LOVENHEALTH's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=LOVENHEALTH LOVENHEALTH's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ 2013 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5430578 I've been gone a bit and lots has happened. My weight was stable at 195 for a bit and then I went back to old eating habits, weight went up to 210. I have got sick after some dental work so I dropped 8lbs in a wk and have stabilized it at 200 for a bit now but I am ready to start lowering that number again. I started cosmetology school yesterday in the evening hours. I get a 20 min break and can get a snack make a trip to DunkinDoughnuts or they have vending machine snacks, I think I will be ... Tue, 23 Jul 2013 12:21:32 EST Health Issues http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5172859 Quick background in August '11 I was referred to an endo for deeper eval on my hormones. Turns out I have too much free testosterone. Having too much free testosterone can cause too much unwanted facial hair, acne problems and thinning of hair(all of which I have), I also was diagnosed with high cholesterol which was lowered with weight loss. I also found this next little part from this website, "Left untreated, high levels of androgens, regardless of whether a woman has PCOS or not, are asso... Fri, 21 Dec 2012 12:07:09 EST Slow to Start December http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5155506 Thanksgiving was pretty uneventful we stayed in and had a small meal. I didn't do seconds and I didn't make anything so I wasn't tempted to snack on anything. I haven't been eating as well as I hoped for but the thing is I am still eating regular meals. I have been slacking on my medicine as I lost my weekly pill holder so I forget a lot more. My therapy visits have come to an end but I plan on continuing what I learned there in my own home. As for other activities I go walking with my cousi... Tue, 4 Dec 2012 03:40:54 EST Realizations and minor bumps http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5139597 Was having a slight knee pain earlier last week and mentioned to my therapist. He told me to take it easy and let him know if the pain increases at my next visit. I wasn't able to describe the pain well last time so until my next visit I have been marking my knee with marker to show the areas of pain with a different color for each day. I have also been wearing a knee brace and started to ice. All of it seems to be of no help as my knee seems to hurt more now though I have been trying to rest... Sun, 18 Nov 2012 18:57:17 EST Cracking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5134268 I find myself random a lot recently. So I just am typing this as it comes. Also at the end is my 'drama' of the day. <BR> Starting to crack under the pressure it feels. Lawyers paid off most the bills that were outstanding. Found life insurance policy so I can get that claimed. Insurance came through with the check for car damage. My cousins are starting to move in. This is where the crazy began. They said around 7 they would be here, I was up at 6:30 freezing while wishing I were still in be... Tue, 13 Nov 2012 16:52:26 EST What Did I Sign Up For?!?! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5129853 My cousin got eviction papers earlier this week and today I got the call from her for help. No one in her family offered to take them in til they could get an apartment so I felt I had to offer. She has 3 children ranging in age from 10 months to 6 years. I also figured I could take advantage of her being here and clean up the house as the kids need a safe place to play and she will make it happen sooner. I also realized after it will be a lot of stress on me esp since they don't have much mo... Fri, 9 Nov 2012 18:31:13 EST Falling Down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5127934 The title refers to something that happened today and a realization. Just a brief cap of yesterday and into today. <BR> So often when we fall down we get right back up, the same should always go for weight loss. If you don't meet your goals one day refocus and continue on your journey. Yesterday I went for blood work, I overslept by 3 hours but my wait wasn't near as bad had I gone earlier. The lady found a vein right away and left me with a nice bruise and a sore arm feeling like I got a flu... Wed, 7 Nov 2012 23:48:07 EST Procrastination http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5125240 I have been procrastinating a list of phone calls but I am determined to get them done and out of the way this week. I started off by looking around the house and picking a few things I had been procrastinating such so my list has been so far something like this: <BR> <em>8</em> Take care of laundry <BR> <em>8</em> Collect dirty laundry <BR> <em>8</em> Clean off nightstand <BR> <em>8</em> Pick up dirty dishes <BR> ~In progress~Clean off desk/organize it <BR> ~Hook up printer/scanner <BR... Mon, 5 Nov 2012 18:34:20 EST Trials and Tribulations http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5121023 Just getting thoughts