KELLIEBEAN's SparkPeople Blog KELLIEBEAN's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Epic Weekend I am SO happy my sinus infection has cleared out! That was a bad one last week. <BR> <BR> <em>355</em> <BR> <BR> The weather this weekend was wonderful which made everything that much more delightful. Saturday was the 2016 Chicago N.E.D.A. walk that my daughter has been coordinating for the past four years. I volunteer at the check-in table as well as miscellaneous last-minute running around for her. My son works the walk up registration table. <BR> <BR> This year she managed to incre... Sun, 23 Oct 2016 21:19:18 EST Allergies What a week it has been! <BR> <BR> I worked like crazy last week to be able to take off last Friday to head to Michigan for girls weekend with my two best friends from high school. We had been talking about doing this for a couple years and finally got our schedules straight. <BR> <BR> I was looking forward to fall colors, shopping in Saugatuck, reminiscing around one of the women's grandmother's neighborhood that I visited in my late teens and picking up all things apple in Fennville. <BR>... Fri, 21 Oct 2016 11:50:06 EST Chicago Marathon If you ever have a chance to volunteer at an athletic event, I highly recommend it! Today was the first time I have ever volunteered and I picked a big one, The Chicago Marathon. It was tough getting up at 4am after an exciting late Cubs game. So much emotion! <BR> <BR> I walked down Michigan Ave in search of the gate to Grant Park to check in and receive my jacket, hat and credentials. <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR... Sun, 9 Oct 2016 21:27:41 EST The Highs and the Lows My how things change. Inside of three days, the weather went from mid-80s and sunny to chilly and rainy. <BR> <BR> I was sweating in a tank top and shorts on sunday. I needed a light jacket to take the dog for a walk on Tuesday. <BR> <BR> Last week I was eating right, ran (and walked) a half marathon. I was riding an energy high despite stresses at work. <BR> <BR> This week my fall allergies have kicked into high gear, TOM has hit (my apologies to my male Spark friends) and I have not bee... Thu, 29 Sep 2016 11:57:46 EST How Did I Get Here I was going to write this tomorrow after I've rested but even though I'm wiped out, I'm still excited; my first half marathon! How did I get here?? <BR> <BR> I got up Saturday morning, walked the dog, cleaned the bathroom and did a load of laundry. Nervous energy. I caught a train for the hour and a half ride into the city, met my daughter (who lives in the city) at her train and then I called for my first Uber ride which was free since it was my first. <BR> <BR> We went to my hotel so I co... Sun, 25 Sep 2016 21:28:50 EST I Still Rise Today was a local 5K that I've done the last three years. It's put on by my town's park district as part of their end of summer festivities. <BR> <BR> Last year, I noticed my time was close to the woman that placed third in the 50-55 age group. I was 49 at the time so I set a goal at placing next year. <BR> <BR> This morning started out the same as last year, stormy and humid, sinuses wigging out! I got myself together and walked to the park district as the rain subsided. I had to laugh a b... Sat, 27 Aug 2016 14:37:40 EST A Tale of Two Runs and a Horseback Ride The middle of August. Wow! I hate when summer starts to fade away but I hate the humidity more. So I'm hating it even more this summer now that I'm training for the Chicago half marathon, necessitating that I run in the humidity. Some runs go better than others. <BR> <BR> Last Tuesday's run went a little something like this.... <BR> <BR> I had a small window of opportunity to get 7 miles done after work. Something at work that should have taken an hour, took almost two hours so I didn't get... Mon, 15 Aug 2016 10:54:47 EST I'm Building Me 50 more days until my first half marathon. <em>40</em> <BR> <BR> I never trained for anything consistently before now. Even now, I started a bit late with a consistent training plan. <BR> <BR> We've had some pretty hot, humid weather here the last few weeks so this added running schedule has been draining. Add to that I haven't been sleeping well.... keep waking up around 2:30 am and have trouble getting back to sleep. This comes in waves, I know it will pass. <BR> <BR> So imagine my l... Sat, 6 Aug 2016 17:10:00 EST Love/Hate Relationships I hate that my mom drilled into me the habit of never going to bed without cleaning the kitchen. But I