LDRICHEL's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=LDRICHEL LDRICHEL's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ One America Indy 500 Mini Marathon: The Other Side of the Race http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5351972 This past weekend, I volunteered to hand out pretzels at the finish line of the One America Indy 500 Festival Mini Marathon. It was my first experience as a race volunteer and not a runner, so I wasn't sure at all what to expect. <BR> <BR> Woke up at 4:15am (that sucked) and drove downtown, only to get totally lost trying to find the Volunteer Check-In (which was conveniently located at a tiny table BEHIND a whole bunch of donuts). There were no signs. To say I was grumpy would be an und... Fri, 10 May 2013 10:25:23 EST Starting Over....Yet Again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5334344 Ugh...well, wouldn't you know it? The DAY after my last blog entry (you know...the one where I was super thrilled because I was two weeks into my half marathon training plan and so proud of myself for making it happen?) Yeah...that one. THE NEXT DAY...that little pain in my shin that I mentioned turned into a much bigger pain. A friend messaged after reading my blog and cautioned that the symptoms I described could possibly be a stress fracture, which can take months to heal. So, I immedi... Wed, 24 Apr 2013 16:04:38 EST Divorced Mother of 3 Training for a Half Marathon http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5294777 So, it's no secret that a lot has been going on with me for the past couple months. Been in the midst of a divorce and a huge life shift (moving out of my house, starting up as a half-time single mom, paying all my own bills by myself, and holding down my full-time job all the while). I suppose it shouldn't be shocking to hear that I did absolutely NOTHING for about 5 weeks. I mean, I had the occasional swim or 30-Day Shred workout here and there, but nothing consistent and nothing serious.... Thu, 21 Mar 2013 09:43:07 EST How am I? Let me tell you...no lies. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5279124 Yesterday was not the best day. My Facebook status at the end of the afternoon read, "Today = FAIL". Why? <BR> <BR> Well, I felt like I got nothing accomplished at all. I hardly got any work done. I had vowed to start training in earnest this week because my 8-week half marathon training plan starts next Monday. I skipped my lunch hour 2-mile run...for no apparent reason other than the fact that I didn't feel like doing it. I have had a rough week with patience with the kids and things ... Fri, 8 Mar 2013 16:26:22 EST Sickness, Starting Over and Scheduling http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5239937 Well, the move into my new apartment went very smoothly. As it turns out, I have very few earthly belongings...so loading the truck took about 30 minutes with just my husband and me and my father-in-law. Drove the truck to the new apartment and my move-in helpers weren't to arrive for another 1.5 hours. I got every single thing unloaded from that truck all by myself except for my bed, a dresser, a table and a couch. I was feeling pretty badass that day! Haha. <BR> <BR> First night was rou... Wed, 6 Feb 2013 09:25:27 EST Time to Heal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5213186 It's not a secret that I've been neglecting my blogs. I've had a lot going on in my life, both physically and emotionally. I have not completely abandoned my health goals - because they are no longer just specific training goals to be met, they are overall fitness and health goals for the rest of my life. So, in that respect, I am still on track. <BR> <BR> Next week, I'll begin the Run Like A Mother Half Marathon Training Plan, preparing for the Indy 500 Mini Marathon in May...one of tw... Fri, 18 Jan 2013 14:37:55 EST Featured in the IU Bloomington Faculty/Staff Newsletter! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5200822 Some of you know I work at Indiana University in Bloomington, IN. We have a weekly newsletter that goes out to all the Faculty & Staff on our campus and, this week, they featured me in an article and also featured my last SparkPeople blog. <BR> <BR> <link>inside.iub.edu/features/stories/2013<BR>-01-10-feature-story-weight-loss.shtml </link> <BR> <BR> Right now...my work e-mail inbox and my FB are blowing up with "likes" and comments. But, when all of the excitement dies down...I know ... Thu, 10 Jan 2013 16:15:27 EST Rest and Re-Direction http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5174562 About a week and a half ago, I had a pretty big revelation. As I was previewing my next few weeks of training and worrying about the fact that my training hours were soon going to increase from 5 hours per week to 7 and 8 hours per week, I started to feel a little overwhelmed. I was sure I could figure out a way to make it work. But, seeing as it's been very difficult to make 5 hours fit into my schedule, I was nervous. And, frankly...I'm JUST SO TIRED all the time. <BR> <BR> When I had... Sun, 23 Dec 2012 16:44:06 EST I'm Not A Superhero, You Know http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5162042 