MIDGIEDAWN2's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=MIDGIEDAWN2 MIDGIEDAWN2's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Winter 5% weight loss Exercise Commitment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6286445 The 5% weight loss challenge is rig around the corner. I just had my second anniversary of not missing a day of exercise in a row. One of my goals for 2017 is complete a century bike ride (100 miles). <BR> <BR> With that goal in mind I commit to: <BR> <BR> 1. Strength training for at least 15-20 minutes at least twice a week <BR> 2. Ride my spin bike for at least 10-15 miles at least three times a week and Progress to 20-25 miles at least once a week by the end of the challenge. <BR> <BR... Wed, 28 Dec 2016 11:33:10 EST 730 Days or 2 Years of a Daily Exercise http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6285706 Today I completed my 730th day of exercise in a row. That means two straight years without missing a day. I have light days and harder days. Some days it is a simp,e 20-30 minute walk with my dogs. Other days I exercise for 2 hours with a combination of strength training and aerobic. So many life changes have come. Not just in developing the habit of exercise but in eating better, at least most of the time. <BR> <BR> I have accomplished so many things and am now waiting to hear back fr... Mon, 26 Dec 2016 21:05:48 EST Boot Camp Class is Evil http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6270676 Yesterday I did my first Boot Camp Class in months. It turned out to be a leg work out day. Despite stretching several time it still hurts to stand and sit and do much of anything that requires movement of my legs or butt. Needless to say OUCH! That being said, I still plan to go to boot camp tomorrow morning and Friday morning. <BR> <BR> I have also shaken up my diet so I will report on how it goes over the next several weeks. It is close to the South Beach diet with the allowance of s... Tue, 22 Nov 2016 10:05:37 EST Vacation Blues http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6263797 Last week I went on a cruise vacation that I have been looking forward to for 6 months. I admit to having a great time on the cruise itself and to dancing my feet off. The sad part came near the end of the cruise when I went to pick out pictures to take home that the photographers had been taking all week. I know that I have lost 45 pounds in the last 2 years. I know that I didn't gain the weight quickly and that to be able to maintain the weight loss I have had to go slow and have had se... Tue, 8 Nov 2016 10:31:45 EST Metric Century- 64 Miles Conquered http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6255998 Today I did my first metric century ride. I have to admit that I really didn't expect to make the distance. I had a lot of negative self talk going this morning. Never a good idea. Despite that I got a steady start. The first 10 miles were on closed streets and a bike path away from traffic. My favorite way to ride. Then I had to start riding along the street. I am not a fan of riding with traffic and having cars so close. Especially when many areas of the road had narrow shoulders. ... Sun, 23 Oct 2016 19:28:22 EST Metric Century Tomorrow http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6255579 First I have to thank all of the lovely people from the Fall Capital A 5% challenge who have sent me such wonderful well wishes today. <em>386</em> <em>30</em> <BR> <BR> A metric century is 100 kilometers or 64 miles. <em>332</em> <em>332</em> <BR> <BR> I'll be frank, I am nervous about tomorrow. Despite practicing this summer I have not gotten past 38 miles in a single ride. This is exceptional considering last year I couldn't do more than a mile on a bike without pausing ... Sat, 22 Oct 2016 21:04:45 EST Active Vacation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6195520 As I have gotten more fit I actually look forward to active vacations. First I spent the weekend dancing and today I hiked. <BR> <BR> I just wanted to share a picture of Hanging Lake in Colorado. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/3fec5945-88b8-4166-839f-ff7ee41d68ca.jpeg"> Tue, 5 Jul 2016 21:48:03 EST 500 Days of Exercise in a Row! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6160431 A year and a half ago I didn't really believe that I would see this day. I started out small with 10-15 minutes a day. Since then I have completed four sprint triathlons. I also did my fastest 5K run/walk last month in just 40 minutes. This time is a huge improvement over my average of 62 minutes two years ago. Many small improvements. <BR> <BR> However, despite the hard work I still qualify as obese although no longer morbidly obese. I can see being "overweight" in my near future as I... Tue, 10 May 2016 22:27:13 EST First Triathlon of 2016 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6148935 Today I did my first triathlon of 2016. It was spur of the moment. I received an mail a week ago encouraging last minute registrations and I said "why not." I have not been training like I should be have been to do a triathlon. I haven't been in a swimming pool in 6 weeks. I did well despite that. I did m fastest 5k run/walk ever! I usually average 50-55 minutes for a 5 k. Today I did it in 40 minutes, 38 seconds. <em>40</em> <em>334</em> . I was very shocked when I got my time... Sat, 23 Apr 2016 23:23:39 EST Crazy Workout Pants-OH MY! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6142850 As a present for breaking through a weight los plateau I bought some crazy workout pants. I have never owned crazy workout pants for two reasons. One being able to buy them in an appropriate size <em>101</em> <em>24</em> <em>234</em> . It is very frustrating to have to buy workout gear two sizes larger than other clothing. I am sure that other people have felt this as well. The second reason is that I always considered myself to fat and unfit to even consider getting into the sk... Fri, 15 Apr 2016 10:39:52 EST 10,000+ Steps Daily for 90 Days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6121387 More Milestones. <BR> <BR> Last year I didn't think that I could maintain a streak of exercising every day. Today is day #446 in a row. <BR> <BR> This year I set a new goal. To get at least 10,000 steps a day for 2016. I have succeeded in taking at least 10,000 steps a day for 90 days in a row and even have one day with 20,000 steps. I haven't done that many steps since my half marathon in January 2015. <BR> <BR> To think I started this process with walking 10-15 minutes a day. It use... Thu, 17 Mar 2016 11:31:16 EST 20,000 Step in One Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6105925 On Thursday I recieved bad health news. While I'm not ready to share that news with my spark friends I realized I could go one of two ways after the news. I could push towards to successfully completing my Olympic length triathlon on May 8th or I could use it as an excuse to give up and get a refund of my registration. I admit that I gave some serious thought to using the diagnosis as an excuse to give up, because I'm still significantly slower than I want to be for the triathlon distances... Sat, 27 Feb 2016 08:48:25 EST Mindful Eating is SOOOOO HARD! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6079058 This week in the 5% weight loss challenge, we are supposed to focus and spend at least 20 minutes to eat a meal. I hadn't realized how often I plow through my meal in 10 minutes or less. I don't slow down to savor and often eat while doing other things. Some of it is to many years being a nurse and grabbing food on the run. The rest is the normal rush rush rush that most people push themselves too. <BR> <BR> I find myself actually looking at my plate before it is empty wondering do I rea... Mon, 25 Jan 2016 19:24:54 EST 365 days of Exercise in a Row! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6053572 Today I hit a major milestone. I have completed 365 days of exercising every day. I started with 10-15 minutes every day. Now most days are at last 30-45 minutes and I don't even count anything less than 20 minutes a day. <BR> <BR> I have three new goals. One is to exercise everyday for two years or 730 days and to get at least 10,000 steps a day for one year. I am only 11 days into 10,000 steps a day. My previous streak was broken when I caught a GI bug. I still walked 20 minutes e... Sun, 27 Dec 2015 19:01:13 EST Olympic Length Triathlon May 8, 2016 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6048635 My exercise plan for the next four weeks includes the following: <BR> <BR> Swim two days a week 250-500 yards at a time. <BR> Spin class x45 minutes or ride 8-12 miles two days a week <BR> Walk/jog 2-3 miles twice a week <BR> <BR> Dancing or walking the 7th day. <BR> <BR> Plan to be updated in 4 weeks with new targets. Wed, 16 Dec 2015 22:33:43 EST Day #1 and day #316 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6028858 First a yippee! Today is day 316 of exercising every day. On December 28, I will be a whole year of exercising every day. I cannot wait to meet that goal. <BR> <BR> Now for the sad day #1. Today I have gone back to strict meal tracking. Nothing is off limits, but I have committed to tracking everything that goes into my mouth for the next week. I am going to start with just one week. With strict tracking I lose weight. But I admit it makes me sad. I would like to be at the point whe... Sun, 8 Nov 2015 19:05:30 EST Two goals Busted!