KDYLOSE's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=KDYLOSE KDYLOSE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Report from the edge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5933344 I don't know, feels like the edge of something. <BR> <BR> This is going to be a long one, ladies. I started writing some of this two days ago and then I hit something by accident and my entire text disappeared. Writing in a doc and copy/pasting this time. <BR> <BR> I did some googling and it turns out there is actually a name for what I'm doing, Gray Divorce. Divorce among Boomers has risen 30% and now accounts for 1/4 of all divorces. And the rate is even higher among Boomers in second ma... Sun, 24 May 2015 06:49:12 EST Going back to tracking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5930006 With my life so unstructured at the moment, tracking feels good. Plus, the first few days I let myself eat for comfort but I really don't want to gain weight right now or feel sluggish. <BR> <BR> I called my husband yesterday to tell him I would pay to get a separation agreement which we could both sign, agreeing on what belongs to who and that we're not responsible for each other's debts, and then we could decide what to do next. <BR> <BR> You have to understand that he has absolutely no ... Mon, 18 May 2015 08:08:20 EST Forgot in all the excitement http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5928780 Just had my six-month A1C and it went down a point from 6.1 to 6.0 - still in prediabetic range, but it's been four years now that I've maintained a lower-than-diabetic reading. <BR> <BR> Of course this week my routines are all shot to pieces, no Senior aerobics class, not in my own kitchen preparing my foods. But I'll get back to all that. I may gain two or three pounds before I settle in, but it won't be more than that. And I'm doing a lot of dog-walking. Fri, 15 May 2015 18:51:48 EST Enormous Changes At The Last Minute http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5928035 This is actually the title of a book of short stories by Grace Paley that I have always loved, but I think it's also a good title for this post. Just two months short of 65, I'm leaving my husband of 15 years and moving from his small Ohio town to Columbus, where my daughter lives. <BR> <BR> This is something I've considered doing for a long time, and now, with my daughter grown and my retirement and a little money I inherited recently, my way is clear to do it. It's scary, but it feels lik... Thu, 14 May 2015 11:05:59 EST Meanwhile, 8 weeks later... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5893329 Hi All. I'm still here, but I never did go back to tracking, which means I hardly ever get on this site. But once in a while I check in just to see how my Sparkfriends are doing. I think they call that lurking? <BR> <BR> My weight is holding steady at 160 without tracking, which I attribute to the imminent threat of diabetes always hanging over me - even when I'm not counting calories, I'm still sticking religiously to low-carb, lots of protein, and good fats, and I think that naturally kee... Sun, 15 Mar 2015 12:17:21 EST The party's over http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5840588 Well, I said I'd go back to tracking if I gained any weight. I'm only up a pound, but I'm going to do it. The truth is I'm ready anyway. I was just a little burned out on it and needed a break. I really want to drop another 10 pounds this spring and then sit comfortably at 150 for a while, see how I feel about it. <BR> <BR> Not tracking also means I don't go to this site much and have been losing touch with my Sparkfriends, so that's another benefit of doing it. Also, I've really been slacki... Mon, 29 Dec 2014 12:54:51 EST Just idling in place http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5830354 Maybe it wasn't good that my doctor seemed so okay with my weight. I seem to have given myself permission not to lose any more. Or at least I've stopped pushing at it. I'm still very much paying attention to what foods I'm eating, sticking to my low blood sugar plan. I'm still exercising a minimum three days weekly. What I haven't been doing is tracking for almost a month now, and my weight has stayed the same. So apparently, I have maintenance down cold... just not really at the weight I th... Tue, 9 Dec 2014 14:17:25 EST family racists http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5825159 As most of you who I correspond with regularly know, I am Jewish. I grew up in a middle-class bedroom suburb of Washington D.C., where people were pretty sophisticated and cosmopolitan. For the past 15 years I've been married to Dave, a lapsed Catholic, and we live on one of the houses on his family farm, surrounded by his cousins, in one of Ohio's most white, Republican, Catholic counties. Everybody here is from the same background, and many of them have never lived outside this area or kno... Sun, 30 Nov 2014 12:05:41 EST Turkey! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5824595 This weekend is my annual post-Thanksgiving turkey cooking marathon. Yesterday we got three fresh 26-pound free-range turkeys marked down to half price. I roast them, make soup from the bones, and dice up the meat to store in freezer bags and use in all my poultry dishes for months to come. It's labor intensive but well worth it. My cats are going nuts. <BR> <BR> Of course it helps that I didn't cook Thanksgiving dinner for my family, that would be a bit too much! I did make a nice raw cranb... Sat, 29 Nov 2014 08:30:00 EST My doctor says it's a good sign that I'm having trouble losing weight! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5811326 I had my six-month visit today, and my doctor is happier with my weight and stats than I am, bless her tiny little 100-pounds-soaking-wet self. She says - get this - that the fact I'm having a hard time losing more weight is a sign that I'm healthy, and that my body seems to be happy at the weight it's at (25 pounds over on the charts) and that I should just keep doing what I'm doing. <BR> <BR> My blood sugar is still prediabetic, up one point to 6.1, but still good compared to the 6.8 I h... Wed, 5 Nov 2014 12:09:18 EST Made it home in one piece http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5788058 ...barely! On the way home the motors in two windows died and our brakes started burning up in the mountains, plus we got miserably lost! But the rest of the vacation was fine. Saw my siblings and started three good oil paintings of them that I'm going to finish from photos, and did a lot of walking on the beach. <BR> <BR> I didn't remember to weigh myself this morning before eating so I'll do it tomorrow. I feel like I've lost weight, hope it's true. I find it so much easier to eat less w... Sat, 27 Sep 2014 20:32:53 EST heading out http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5773812 We'll be leaving Monday for our annual September trip the beach in Delaware, where my family has a shared beach house. This year will be our longest stay, 2 1/2 weeks. Part of the time we'll have visitors - my siblings coming out for a weekend reunion, and then DH's brother coming for a few days - but a lot of it will be just us and the ocean. I'm bringing my paints and hoping to corral people for quick portraits. <BR> <BR> When we return, it's going to be time to get a part-time job. I can'... Fri, 5 Sep 2014 08:09:10 EST Attack of the giant sugar snap pea vines http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5762038 This is me standing with the vines growing over my head. Never had them this big before! It's a giant fresh salad bar for those of us who love raw sugar snap peas. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/8/l282275799.jpg"> Mon, 18 Aug 2014 10:29:06 EST Obstacles http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5757550 I think these sinus infections and miscellaneous bugs I pick up for a few days here and there - what seems like a few times a month, though I've never kept track - are my biggest obstacle. When I'm under the weather, exercise goes by the wayside. My stomach doesn't feel ready for my normal diet of lots of protein and vegetables, and instead I'm craving high-fat, salty foods. Even if I stay within my good foods and track, measuring my peanut butter and wieghing my sweet potato chips, these kin... Mon, 11 Aug 2014 12:25:27 EST surprise craving attack http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5751647 A few days ago I was watching a tv show in which a man was trying to ice a cake for his mother's birthday, when all of a sudden I experienced this immense craving for frosting. Thick, buttery white frosting. It was much stronger than the mild snacking urge I know can come from commercials. Anyway, I just tried to forget about it. I knew I could make a little portion of frosting with cream cheese and xylitol, a new sweetener I've been using, with a dash of vanilla and lemon juice, and it would... Sat, 2 Aug 2014 11:59:36 EST my little studio by the back door http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5747449 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/8/l1846330253.jpg"> <BR> <BR> White rectangle is a plastic pallet with lid to keep cats out of my paints. But they are still creeping into my paintings, like this one where Smokey decided to add herself to a still life. I took a photo to finish her up with. Sun, 27 Jul 2014 10:47:33 EST Silver Sneakers! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5744923 Just attended my first circuit training class and it was great. I'm not a Silver Sneakers member through my insurance, but I'm a Y member so I can take their classes for a small fee. The other ladies couldn't have been friendlier. The workout is very similar to two tapes that I use at home, but having that appointment on my calendar three mornings a week is what I really need. 10:15 seems like a good time - I can still laze around and take my time in the mornings, which to me is the highlight... Wed, 23 Jul 2014 11:32:16 EST Update on husband http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5739417 We met with the radiation oncologist yesterday and we both agreed he's the most impressive doctor we've ever met. He was very candid with us and took so much time to talk with us, answering all our questions and some we didn't even know we had. <BR> <BR> The upshot is that the CAT scan has confirmed Dave has a small, low-risk tumor in one part of his prostate that was discovered early and can probably be completely cured with radiation. But he's not sure if he wants to do that or opt for "w... Tue, 15 Jul 2014 13:52:19 EST Attack of the Giant Squash http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5732707 I decided to try planting winter squash between my tomato plants this year, thinking it would act as a ground cover and cut down on the weeding. Well, it worked. Only thing is, the squash plants started taking over - when I returned from four days away, my tomato and pepper plants were practically buried in squash leaves. I had to go out there and do some major pruning. Didn't realize they got so big! I am going to have lots of delicious acorn and butternut squash this fall! <BR> <BR> Our ca... Sat, 5 Jul 2014 20:13:14 EST Because I want to http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5726965 In the month since my retirement, I let my exercise program completely lapse. It's true I've moved around a fair amount with gardening and house decluttering/renovation, but I was just in a frame of mind of "there is nothing I have to do, I can relax as much as I want." Call it a little vacation from the years of being the busy little breadwinner, mom, housekeeper etc, always making lists and just barely staying on top of the things needing doing. So I just stopped and took a deep breath...fo... Fri, 27 Jun 2014 09:19:29 EST Kind of private, just for my Sparkfriend regulars http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5721438 Please, I don't want to get a long list of strangers sending prayers and emoticons, but I do want to let those of you who I correspond with regularly know what's going on. A few weeks ago we went for the results of my husband's biopsy and learned he has a small malignant tumor in his prostate. So. Prostate cancer. It seems unreal to both of us, as he feels fine and is the kind of person who never gets sick. In the 14 years I've been married to Dave, I've never seen him stay in bed or take a s... Thu, 19 Jun 2014 13:38:22 EST retiree breakfast http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5720576 I've always been a diligent breakfast eater, but since I retired three weeks ago I keep forgetting to eat it. Today I've been up since 6, it's now 11 and I just realized I haven't eaten. This is weird. I used to eat my breakfast between 7:30 and 8, and by 10 I'd be hungry for my midmorning snack. Maybe it's the hot weather - my husband and I are getting up and immediately getting busy out in the yard and around the house before the day heats up. <BR> <BR> I guess I'll set a breakfast time, l... Wed, 18 Jun 2014 11:01:25 EST a quiet week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5718560 Nothing much to report here, just puttering around fixing up my house before next weekend's visitors. There's so many little things I let slide while I was working and only had weekends, that I now have the time and energy for. I finally figured out how to unstick and clean our ancient storm windows, spackled and repainted holes in the walls, sewed new curtains... <BR> <BR> I can get into a very introverted place where I don't come out of the house for days unless I need to run out to the st... Sun, 15 Jun 2014 16:39:54 EST Decluttering is a major success http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5713267 We did it, thanks to my daughter's boyfriend - after a half hour or so of carrying things up and down the stairs in what looked to be a discouraging, days-long task, he suggested we dump everthing designated trash out an upstairs window, where it landed quite near the dumpster. We got some heavy-duty garbage bags and were off to the races. I loaded up the bags with what appeared to include every piece of junk mail my husband has received in the past 10 years and dumped them out the window, an... Sun, 8 Jun 2014 07:48:06 EST Massive decluttering weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5711840 I've rented a giant dumpster that will be dropped in our driveway today and driven away Monday. My daughter and her boyfriend are coming in from Columbus tomorrow to help - he and I will haul junk from the "storage room" upstairs, while