MCYNDYM's SparkPeople Blog MCYNDYM's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Where do I begin? <img src=""> <BR> <BR> Well… Where do I begin? <BR> It’s been a while since I’ve blogged… lol. <BR> <BR> I am currently working 3 jobs, trying to get a promotion at 2 of the 3 jobs. I’ve been in a down spiral with my weight loss. I wasn’t really loosing much weight with exercising and monitoring my meals. As I would often have a cheat meal, that easily became a cheat month for me… I’m back on the wagon again… Sort of. <BR> <BR> I am ... Tue, 7 Oct 2014 12:59:34 EST Long Distance... I’m not one of those women, who falls head-over-heels in love with someone at first sight. I find beauty in people’s attitudes, their views on life, their priorities in life, and their overall character. It really takes a long time for me to fall in love. I didn't tell my ex-hubby that I loved him until 3 yrs of being my friend and 2 years into our actual relationship. <BR> <BR> Now, I’m attracted to Mexican or Latino men with love handles and mustache/goatee combos. You know, an "Osito" ty... Mon, 25 Aug 2014 14:48:29 EST A good thing? <img src=""> <BR> <BR> I believe it's a good thing to have your heart broken. Sure, it hurts like hell and you think your heart will never stop hurting... You cry, until you can cry no longer. <BR> <BR> However, the best part about being heart broken is when it does stop hurting, you emerge stronger than before. I promise you the pain will eventually subside. You are even more beautiful or handsome inside and out for having gone through... Wed, 6 Aug 2014 12:37:49 EST Results are in... The results from the July 21st appointment is in... I'm not a Stage 1 for Cervical Cancer! Yay. But I need to keep testing again in a year to make sure it doesn't progress! <BR> <BR> The doc continued with the scar tissue removal today. I'm 12hrs post opt. I feel... okay. I'm sore but working through the pain. Even did a brutal 2 hour shopping trip to the grocery store. Thank you grocery gocarts! :) <BR> <BR> I'm resting a bit before finishing my cuzs birthday gift and party stuff. <BR> <B... Fri, 1 Aug 2014 23:25:07 EST Doña I work with this guy named, Sebastian Cruz. Now, Mr. Cruz is a traditional Mexican guy… He’s average height, husky build, short cut black hair. He has a slight accent, mustache-goatee combo and is a light brown skin tone. His hazel brown eyes give him an edgy look, even with his black thin framed glasses on. He has a debonair side of him, but he also has a rambunctious side too. Sebastian works as the in-house IT person. He makes sure all the computers, printers and system are running properl... Thu, 31 Jul 2014 16:07:57 EST Murphy's Law sucks! Murphy's Law sucks! <BR> Here I am trying to get stuff done and Murphy comes in and jacks it all up. <BR> <BR> I had a harsh day at work... My first. I even had to go so far, as to close my office down for 30 minutes to regain composure. <BR> <BR> I came home with a migraine on crack... My head hurt so bad (and still does) that I took a 2 hour nap and pain killers to no avail. <BR> <BR> I even went as far as to eat 4 Mickie D's double cheeseburgers... UGH!!! I was doing so good too! <BR>... Wed, 30 Jul 2014 23:05:31 EST The Bestest Little Brother... <img src=""> <BR> <BR> I'm a little heartbroken today. Eli said he is gonna spend time with his brother this weekend. Maybe we can do something the week following? <BR> <BR> I'm not a demanding, jealous, or a greedy partner... Yet, I did want to see my baby for a little bit... It's been a week since I've seen him... Sorta. Whatever! lol. I'm in the puppy love part of the relationship... I'll be out of it in 2 more weeks. <BR> <BR> I g... Thu, 24 Jul 2014 14:34:37 EST I started a blog page... Wish me luck! <BR> <BR> Update: The doc found some stage 1 cancer-looking cells. She opted to postpone my scar tissue removal to make sure that I don't have ovarian cancer or cervical cancer. The testing she did yesterday, it was called, "colposcopy," hurt worse than having a DNC! I'm still recovering today, but I will return to work tomorrow. :) <BR> <BR> <img src=""> Tue, 22 Jul 2014 18:29:58 EST Sudden Changes <img src=""> <BR> <BR> 1. My doctor's office called and moved my surgery from Thursday to Monday. I'll have to call my office and change my hours again. lol. <BR> <BR> 2. My friend's holding a 1st birthday