out in the open. Kinda random at times. <BR> In the past year I have hosted a Thanksgiving and Christmas event for my parents, my ex and his father. I have lost another pregnancy, within a week of that I lost my ex's father. I moved back with my parents, went back to school and got my high school diploma, lost my mother, took on a huge new role my mother left behind and learned many of life's lessons. I was also in an accident and now am preparing to take in not just one... Fri, 2 Nov 2012 02:08:44 EST Closer to my goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5110517 Past few days I have been weighing in at 203-205. This is a pleasant surprise as I had not been eating fairly healthy but I have been trying to at least eat something rather than nothing. I have also picked up a bit more on the soda and less water which I am trying to change. I have been chugging water once I noticed my dizziness affecting my balance though. Sunday I had some coffee and noticed my joints have hurt a lot more since then, not only my lower joints but my arms have a terrible ach... Tue, 23 Oct 2012 21:55:28 EST Therapy progress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5101981 Been doing well in therapy still struggle doing modified planks but improving. The therapist decided to add new exercises last Wed, 2 lb weights on Thurs and on Monday they added more exercises to help strengthen my right knee. Measurements for it were quite lower than that of the left knee. Weight has kind of plateaued for now between 205-210. I haven't been eating as healthy. Been feeling quite low on energy and feeling myself sink into a depression. Hoping my hanging out with friends and g... Tue, 16 Oct 2012 23:36:00 EST Quickie http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5092172 Weighed in at 205 yesterday, 204 today, while I hope to go down tomorrow I am expecting to be up a lb or two due to food choices today. Speak of today, I had a quick visit at therapy it seemed, I had 2 exercises made into one as apparently I am too flexible for them, 2 stretches were cut out completely due to flexibility also and they added a knee/back stretch to strengthen up my knee. Quite pleased with how it's going overall as it is relieving the pain until they inflict a new soreness. I h... Tue, 9 Oct 2012 02:55:11 EST End of Year Goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5086876 Quick update on my current status in things. I have officially started physical therapy and boy am I sore. Let's just say I haven't really worked out since like 9th grade. Yeah sure I took Kenpo in 10th but keep in mind these are over 5+ years ago. Not only did I learn how sore I can get I learned my balance sucks more than I thought. I go back Friday for another session that will last another hour and my balance is shot more so as I am so dizzy today. My hips feel out and back is severely br... Thu, 4 Oct 2012 17:18:37 EST End of Sept Already?!? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5077857 This is kind of all over past few days so it may seem random at times. <BR> Current weight: 205 <BR> Met with the therapist for eval today, went well overall though he put me in a bit of pain. Soft tissue massage helped a lot til my lovely friend thought he'd be 'funny' and put some pressure and create pain. Was relaxing tonight and the pain flared up and hasn't gone away yet so sitting is uncomfortable and I don't even want to think about laying. <BR> <BR> Monday went to the doctor and foun... Fri, 28 Sep 2012 00:32:40 EST quick update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5073379 Overall feeling really lazy as of past few days. I dragged a couple of boxes out and discovered mostly junk mail and a few things to throw into a yard sale. Dr wrote me a script for antibiotics and changed up my pain medication as the other wasn't helping much. Got an appointment set up for physical therapy on Thursday, pretty excited for that. The downfall of today I woke up way early, throwing off my normal routine. Hoping that things start improving so I can get back into walking soon and ... Mon, 24 Sep 2012 18:47:24 EST Woohooo! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5069692 So clothes are fitting better scale is going up and down between 205-212 depending on the days. I have been fighting the pain off and on but not sure the meds are helping quite yet. I am cleared for physical therapy, apparently they base it on referral slips not the visits to the therapy itself, exited for that. Been tracking what I eat more regularly today was a splurge day as I had soda, caffeine and fast food while out with a friend. I have an appointment Monday with my doctor to discuss t... Fri, 21 Sep 2012 21:44:56 EST Laid up :( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5064282 Overall weekend to current: <BR> So most the weekend was spent in bed or on the couch. New medicine(mobic) made me super dizzy while giving a terrible headache at night and making food was a challenge in general. Totally bummed I wasn't able to do much housework let alone go for any walks. So today(Monday) rolls around I am feeling pretty upbeat and positive, made a good breakfast, cleaned a bit, got physical therapy set up and some shopping in. Had a good workout tonight and was doing pretty... Tue, 18 Sep 2012 01:31:08 EST Life sucks at times... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5058174 ...but it gets better before it sucks again. So far I got my hair cut and have been able to get one walk in. I have failed to eat breakfast within 30 mins most days as I just haven't been hungry or ended up falling back asleep. I was getting good about eating breakfast within an the 30 minutes but have fallen back into waiting an hour or more to eat. I have been eating lunch regularly though. Water intake was increased but probably didn't help I also started drinking soda-Sprite, 7up, root be... Thu, 13 Sep 2012 20:49:53 EST Urges& Goals for the week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5051500 Having strong urges to go back to playing World of Warcraft recently. It all started when the emails from Blizzard starting coming in for beta over the summer, wasn't too hard to resist then. I talked to people who still played and many others who have either gone very casual or given it up for 'good'. And then the dreaded one week free play right before launch of the new expansion. I played the game for 5/6 years and really built up a character in there with many online friends. I even went ... Sun, 9 Sep 2012 19:57:03 EST Review of the week 9/8 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5050034 Got a walk in last night, had quite the rain storm yesterday and a dust storm(haboob) on Thursday night. Looking back the past few days I have realized a lot of things~ <BR> ~Cut the sugar from my coffee and cut back on the sweet foods again <BR> ~Staying more active even though I don't realize it right away <BR> ~Expressing myself more and more to help reduce stress <BR> ~Being more positive than negative <BR> ~Setting smaller, more obtainable goals <BR> ~Its okay to have fun and not feel g... Sat, 8 Sep 2012 17:58:23 EST Stuck on Repeat http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5047131 Feeling off since my trip, not sure what it is but feeling tired all the time and the days seem to repeat themselves hence I have no idea what day it is. I have been laying down to bed at about 10/10:30 every night to sleep and while I drift in and out of sleep lightly I don't fall asleep until after midnight and wake about ~8-10 in mornings. Yes I could try to better rein in my sleep routine but everything seems 10X's harder right now. I have managed to get back on meds and stay on them thou... Thu, 6 Sep 2012 13:25:22 EST Ending of Summer http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5044379 So I wasn't planning on doing anything exciting but a friend extended the offer to go out of town with some others. Took them up on it stayed 2 nights 3 days and had such a blast. Didn't care much about tracking or anything while out of town I just let loose and relaxed and boy was it worth it. I ate lots of junk food, drank very little water and lots of soda/alcohol. Yeah I could've done better but honestly I didn't care then. Now that I am back I took a day to get back on my meds and eat re... Tue, 4 Sep 2012 18:14:52 EST Positivity http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5035235 First off kinda random in topics but its my week so far :) <BR> <BR> fresh peaches+cinnamon+cottage cheese=fav new snack! <BR> <BR> So I kept stepping on the scale daily but wasn't inputting it on paper or scale(my scale has some numbers saved!). So back in March around mid month I was 229. Today marks 3 days I have been back on my medicine and eating a bit more regular/balanced meals and my weight is already dropped to 206. 8/26 I came in at 209, 8/27 208. I know most of this may just be w... Tue, 28 Aug 2012 21:10:51 EST Feelin Good! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5032171 Recap of my weekend and goals this week for getting back on track! <BR> Saturday I wasn't really feeling well was taking it easy, apparently my cat wasn't feeling well either and she wanted me to get my easy exercise in so she got sick on my bed. Stripping my bed and remaking it took 30 minutes with having to get her off every time I turned around. Did dishes last night and made it more work for myself by doing each individual item to the proper location and then moved some boxes. Felt good a... Sun, 26 Aug 2012 20:03:57 EST Iffy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5026959 New doctor=amazing! So I met with my doctor he wants me back on my metformin and vitamin D he is also doing a blood workup to see where my hormone imbalance stands and my vitamin levels if I am deficient or holding steady. He also is sending me to physical therapy to help my back pain and said we would cover the possible palpitations next visit. So much easier to talk to this doctor and he doesn't just write out a script each time. <BR> In other parts of my life today has been good and bad, I... Wed, 22 Aug 2012 20:57:19 EST Last Straw