Here's a topic that we haven't covered in a little while. Seeing as I have had so many new SparkFriends jump on my blog bandwagon lately, I thought it important to repeat this message for them. For you longtimers...it's always a good reminder. <BR> <BR> It would be great if I was some exercise superhero who always did everything perfectly and had an undying fire for training, which I could use to spread motivation to the masses. Perhaps some of you see me that way...who knows? <BR> <BR... Mon, 10 Dec 2012 10:51:20 EST The Best Laid Plan http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5159023 In training, as in life, the best laid plan will always be just that: a plan. <BR> <BR> This is a key lesson I'm learning as I enter Week 5 of my 52-week training plan. Because of a schedule issue, I had to do some re-arranging of workouts this week, leaving me triple booked yesterday. There was that groundbreaking, wonderful one-mile swim early in the morning. But, as I reported, my legs began to feel achy mid-day. Still, I had scheduled a spin class for 5pm and weight lifting at 7:15... Fri, 7 Dec 2012 08:39:34 EST Some blogs are crazy creative...some are just a training journal, y'know? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5158370 Big day for me, people. Rolled outta bed at 5:30am because THIS was going to be THE day. <BR> <BR> Upstairs: Suit on, teeth brushed, contacts in, hair pulled back. <BR> Downstairs: filled water bottle, grabbed gym bag, hopped in the car. <BR> In Car: Fueled with caffeinated gel chews, gulped water. <BR> Locker Room: Clothes off, towel on shoulder, grabbed goggles. <BR> <BR> In the Pool: <BR> <BR> One full hour of swimming with a break in between the first and second set of 20 length... Thu, 6 Dec 2012 15:29:05 EST Dear Mr. Brute - We're Not So Different http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5156891 This week, I've been dragging a little bit. I keep hitting snooze on my alarm and going back to bed. Monday, I was late getting in the pool so I only did a half swim (15 mins). Fast & furious 500m, which left me a little dizzy. Good thing I packed peanut butter on whole wheat...devoured IMMEDIATELY after that swim. <BR> <BR> Yesterday, I literally rolled out of my bed at 6:15am and my spin class starts at 6:30...on the other side of town. Guess what? I still went. Bad. A*s. So glad I ... Wed, 5 Dec 2012 09:19:10 EST Pushing the Limits & A PR in the Pool! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5151557 Back to your regularly scheduled programming, folks. Taking a bit of a break from the heavy emotional fare of the past two blogs. Today is all about training, yo. <BR> <BR> Last night, I attended a one-hour spin class. It was the second time I've gone in deciding that I would not cheat on the resistance and would allow myself to feel the pain...because I know it will make me stronger rider when it's all said and done. It was SO difficult, but guess what? I lived. <BR> <BR> About an h... Fri, 30 Nov 2012 11:05:58 EST Am I Authentic? Are You? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5149351 Wow, you guys. It's been pretty difficult for me to figure out how to follow that last blog I posted. Partly because it was one of the most honest blogs I've ever written and I felt a bit exposed and wasn't really sure how to recover from that. Truthfully, I expected a flood of judgment and lectures. While I did receive a little bit of that (comes with the territory in a public forum), I have been pleasantly surprised by the kindness in your hearts. I really can't begin to reply to every... Wed, 28 Nov 2012 10:22:46 EST Deeply Personal and Slightly Risky. But I Won't Hide Any Longer. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5145148 Well, I've stared at a blank blog box for days, even weeks now...longing to share all the lessons and growth experiences I've been going through...but couldn't decide if, when and how I should do so here. <BR> <BR> After quite a bit of thought and consideration, I've decided it's time to put some words to this and put it into the digital abyss. Not necessarily for you...although it might indirectly help someone out there in a similar situation (that seems to happen a lot with my blogs)...b... Sat, 24 Nov 2012 13:51:36 EST Spinning and Swimming and Weights - Oh My! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5142593 I went into the Prep Phase of training thinking it would be a piece of cake. I mean, I start off with 5 hours per week of training (this is based on a full year schedule of 300 hours) and gradually work up every 4-6 weeks to more hours until I get to the Build Phase before my A races, which will require 8.5 hours training per week. <BR> <BR> So, this is as easy as it's going to get, folks. And if you know me...you understand that when I make a plan, I do it. No flaking out or quitting or w... Wed, 21 Nov 2012 13:01:32 EST I've Started Telling My Daughters I'm Beautiful http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5136092 So, the title is misleading because I haven't. But...after reading this article this morning (which literally left me in shock, it was THAT good)...I am going