love waking up to an empty sink and clean kitchen as I pour my morning coffee <BR> <BR> I hate cleaning the blender every day but I love getting my freggies in one tall cup. <BR> <BR> I hate burpees, squats and jumping jacks but I love the effect they have on my muscle strength and endurance. <BR> <BR> I hate getting up early on weekends. My dog never lets me sleep past 5am. But I love b... Sat, 30 Jul 2016 12:08:21 EST A Few Of My Favorite Things Happy Sunday! <BR> <BR> I'm getting close to closing out a small, stressful project at work while working through a larger, stressful project. Soooooo, time to focus on the positive. Here are a few of my favorite things this weekend...... <BR> <BR> Friday.... After work I met a woman from my running group on a section of the Illinois Prairie Path that was new to us. I checked the radar and the expected rain was not expected where we would be going. <BR> <BR> Weeeeeellll, there was a light,... Sun, 17 Jul 2016 21:28:37 EST Head Games From Conversations in my Head (my previous blog) to head games I played today. <BR> <BR> To say I'm tightly wound about a project go live at work tomorrow is a huge understatement. I planned it quickly, with many stops and starts over the last year with few resources so I'm worried about my credibility. <BR> <BR> So, I posted on my One Day Challenge team to try loving-kindness meditation from 100 Ways to Change Your Life. I had some rare time alone at home after work and got that done. Tha... Wed, 13 Jul 2016 20:06:46 EST Conversations in my Head It can be a very busy place in my head at times. Sometimes when I ask DH something, he'll look at me laughing saying, "You really don't pay attention to me do you?" meaning we talked about this particular subject before. In response, I wave my hands around my head saying "There's a lot going on up here. I can't keep it all in.:" <BR> <BR> Recent conversations in my head..... <BR> <BR> At work Friday, "yesssss. this project is FINALLY almost done." After one meeting.... "Holy crap, we were s... Sun, 3 Jul 2016 15:13:45 EST 2016 Proud to Run 10K After the tragic incident in Orlando a couple weeks ago, my daughter and I registered for the 35th annual Proud to Run 10K. <BR> <BR> While watching the news that night with more details unfolding from the Orlando shooting, I cried for everyone that suffered and then became quite nervous about what might happen during the race. <BR> <BR> But living in fear helps no one and I looked forward to today's race. It was a warm and beautiful morning. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpe... Sat, 25 Jun 2016 22:54:30 EST The Good The Bad And the Ugly DH and I just got back from a long weekend motorcycle trip to French Lick, IN. We had a bit of a Murphy's Law start.... <BR> <BR> We thought the 'bridge out' detour sign did not mean the bridge we needed.... it was! We back tracked and got stuck in traffic. It was HOT! <BR> <BR> Later I made DH pull over because I felt a pain in my chest, like I got hit with a pebble or bug but it kept getting worse. I know, I know! I always wear my helmet, jeans and heavy Harley boots but not the jacket wh... Mon, 20 Jun 2016 21:08:32 EST Post Long Weekend Oh what a wonderful weekend! The weather turned out way better than forecasted. <BR> <BR> Got out of work early Friday, DH made a wonderful dinner and desert. Oh if only I could have grown three inches or so to make room for my stomach! <BR> <BR> Saturday, DH told me he'd do the grocery shopping so I could go for a run. What a guy! I ran five miles for a virtual run in support of a running friend of mine raising money for Going Gray in May for brain tumor awareness month. <BR> <BR> Sund... Tue, 31 May 2016 08:35:24 EST Sunday Reflections On a recent theme run with a local running store, I caught a glimpse of myself in a window and thought, 'that's me?' Over three years of maintenance and I'm still not used to my fitness level. <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR> <BR> It brought to mind the line in the Christina Aguilera song Reflections... "Who is that girl I see <BR> Staring straight back at me?" <BR> <BR> Every race, every hard workout I complete, st... Sun, 15 May 2016 23:14:09 EST Life Goes On Saturday morning I met up with a group to do a training run for a race that I will be running the first weekend in May. It's in a very hilly suburb. Some streets are so steep that walking up them is a challenge, going down is just as challenging. <BR> <BR> Last year on this training run, I quickly lost