LWILSON641's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=LWILSON641 LWILSON641's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Day 15 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5142276 went back to work for pizza hut.... so hard to work in a pizza place and refrain from the yummy fatening food!!!! <BR> when i was pregnant I worked their too and that is why i gained so much with the last pregnancy...... when you are craving constantly its so hard to pass up free pizza lol <BR> <BR> but i did refrain and will continue to do so thank goodness for the salad bar Wed, 21 Nov 2012 08:03:27 EST Day 14 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5141212 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/0/l2035520900.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I love this!!! I tell myself this when i have to push to finish my last set on jillian michaels yoga meltdown!!! <BR> Its definatly one that will offend your fat and your fat will cry. <BR> <BR> I am still stressed but im pushing through it now. im ready to just break down give up leave my husband and take my girls and go to stay with family. <BR> BUT <BR> i will not <BR> i love him its not his fault he is hurt ... Tue, 20 Nov 2012 08:06:07 EST Day 12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5129295 ok ok so i started working again and im so unhappy but ive lost 3 more lbs so im just gonna celebrate that today Fri, 9 Nov 2012 08:29:35 EST day 9 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5125512 this stress is throwing off my drive i just want to sleep until it is all over!!! <BR> It seems the older I get the worse I handle stress. I think it has a lot to do with having children they rely on us and when we are not able to provide it hurts. I cry everytime my daughtr asks me to buy her something or wants something special to eat and there is not a thing i can do. <BR> <BR> if i was not so stressed out i would be on track with working out and would be able to eat right. <BR> <BR> eat... Mon, 5 Nov 2012 22:23:12 EST Day 8 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5124174 I cant shake the funk im in not about my weight but about our situation im so stressed out!!! i really hope something happens soon!!! Sun, 4 Nov 2012 22:39:36 EST Day 7 & Stressed!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5122391 today is one of those days where i had a bad day yesterday and today i am feeling mad and down because of it!! i need a giant spatula to scrape me up and put me back on my feet lol!! <BR> <BR> really i will be ok take it a day at a time and moment to moment!!! <BR> <BR> We have a lot of stress right now my husband is out of work and we are getting low on money so my focus is not on controling my thoughts as much as it is on where our food is going to come from and what we are going to do. ... Sat, 3 Nov 2012 10:58:49 EST Day 6 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5121835 Well I am down three pounds from when I started spark people!!! pretty excited!! I am still not getting to work out the way I want to but I will get there! it is hard when my husband is home we live in a small trailer so we are piled on top of each other and it is hard for one person to take up that much room while doing something like working out lol. plus i shake the whole trailer!! but in time we will get a house and that will make it easier. when he goes back to work next week I will get ... Fri, 2 Nov 2012 19:23:35 EST Day 4 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5120013 ok so yesterday i was so busy didnt get to eat as much as i wanted and then had to walk a million miles with trick or treating and then came home and had a marathon of fun till 3am yes i am one lucky girl.... <BR> <BR> MY HAIR IS STILL A MESS YES!!!! <BR> <BR> Thu, 1 Nov 2012 09:11:07 EST day 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5117721 today i will work out one way or another and I am going to have a great day!!! <BR> <BR> oh and water water water water water.....time to quench my body!!!! <BR> <BR> makes me think of adam sandler!!!!! <BR> <BR> www waaaaterboy!!!!! well today i will be water girl!!!! <BR> <BR> <em>91</em> Tue, 30 Oct 2012 09:52:02 EST officially Day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5116986 Ok well today did not get off to the big start I was hoping it would. LOL! That is ok. I didnt get to work out....YET... I have been good all day and not ate well I am working on the water that is a hard one for me lol. <BR> <BR> I am a tx girl who makes the best sweet tea and I am very rarely with out a big ole glass!!! <BR> <BR> I am doing my best to alternate between tea and water. <BR> <BR> I will get there not too stressed out about anything today which is good and keeps me from ... Mon, 29 Oct 2012 16:04:45 EST Day before day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5115733 Ok im excited to start tracking my progress this will help motivate me and get me moving thank you for providing help!!! Our country needs more services like this one!!! well tomorrow I begin so stay tuned Sun, 28 Oct 2012 15:14:31 EST