to. <BR> <BR> It's a quick, but powerful read and I honestly think it's essential reading for any mom of young girls that is working hard to take care of her body. <BR> <BR> <link>offbeatmama.com/2012/11/telling-daug<BR>hters-im-beautiful </link> <BR> <BR> Honestly...I can't stop thinking about this. All I have to say in respo... Thu, 15 Nov 2012 08:42:25 EST Don't Worry About Me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5133948 Hey, loyal SparkFriends! <BR> <BR> Thank you so very much for checking in with me and leaving me such kind and wonderful messages. I apologize for dropping off the face of the SparkPlanet. Yes, I've been out of town with work and things have been busy. In addition, I'm dealing with some pretty big changes in my life that have left me on a rather difficult emotional roller coaster over the past couple of weeks. <BR> <BR> I can't go into detail right now (but I will be able to eventually.... Tue, 13 Nov 2012 11:32:39 EST SparkFriend Changed My Entire Outlook http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5124736 My dear friend, SNEVIL1, just got into the 140s for weight. I made an off-hand comment that she is at my goal weight and I still feel like I have SO far to go. She looks and feels amazing and I'm so proud of her. <BR> <BR> She's a math teacher and she had a quick response to my comment, which completely made my entire day. WOW. Thanks for the perspective, friend. <BR> <BR> Thought I'd pass it along to all of you as well. You guys are making miracles happen every day, you know. <BR> ... Mon, 5 Nov 2012 11:01:23 EST A Week Off - NOT Awesome http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5122589 I did absolutely NO workouts this week. I mean, that was a planned thing. I'd anticipated a full two weeks rest after my half marathon after this rather grueling season of injury and healing and re-injury. <BR> <BR> I never imagined how it would feel, though. I hear stories of marathoners who get antsy during taper periods before a race. I never knew why they'd hate a taper...I mean, it's a nice excuse to relax! What's not to love?! <BR> <BR> Oy...it's awful. Just awful. And here's... Sat, 3 Nov 2012 14:44:41 EST A 52-Week Training Plan http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5118967 So, I've been talking a bit about my next year's training plan, which spans 52 weeks and takes into account several different phases of training throughout the year (Prep, Base, Build and Race Phases). A lot of you have been surprised that I would plan so far out. And some have had questions about this. <BR> <BR> I did not come up with this training plan on my own. Not at all! This is a plan carefully researched and laid out by triathlete, Joe Friel, in his book "The Triathlete's Trainin... Wed, 31 Oct 2012 10:56:51 EST Off the Grid http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5115853 Hey Sparkies. <BR> <BR> So I haven't been around much the past week or so. I had a terribly busy week at work...just got back from Austin and now getting ready to turn right around and head to Denver in a week for another conference. <BR> <BR> In addition, I've had some pretty rough stuff going on in my personal world. It's the kind of thing that has been lurking for years, but suddenly attacks out of what seems like nowhere and leaves you for dead. And you're kind of left shell shocked... Sun, 28 Oct 2012 17:37:33 EST My, How Things Have Changed! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5112116 OK, I lied. I said I was going to take two full weeks off from working out, in preparation for my next phase of training. I figured, my body could use a good rest before I start next year's Prep/Base phase of training. <BR> <BR> But, the thing is...I can't NOT work out at all! It is more than just a calorie burn for me now. It's not about vain things like size and weight anymore. It's my stress relief. It's my (sexual) frustration/tension release. It's my place of serenity. And, wi... Thu, 25 Oct 2012 08:02:28 EST Indianapolis Half Marathon - October 20, 2012 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5108826 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/6/l1665643670.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Well, I landed safely in Indianapolis at 7:30pm on Friday night. Drove straight to the YMCA to pick up my race packet for the next morning's half marathon. We stayed with my sister overnight, since she only lives about 15 mins from the race site. Had to wait for my husband to bring the kiddos to her house, though. I tell ya...after a full day of travel, I was ready for bed by 9pm. I would have gone too...exce... Mon, 22 Oct 2012 18:17:55 EST Been M.I.A. in Austin, TX http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5107135 FRIDAY, OCTOBER 19 <BR> <BR> Sitting here in the Atlanta airport, headed back to Indianapolis, I can look back upon the previous week and judge it to be a smashing success – not only for our Kuali community, but also for myself personally. Aside from questions about my triathlon training, the question I am asked most often is “what exactly do you do?” This is always hard for me to answer in a succinct way – not because I am