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6021037 Today I broke through and surpassed two goals. First today was #302 of exercising every day. My old record was 301 days. The next goal is 365 so that I have a full year of every day. <BR> <BR> The second is that I participate in Day of the Tread today. These events occur all over the country and my local one has distance options from 12 miles to 100 miles. Today I bicycled 26 miles with only a brief stop to strip out of layers when I got too warm. It took me 2 hours, 2 minutes and 58 s... Sun, 25 Oct 2015 18:07:34 EST My First Triathlon-June 13,2015 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5944878 My first triathlon feels a bit like my first steps. You don't think you will ever be able to do it. You have a co-worker who first put the idea in you head a couple of years ago by saying. " it's just a sprint. You really don't even have to train, I just went out and did it." Well I wasn't quite that foolish but yesterday I "SURVIVED" my first sprint triathlon. I really do mean survived not thrived or did well. <BR> A little background. In December I decided I was going to get into be... Sun, 14 Jun 2015 10:22:40 EST 19.3 miles and 15 pounds http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5919929 I completed two big milestones today. First I did my first ever spin class. If you have never tried one it is usually full of skinny little people who make all of the up and down look easy. Believe me, it isn't. Sweat runnng down my nose and right off the end. But I Did IT!!!! Now the 15 pounds comes in. I have lost 15 pounds in the last 60 days and for the first time in more than 10 years I am solidly under the 250 pound mark. Now I have another 40-50 pounds to a good place for me. W... Wed, 29 Apr 2015 22:33:07 EST How do you push through? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5918505 Hi Fellow Sparkers, <BR> <BR> The last week I have been suffering from fairly severe fatigue. That not withstanding I am doing my first triathlon in 6 weeks. I am looking for ideas in how others push through down times. I have tried regular things like getting rest, eating right, exercise and meditation but my motivation is sorely lacking. <BR> <BR> I am open to ideas, can you help? Mon, 27 Apr 2015 11:42:05 EST I registered for my first Triathlon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5906024 June 13, 2015 <BR> <BR> This is the day of my first triathlon. This is a big step for me. I can do the 5k at a fast walk and will work on some niter al training to improve my time but I have to work on my bicycle. Today I rode just under two miles and had to fight my asthma when I returned home. <BR> <BR> I am open to advice to anyone who has gone from inactivity to participating in a triathlon. <BR> <BR> Most people I talk with have trouble with the swim and for me it is the bicycle.... Sun, 5 Apr 2015 20:19:03 EST Splash and Dash March 2015 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5866225 With a half marathon under my belt it is time to commit to my next event. I found a run and swim scheduled in March before my proposed triathlon in April. <BR> <BR> http://chasing3.com/event/city-albuquerq<BR>ue-dash-splash-2015/ <BR> <BR> Maybe one or more people will commit to doing the equalivent if not the actual race on race day with me. &#128516;&#128516;&#128516;&#128516; Fri, 30 Jan 2015 22:55:03 EST My First Half Marathon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5858202 On Sunday I walked my first half marathon. <em>40</em> <em>40</em> <em>40</em> <BR> I went into thinking that "I can do this" "It won't be that big of a deal, because I walk a couple of miles every day." <BR> <BR> Oh My, Did I learn my lesson. I did really well for the first half of the marathon. I actually started out walking alone because I had started the event alone. By mile two I had picked up a walking partner. I was pushing a bit because I had looked at my pedometer at ... Mon, 19 Jan 2015 19:43:00 EST Two miles in 35 minutes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5846113 Today I did my first interval training outside instead of just on a treadmill. I am very proud of myself. I walked with a few short bouts of jogging just over two miles in 35 minutes. This walk usually takes me about 40 minutes. This is a big improvement in my time. I have done two miles a day for five days in a row. I have a good streak