daughter clears out her highschool bedroom across the hall. I've been feeling an urgent need to declutter lately, plus I need to use the upstairs for guests at the end of the month. <BR> <BR> Smokey the cat is completely recovered and running around looking f... Fri, 6 Jun 2014 06:39:48 EST A tip for gardeners with achy knees http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5708675 I should share this because it works great - I bought a cheap beanbag chair and take it out to the garden with me and use it to kneel on. You can keep reshaping and adjusting it so that your knees don't stay in one position too long. Mon, 2 Jun 2014 07:51:17 EST cat uses up 8 lives all at once http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5708054 The thing with my cat was just awful. I was out working in my garden and I heard this awful cat scream come from the neighbor's house two yards over. They moved in recently and put up a wire fence in the backyard for their dog, an old dog who barely ever comes out. My cats have been very curious about that yard. <BR> <BR> So anyway I ran over and there was my cat, inside the fence, with the claws of both front paws stuck in the fence and a thin wire clamped in her mouth. I tried to ease one ... Sun, 1 Jun 2014 11:46:20 EST my week so far http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5706119 Well, let's see... Book of Mormon is strange but extremely funny and entertaining. BB King is 88 years old and I'm not sure he should be trying to tour, but it was still very exciting to see him. BIL is gone and the cats and I have the livingroom back to ourselves, there's nothing growing on my esophagus that shouldn't be, and the nurse lied when she told my husband his prostate biopsy would just be a quick snip like a Pap smear. I haven't been eating badly but I haven't been tracking either,... Thu, 29 May 2014 14:31:09 EST and the insanity continues... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5703294 Forgot that in the middle of all this my husband's brother would be residing on our sofa for four days. He's in town for the family reunion and always refuses to use a guest room, says oh no bother I'll just crash on the couch. Then he proceeds to take over the living room, the computer and the TV, on which he blasts Law and Order reruns night and day. <BR> <BR> Also adding to this week's activities, turns out my husband has a small tumor on his prostate and will be having a biopsy in two d... Mon, 26 May 2014 07:02:44 EST aack! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5697517 For some reason my last two weeks at work have become insanely busy with outside activities. It's lucky I have vacation days I can use up. <BR> <BR> Tomorrow I have my aunt and uncle coming for dinner for the first time in many years (we usually meet them at a restaurant) which has necessitated frantic last-minute house makeovers and repairs, as they are my wealthy relatives and my home must look horrifyingly run down to them. <BR> <BR> Tuesday I'm accompanying my husband to the doctor for... Sun, 18 May 2014 08:58:00 EST Winding Down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5688166 Ok, a Sparkfriend has requested a blog re my retirement. Only four more weeks and I'm definitely counting down. I feel excited, poised at the beginning of an adventure. It's been a long time since anything felt like an adventure. I don't care if I end up living in my car, this is my life and I'm not going to spend any more of it in a cubicle! Or be judged daily by faux-friendly corporate facsimiles who find me lacking in perkiness and somehow just not right. <BR> <BR> I'm using up vacation d... Mon, 5 May 2014 15:38:26 EST A1C down two percentage points!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5677143 It's not a huge victory, but it's the right direction. In October I was at 6.2% and now I'm at 6. Still not back to my low a year ago of 5.7, but way better than my high two years ago of 6.8! <BR> <BR> Also, the cat is out of the bag and that critter is not coming back. I announced formally today that I'm retiring at the end of May. I feel nothing but a flood of relief, punctuated by small moments of panic as I visualize running out of money. But I know I can pick up some part-time work. Mon, 21 Apr 2014 14:13:17 EST Everything's easier in the spring! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5663472 I think it's safe to say it's finally here! Already I'm spending more time out of doors and generally moving more. And suddenly my body, which seemed perfectly fine for curling up during the winter, feels too heavy. Ugh, want to feel lighter. I find this to be a great motivator, as it's not some abstract goal but rather something I'm feeling all the time. Thu, 3 Apr 2014 12:19:39 EST Esophageal spasms, anyone? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5656343 Does anyone else get these? You start to eat a meal and your esophagus decides to try and turn itself inside out. I've had them for years, but only once in a while and they only lasted a few minutes. Sunday I had one that went on for 2 hours so now I've made a gastoenterologist appointment. I've read that peppermint oil can help relax the muscle contraction, hoping this is true as my appointment is not for two weeks. I don't have any other gastric-type problems, just this one weird thing. Tue, 25 Mar 2014 15:54:32 EST fighting the war with the army we've got http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5641214 I was thinking this morning about how this week, for no apparent reason, I suddenly have a lot of momentum and energy, and am finding it easy to track, eat the right foods, and stay within range, after several weeks of struggling with these things. And I was thinking, I'm the kind of person who goes through a lot of waxing and waning cycles. I can't think of a better word for this off the top of my head, but it's just the way I am. And I was thinking, instead of trying to turn into a person w... Thu, 6 Mar 2014 09:53:35 EST complications to my little plan http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5640288 My plan to retire at 64 is not looking as good. <BR> <BR> We met with a navigator for the Affordable Care Act, and it turns out that for us, health care would not really be affordable. Estimating our joint income for 2014, assuming that I don't work at all the second half of the year and that my husband continues to collect SS and work 32 hours a week at a low-paid job, we would make $3,000 too much to qualify for the actually affordable plans. <BR> <BR> We would be looking at at least $50... Wed, 5 Mar 2014 10:04:05 EST choosing to track http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5632650 So, after 10 days of eating only my Wheatbelly foods but not tracking them, I find that I kind of miss the tracking. I'm not saying I didn't enjoy my little holiday, but overall I think I feel more in control when I know how many calories I've eaten. <BR> <BR> Exercise, didn't do as well. I keep thinking spring and outdoor walking are just around the corner, so why keep battling with myself to do it indoors. I did make it to the gym for my usual weekend workouts and I did indoor tapes a few ... Mon, 24 Feb 2014 15:16:34 EST Taking stock http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5624618 Those of you who follow me know I've been all over the place lately, trying out different strategies, ever since my labs last fall said my blood sugar, which I'd gotten all the way down from diabetes to normal, was back up to pre-diabetes. <BR> <BR> I tried joining Weight Watchers, I tried committing to 10 minutes of exercise every day, and each of these got me initially super-motivated but then I didn't sustain it. I was supposed to return for new labs this month, but I postponed it a mont... Sat, 15 Feb 2014 09:52:00 EST Some thoughts about addiction http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5613824 Philip Seymour Hoffman's death has had me thinking about addiction, and how those of us who self-medicate with food are luckier than someone addicted to heroin. We injure our health slowly over a long period of time, but at least it's not going to kill us on the spot. <BR> <BR> This weekend, about the same time Hoffman was embarking on his last drug binge, something went wrong inside me. I came home from work Friday evening with good intentions, but as the evening wore on I went over my rang... Mon, 3 Feb 2014 09:56:22 EST In a good frame of mind this week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5608050 This week I'm not on an all-out push, but I'm exercising consistently every other day and I'm working in some fun foods while staying within my range. I think this is where I need to be, in a moderate and balanced place. If I go back to the doc and my blood sugar is still high, it's not the end of the world. I'll just keep working on it and go back again. Trying to get everything perfect by a certain date just doesn't seem to be working for me right now. It's worked sometimes in the past, bu... Tue, 28 Jan 2014 10:06:38 EST update on my WW experiment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5603296 Well, I've decided I really like the Weight Watchers online tools and will continue to buy them for $15 a month, but the Weight Watchers at Work meetings aren't doing much for me and I'm not going to sign up for the next session. <BR> <BR> I like the tools because under the WW points system, I have an allotment of 26 points per day, which comes out to about 1200 calories, but then I also get a weekly allowance of 49 points to use any way I see fit - kind of like a kid with an allowance, it f... Thu, 23 Jan 2014 11:18:53 EST Finally feeling better http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5593565 The