KENNEDYAMBER81's SparkPeople Blog KENNEDYAMBER81's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community explanation on my status.... so its kinda depressing but, i just wanna be much is going on in my life right now that the kind of focus i want to have on my weightloss is darn near impossible.... im sure i can make it happen but to be honest it definitely isnt my priority.....the devil is really trying me at this vulnerable time! and to be honest some days i feel like letting him win! but the person i was raised to be wont let him! i know i will over just waiting on that moment! Tue, 26 Feb 2013 14:22:47 EST VALENTINE BABY!!!! :) so at 12:52 this morning my brother had his baby! :) i knew she was going to be a valentine baby all along! :p but im excited! our baby's will be so close in age yay! cousins are always your first friends! Thu, 14 Feb 2013 16:08:51 EST ITS MONDAY!!!! :) normally, im not too excited about mondays, but today is exceptional.....dont ask why because i dont know! lol i just feel like today is a great day to have a clean slate! :) Mon, 11 Feb 2013 09:02:18 EST its friday! :) idk y but im a little overly excited about today! its payday and i get to spend the weekend with my baby so those are def pluses but i just feel energized! ....oh well i will take it!!! Fri, 8 Feb 2013 15:52:54 EST work!!! :( im at work freezing!!!! i have on my coat, scarf, gloves and a blanket on top of my coat! I WORK IN AN OFFICE! THIS IS RIDICULOUS! and i wanna drink my water bottle but its cold and that will make me colder! lord please help me!! Thu, 7 Feb 2013 12:44:16 EST DAY 2!!!! today marks the second day of my better portion control lifestle change! its not as bad as i thought especially since im always drinking water now! still gotta get a handle on healthier choices but im including fruit and veggies so the healthier choices will come later im just proud of my portion control! :) Tue, 5 Feb 2013 14:58:05 EST DAY 1!! so today ive been doing very good with portion control! :) yay me! I also have been adding in vegies and fruit! i feel good about my new track that im on! Mon, 4 Feb 2013 16:07:08 EST Getting Ready!!! :} soooo, tomoro i start the daniel fast for 21 days! im a bit nervous but excited at the same time! i know i will accomplish this because im also considering this a detoxification of my body for my baby! since i breast feed, i feel like this is going to make my baby feel better since she has been acting grouchy which i think is due to my diet! ofcourse it will be modified (i.e. adding fish, chicken and cheese) due to me nursing but this will definitely be a struggle! i got this tho! :)))) Thu, 31 Jan 2013 15:03:41 EST Are You Really Ready? Alot of mixed emotions run through my body when i think about fully committing to weight loss strategies! idk why they just do! i think about the life i will have to live and am not sure if im truly ready for it so that i succeed! are you ready for a life change because its not just a diet! Wed, 30 Jan 2013 14:14:17 EST