so knowledgeable in the technical aspects of my business, but beca... Sun, 21 Oct 2012 14:06:09 EST Everything's Weirder in Austin http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5098594 They are not kidding when they say "Keep Austin Weird". I have to admit, guys, it's rough not to stare at a person (or multiple persons) that have piercings literally covering their ENTIRE faces! And, yet, you wonder....isn't that WHY they do that? So people will look? I don't know. I am just a Midwestern nice girl who doesn't want to be rude. And yet I want to stare so badly... <BR> <BR> So, as you've gathered, I made it to Austin. Yesterday was Airport Day and it wasn't the funnest. ... Sun, 14 Oct 2012 12:36:36 EST A Re-Run You Won't Hate http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5095262 I've never done this before on my blog, but I thought today was a good day to bring back an old blog I wrote back in July. <BR> <BR> In just about a week, I'll be one sleep away from my first half marathon. And, just in case you jumped on the LDRICHEL bandwagon late, it's important to me that everyone knows WHY I am doing this race...and who it's dedicated to. <BR> <BR> Here is a link to a blog I wrote about an inspiring friend, who WILL be at that race when I cross the finish line. I... Thu, 11 Oct 2012 12:39:23 EST I Feel Like A Farmer http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5094442 So, today was weird. If you know me well, you might know that I have a thing where my body kind of naturally wakes up between 3am & 4am every morning. I generally lay there wide awake for a bit and then fall back asleep. <BR> <BR> This morning, I woke up at 4am and my mind started racing. I started to worry about things and the stress of this next week or so started to creep in...and, well, I was AWAKE. I had originally planned on going to the Y to swim at 7am this morning. But, I swi... Wed, 10 Oct 2012 19:48:24 EST This and That http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5091485 This week, I feel like this... <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/6/l16311565.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Maybe you didn't get that metaphor. Here's another: <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/4/l742988315.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Still confused? Here's a likeness of me: <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/9/l199882290.jpg"> <BR> <BR> My bad, that doesn't look like me. This is a little closer: <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.spar... Mon, 8 Oct 2012 15:19:15 EST When "Personal Best" Becomes "Everyday Normal" http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5087889 I had another rough start this morning. Alarm sounded and I had about a 5-minute inner battle about whether to go back to sleep or get up and work out, as planned. I reasoned, "I worked out yesterday, so I'm good. I can sleep a bit more today." But then thought, "Yeah, but you felt so awesome after yesterday's workout. Why wouldn't you want that again?" <BR> <BR> Somehow, I got up and went. Swimming again. You might as well get used to it...I have planned the next 52 weeks of training... Fri, 5 Oct 2012 12:48:00 EST Fight Your Urge to Quit http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5086452 OK, we've ALL seen this motivational poster... <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/4/l446098085.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Admit it...the first time you saw it, you were all, "TOTALLY TRUE!!!! I LOVE THAT SO MUCH!" <BR> <BR> Then you saw it a few hundred more times...to the point where you no longer get excited when you see it and you probably just vomited in your mouth a little when you saw it here on my blog. Be honest. Hey...I feel the same way about all motivational quot... Thu, 4 Oct 2012 10:56:24 EST A Blog of No Substance (w/Pics!) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5085156 Today is quite a day. I have so many emotions and strong words floating through my brain. Some bad news from my aunt's oncologist, plus a gray nastiness outside my window and, well...I don't trust myself to put words on a screen that will then be blasted to the masses. Knowing my luck, my blog would make the SparkMail and then I'd just have a LOT to answer for. <BR> <BR> So, right now...I am zipping my lip. Here are some motivational pics that explain where I'm at (which is ALL OVER TH... Wed, 3 Oct 2012 11:53:02 EST Did You See This News Story on Bullying? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5084088 Just caught this clip on Facebook...looks like it's making the rounds. But if you haven't seen it yet...I thought it was just perfect for SparkPeople. <BR> <BR> What a strong woman. We can all learn from this beautiful lady! <BR> <BR> <link>www.blogher.com/national-bullying-mo<BR>nth-news-anchor-responds-fat-shaming-e<BR>mail-air </link> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/6/l761277700.jpg"> <BR> Tue, 2 Oct 2012 16:58:03 EST Thoughts On Training & Transformation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5083069 For the past two days, I've been working late into the night on my Training Goals and Plan for the entire coming year. I figure, once I finish this half marathon, I'll take two weeks of complete rest for recovery. But then, November 1st is a great time to begin serious training and weight loss for the coming race season, which, for me, will begin in March 2013. <BR> <BR> I've been following a very detailed process in setting up this training plan and I found it in "The Triathlete's Trainin... Mon, 1 Oct 2012 22:48:31 EST F4F Race Write-Up & SPARK MEETING (w/pics)!