site of the group, got lost, gave up about the 3 mile mark and walked around till I found my car. <BR> <BR> I did a smidge better this time. I was at the end of the group but I kept the "slo... Mon, 25 Apr 2016 10:20:39 EST The Week in Review A beautiful spring weekend is coming to a close. Time to step back, review the past week and plan the week ahead. <BR> <BR> After work Monday, I had a session at Orange Theory Fitness. While changing, I realized I forgot the sports bra. I brought a racer back tank top to wear so the bra I was wearing was NOT a good look! (Sorry to my male friends for TMI). <BR> <BR> Panic struck as I had less than 15 minutes for the session to start. I threw my jacket back on and looked through the limited ... Sun, 17 Apr 2016 22:07:28 EST An Inspiring Morning Today was the 2nd annual Shake it Off 5K walk/run benefitting the Michael J Fox Foundation for Parkinson's Research, organized by a member of the running group to which I belong, who has been battling Parkinson's since 2003. <BR> <BR> Check out the link below for an article Runner's World did on Jimmy Choi last year... <BR> <BR> <link><BR>arathon/marathoner-stays-a-step-ahead-<BR>of-parkinsons-disease </link> <BR> <BR> At the age of 36, his diseased ... Sat, 9 Apr 2016 16:12:09 EST From Powerful to EEYUCK. A weekend review Friday's workout <BR> <BR> I left work early and made it to a session at Orange Theory and it went something like this... <BR> <BR> I started out on the treadmills at my base pace which is 4.5 for me for one minute, I'm slower than most. Then she had us run a 2 1/2 minute push pace which is 5.0 - 5.5 for me then back to base pace for a minute then back to push pace, I kicked up the speed a bit, then back to base pace. Rinse and repeat. <BR> <BR> This went on for 20 minutes. For the last mi... Mon, 28 Mar 2016 15:05:51 EST Tidbit Tuesday Orange Theory Fitness <BR> <BR> Before last week's session started the trainer kept saying it would be a hard one. I told myself they are all hard, take it easy. <BR> <BR> It was HARD! But so great! The man next to me reminded me of comedian Billy Gardell (Mike and Molly), even had his personality. When I felt like I couldn't pull on the water rowing machine one more second, I heard him exhaling so I kept pace with him, exhaling the same and I found my strength to power through the hour. <B... Tue, 15 Mar 2016 12:13:58 EST I Had A Moment I get four sessions a month at Orange Theory Fitness with the package I purchased. Once a week is all I can physically handle. It is very challenging for me but makes me feel very powerful! <BR> <BR> I missed a couple sessions this month so I squeezed them into this weekend. Not ideal but I didn’t want to miss out on what I paid for. I went Friday after work and struggled. It was not one of my better sessions! <BR> <BR> During the strength training block Friday, we had to do lunges on a bos... Mon, 29 Feb 2016 10:42:22 EST Back From A Long Weekend Back home from a weekend visiting the brother-in-law in rural Missouri. <BR> <BR> I tweaked my lower back right before we left. Nine hours in the car there and back, sitting around the smoky bar he owns the majority of the days and nights were a quite difficult. Everyone there smokes except my husband and I. I take for granted the law we have in Illinois prohibiting smoking in public places. <BR> <BR> All the sitting is very bad for back problems so I managed to get on the hotel treadmill ... Tue, 16 Feb 2016 08:28:49 EST Tidbit Tuesday Five Miles <BR> <BR> I’m working on a five-mile run being the new norm, instead of three. Saturday I went for a five-mile run and started petering out approaching the 4 ½ mile mark. I skipped ahead on my playlist to Jennifer Lopez’s “ Let’s Get Loud” and felt the burst of energy I needed to finish. <BR> <BR> The song was still playing when I came out of the path area to the street where I parked, across from a local ice arena. Several parents and their kids were coming out after hockey pra... Tue, 26 Jan 2016 12:31:48 EST Feelin Kinda Sunday Happy Sunday Sparkers. It's early, the sun hasn't come up yet. I have my coffee and my labrador curled up at my side. She never lets me sleep past 5:30. <BR> <BR> Yesterday, I commented on Spark member TORTISE110's blog about early morning Sparking, that I'm not a morning person but this early morning relaxing time is very nice! <BR> <BR> As Frank and Nancy Sinatra sang, I'm "feelin kinda Sunday" and I'm reflecting on the week past... <BR> <BR> I ran a 5K on New Year's day to start