KLONG8's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=KLONG8 KLONG8's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ How SparkPeople Helps http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5930771 I've been here for years now. Sometimes I go away for a while but I've always come back. Lately I've been thinking I should go it alone as although I'm sometimes talking the talk I am DEFINITELY not walking the walk. To top that off, I'm having computer issues that are totally making my SP world difficult. <BR> <BR> I think what pulls me back is that I realize that tracking exercise/food keeps me mindful of what I'm doing. When I think I don't need to track I generally not only stop head... Tue, 19 May 2015 11:20:35 EST Choices http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5930126 I overheard a vet tech tell a friend of mine that her dog "needed to lose weight". She's an older dog (Stella) and pretty inactive now with some disc problems. The Vet Tech said....."You can't imagine how much better Stella would be feeling and what she would be able to do if she lost some weight." My friend said "But I'm only feeding her 2 cups of food a day, the recommended amount on the bag!" "Then that's too much for her. You need to cut it back." <BR> <BR> That made me think of my... Mon, 18 May 2015 11:22:41 EST My Mind is All Over the Place! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5924315 Today is train of consciousness day because my mind is all over the place this AM. Here's what's going on.... <BR> <BR> * I am newly semi-retired with more time on my hands. What will I do with this amazing free time that will move me towards my goals? <BR> <BR> * Time to review my goals to reflect who I want to be NOW. I'm giving that some attention because this extra time is an opportunity to do some soul searching to make sure my goals are still spot-on. <BR> <BR> * My morning wal... Thu, 7 May 2015 13:43:54 EST Am I an Actress? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5923728 I had lunch with a friend the other day, a friend who struggles with goals (don't we all at times). Her latest idea is to envision herself as the kind of woman she wants to be. For example, when it comes to exercise she'd like to be a woman who goes to the gym and works out 5 times a week. THEN....she pretends to be that more accomplished woman and goes to the gym. Kind of like an actress.....she takes on the role and acts accordingly. That leads to recognizing herself eventually as the ... Wed, 6 May 2015 13:53:49 EST Am I an Actress? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5923727 I had lunch with a friend the other day, a friend who struggles with goals (don't we all at times). Her latest idea is to envision herself as the kind of woman she wants to be. For example, when it comes to exercise she'd like to be a woman who goes to the gym and works out 5 times a week. THEN....she pretends to be that more accomplished woman and goes to the gym. Kind of like an actress.....she takes on the role and acts accordingly. That leads to recognizing herself eventually as the ... Wed, 6 May 2015 13:53:46 EST Excuses http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5922394 Sometimes I think I must have received a degree in "excuses". I'm VERY good at them. I need to clear these out of my life so I can make progress towards my goals. Excuses....they are everywhere. Here are some I've been using - do they sound familiar? <BR> <BR> * Computer issues are keeping me from tracking - just too slow! <BR> * It seems to rain whenever I'm ready to put in my walking time. <BR> * I need to regroup - I'll get a fresh start on Sunday (or Monday or Tuesday). <BR> * I ... Mon, 4 May 2015 11:43:53 EST Excuses http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5922392 Sometimes I think I must have received a degree in "excuses". I'm VERY good at them. I need to clear these out of my life so I can make progress towards my goals. Excuses....they are everywhere. Here are some I've been using - do they sound familiar? <BR> <BR> * Computer issues are keeping me from tracking - just too slow! <BR> * It seems to rain whenever I'm ready to put in my walking time. <BR> * I need to regroup - I'll get a fresh start on Sunday (or Monday or Tuesday). <BR> * I ... Mon, 4 May 2015 11:43:00 EST Monday Check In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5914563 I'm halfway back to my starting point. This experience is frustrating, no doubt about it. I wish that I wouldn't allow myself these sidetracks that pull the rug out from under the progress I make. As I mentioned in an earlier blog, I gained 6 pounds in 8 weeks and now I'm taking them off. One pound at a time. <BR> <BR> So, I weighed in this morning, lost a pound and when I lose the final 3 pounds I'll be back where I was when I started this year. <em>198</em> So I'm heading in the ri... Mon, 20 Apr 2015 12:38:10 EST I've Seen this Detour Before http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5906490 I