party for her kid... I have no money for a gift or gas, but I have to show up regardless. <BR> <BR> 3. Eli and I are going slow. He picked me up yesterday and we went for drinks. We chatted for a bit, as to what was happening in ou... Sat, 19 Jul 2014 14:34:09 EST La Luna <img src=""> <BR> <BR> La Luna <BR> The moon… <BR> O, glorious moon!!! <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR> <BR> Eli and I had our first official date, last night. He took me to Raising Cane’s for dinner. Eli, without ever asking me, orders the food. He got my meal exactly how I would order it. Which tripped me out… For a guy to order food and know exactly how I like it, is something else... Wed, 16 Jul 2014 12:24:04 EST Rather quickly... <img src=""> <BR> <BR> This is just a quick update on what's been going on... <BR> <BR> 1. I kicked JR and Angel to the curb officially. <BR> <BR> 2. I have surgery coming up on the 23rd to remove several cysts in both ovaries and start the process of reconstruction surgery. <BR> <BR> The short and sweet version of a rather long story... My 1st husband and I got into an argument at his mistresses apartment when I was 7 months pregna... Tue, 15 Jul 2014 00:42:46 EST Graduation - May 9th So, I am graduating May 9th! YAY!!! <BR> <BR> After everything that is said and done, I'm just happy to be graduating. I keep thanking God for this mile stone marker. This will be the first time that I will walk during graduation. <BR> <BR> The 2 times before that I graduated from High School and Trade School, I opted to not walk in the graduation. lol. <BR> <BR> I am getting my hair done with professional pictures done too. I can't wait! <BR> <BR> In other news... <BR> <BR> I have a d... Tue, 6 May 2014 18:38:32 EST Battery of Test I have been down in the dumps for a bit. I went to the doc and have been through a battery of testing and lab work done... <BR> <BR> **I'm not pregnant!** YAY!!! <BR> <BR> However, I'm developing fibroids inside of me... The doc wants me to see an OB/GYN... The doc thinks if I have a hysterectomy, I might be better off. <BR> <BR> **Shut The Front Door!!! Um, Hello! I have yet to have a pregnancy. I'm not nor will I ever give you my permission to have a hysterectomy! I will be having child... Thu, 10 Apr 2014 17:20:37 EST Dr. Appt I have made a request to see the doctor. I hope to hear word by Wednesday as to when my doctor's appointment will be. It will be nice to find out what the heck is going on with my body and if I'm pregnant or not... <BR> <BR> I hit a mental block mode. My brain feels fried, like I no longer care what happens as long as I can sleep my days away. My family is worried that my anemia is acting up again and might require another hospital visit........ Geez!!! <BR> <BR> I just want to feel better ... Mon, 24 Mar 2014 01:12:35 EST Not Issues... A Subscription! I went through Finals week… I may have flunked both my classes… It’s not from a lack of trying, but a lack of understanding. I get my grades this Friday to see if that’s what happened. If I failed both, then I have to pay to retake them… Regardless, my new classes begin on St. Patrick Day’s. <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> I have been feeling ill these past few weeks… <BR> <BR> I have been craving spicy food daily for over 2 weeks. All last week, I was eating spicy food morning, noon and night! Ple... Wed, 12 Mar 2014 03:42:18 EST Date night with JR... I have been chatting cautiously with JR. He wants to apologize over dinner for ghosting me... Like an igg I agreed to let the man speak... So, officially I have a date with JR this Thursday night. I am making him suffer by taking me to either the Cheesecake Factory, Eddie V's Prime Seafood or Taste of Texas. All 3 locations do ask that you make a reservation prior to going... {Cheesecake Factory and Taste of Texas are a little more lax in enforcing that rule.) He said he was okay with that. S... Wed, 26 Feb 2014 16:30:15 EST The return of JR..... I wish I was lying about this title... <BR> <BR> Sadly, it's true. <BR> <BR> JR is back... <BR> <BR> <BR> But he's on lock down with me... <BR> <BR> I'm in the process of talking with him... <BR> <BR> Yet, I don't trust him 100%. <BR> <BR> I don't trust myself alone with him... <BR> <BR> I sure as heck don't trust him with my heart... <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> My