the ye... Sun, 10 Jan 2016 07:25:10 EST Commitment Day 5K Today I joined the nationwide Commitment day 5K at Lifetime Fitness Center, sponsored by The Life Time Foundation. <BR> <BR> I'm not the new years resolution type (see last blog) but I like their mission to get everyone to commit to investing in their health this weekend. <BR> <BR> I very rarely go out on New Years eve, I stay up too late watching all of the party shows so I love to lounge around on New Years Day. A few people in my running group were going so I bought myself a new running ... Fri, 1 Jan 2016 21:38:53 EST New Years Themes New Years quotes: <BR> <BR> For last year's words belong to last year's language <BR> And next year's words await another voice. ~T.S. Eliot <BR> <BR> Tomorrow, is the first blank page of a 365 page book. Write a good one. ~Brad Paisley <BR> <BR> We spend January 1st walking through our lives, room by room, drawing up a list of work to be done, cracks to be patched. Maybe this year, to balance the list, we ought to walk through the rooms of our lives...not looking for flaws, but for pote... Thu, 31 Dec 2015 00:23:53 EST I Look Pretty No I'm not complimenting my appearance. I met an inspirational man at the gym today who told me to say that. I'll get back to that in a minute. <BR> <BR> Last I blogged, I wrote about running in frigid, snowy weather. What a difference three weeks makes. It's been more like Easter weather here in the Chicago area rather than almost Christmas weather.... sunny and 40s-50s. <BR> <BR> So what have I been up to? Last weekend was another weekend of two 5Ks. Saturday's run benefitted the Arthriti... Fri, 11 Dec 2015 21:21:27 EST Baby We Were Born To Run Well no I wasn't born to run, it has taken some work but I did a lot of running this weekend. <BR> <BR> This weekend alone bumped the Chicago area into one of the snowiest Novembers making two races in one weekend doubly challenging! <BR> <BR> Friday, I met my local running group for a Friday Night Lights 5K. Beside my headlamp and shoe lights, I picked up some lighted sticks to make into bracelets and necklaces and some blinking lighted earrings. <BR> <BR> You can't tell in this picture ... Sun, 22 Nov 2015 14:02:18 EST Challenges Today is I LOVE TO WRITE day. I'm no Bill Shakespeare but I'll celebrate the day with a blog about the week. <BR> <BR> I belong to many fitness challenges which are easy to participate in since they involve workouts I already perform. <BR> <BR> My fitbit automatically updates It's a nice surprise when I shop there and the cashier asks if I’d like to use my rewards coupon I have earned through my steps. <BR> <BR> At any given time, I belong to maybe three challenges on the Ma... Sun, 15 Nov 2015 07:27:57 EST Back to the Future Quick blog about my day as I am melting into my couch as I type. <BR> <BR> This morning I ran a 5K with the running group to which I belong. We met at a local outdoor mall and began running at 1:45 am. That's right ladies and gentlemen, AM. Since today was the end of daylight savings time, our end time was BEFORE our start time. <BR> <BR> The run benefitted the Michael J Fox Foundation for Parkinson's research. One of our running group members is currently battling this debilitating disease... Sun, 1 Nov 2015 19:09:18 EST Rebounding Those of you that read my last blog know it was a challenging week with a sinus infection. Blogging about it and reading other's blogs helped me get a grip. <BR> <BR> I'm feeling much better today. While watching yesterday's disappointing Cubs game, I did a couple Spark videos and isometric exercises. <BR> <BR> Today I pulled myself off the couch after watching a disappointing Bears game and went for just a short, slow run to see how I felt. It was good for the soul! <BR> <BR> I returned... Sun, 18 Oct 2015 23:16:10 EST The Fritos Made Me Do It What goes up must come down right? I had a pretty great week last week and now I'm sliding downward. That's life, ride the waves, blog about the good, bad and the ugly. <BR> <BR> This has been the worst allergy season for me yet. I've been through a few OTC meds and have been eating everything in sight the past two days. Whenever I have any kind of upper respiratory or sinus thing, I become RAVENOUS and nothing fills me up. DH has been buying treats lately which has not helped. UGH! <BR> <B... Wed, 14 Oct 2015 21:03:13 EST A surreal weekend! Friday evening was my first non-trial class at the new fitness center I recently joined. Coworker did not show. Small panic attack on the inside. Breathed deep, got my heart rate monitor on, with the help of the female trainer, and got on a treadmill to warm up. <BR> <BR> Class starts, dimly lit room, heart-pumping music, trainer on a microphone headset. 