bad news is I missed 8 days of exercise while I dragged around half sick, only had an appetite for salty/fatty foods, and gained two pounds (which I know is mostly temporary water weight). The good new is, I MISSED exercise. I missed salads and lean proteins. I missed my normal way of life! Today I just took my mile walk at lunch and I'm eating a big kale salad, so I am officially back. Tue, 14 Jan 2014 12:40:46 EST an extremely good week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5584919 I am pleased to announce I have exercised 7 days in a row and tracked all morsels of food! And maybe even more importantly, I'm fitting in some "fun" food so I won't crash and burn out of boredom and deprivation. Anyone had Mary's Crackers? They're in the health food section at Krogers and are so delicious, yet somehow not a trigger food for me. I've been counting them out to make my own private hors d'oeuvre plate with crackers and low-fat cream cheese. They're made of whole brown rice, quin... Mon, 6 Jan 2014 21:21:01 EST found a great high intensity low impact video http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5575697 I'm really liking jessicasmithtv on youtube. She has a 9-minute video of high intensity interval training that's extremely easy on the knees. As she says herself, it's a little unusual.... but it does the job. I do it twice in a row and I'm good to go. <BR> <BR> It's called <BR> 9-Minute, Low Impact High Intensity Interval Training (HIIT) Workout <BR> here's the link <BR> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdgnOnaSq<BR>UY Mon, 30 Dec 2013 13:40:06 EST About that missing icecream portion-control gene... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5568617 Why oh why won't the grocery store sell single-serving cups of sugar-free icecream? <BR> <BR> After some thought I decided I really needed to add some icecream - the only sweet I miss - to my program in order to not feel deprived and go off track. So yesterday on my lunch hour I purchased a half-gallon of lowfat, sugar-free icecream and a package of small paper cups, planning to portion out and freeze it in single servings. I even tracked a cup of it ahead of time to eat that evening. <BR> ... Fri, 20 Dec 2013 10:39:06 EST Deadlines http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5563416 Well, this seems to be working extremely well. I think for me it's all about the weekly weigh-in. Knowing I have to walk in there on Wednesday and step on a scale and have my weight recorded by someone gives me an immediate reason, when I'm sitting on the couch in the evening and want another snack, to not say "Oh, I'll go a little over my range a little today but I'll get serious again tomorrow." <BR> <BR> My 2.4 lb loss is not going to show up on my weight tracker because I never moved it ... Fri, 13 Dec 2013 08:26:53 EST In the groove http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5559937 I haven't felt this on-track in a really long time. Great feeling. Sun, 8 Dec 2013 18:10:11 EST and so I begin my double life http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5557357 I weighed in at my first Weight Watchers at Work meeting yesterday, up 4 pounds from my low of last April. (Which, if it weren't for my blood sugar issue, I would think was not a big deal.) Anyway, I'm going to be tracking for the next 3 months with their online tools, using points instead of calories, but I'm keeping my community activity over here. <BR> <BR> Tracking points isn't really any different than tracking calories, though I do feel that just shaking up my routine in any way will h... Thu, 5 Dec 2013 07:03:10 EST Spark is my lifestyle but I may need to go on a diet http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5552074 Well, I have to go back and get my blood sugar tested/see the doc in February and this time the 3 month deadline is not having its magical effect on my motivation. I'm eating the right foods and I've upped the exercise, but I'm eating too many calories to lose weight - actually inched up a couple since I saw her - and I just don't seem to care. I'm in that "oh I'll start tomorrow but right now I've used up my calories and I want to eat " frame of mind. So I'm contemplating joining the Weight ... Thu, 28 Nov 2013 08:49:46 EST Saving the day at the last moment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5549762 Yesterday started out good - I tracked my high-protein breakfast, put on my gym outfit and went out to run errands in the late morning while waiting for the Y to open at 1:00 so I could do my weekly circuit on the ST machines. One of my errands was in a grocery store, and I was craving a treat. So I bought a pack of sugar-free Eskimo Pies, the smallest sugar-free icecream available in the store. It contains 6 individually wrapped servings. This always presents a problem for me, as I was bor... Mon, 25 Nov 2013 09:17:36 EST