heart yearns for the feel of his lips upon mine... <BR> <BR> For the warmth in his arms... <BR> <BR> Being able to inha... Wed, 19 Feb 2014 11:56:01 EST My Knight-in-Shining-Aluminum Foil... I was supposed to post 2 blogs since I last posted about 'What's His Name'..... lol. I have been feeling really crabby lately... I am blaming weather, mother nature (woman issues), Houston traffic and my mood. So here is the run down of what I've been through since Jan 22nd... <BR> <BR> I love school, but it's 45 miles one way! Which means I have to leave 2 hours early to avoid Houston Traffic and end up being late for class. I have been finding it a bit challenging to have a new professor f... Wed, 12 Feb 2014 10:54:25 EST Me - JR = New Semester JR: Well, after 2 months of dating, JR has decided to ghost me. Sadly, I dunno what happened or why he stopped calling and texting me. 1 tear for this loss. Yet, it won't break me or hinder me in life. I consider this as a learning lesson. <BR> <BR> Semester: I have 4 classes I'm taking right now. I have 3 more before completion of my degree... Then I can graduate! YAY!!! <BR> <BR> My life is busy still and won't stop until I decide it to be... <BR> <BR> Life, Love and Laughter. <BR> <... Wed, 22 Jan 2014 15:27:44 EST What does low battery mean??? Lol! Lol @ my mom!!! Somehow we end up watching the tale end of Madagascar. The closing song for the credits plays, "Move it". My mom looks at her cellphone and says, "ChenCha my phone is going off but there's no missed calls." I tell my mom, "Your ringtone is from this movie. ((Mutes and unmutes Tv)) See what I mean." <BR> <BR> My mom is hilarious about these little side comments and snip its. Love her! :) <BR> Mon, 30 Dec 2013 20:31:08 EST Tesla... Pepe... NYE... JR... For the first time ever, I got to meet my best friend's baby Tesla... She is the cutest, quietest, and cuddliest baby ever!!! We, my best friend, her hubby, baby Tesla and I got to hang out, window shopping at the local Mall... I enjoyed my time seeing my friend for the first time since the baby shower... <BR> <BR> I even sent the picture to JR, who thinks we are adorable... :D <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR> <BR> Change of Subject... <... Mon, 30 Dec 2013 01:14:26 EST I did what?!?! I have been freaking out about this semester and my grades. Per the agreement with my scholarship people I have to make "C's" or better in all classes. I was freaking out, cause I put off doing my biology class until the very week before finals... Not one of my best ideas, but it happened. <BR> <BR> The teachers have until Monday, 12/16 to post the grades. I'm checking my grades every hour that day and would stress out more, with not seeing a grade for my biology class. It's 30 minutes befo... Fri, 20 Dec 2013 16:29:11 EST 2nd Date… Man, what a whirl-wind! lol. You’ll see in a minute, what I’m talking about… <BR> <BR> I had a second date Thursday night with JR. He being a complete and utter gentleman knocks on the door when he comes to get me. My sister gets the door and I walk out to see JR in my house. Another big moment for me… Since he’s the first guy in years to cross the threshold of my house, which my family actually knew about. We go to leave and he escorts me to the car. He opens the door and I almost slip an... Sun, 15 Dec 2013 02:26:16 EST The date... :D Totally for Pickie98 and Marianne9855... <BR> <BR> Well, I guess I need to be brief about what's happened up until this point. <BR> <BR> Back story: My friend is playing match maker. I being a good sport humor her. She sets me up to meet these people that she knows. Thus the post "It's a Date!"... [Oh, ya I'm down 20 pounds since Thanksgiving...] <BR> <BR> Now back to what has happened since... <BR> <BR> We (Jr and I) have been talking and texting since. He came over to my house, knocked... Sat, 7 Dec 2013 17:37:32 EST It's a Date! [My friends seem to think I need to be hooked up during the holidays. They like playing match-maker. I being a good sport, agree to the dates... Some are better than others.] <BR> <BR> I met this guy through a mutual friend. We haven't been talking long... I asked him if we could meet up for coffee once he got off of shift at 6am on Thanksgiving Day. He was okay with meeting up, suggested Starbucks. We went met up at 6:20a and had coffee. He gave me a hug upon