20 minutes or so on the treadmill (I have workout amnesia) at varying speeds and intensities. <BR> <BR> Occasionally peaked up at the boa... Sun, 11 Oct 2015 18:33:27 EST ROCKtober I'm coming to terms with the fact that summer is gone and October is here. <em>24</em> I like fall, I really do. I just wish there was more sunlight hours. <BR> <BR> Overcast days are great days though for running. Last Monday, I met my running group for a run along a local tree-lined path. Work was tiring and I had zero energy. It was slightly humid and overcast but a slight breeze as the sun started to set. <BR> <BR> I put on my slow-paced playlist and got behind a couple women that ... Sun, 4 Oct 2015 17:27:41 EST Half Century Some cool people turned 50 this year... Robert Downey jr, Brooke Shields, Viola Davis, Jeremy Piven, Diane Lane and Dr. Dre. <BR> <BR> Oh and me. Yep, got my AARP card in the mail the other day. What more could a girl want on a day she hits a half century right?! <BR> <BR> <em>198</em> <BR> <BR> Before a recent 5K, my daughter said "Wow, you're gonna be 50, how does that feel?" I broke into my best Sally O'Malley (from Saturday Night Live) impression and said, "I like to kick, and st... Sun, 27 Sep 2015 07:51:53 EST The Weekend That Was Whew! I need a day to recover from this weekend! At the moment, I am curled up on the couch with the labrador watching the Bears game. I may take a nap... hopefully not before I finish this blog. <em>246</em> <BR> <BR> So Friday.... busy day at work, came home to an empty house, storms moving in.....AHHH, I thought, sit down and relax. Then thought no, I pulled up a kickboxing workout. Now THAT'S how to wrap up a week! <BR> <BR> My sinuses woke me up at 4:15 Saturday morning. Ugh! But ... Sun, 20 Sep 2015 15:20:23 EST I May Join A Gym I have belonged to gyms in the past. I was a regular at Bally with my daughter years ago. I remember being SO self-conscious. It was a great feeling when I finally realized nobody cared what I looked like or what I was doing, they were all focused on themselves. <BR> <BR> A couple years ago, I joined Xsport and was quickly talked into six months with a trainer who by the way was young enough to be my son and pushed me less than I pushed myself. I was too nice to complain. I’m the dinosaur... Thu, 17 Sep 2015 08:53:27 EST The Highlight Reel Well, we're winding down the labor day weekend. Where did the summer go? We had so much rain in the beginning of summer, that I feel like we just got started. <BR> <BR> Fall is not without its charms. I'm looking forward to jeans, sweatshirts, the fall colors and fall races. I just wish I could keep longer daylight hours along with the beauty of fall. Such is life. <BR> <BR> So I've been busy. There have been projects at work, some successful, some not. I'm thankful for the stress, it means... Mon, 7 Sep 2015 15:52:51 EST Sunday Coffee Talk Okay, it's almost noon but I needed another cup of coffee. I'm in slow motion today. I'm Facebook friends with a woman I met in 8th grade. We haven't actually seen or talked to each other in many many years. <BR> <BR> She put out a general invitation to see a band that covers AC/DC, Aerosmith and Van Halen.The bar was in my area and they came on at 10pm, the hour I turn into a pumpkin. But I thought that it might be fun. DH was going there after work so he was thrilled I would finally meet ... Sun, 16 Aug 2015 13:00:45 EST Runnin South On Lake Shore Drive A day of adjectives.... <BR> <BR> Relief.... My back is finally better YAY! Two weeks of stretching every evening, short walks and some Aleve helped me get to the other side of pain. <BR> <BR> Spectacular..... Spent the morning with my daughter..... some walking, some running along Lake Shore Drive, brunch and shopping. Today's sweltering heat and humidity was not going to get in my way! <BR> <BR> We walked a bit, ran some, walked a bit again. It felt amazing to be out there sweating and ... Sat, 18 Jul 2015 20:09:08 EST Bad News, Good News Hi all! Happy July! <BR> <BR> It's been a while since I have written a bad news, good news blog. Most of you know that I usually try to write positive blogs. Well, I'm not Pollyanna, gotta put the good and bad out there right? But I always work at looking at the bright side so here goes.... <BR> <BR> Bad news......I