MAC232004's SparkPeople Blog MAC232004's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community P90X Starts Again My biggest issue in fitness, and probably overall life, is that I never finish anything I start. I've done the analytics on myself and can't seem to figure out why this happens. Maybe I'm just simply unmotivated. All I know is, I get excited and pumped and then a couple weeks later, it just disappears. <BR> <BR> About a year ago, I bought P90X with goals to complete the 90 day program with a super fit body. I remember trying to follow the nutrition plan, but having trouble working out AND e... Sun, 13 Nov 2011 08:20:47 EST I'm Back! Been gone for a while, but I'm back and ready to try this again. <BR> Day 1, success. <em>48</em> Mon, 31 Oct 2011 18:11:35 EST Counting Calories Meeting my weight loss goal is all about calories in and calories out - with calories IN as my issue! I stayed under my calorie goal Monday - Thursday this week, which is a big deal for me. On Friday, I went out to eat with my friend at a very nice restaurant. We had waited too long to get going, so by the time I was sitting down in the booth, I was starving. Of course, the waitor brings out the bread basket. I stared at it, thinking. At least I was thinking, and not mindlessly grabbing... Sat, 2 Apr 2011 16:38:05 EST It Really is a Journey I'm beginning to realize that life really is a journey. Yes, of course it's cliche, but I really am just beginning to understand that goals cannot be achieved over night. I may not have my dream job, but I will some day because it's important to me to be working for something I truly have passion for. I will continuously work in a positive direction until I find what I'm searching for! <BR> <BR> I will not reach my goal weight in two weeks, but I may in two months. <BR> <BR> I will not... Mon, 14 Mar 2011 19:00:32 EST Regret I joined Spark People a week ago to do one thing - gain control. I've never been obese, but always in the upper range of my "normal" BMI, and always carrying more fat than I'd like. Mostly, I've been angry at myself because I've always wanted to be FIT. I've always pictured myself looking muscular and strong, and with enough energy to run mini-marathons whenever I wanted to. But, I have never gotten there. <BR> <BR> My weight is always changing in small ways. A few days ago, I weighe... Sun, 13 Mar 2011 08:30:36 EST