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5080746 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/4/l646886623.jpg"> <BR> <BR> So, the race I've been waiting for for months finally occurred yesterday. The Fort4Fitness 10k. Not only was it my longest race ever (so far), but I had plans to meet up with SparkFriends that I have been chatting with, texting and e-mailing for months, but have never met in person. We came from almost every direction to get to Fort Wayne. From the North: RUNFOR3POINT1 (Brighton, MI). From the East - SNEVIL1 (... Sun, 30 Sep 2012 15:21:43 EST My First Spinning Class http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5078119 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/8/l985831919.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Yesterday, I took my first spinning class. So, listen...here's how it all went down, folks. <BR> <BR> Last Saturday, our city had a Wellness Palooza (super cool...I LOVE to see cities really focused on health, but that's beside the point) and I stopped by the Urban Cycle booth. Apparently, they are the ONLY spin studio in Bloomington, IN. This is so strange, considering Bloomington is a Mecca for cyclists. E... Fri, 28 Sep 2012 08:50:35 EST I Know What I Want Now http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5075909 Well, I'm now 5 chapters in to "The Triathlete's Training Bible" and I still stand by my review that it is one of the most helpful books I've ever read and it could not possibly come at a better time for me. Biggest lesson so far: It's time to start using my head and training smarter. <BR> <BR> I am now on Day 4 of no exercise at all. Surprisingly, I still hope to meet my 2,000 September Fitness Minutes goal. Truthfully, I've been doing very little moving in general the past few days, as... Wed, 26 Sep 2012 14:21:03 EST Difficult Choices and Healthy Balance http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5074290 So, I finally picked up "The Triathlete's Training Bible" by Joe Friel (which has been sitting on my night stand for a few weeks now). Truth be told, I hadn't even glanced at it because I felt a) overwhelmed by the wealth of information within b) a little bit unworthy to call myself a real triathlete and read a real book about training for said sport and c) a little prideful that I already had a good workout plan and system going for me. I reasoned I could pick up that book when race seaso... Tue, 25 Sep 2012 11:07:54 EST Fort4Fitness THIS WEEKEND!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5073415 I am SO tired today. I am SO hungry today. I don't know, guys...this training/diet mix is so difficult to figure out. I did all the math and I know what SparkPeople tells me I need to eat daily to meet my weight loss goals. But then there is this whole other world of hunger when you are burning 5,000 calories per week with endurance sports. I've had headaches and been dizzy (yesterday, walking with my sister and my niece, I almost fell over on the trail because a spell of dizziness hit m... Mon, 24 Sep 2012 19:31:54 EST My Weekend In Facebook Statuses http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5072247 In case you didn't know, I'm extremely Facebook active. Thought it might be fun for you to see my weekend, solely through Facebook statuses: <BR> <BR> SATURDAY <BR> <BR> ZOMG, you guys!!! Ran 6.05 miles this morning with no ankle issues at all! Now...tapering for Fort 4 Fitness next Saturday. WOO! <BR> <BR> <em>365</em> <BR> <BR> Happy 10th birthday, Anika! You have been a diva from the moment you were born. You always loved to sparkle and you still do. But now you have also found yo... Sun, 23 Sep 2012 23:36:39 EST FANTASTIC FRIDAY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5069064 I've had quite an amazing morning, friends! As a lot of you know, I've been working pretty hard to get rid of this weight. I'd been at a plateau for maybe a month or so and I was getting really frustrated with the fact that the number on the scale wasn't going down. It wasn't so much the number...as it was the fact that I've been working SO hard and I felt like I had nothing to show for it. <BR> <BR> Of course, that's ridiculous because a) I have lost inches b) my entire body is firming... Fri, 21 Sep 2012 11:11:05 EST Childhood Obesity Sucks - and I'm a Hypocrite http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5067625 So, let's take a break from the usual report on my workouts and motivating pep talks. Something has been eating away at me and I am more and more agitated, which means I probably need to do some processing of the issue to understand why I feel this way. <BR> <BR> September is Childhood Obesity Awareness Month. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/2/l929394551.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Here's the thing: this won't be your typical article on childhood obesity. I have a weird ... Thu, 20 Sep 2012 10:22:15 EST The One Where I Explain My Injuries and Silence the Exercise Naysayers http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5064773 I've been irritated lately by naysayers. In particular, people who will comment on my Facebook or SP status and caution me not to overdo it with my exercise, etc because I might "permanently injure" myself if I keep working out. Now, I am not angry at these specific people because I understand that they are just saying these things because they care for me and they are concerned that I will do harm to myself. Who could be angry at someone for LOVING them? Haha. <BR> <BR> But I realized ... Tue, 18 Sep 2012 11:18:07 EST Le Sigh http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5063625 Well, I've gotta be honest. This day really kicked the crap out of me. I came off a terrible night of sleep, awful dreams about hurtful people from my past, woke up late. Ugh. Seriously considered skipping my swim this morning and sleeping more...but, as I said in my status, I've never missed a scheduled workout and I don't intend to start making excuses now. Especially since this morning's workout was supposed to be a run, but I'm protecting my tendon until it feels 100% perfect. So I ... Mon, 17 Sep 2012 17:27:19 EST Excuse me, Obesity? Could I have a word with you please? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5059161 Excuse me, Obesity? Could I have a word with you please? Thanks. <BR> <BR> As you probably know, I've had some issues with my tendonitis flaring up since my last run. I've been bewildered by the feelings of frustration and anger that have been rising up inside of me. <BR> <BR> Why am I angry? Good question. I'm so glad you asked because I've been dying to say this for a couple days now. <BR> <BR> I'm so angry at you, Obesity. I loathe you. I detest you. I'm angry that you have a s... Fri, 14 Sep 2012 13:22:52 EST It All Adds Up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5056212 OK, so I found Spark Article GOLD, friends...it's a detailed explanation of HOW SparkPeople calculates the calorie allowances in our Food Tracker. For those that don't trust anyone (like me)...or just curious minds. <BR> <BR> <link>www.sparkpeople.com/resource/calorie<BR>_calculation101.asp? </link> <BR> <BR> I encourage anyone who commented on my blog yesterday and said you could relate to my struggle with the scale not moving to read through this and do the calculations step-by-step ... Wed, 12 Sep 2012 14:37:28 EST 1-2-3 Let's Eat Healthy! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5054494 OK, so here's the long and short of it, folks. You KNOW I've been working out like crazy. I have been 100% faithful to myself in fitness and exercise. I am proud of myself for that...it's a huge accomplishment for a 200+ lb girl to get off her ass every single day and work her body. I don't minimize my effort in that area. <BR> <BR> I am also proud of myself for the healthy food choices I've been making. I always choose whole grain breads and pastas, make sure I have vegetables and fru... Tue, 11 Sep 2012 13:37:45 EST Today is a GLORIOUS day! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5052591 So, I'll be honest. I have had a rough time getting back into my morning workout groove. The reason I rolled out of bed yesterday was because my running buddy was set to arrive at my house at 6:45am. I felt great after my bike ride yesterday. And, here's the thing, I've done all the calculations regarding alternatives...so I know that this early morning hour is really the only way I, personally, am going to be able to consistently stick to my training. It's just the way it is. <BR> <B... Mon, 10 Sep 2012 13:20:12 EST Good-Bye To Addictions http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5051375 I've noticed a couple strange side effects of my time off from running, in the form of addictions that just seemed to slide away when I began to cross-train with swimming. I didn't even realize these until one day, I just thought, "Hey...I usually do this and I don't anymore. Huh." <BR> <BR> I don't offer any explanation whatsoever about why these things seemed to fall away while I was in the boot, off the roads and in the water. It just sort of happened. It seems odd. So I thought it'd ... Sun, 9 Sep 2012 18:13:46 EST Bloomingfoods Breakaway 5k http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5049842 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/2/l8234183.jpg"> <BR> <BR> See these girls? They're my girls. My group. My Bloomington "people". Some of the group has known each other for a long time. Some were strangers to the group, but knew one of the girls, so they tagged along for dinner and drinks one night. There are a few others not in this exact photo. We have so much fun together when we gather that we decided to schedule a monthly GNO (Girls' Night Out) so we can be togeth... Sat, 8 Sep 2012 14:33:07 EST