started. <BR> <BR> <em>386</em> <em>386</em> <em>521</em> <em>311</em> <em>334</em> <em>334</em> Sun, 4 Jan 2015 22:05:16 EST January jump start-part 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5842910 For anyone who is interesting in the walking challenge from my last blog. This is the link to the challenge. <BR> <BR> http://www.active.com/anywhere-usa-il/wa<BR>lking/races/january-new-years-resoluti<BR>on-weight-loss-challenge-2015?int=26-400 <BR> <BR> <BR> I also registered to walk a half marathon on January 18, 2015 Thu, 1 Jan 2015 13:52:38 EST January Jump Start http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5840929 I decided to jump start my activity level with a challenge from active.com. I joined the January New Years Resolution Weight Loss Challenge. I have committed to walk two miles a day for the month of January. If anyone wants to join me, I started a team called Melissa's Friends. I hope to see a few of my spark friends there. Mon, 29 Dec 2014 23:39:20 EST 118 Days to Go! Rio Grande Retro Triathlon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5839967 2015 is only a few days away and it is time to set new goals. I am not setting any specific weight loss by a specific time type goals. It is time to try something different. This year I am setting a health goal. I have watched several of my fellow sparkers go from little or no activity to competing in a triatholon. <BR> <BR> I can do a 5k walk and the 400 meter swim required of the triathlon but right now I can't do the bicycle. <BR> <BR> So my goal for the next 118 days is to get rea... Sun, 28 Dec 2014 15:34:41 EST October 12 week four fall challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5796985 i was lazy Thursday and Friday about exercising but I still lost weight and am actually slightly below my goal of 264. I have a goal to lose 1.6 pounds this week and get down to 262. If I keep making progress I could be under 250 pounds by New Years eve. <em>40</em> <em>40</em> <em>40</em> <em>521</em> <em>521</em> <em>386</em> <em>386</em> <BR> <BR> <BR> This weeks exercise plan <BR> <BR> Saturday-walk 35 minutes-done <BR> Sunday-walk 20 minutes, bike 30 minutes,... Sun, 12 Oct 2014 18:37:32 EST Week #3 fall challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5792145 This weeks exercise plans were a complete bust. I caught a cold last week and then developed a nasty respiratory infection this week. It is hard to exercise when you are coughing lots. I'm finially on the road to recovery so I'll still keep my exercise light the weekend and get back into the swing of things on Monday. Despite that I lost 3/4 of a pound so I'm still making progress. <BR> <BR> <BR> This weeks exercise plan <BR> <BR> Saturday-walk 30 minutes <BR> Sunday-walk 30 minutes <... Sat, 4 Oct 2014 09:16:13 EST Fall challenge week #2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5788454 Week one went mostly as planned. I lost weight. Yippee!!! But I didn't think far enough ahead for the exercise. I didn't do my scheduled exercise on Friday but I did spend several hours dancing so I didn't skip it just changed it. Now it is back to working toward the sprint triathlon. <BR> <BR> This weeks exercise plan <BR> <BR> Saturday dance 120+ minutes-done <BR> Sunday dance 30+ minutes-done <BR> Monday- exercise bike 20 minutes, swim 12 minutes <BR> Tuesday walk 30 minutes <BR> W... Sun, 28 Sep 2014 13:43:38 EST Fall 5% Challenge-week 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5783417 Today is the first day of the fall 5% challenge. I am going to try something different this challenge and blog once a week with my exercise plan and goal weight for the week. I have started training for a triathlon, sprint length. For someone who can barely ride a bike a mile, this is a huge stretch for me. I can walk the 5k without any real difficulty, but need to improve my times so I don't finish last. <BR> <BR> This weeks goal weight: 266.0 lbs. A two pound weight loss. <BR> <BR> ... Sat, 20 Sep 2014 09:48:27 EST Missing Nate http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5732450 I know that know one here knows my friend Nate, but sometimes it is easier to express things when people don't really know me. On July 2, my very good friend Nathan passed away. He was only 31 years old. I am forcibly reminded how unfair life can be. My friend was far from perfect but he had a very rare quality. He loved me unconditionally. It didn't matter to him that I am far far from perfect I am. I know that he is in a better place because God wouldn't dare to keep him out of heave... Sat, 5 Jul 2014 10:45:43 EST 5k in 70 minutes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5680644 