did weigh in this AM. Since I came to the island (6.5 weeks ago), I’ve gained 6 pounds. We’re heading home Thursday so my goal this week is to keep walking and just try to keep my food in the ballpark. Once home I will get serious. Because I’m not there today. I went to Whataburger for lunch! Seriously! <BR> <BR> The crazy thing is this will take me at least 6 weeks to take off these pounds to get back to my most recent “starting” point. This is really my major issue. I d... Mon, 6 Apr 2015 14:28:28 EST Sunny Monday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5898327 Great day today but my energy is LOW! Not sure why. I felt like I slept pretty soundly but maybe I tossed and turned more than I know. Then I've had to deal with "computer issues" and that always is frustrating. I need to shake it off and enjoy my life. <BR> <BR> Because its a beautiful sunny, breezy day here. Blue skies, pelicans gliding 2 inches over the water, sun warming your skin. I feel like I'm on vacation and, this is not so great, I act like I can do what I want. Apparently, ... Mon, 23 Mar 2015 17:59:16 EST Where's Karen? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5883053 I'm on an island! Yes, the tiny sandbar island at the very tip of Texas, South Padre. Years ago over margaritas and crazy from the sun and surf, my DH and I decided to buy a little condo here. "We can rent it when we aren't here," we said. "How many times can hurricanes hit"...we asked? We took the plunge and have NOT regretted it once (well, it was pretty scary when a hurricane did hit but it wasn't a BIG hurricane) and we've kept it pretty well rented when we couldn't visit (which is a... Thu, 26 Feb 2015 10:34:37 EST Mind + Body = Power http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5881947 Time Magazine recently focused on Frontiers of Longevity. I finally started reading it and some of the information shared really rang true. I'm a little more "seasoned" than some of my SP friends. I'm in the decade (OK, my 60's) where I'm noticing more aches and pains (I can't believe this is happening to youthful ME!) and watching my compatriots beginning the wearing down and out process. Scary stuff. <BR> <BR> But as more research is being conducted, a lot of it points to an interestin... Tue, 24 Feb 2015 16:11:53 EST Was It Worth It? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5876177 That's the question I need to answer. My week was going great, then yesterday for Valentine's Day I received chocolates....CHOCOLATES....from my guy (well, we were splitting the box). I love chocolate covered nuts and must admit that I had about 4 over the day. Then we went out with our son & daughter-in-law to an Indian restaurant for dinner. <BR> <BR> Now we all know, it's TOUGH in restaurants. You just don't know what went on in the kitchen (added butter, cream, salt?), portion sizes ... Sun, 15 Feb 2015 12:48:29 EST Nugget of Info that FLOORED me! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5874477 I have been a practicing "calories in, calories out" kind of Spark Person. In my head I was thinking that this basic formula was all I needed to follow to lose weight. <em>211</em> I routinely ignored the pie charts that showed me where my calories were coming from and information about where I shortchanged myself. I would read about "clean eating", "rid your home of snacks that tempt too much", "I need to up my protein" and just casually dismissed that information. <BR> <BR> I've bee... Thu, 12 Feb 2015 11:22:47 EST Reporting In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5874211 * Have successfully tracked 4 out of the last 4 days <BR> <BR> * Have been eating mindfully - thinking nutrition rather than just calories <BR> <BR> * Have been averaging 650 more calories burned than consumed daily for those 4 days <BR> <BR> * Have done my daily required plank 4 out of 4 days <BR> <BR> * Made some tough mini-decisions that have kept me feeling very good about my progress <BR> <BR> <em>104</em> <em>43</em> <em>320</em> <BR> <BR> And it's hump day! Nice ... Thu, 12 Feb 2015 00:40:27 EST The Battle Within http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5872902 Wow! Monday was a battle day for me. If you are like me, you have those days too. Where it seems like you have so many opportunities to go wrong and you REALLY have to fight your <em>18</em> inside to stay the healthy course. That was my Monday. <BR> <BR> I might not be writing about it because often, a day like that causes me to stumble but today....not bad at all! I spent 40 minutes (20 minutes walking to the pharmacy and then 20 minutes waiting for my prescription) trying to convi... Tue, 10 Feb 2015 01:04:29 EST Small meals daily? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5872016 I know that small meals every couple of hours works great for some people. But I've tried it and it's not for me. I'm guessing there are kindred souls out there who find that several small meals a day end up being a caloric disaster. <BR> <BR> When I think back to my thinner, fitter years, I didn't snack. I hadn't been told it's smart to protect yourself from getting overly hungry at meal times by putting together small snacks that keep hunger at bay. I just followed my norm and ate 3 ... Sun, 8 Feb 2015 19:12:13 EST Wednesday Thoughts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5869371 Walking is a great 'brain trip'. At least for me. You can hone in on something that's bothering you, or analyze a problem, or you can focus on the world around you. We spend so much of our time indoors during the winter, getting outside where you notice the snow on branches, the ice on the lake, the creatures around you in their winter mode, well, I just love it. Oh, and the exercise.....walking is my go-to exercise <em>311</em> <BR> <BR> Today's random thoughts while walking went l... Wed, 4 Feb 2015 12:06:29 EST Just the facts, Ma'am...the facts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5868903 OK, here they are: My Health-O-Meter readings (and yes, I made this up) <BR> <BR> 1. Supplements? I've always had mixed feelings about supplements but am taking a multi-vitamin, glucosamine, calcium every day. On track with that for past 2 weeks <em>248</em> <BR> <BR> 2. Tracking every day? 8 days out of the last 10. Not perfect but.... <em>48</em> <BR> <BR> 3. Goal to burn 500 or more extra calories daily. In past 10 days I tracked 8 and averaged 616 extra calories burned da... Tue, 3 Feb 2015 19:50:13 EST Snowfall http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5867568 <BR> As my eyes opened I scooted through and around pillows and a dog to look out the window. Yes! No snow, at least not yet. If we got going on our morning walk right away maybe we wouldn’t be dealing with snow! <BR> <BR> That wasn’t to be. By the time Jersey and I had bundled up (well, I put Jersey’s collar on her & I put on the jacket that brings out the Pillsbury doughboy in me) and headed out the door, the very first flakes were falling. By the time we were a block away snow was s... Mon, 2 Feb 2015 00:32:25 EST Building on the http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5864804 I'm still pretty pumped up about my 'ah hah' moment. If you read my last blog, where I figured out that all the sweet and/or salty snacks I was eating were keeping me (or at least contributing mightily) from moving forward towards my weight loss goal. Again, I knew this but didn't recognize how much crazy snacking I really was doing! <BR> <BR> For so long I tracked religiously....reporting that I consumed a serving of Red Hot Blues with lunch, a piece of pie for dinner, cookies as a midmo... Wed, 28 Jan 2015 21:34:04 EST Now, THIS is New http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5863423 OK, I'm trying not to snack because the reason I snack has nothing to do with hunger. <em>4</em> It's normally because of boredom and opportunity (someone brings cookies or donuts around). <em>473</em> It's also because I am not a healthy choice kind of snacker. Yes, I'm a cookies, pie, chocolate anything kind of snacker. <BR> <BR> So....I'm trying not to snack. And as I was routinely ending up about 200 calories or so over my targeted intake for the day, I decided to tighten up m... Tue, 27 Jan 2015 00:28:27 EST Random Monday Thoughts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5862974 - I weighed in today and maintained. Darn it! I really thought I'd see weight loss this week. <BR> <BR> - It's going to be a sunny 70 degrees today. Awesome. <BR> <BR> - Went to yoga this AM and it was good. Still tough sometimes when I'm on my knees as I seem to pinch an aggravated ligament but a blanket under knees helps. Now if I could just do some of the rises where you crouch on your heels and then rise up. My knees feel like they will explode so I bail. <BR> <BR> - My over-in... Mon, 26 Jan 2015 12:51:06 EST Love my walks.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5862433 Some mornings, when my DH has a fire going in the fireplace, I want to hang in the living room, warm and cozy for a while. But even so, I know I need to go out and get going. So I relax a little, enjoy the comfort then head out into the morning for my walk. <em>311</em> <BR> <BR> My walks clear my head, burn some calories and really help sustain me physically and mentally. <em>68</em> Even with the various routes I take (the lake, the park, the river, the short one, Crown Hill) well... Sun, 25 Jan 2015 19:30:47 EST Strength is not a (well actually it is) 8 letter word! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5860434 I'm getting back in gear now. My track record with January is to add a pound or two to the pound or so the holidays gave me. So it's nice to see that with focus, intention and a plan for Nov-Jan I'm in better shape than usual at this time of year. I've got to pat myself on the back. That shows STRENGTH! <BR> <BR> And strength is to me....... <BR> <BR> S = Soul searching. Really dig through the fluff and debris of life and figure out where I am and what I'm willing to do to get where I ... Thu, 22 Jan 2015 17:17:44 EST Monday Update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5858164 Today....the good, the bad, the ugly...... <BR> <BR> Good <em>43</em> <BR> <BR> * I was yoga-ing my little heart out by 8AM this morning. <em>417</em> <BR> * The weather is moderate, sunny and dry so I was able to get a good walk in without fear of an unexpected ballet move on ice! <em>311</em> <BR> * I've honored the 'no snacking' rule recently instigated and it hasn't been too difficult today <em>224</em> <BR> * I know breakfast is important but I need to cut back he... Mon, 19 Jan 2015 18:48:19 EST RELIEF....Here we go http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5857317 Coming out of a rough patch and it's a big RELIEF! You know how this is a journey? Well, this part of my journey I was just barely hanging on by my fingertips <em>198</em> . But, as my wonderful and very welcome houseguests leave, I'm relieved to say that I finally weighed myself and the <em>193</em> told me the truth. I maintained through this tough time. YES! That's success to me! <BR> <BR> So today's a new day, a new week to start aiming again at weight loss. My exercise is al... Sun, 18 Jan 2015 18:25:44 EST Rough Start http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5853513 I'm having a tough time getting re-launched this year. House guests (very fun ones) here for the annual Stock Show (showing a bull and 4 heifers this year). We, the city-slicker aunt and uncle, really look forward to this jump into the more rural side of life. These are hard-working people, that's all I can say <em>198</em> . <BR> <BR> The problem? They work hard all day and then we tend to eat hearty with them in the evening although OUR work has been sitting in front of a computer ... Tue, 13 Jan 2015 12:44:17 EST Shoot for the Moon to Fall Amongst the Stars http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5846832 I'm on a two month mission. I decided that this year (2014) I was not going to just decide to maintain through the holidays. I wanted to actually lose weight from Dec 1st through January 31st. The result was that so far I've maintained my weight through a tricky holiday month with lots of travel. I count that as falling amongst the stars because I KNOW this is better than where I normally would be as I look at 2015. <BR> <BR> But here comes the hard part. Break my winter pattern of yo-y... Mon, 5 Jan 2015 16:21:43 EST Blessed Sleep http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5830877 I do two things wrong. I share my bed with a 6'1" guy and a 40 pound dog. The dog truly is the biggest issue because she likes to sleep between my DH and me (on her special sheet) with her head on one of our hips and her hindquarters against the other one's hip. She takes up a huge THIRD of the bed even though she's not very big. <em>200</em> We love her but I know she interferes with my sleep. Unconsciously, I give her room all night and wake up sort of clinging to my edge of the b... Wed, 10 Dec 2014 13:06:16 EST And so goes Tuesday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5830590 I meant to blog today and almost didn't get it done. Busy day filled with errands and work. Went to lunch with a friend to a Mexican restaurant and ordered Tacos Al Carbon. Love that stuff but it was particularly hot today and since that time I've been battling heartburn, something that is happening more often these days. I've NEVER had this issue before. Something new to be added to the list of "beware"! <BR> <BR> Because of my big (and spicy) lunch <em>369</em> I didn't have a to... Wed, 10 Dec 2014 00:27:14 EST Busy Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5828870 It seemed like I did not rest today - always doing something. Got in my walking workouts, one in the morning (great!) and then a shorter outing this evening. Did 20 minutes of yoga. I was kind of worried about squeezing this in but once I had put dinner more or less together and in the oven I had some down time. You know, I NEVER regret spending my time getting my workouts in...so why do I push it to the last minute so often? Inquiring minds want to know! <em>211</em> <BR> <BR> I'v... Sat, 6 Dec 2014 23:56:27 EST Personal Challenge Continued http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5828388 So.....heading into December I pledged to keep working on weight loss. Not to give myself a pass just 'because it's the holidays and what can you do?' First week, I've been off more days than on track. Sigh.....but still doing better than I would be doing if I weren't aiming higher than normal. <BR> <BR> Dragging a little today. Feel like I'm getting a cold and just heard on the news that the flu shot I finally got isn't going to be overly effective this year. Seems like the flu virus h... Sat, 6 Dec 2014 00:18:58 EST December...Here We GO! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5825662 I'm up at dawn this cold, dark morning. As I look out my windows I see the beginning of a winter sky...some low clouds sketched across the horizon, tree skeletons darkly reaching out into the gray. It's a new month, the last of the year. I feel motivated to make this a good, healthy month. <BR> <BR> My DH took Jersey for her morning walk so I could catch up on computer stuff before we go to yoga this morning. We've found a great class, really designed for some of us more 'seasoned' stude... Mon, 1 Dec 2014 09:09:34 EST One holiday done.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5824247 I hope all of my US friends had a great Thanksgiving. It's a wonderful holiday at it's core and it was always the one holiday that was least commercialized....but we're really messing with that BIG TIME with all the crazy sales, the waiting in line to be the 3rd person in the big box stores to score....well, that's just a circus. <BR> <BR> Today dawned crisp and quiet and I had no intention of shopping. Jersey & I walked to the lake and just as it came into view the sun flooded across the l... Fri, 28 Nov 2014 11:52:39 EST Thanksgiving Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5822328 For us in the U.S. <em>652</em> it's Thanksgiving week. I think a lot of us probably feel thankful that we are on this journey, and that SP is such a wonderful tool. So much information, help, and community support. So a BIG thank you to my friends here at SparkPeople. <BR> <BR> And that calls for another anagram (as I had so much fun last week).... <BR> <BR> T - Truth is a key component in our journey. If we keep avoiding the truth, if we stick our head in the sand, we cannot even be... Mon, 24 Nov 2014 14:44:30 EST SparkPeople Normal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5818888 I realized today that I'm leading a 'SparkPeople Normal' day. The routine I've established is very comfortable to me by this time. And it keeps me heading towards weight loss and health....until I choose to take a detour. <em>230</em> That can always happen but I'm happiest, most comfortable when I stick to my SP normal. <BR> <BR> What is NORMAL for me today? <BR> <BR> N = NOTHING stands in my way! I evaluate my upcoming day and look for the challenges we all routinely face. Then fi... Tue, 18 Nov 2014 11:08:42 EST Sunny Sunday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5817696 Yesterday was a little surprising. I knew another front was heading our way but I wasn't expecting much snow with it, just another drop to below zero temps. So I was surprised that this gray day snowed from dawn till evening. It feels like the heart of winter here in Colorado. <BR> <BR> So...its gray out, its cold, it's snowy, time to make a batch of chili, right?! I used turkey kielbasa, then every kind of beans I could find in the pantry (tri-color, dark red kidney, cannellini) with 2 ... Sun, 16 Nov 2014 11:02:43 EST State of Me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5816141 I'm looking out of my home office window at a deep freeze. Was below zero last night, brrrrrr. Today the sun is out and we have about 3-4 inches of snow on the ground. Tomorrow it should get close to freezing, then another cold front comes through. Since we've just broken 3 days of 'coldest temp for the day' records for the past 100 years in a row, I am willing to say "maybe there's something to this global warming piece?" Strange weather, strange. <BR> <BR> I'm so happy not to have t... Thu, 13 Nov 2014 11:41:55 EST In The Beginning..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5815760 I was lost, frustrated and about 25 pounds above what is a good weight for me. I had no clue how to get rid of the extra baggage AND my weight just kept creeping up. Arrrrgggghhhhh <em>234</em> <BR> <BR> Then I stumbled across SP and started picking up some healthy living skills. I lost some weight and although I wasn't at goal, I was so much more comfortable. I'm now aiming to take off the last 10 pounds and trying to do that without the holidays derailing me. That's a first on my... Wed, 12 Nov 2014 20:44:25 EST Avoiding the Holiday Weight Gain Surrender http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5814893 For the first time in years I am not just surrendering to the standard 'hey, you're in the US' weight gain from Halloween to New Years Day. As mentioned before, I've just asked myself to maintain through those holidays past. And I more or less did just that. <BR> <BR> This year I want to move forward and go for weight loss. I made my plan for November and December and revealed them here earlier. And I promised I would walk the walk. So I must report in on my first week's effort. <BR> <... Tue, 11 Nov 2014 12:23:28 EST Talkin' or walkin'? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5809980 Talkin' the talk and/or walkin' the walk? This has been my challenge for some time because I've learned a LOT here at SP. My issue is....doing what I know works. <em>386</em> <BR> <BR> So last week I put together my 3 month goals. To keep myself from not walkin' the walk I figure I need to report in to you, my "keep it REAL" friends. <BR> <BR> Mini-goals <em>248</em> : <BR> <BR> 1. Complete my inspirational board (after all this time) by Monday. Welllllll, it's Monday and I go... Mon, 3 Nov 2014 12:14:50 EST Blowing It UP! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5807674 November will be here in a couple of days and that takes us into the holidays. In the past, I've set my target for November and December simply to maintain. To do no damage. But this time I want to BLOW THAT UP! <em>530</em> <BR> <BR> You see, I've already been maintaining. And I'm a little frustrated as I know that I'm not moving forward because I'm making decisions each day that hold me back. I realize no one is perfect but I've taken my 'understanding' of the need not to be too h... Thu, 30 Oct 2014 16:51:42 EST Here's My Problem http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5807539 My biggest problem with food is portion control. I 'over serve' myself. The foods I choose are healthy, the way I prepare things (normally) is to grill, steam, bake. I'm not into a lot of sauces. I just WANT more than I need of the things that I like...that taste great. And I keep giving in to those wants <em>18</em> . <BR> <BR> Yesterday, my DH and a friend worked hard all day putting our yard back together after some sewer line work (what a mess!) They were digging, they were lug... Thu, 30 Oct 2014 12:07:23 EST Food - you can't live with it, you can't live without it http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5806493 I was the kid who didn't really like food. Peanut butter & jelly, good. Meat, bad. Spaghetti OK, cereal and toast and jelly, OK. Fried chicken OK. Everything else, nah, no good. I ate just enough to keep me living and breathing. I was tiny. <BR> <BR> As I got older that totally changed. I started to realize that things tasted good. Friends broadened my horizon with other types of cuisines. I began (at about 25) to cook a bit more. But I was still thin, still no problem to eat a bu... Tue, 28 Oct 2014 18:38:37 EST Last week in October http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5805781 I am not done losing weight but I seem to act like it. I'm not consistent with my food and exercise. I'm doing well enough that I'm maintaining but I am not driven enough to make changes necessary to make weight loss part of my world. BIG SIGH HERE! <BR> <BR> The thing that keeps me sane, however, is that I realize if I wasn't paying attention, if I wasn't doing a lot of things right I wouldn't be at a plateau...I'd be gaining. So thanks for that! And that's truly a big 'thanks'! <em... Mon, 27 Oct 2014 14:58:21 EST Wednesday - Reporting In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5802794 Reporting in on this week's efforts..... <BR> <BR> * Tracked 2 days out of 3 <BR> * Calorie burned deficit for those 2 days? -742 on Monday, -347 Tuesday <BR> * Moving more during my day - remembering to get up from my desk more often but have a way to go here <BR> * Need to watch my calorie intake. Realized yesterday that I was eating too much - food I didn't really need but consumed just because it was there. Most of it was healthy but when I tracked I thought "whoa" <BR> <BR> Cele... Wed, 22 Oct 2014 12:10:49 EST Starting the Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5801548 Yesterday took my bike out for a 45 minute ride in gorgeous Indian Summer weather. Today, went to the early yoga class. This is mostly stretching, not so much about strength but its such a great way to start the week. <BR> <BR> Then I came home and ate a light breakfast before beginning work. I feel so much better when I work my plan. A friend and I commiserated last night...why do we fight ourselves so? Its just part of the human condition I believe. But I'm making progress. <BR> <... Mon, 20 Oct 2014 13:20:38 EST Sunday Tracking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5797019 Here's to all of us in SP Land who track on Sunday. <em>381</em> I'm singling this day out because often I do NOT track on Sunday. I try to follow my path, of course, but I give myself a break. I figure there are others out there doing the same thing. <BR> <BR> But I find that when I track I feel so much better, so much more under control. And that's a good thing. So here's to us Sunday Trackers! <BR> <BR> Let's all have a great week! Sun, 12 Oct 2014 20:09:14 EST Lazy Goaless Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5794120 I'm not sure what happened here but I've been so aimless these last few days. My energy level seems low <em>39</em> and I've been easily sidetracked. I'd have to say that I just seemed to be ignoring my goals and what I 'should' do. <BR> <BR> The result of this lack of focus and energy? Oh you know the answer. I really haven't gotten much done. I didn't track, my food intake was spotty, I cut my exercise back without the decision to do so, and this feels completely different from ... Tue, 7 Oct 2014 15:02:40 EST