http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5011312 So went to my doctor Friday scale said I was 210 there, weighed in at home at 207 in my normal weigh in cloths. Anyways last straw with my doctor he truly is an idiot, told the nurse when I made the appointment what it was for, told the nurse when they took me back what I was there for and still the dr doesn't read my chart let alone listen to what I was saying. So switching doctors Monday morning and hopefully still able to go see my specialists in Sept., if not I could end up with back pain... Sat, 11 Aug 2012 20:16:40 EST An up day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5007581 Today has been a fairly up and down day but calling it an overall up day for all the realizations. Was feeling sorry for myself a lot and I reread some weight loss articles I saved that I felt I could relate to more. One I had saved was one I hadn't read but the person featured in it was Sarah Brakke a sparkpeople user~here is the link to article http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/07/06/i<BR>-lost-weight-sarah-brakke_n_1655269.html Anyways I first look at the starting weight, how long it took... Thu, 9 Aug 2012 00:21:44 EST Slowly Starting Again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4983230 So I started by drinking lots of water and trying to get back on my sleep schedule, so far so good. Meals have been a bit harder. I don't care what I eat at what meal as long as it is a meal at least 3 times a day. I have been having one of the chunky soups loaded with vegetables and I split the can before even heating it saving me a meal for later. I also have been trying to watch the portion size of my meals but not being strict on it. I haven't been to the store in a week so we are running... Mon, 23 Jul 2012 12:47:14 EST Vertigo? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4972143 Offtopic real quick my followup with pain management went well, was cleared for short walks and the man I saw was shocked I wanted no pain medication. Needless to say he was pleased with that and I go back in 2 months for a recheck. Holding steady at 210 but I got in a lot of walking and standing these past few days :) <BR> So I had heard a lot of vertigo from people with it and read some info on it. I thought it would be frustrating and annoying to have, esp after I had an inner ear infectio... Mon, 16 Jul 2012 00:33:53 EST A good day :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4966387 I tend to be random in these anymore so here it is. Started off to be an average day, laid in bed for an hour and then got up, surprised myself and ate some cereal. I craved for carbs and ate a small bag of chips with some veggie dip. I figured I was going to be cleaning and getting my workout in but a dear friend dropped by with lunch. It was good as I got some pent up tears out and he made me laugh and smile. I was glad he stopped by but sad to see him go. I am grateful I am making headway ... Wed, 11 Jul 2012 23:11:06 EST Offtrack http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4961426 Fallen off track hard, was overloaded with stress from the services but now that they are over that stress has lifted. My dad and I got all the left over food so lots of jello salads, cakes and pasta salad. On top of that I went out twice with my aunt when she was visiting. I ate salmon and broccoli and had water to drink. For the breakfast meal I got wheat toast saved half of it and half the veggie omelet for later. I didn't touch the hash browns but I did have half a piece of bacon. I wish ... Mon, 9 Jul 2012 00:32:05 EST Socialization http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4951249 So I decided I needed to get out of the house and socialize a bit so I went to church on Saturday. It was emotional as my mother loved church and it is where the services are being held on Friday. I then went to downtown area and watched fireworks with my dad which was enjoyable however the smoker's not so much. Got home late went to bed slept crappy and had a headache. Headache turned to migraine tonight after spending the afternoon with family. Family is finally here from Florida which is f... Mon, 2 Jul 2012 01:41:27 EST 1 Week since http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4947739 I have made it almost a full week since my mother passed away, it also means I have completed my high school diploma 5 years after my original graduation date but it's done. Weighed in today at 210.2 lbs and felt good to see that number. Pants are falling off me so I must find 14/16 this weekend or next week and can tell a difference a lot in my bust area as my smaller bra's are fitting a bit better. I also feel more confident in life. Although I am saddened by my mother's passing it is makin... Fri, 29 Jun 2012 13:11:53 EST Unexpected Heartbreak http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4939245 Today I was going to work on cleaning and spend the day doing my school work, finishing CPR course information. Instead I was awoken to call 911 and have my life forever turned upside down. My mother passed away