing people I have met on here I know that I have people who actually care and are there for me if I need them. tomorrow is brand new day! I need to get back on the ... Mon, 26 Jul 2010 01:19:23 EST How I am doing and other ramblings Sorry for being so long! Thu, 10 Jun 2010 13:14:50 EST What's up in my world really quick Here is a quick review: <BR> <BR> I have realized that before I had never gotten really to the root of my issues. Lately though I start to go through my brain and have started to deal with some of the issues head on whether I want to or not. I have included Daily Devotion to my daily routine and I am glad because it helps me sort through life's issues. <BR> <BR> May started off ok but ended a little off. I am not going to dwell on it though because I can not change the past but I can l... Wed, 2 Jun 2010 23:55:50 EST