weigh over goal for the first time in over 2 1/2 years. I am ashamed to admit i made a nasty gesture at the scale this morning. How did this happen??? Hmmm, I'll spare you the ... Sun, 5 Jul 2015 21:54:33 EST Reader's Digest Well, the end of May. Where has the month gone?! Here's the latest... <BR> <BR> I had a routine blood test that showed I may be borderline anemic. Me? Anemic? I put a half cut of spinach in my smoothies every day. <BR> <BR> I added iron to my nutrition tracker and eeeyikes! I do not get anywhere near enough iron. So it's education and adjustment time. I'm reading about iron sources and adjusting my eating habits. We never stop learning. <BR> <BR> ~~~~~~~~~ <BR> <BR> I ran a 5K the beginni... Sat, 30 May 2015 19:56:40 EST Small Acts of Power I heard Chris Downey talk about small acts of power back when there used to be Spark Radio. He said the best way to get on track after a slump was to commit a small act of power, do a ten-minute workout, get a piece of fruit or glass of water. <BR> <BR> That has stayed with me and come in handy many times when I got lazy and slid down the slippery slope into old habits. <BR> <BR> Last week I went for a run after work when I was a little drained; I almost didn't go. I got it done and came h... Tue, 5 May 2015 22:02:31 EST Hump Day Run I got 'er done! I'm really working on not letting work get to me. Come on Kel, I told myself as I packed my gym bag this morning, everybody has draining days. No reason to veg on the couch. <BR> <BR> It was quite a chilly, blustery day but it was dry so no reason not to get out there. I love the path near work, slight inclines, uneven ground. The wind would make it that much more of a workout so what's not to love.... except I just wanted to go home, get in my sweats and spend quality time w... Wed, 22 Apr 2015 22:36:54 EST The Week That Was Tomorrow is Monday again already? How did that happen? <em>198</em> <BR> <BR> It was a very busy week. I'm in the middle of leading two projects at work, a role I am not very comfortable with but I'm powering through. How do you handle a frustrating day? Pop on a red rubber nose. I had this on during a frustrating phone call. Hard to get irritated looking like this. <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR> <BR> Not much opportunity for regula... Sun, 19 Apr 2015 08:25:41 EST Dancing Queen It was a beautiful spring day here in Chicagoland. I could not stay inside! I took the dog for a 15 minute walk after breakfast then back outside for a 3 1/2 mile run. After some housework, I went for a bicycle ride and took the dog for another walk after dinner. <BR> <BR> I almost forgot about the challenge I posted on my One Day Challenge team about the Better Posture video on Spark so I got that done. My posture can always use some work! <BR> <BR> This beautiful spring day put me in the ... Sat, 11 Apr 2015 22:36:28 EST Weekend Tidbits Easter shopping… Talk about procrastination. I started Thursday and finished Saturday afternoon. My kids are adults, my sisters kids are in their teens. It gets harder as they get older. <BR> <BR> I went through all of the first holidays since my mom’s passing last year and yet, I still felt deflated as Easter approached this year. I gave myself a good talking to about life going on. <BR> <BR> 5K… First official 5K of the season was Saturday morning. It was a lot colder than I had h... Mon, 6 Apr 2015 16:53:39 EST Room For Improvement May 9, 2015.... The Quarryman 5K.... The website states "Visit our community and run one of the most challenging, unique and scenic road races in the Chicago area." <BR> <BR> The last three runs I've done have been on a course I mapped out near my house that included a significant incline in preparation for this challenging race. I know the town in which this race will be held. I knew it would be challenging for me but I wanted it. <BR> <BR> Early this morning, the organizers held a second... Sat, 28 Mar 2015 21:36:48 EST Chips, Dip and a Mexico Trip Just got back from four days in Mexico with a local radio station.. anyone out there in the Chicago area? We went with The Mix radio station. I've been listening to them I think at least 15 years if not longer, and I've always wanted to do this trip but never thought I'd be able to afford it. <BR> <BR> It was an amazing trip! I'm a bit of a groupie, meeting anyone even remotely famous is really thrilling for me. I once made a huge fool of myself with James Young from the rock group Styx when... Wed, 18 Mar 2015 12:54:09 EST