Tonight I did a practice walk. I was only planning on two miles but once I got moving I decided to see how long it would take to complete a 5k. Well it took me 70 minutes at a comfortable pace where I could still converse with my walking mate. So I didn't break any speed records, but after stretching at the end other than my feet being a little sore, I feel very good about it. One tiny step toward the mini triathlon I am working towards in August. It is the 10k bike ride that is going to... Sat, 26 Apr 2014 00:05:59 EST Modern Dating Sucks http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5671608 Tonight I had my first meet and greet (blind date) in a couple of years. He seemed like a nice guy when we were talking. He was pleasant when we met. He asked me to text him later. Then he told me that we wanted different things because I wouldn't go to bed with someone I just met. His goal is to have fun and not have any commitment. <BR> <BR> Am I such an odd duck to believe that sex should come later? That you should matter to someone before you go to bed with them? I feel like ... Sun, 13 Apr 2014 23:29:32 EST Feb 15, 2014- Happiness http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5625130 After finishing last week on a very rough note. Last night into today let me know that I am loved. For many many people being single on Valentine's day really sucks. Even for many people even if they have a partner it isn't much of a holiday. <BR> <BR> This year I was proactive and asked a friend of mine to dinner for the holiday so neither of us had to spend the day alone. What started as a dinner and movies via Netflix date morphed into a night at a hotel with bowling and keeping him... Sat, 15 Feb 2014 22:19:07 EST January 1, 2014 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5577746 No setting of large goals this year. This practice doesn't go well, for me. So my only goals are: <BR> <BR> 1. Live well <BR> 2. Following the spark people plan for the next two weeks. <BR> 3. Be a good friend this year Wed, 1 Jan 2014 11:31:14 EST Fall 5% Challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5511361 Goal weight loss 13.5 lbs in next eight weeks. Sat, 12 Oct 2013 08:40:21 EST Does anyone Drink Green Smoothies? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5480023 To read the green smoothie diet book or the propaganda websites it looks interesting. I was wondering if any real people here drink them and in they improved your health and helped with weight loss? <BR> <BR> I am looking for any feedback. <BR> <BR> Thank you for your time. Sun, 8 Sep 2013 23:03:44 EST "Balls to be a Woman" http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5460401 I found a song that made me smile because there is a lot of truth in it. So for all of those overachieving women out there here is a Song that might make you smile <BR> <BR> "It takes Balls to be a Woman" By Elizabeth Cook <BR> <BR> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zx-MHXc5z<BR>Gc Mon, 19 Aug 2013 21:45:57 EST Day #4 of 7 Questions to be Answered http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5275172 4) How are you doing day by day? <BR> <BR> Some days I do great and other days not so great. Sometimes I think I try to work on too many things at one time. Meditation should help me to calm my mind and focus on what is important. Some days it works better than others. For now, It is time for me to meditate and then get some sleep before traveling to see a sick friend tomorrow. Tue, 5 Mar 2013 23:28:01 EST Day #3 of 7 Questions to be Answered http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5273583 3) What are you doing to encourage yourself and keep on track? <BR> <BR> - I'm writing my blogs every day this week. <em>30</em> <BR> - It gives me an excuse to play with my new ipad and explore meditation options <BR> - I made a list of the reasons why I am meditating <BR> <BR> 1. I know it improves blood flow in my brain <BR> 2. When I meditate consistently it improves my mood <BR> 3. tI will help me reach and maintain my weight loss goals <BR> 4. I sleep better when I meditate <BR> ... Mon, 4 Mar 2013 23:10:49 EST Day #2 of 7 Questions to be Answered http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5271606 How will you do that? <BR> <BR> The first step was to download some new guided meditations to listen to. I downloaded them from itunes podcasts. Next, I completed one guided meditation yesterday. Now however, I am off to work for an unplanned shift so todays won't occur until after midnight but I still going to count it as today as it will be before I go to bed. Sun, 3 Mar 2013 19:32:52 