this morning. I am now to take on the burden of all the finance management and meals. This will be stressful but I am trying to use this as a positive rather than a negative. I hope to honor her in many ways over the years to come. ~Fly high momma~ Sat, 23 Jun 2012 17:57:28 EST ~3 weeks http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4938450 It's been about 3 weeks. I can definitely feel the difference. I am struggling with eating regularly and drinking water when I go out with my friend. I don't eat fruits or veggies, I normally get a 44oz soda and get 1 fast food meal which I try to make healthy. I have managed to do a bit of walking today which was quite shocking since I am normally laid up in bed from my procedure the following day and part of Saturday. I weighed in on Wed at 212, Thurs it went up to 214 and today I am back d... Sat, 23 Jun 2012 02:00:33 EST ~2 weeks now http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4929214 It's been about 2 weeks since I joined spark, I have been drinking water on a regular basis and when I don't I can tell the difference. My current weight is 214 when I joined it was 220ish. This is a sum of my somewhat busy week. <BR> Monday~My 'fat' pants are a size 26 which were big on me already and fit more when I was bloated and always eating junk. I tried some pants on sizes 19, 20, 22, and 24. I had trouble keep any of them up. Since I don't own a belt I went with the 22's as I was fee... Sat, 16 Jun 2012 17:14:54 EST Goal: Refocusing for Success http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4921585 Sunday was an eventful day, our fridge was going out and we had to have a repair man come fix it, thankfully they are somewhat family so it didn't cost so much and our fridge works. After the long day of me cleaning the kitchen, doing laundry, dishes and moving boxes we ordered Chinese for dinner. I went with chicken lo mien and only ate a small bit of it. It came with fried rice, egg roll, sweet and sour pork and soup. It was all good and I limited myself to bits of everything but still had ... Mon, 11 Jun 2012 12:06:59 EST Feeling the Stress *gah* http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4919630 Probably a lot of rambling so sorry for any confusion. <BR> Planned dinner meals for the next 2 weeks tonight, kind of stressful due to my mother's confusion and resistance. Let me just say I am a planner and this helps me all around. She doesn't write things down and plays driver for many a people when it comes to doctor appointments. Sun, Mon, Tues, Thurs are her days off so we shop for groceries one day, make meals another depending on who has what energy levels and do doctors appointments... Sun, 10 Jun 2012 01:05:56 EST 215! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4917726 Weighed in today just for the heck of it, I had just weighed in Tuesday or Thursday at 217 after having going between 218-221, today the scale read 215! I didn't have my glasses on so I squatted down to make sure I was reading right and sure enough I was. So excited to know what I am doing is helping. I can already see results showing also, I have less fat in my face and a healthy glow, my stomach is getting smaller and I want to get up and do things more. I did find myself doing a puzzle las... Fri, 8 Jun 2012 12:51:22 EST Meals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4915031 Baking chicken and rice and pairing it with sweet potatoes. I want to try it with brown rice but having never used brown rice I am slightly hesitant. I am sure I can find a variation with it though. Some of the chicken will be used for fajitas and a chicken stirfry with brown rice. I am doing frozen mixed veggies with most these meals as it is easier to store for later use. I'm hoping to cook up some skillet crisps from the freezer section I can't remember the brand that makes it but they do ... Wed, 6 Jun 2012 16:15:34 EST Preparation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4913547 Did some exercises before getting out of bed the other day. Really got me moving a bit more that day. Over the weekend I did dishes by hand, moved some boxes and did a fair bit of house cleaning. I then proceeded to clean house the next day and go shopping for groceries. Was going to cook meals today but have ended up cleaning the cupboards as well as the fridge. Tonight and tomorrow I am making chilli, a chicken and brown rice bake, stir-fry with chicken and brown rice, fajitas-I normally e... Tue, 5 Jun 2012 17:02:22 EST Stress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4906786 Under what seems like a never ending amount of stress while in my current living situation. After the sudden death of my partner's father in December I was put in the situation of being a caregiver to my mother. I moved back in with my parents and I have started to put my life back on track after it detoured for 6 years. So now that my relationship has ended after 6 years to the day I have told my father, my sister and anyone that saw my relationship status change on FB. I feel I should tell ... Fri, 1 Jun 2012 01:47:10 EST