meeting me. We sat, drank coff... Mon, 2 Dec 2013 11:30:58 EST A 'Girlie' Girl... Last week I went to a Phi Theta Kappa induction. My friend asked that I go and represent (mentor) her at the ceremony. So, I'm all dolled up and dressed to the nines! I go and show support to my friend... <BR> <BR> After the ceremony... My instructor who I have conversations with after every class, comes up to us and tries to excuse her. I tell my instructor it's fine, and call he by her last name. She shocked that I know her name and questions who I am. I tell her my name and explain I got ... Wed, 20 Nov 2013 11:26:17 EST Have ya read this? The article I have issues with: <BR><BR>aistline-122031626--sector.html <BR> <BR> My rant to that article...: <BR> So, according to ObamaCare... I'm morbidly obese cause my BMI is at 50.1 right now. I would have to not only reach my goal weight of 175 pound, still considered "over weight"! Apparently, under ObamaCare, I would need to be a minimum weight of 115 pounds to a maximum weight of 159.5 pounds.All women regardless of race, that are 5' 7", wil... Wed, 13 Nov 2013 17:23:25 EST Feeling pumped! Honestly, I don't know what happened tonight... After dinner, I felt like taking all 4 dogs on a walk. The 1st 2 walked for .75 of a mile. The 2nd 2 walked for a full mile. Then I get home and do 20 mins of cardio/kickboxing with 25 pounds of added weight. <BR> <BR> Now I feel pumped! I'm gonna get though, take a bath and watch a movie before bed... Maybe even get some reading in... <BR> <BR> <img src=""> Sun, 10 Nov 2013 23:22:34 EST A fraction of what's to come... If today is an example of what will happen in my life... I graciously accept it. <BR> <BR> The 411 of today... <BR> <BR> 1. Helped the 2 Interpreters in my class with signs and cueing back to the point. <BR> <BR> 2. Helped a classmate with a textbook, another with notes and a third with the catagory "etc". <BR> <BR> 3. Spoke to my professor and got redirected about my program plan for graduation (what classes I lack to graduate). <BR> <BR> 4. Got invited to attend as a guest to Phi Th... Fri, 8 Nov 2013 02:41:01 EST A toast with a twist... (Speech Class) For my Speech class, since I cant do an eulogy and I don't want to do a welcoming address. I would like to do a roast, but then I need the person to be willing to accept the jokes... <BR> <BR> So my professor said if I can prepare a toast with a twist. She'll review the speech and let me know if I can do it... <BR> <BR> The scenario (which I can change up a little): Your best friend is getting married. Your flight was delayed and missed the ceremony. However, you make it in perfect time for... Tue, 5 Nov 2013 22:29:59 EST To infinity and beyond... I love that saying from Toy Story, "To infinity and beyond!" My hubby and I would say it periodically to one another, when he was around. <BR> <BR> I asked my friend, Bella, if she ever said that to someone she loved and meant it? To which she said no. Now, I have been talking with Bella for a long time now (almost 5 years). <BR> <BR> Last night I told Bella, "Bella, I do love you my friend. (Laughs, trying to imitate Buzz Lightyear) To infinity and beyond!" Bella laughs at my crude imita... Mon, 4 Nov 2013 12:06:13 EST I'm not ready... I've been given an impossible task. <BR> <BR> I might feel broken and bruised.. <BR> <BR> I've felt like giving up, a time or two... <BR> <BR> I've lost my will, my strength, my determination, and almost gave up hope... <BR> <BR> BUT... <BR> <BR> I'm not ready to throw in the towel or give up, without putting up a good fight! <BR> <BR> Cause this is for me, no one else. <BR> <BR> Nothing, not even fear will stop me on this journey of repossession. <BR> <BR> This is my moment, my defin... Sat, 2 Nov 2013 01:40:33 EST Dia De Muerte, Day of the Dead... All Saint's Day (Nov 1)... <BR> <BR> However you refer to it, it's all pretty much the same thing... <BR> Paying respects to loved ones that have passed on... <BR> <BR> For this year's Dia De Muerte (Nov 2), I will be going with my family to my husband's grave site to clean the area and spend time with him. I try not to go by myself to Os's site, because I get extremely depressed. I have been handling his passing better in these past 3 years... <BR> <BR> I have a special thing being mad... Tue, 29 Oct 2013 14:40:39 EST A Jumbled Mess... A new day. A new freedom. Lower