EST Day #1 of 7 Questions to be Answered http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5270077 1) What new habit you wish to develop? <BR> 2) How will you do that? <BR> 3) What are you doing to encourage yourself and keep on track? <BR> 4) How are you doing day by day? <BR> 5) What can you improve upon? <BR> 6) Do you need some motivation or advice? Ask for it! <BR> 7) Anything else you would like to share with your Team <BR> <BR> <BR> 1) The new habit that I would like to develop is to meditate for at least 10 minutes every day. I am aware of the medical and psychological be... Sat, 2 Mar 2013 17:53:40 EST The F Words http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5205235 Okay, So I borrowed the title from PIXIE-LICIOUS but it is so apt today. Her blog was about forgiving her husband for calling her fat and asking for his forgiveness for things that she had said. Then she said wonderful things about her husband. <BR> <BR> Her blog sparked something for me. The most important person that I need to forgive is myself. No one else seems to see me as harshly as I see myself. When I look into the mirror I see someone who is huge and gross. This image i... Sun, 13 Jan 2013 15:40:24 EST Day 7. One week into the new year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5195959 Well I am on track. I have done at least 20 minutes of cardio every day and strength training three times and meditated three times. <BR> <BR> With all of my good work I have lost 1.2 pounds. A nice steady loss. <BR> <BR> It takes me approx 60 days to set a new habit. Only 53 days to go. <BR> <BR> <em>40</em> <em>40</em> <em>40</em> <em>362</em> Mon, 7 Jan 2013 22:26:00 EST I SUCK at Dancing! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5187270 Okay, I don't really suck and I am much better than I was 11 months ago when I barely new my left foot from my right foot. However, when I went to my dance class this evening there was a demonstration by a dancer who was really good at west coast swing. As I was watching her dance, I felt completely inadequate. I don't think that it is possible for me to dance like her but I keep promising myself that I will get better. One day at a time. Wed, 2 Jan 2013 23:23:12 EST I figured out my Reward http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5184461 One of my goals for the next three months is to lose 20 pounds. (I really want 25 pounds) I know that this is very do able. I was working on a craft project today and looking at all of the pretty colors and decided what my present to myself will be when I lose those 20 pounds and maintain that loss for at least two weeks. I will buy myself all new underwear. Yes I know it sounds silly but the idea buying all new panties one size smaller makes me feel almost Giddy. <BR> <BR> Now to Go ... Tue, 1 Jan 2013 18:02:30 EST New Year Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5181485 I've been puttering around for a week thinking that I would wait for the first of January to get myself back on track. What was I thinking? Why should I wait? What benefit is there in waiting? <BR> <BR> So this evening I started putting myself back on track. <BR> <BR> Goal #1 Lose 50 pounds in 2013 <BR> <BR> Steps of Monitoring <BR> <BR> 1. Take body measurements the first Sunday of every month (first measurements done today) <BR> 2. Weigh every Sunday <BR> <BR> Steps to Lose first ... Sun, 30 Dec 2012 22:16:35 EST What's Important in the New Year? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5178164 Ever know that you need to set goals but are not sure what they should be? I am still working on my goals for the new year. I have had a number of set backs this year and haven't truly decided what I want to focus on in the new year. Of course, I need to lose weight. Most of us here do. But I realized that there are more important things in my life this year. The problem is how to write those things as goals. For example, I have a friend who has cancer and it now living about 400 away ... Thu, 27 Dec 2012 21:38:10 EST 26 weeks, 180 days, and 18 things I’ve learned http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5155258 26 weeks, 180 days, and 18 things I’ve learned <BR> 1. I can exercise every day <BR> 2. I still don’t like exercise <BR> 3. It takes me at least 60 days to set a new habit not the average 30 <BR> 4. My weight loss may be slow but I am healthier <BR> 5. My knees have gotten much stronger <BR> 6. I have much less chronic pain <BR> 7. My blood pressure has improved <BR> 8. I still don’t like exercise <BR> 9. I can walk at four miles an hour and only feel slightly winded <BR> 1... Mon, 3 Dec 2012 21:39:25 EST