MARTY_MARTIN's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=MARTY%5FMARTIN MARTY_MARTIN's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Refocusing http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4935992 I have decided to stop worrying about my weight for a while. I would be content being a chubby healthy person forever, but I made a vow not to cut my hair or shave until I reached 300lb and all of this hair is getting on my nerves. Nonetheless, I can't keep obsessing about my inability to make any headway on my weight. Instead, I will concentrate on my diet, my workouts and my measurements. I am only going to weigh in once a month until I meet my 300 lb goal. My ultimate goal is 275 - 285 lbs... Thu, 21 Jun 2012 10:11:06 EST Frustrated http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4910379 I'm getting extremely frustrated. I'm working out like a mad man, eating half the calories I would need to sustain my weight, and I haven't lost any weight in months. I have stayed around 350 - 340 since December. It's really pissing me off!! I've played with calorie intake (even spent a couple weeks eating 800 calories a day), have changed my workouts (from just joging to p90x) and NOTHING is working! Maybe I'm just going to be a fit fat guy. Damn it! Sun, 3 Jun 2012 19:16:06 EST