stress levels. I went from stress level 27 to 4… <BR> My Sweetie dumped me… His reason, “I’m a cold-hearted ‘B’ that refused to spend time with him at his new place (which was over 100 miles, [one way] from my house.).” <BR> <BR> ~ ~ ~ <BR> <BR> Ripped from Maria Kang’s FB page: While I certainly wasn't fat, I didn't feel good about my body. Like many women, I struggled with disordered eating, was an emotional eater and often blamed my past, peo... Sat, 26 Oct 2013 17:17:31 EST My new fave site... For those who don't know... <BR> <BR> I love, love, love the 1950's era. I love how the hairstyles were... how women dressed... I know it falls along the "Rockabilly" lifestyle... Even though, I'm not a Rockabilly type of woman. <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> They freakin have Plus Sized Pin Up Girl Clothes from 1x to 4x!!! I'm in 7th Heaven now... :) <BR> <BR> <img src=""> Wed, 23 Oct 2013 13:44:50 EST Daddy, I'm in love with a thug... By Knight Owl <BR> <BR> If you ever get the chance to listen to this RAP song, it's good. It is an "Oldie" for me... Something I heard all the time when I was in High School. <BR> <BR> It's been almost 2 months since I've last been on here and posted anything. A lot has happened... <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR> 1. My dad is currently in the hospital. On his birthday (16 Oct 2013 - 72yrs old), he had a pulmonary embolism (... Sun, 20 Oct 2013 20:17:17 EST Yes, i have a van... ... Now, I'm suckered into helping Sweetie move. My rant part is, he ain't even packed! Yet, here I am spending my holiday weekend helping him pack, clean and move... <BR> <BR> I guess, I need to stop complaining and just get the job done... A weeks' worth workout, here I come!!! Mon, 2 Sep 2013 13:26:47 EST Feeling Blessed. Interpreting Class: I got to speak with my teacher about SWCID... I might not be finished with them after all. In the end, my teacher said, "They did everything in their power to break you down. Yet, you are still here and still wanting to learn. That says unmeasurable words about your determination, perseverance, and character as a person. If only some of the other Interpreting students had your will power, then we (LSCS Interpreting Program) would stand out from the other colleges and unive... Thu, 29 Aug 2013 21:14:57 EST Education. Next week, I start going back to school. My summer flew by this year... Or maybe the whole year did... <BR> <BR> I have already cleared off my desk and established an area for me to actually do homework. I plan in the next few weeks of looking for a small set of dresser drawers to purchase. Apparently, I have a plastic tote drawers, but I don't use it the way it should be used... Also, I need to disassemble and reassemble the shelving units in my room too. <BR> <BR> I'm happy about the sch... Tue, 20 Aug 2013 15:03:55 EST Busy, Busy, Busy... Here's a breakdown of my life, so far... <BR> <BR> <BR> SWCID: <BR> I went to SWCID for ASL Immersion week. No using your voice, signing only... Well, on day 2, I was singled out and asked to be an observer, cause clearly I was 'not up to par' on my signing skills. By day 5, I got a really nice FFFF You letter that stated, "When you have completed all your ASL course, please feel free to come back and try ASL Immersion week again." <BR> <BR> - Ya Right... Ya'll singled me out, then want m... Tue, 13 Aug 2013 15:28:49 EST P.S. Wish me luck... I'll be heading to Big Spring, Texas for Deaf Week; Jan 28 - Aug 3. I'll be staying at Southwest Collegiate Institute for The Deaf (SWCID) and doing some Sign Language/Interpreter Training... It's gonna be awesome signing with people for a full week!! I'm excited about going <BR> <BR> My warped sense of humor got ahold of me today... <BR> <BR> <BR> My Friends FB Post: <BR> That awkward moment when your teacher asks, "What culture has perfected the art of landscaping and gardening?" and yo... Thu, 25 Jul 2013 17:39:34 EST Worried... I feel amazingly good right now... <BR> <BR> It's raining here in Houston. <BR> <BR> With Rain comes renewed hope. <BR> <BR> <BR> I have dealing with a mysterious sickness for the past month... <BR> <BR> I couldn't think of what was going on, what might have changed for me to feel so sick... <BR> <BR> My Sweetie and I were extremely afraid, we might have been expecting after 2 months of dating. <BR> <BR> I was very worried about the possibility of being pregnant and in a new relationsh... Wed, 17 Jul 2013 10:47:26 EST Hesitations and Charity Purposes… Attitude: I want to stay positive, but it’s hard when there is so much negativity around me. <BR> <BR> <BR> Health: I admit, I’m not feeling my best at this moment. Either, its medical and the docs are trying to get my dosing right or I need to do ‘the test’ and see if that’s why I’m sick lately. I’m praying it’s medical… All my friends are trying to jinx me though… Even going so far as to say, “I hope you have twins/multiples.” UGH! I can’t shoot them… Can I? It would totally be for chari... Thu, 11 Jul 2013 14:33:35 EST Harassment and Nutritionist... Harassment: <BR> I had to file a ‘Sexual Harassment’ charge yesterday against one of the janitors. He had been asking me out on a date for a bit (maybe a month). I refused and stated I have a boyfriend or to the effect of ‘I have someone in my life’. He would not take ‘no’ for an answer. <BR> <BR> What really irked me was yesterday I asked that he clean my windows from smear of gnats that I killed and still had a small swarm of gnats flying around. He tells me, “You know you’re my girl; loo... Tue, 9 Jul 2013 13:38:33 EST Walk the line… I decided after taking this Summer class, I need a break from classes. I feel like I’m doing too much to get out sooner; rather than accepting defeat and doing it the right way. I feel that if I actually sit out on the next Summer semester and really relax, it will do me a world of good. This will give me a chance to be ready for Fall & Spring semester when I start doing 12 credit hours instead of 6 credit hours. <BR> <BR> I just feel like a FFFF Up right now, by not doing as well during th... Wed, 3 Jul 2013 12:39:38 EST This past weekend bites! Literally… I went to visit my sweetie this past ‘to get away from it all’… I ended up being the Las Vegas’s Sahara Buffet to ants, gnats, Texas mosquitos and to my horror, bedbugs. <BR> <BR> I stayed from Thurs night until Sun morning at his place. I woke Fri with no issues or any bites of any kind. Saturday morning, I noticed I had bites, red whelps about the size of a dime in clusters, on my shoulders and on my arms only. I asked my sweetie if he would help me put medicine (rubbing alcohol and Neosp... Mon, 1 Jul 2013 13:29:16 EST Gumbo... I walked into the break room and smelled this delish scent of what I thought was gumbo, being warmed up. The smell was so good, my stomach started growling... I found out a co-worker had warmed up some crawfish etouffee... Yum-O! My mouth is literally watering at the words of my favorite cajun dish... <BR> <BR> Since, I don't have any cajun meals in the freezer... I grab 2 boxes, a Smart One Pasta with Spinach and a Lean Cuisine Steak tips with Broccoli. Together, it was 450 calories, only ... Thu, 27 Jun 2013 15:43:32 EST Happy. Today, I awoke happy for once. I have no earthly idea as to why I am in such a good mood, but I am. I even made it to work on time... A first since April. I am a bit hungry right now and debating on what I want to eat. <BR> <BR> I guess, I finally feel wonderful enough to be in a good mood... Or maybe cause I'm finally back on track with my weight loss goals... Either way, I feel amazing today! <BR> <BR> Hugs to all. Wed, 26 Jun 2013 12:33:22 EST Queezy... I awoke this morning early, before my alarm clock went off. I decided since I was up to stay awake and not to go back to sleep, pressing the snooze button a million times before forcing myself up and out of bed. I wanted to go back to sleep though, even if it was for just 20 minutes... <BR> <BR> I got to work and started feeling queezy. I dunno why. I hadn't drank any water at that point nor ate anything. I decided to down a protein bar and drink some water to help subside the queezy feeling... Mon, 24 Jun 2013 14:58:50 EST Affirmation of my life… <img src=""> <BR> Since Thursday last week, I have been slacking on my calorie counts, exercising and resorting to bad eating habits again. From this week of bad habits, I have gained 10 pounds and have been procrastinating about getting my bum in gear and back on track. I want to blame the Family Reunion, but the reality is I am the only person to blame for losing this much control over my eating habits and slacking on exercising. <BR>... Sat, 22 Jun 2013 02:41:16 EST