JOANNHUNT's SparkPeople Blog JOANNHUNT's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community LOST Well I have really screwed up these past few months. On the 23rd of September I weighed in at 228.8 and today I am at 239.8. That is 11 pounds. I am not happy. I have been so stressed out and depressed over family matters lately that I have been eating any junk food I can get my hands on. I have been miserable and lashing out. I need to get myself under control and stop letting my youngest daughter get under my skin because of her actions. I have to believe in me and get back on track. I foun... Wed, 28 Nov 2012 21:02:09 EST JUST VENTING Just Venting. I have really screwed up. I am back up to 236.2 pounds. I was 228.4 on September 24,2012. I have put on 8 pounds in a matter of just over 3 weeks. I allowed myself to get stressed out and snacked hear and there. Now I'm paying for it. I new better but did it anyway in a minute of weakness. My granddaughter started Junior Roller Derby on Sunday. So getting her outfitted for it was a nightmare. This age group is new and there was only one place to get the stuff. Found that out a... Mon, 22 Oct 2012 10:09:42 EST NEGATIVITY TO POSITIVITY Started this month off at 233.8 lbs. and now it is the 29th of June and I am 233.2. That is only .06 lbs. I am not happy with that but I will take it and better it next month. I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP. I HAVE TO LEARN TO BLOCK PEOPLES NEGATIVITY OUT AND ONLY CONCENTRATE ON THE POSITIVE. I HAVE TO LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH TO MOVE ON AND UP TO A BETTER, HEALTHIER LIFE. I CAN, I WILL AND I AM GOING TO SUCCEED. YYYEEESSS. <em>201</em> <em>134</em> I started my journey at the end of January 2012 ... Fri, 29 Jun 2012 13:09:16 EST FRUSTRATED Well I started this Month off good and then get totally stressed out over my grandchildren that I started screwing up. I am gaining instead of loosing. NOT GOOD I have to turn this mess around for me and my health. I know I can do it and I am confident that I can. Since June 2 I have put on 3.4 lbs instead of taking it off. Feeling yucky and blotted with the whole gain. Need to feel good about myself again and I will. <em>201</em> <em>134</em> <em>15</em> Sun, 10 Jun 2012 10:45:30 EST SABATOGED Well I blew it. I was too rushed and feeling rough, so instead of making a healthy meal I bought pizza. Well that pizza lasted for two days. I am ashammed of myself . but I am not going to let this defeat me. I am going to continue on my journey of getting to my goal weight. I will conquer any obstacles when I come to them and not let them defeat me. <BR> (1) I WILL SUCCEED <BR> (2) I WILL MOVE ON <BR> (3) I WILL MAKE IT TO MY GOAL WEIGHT ONE DAY AT A TIME <BR> (4) I AM A SURVIVOR <BR> <em>... Sat, 5 May 2012 10:17:57 EST GETTING THERE ONE STEP AT A TIME I started out at 262.2 lbs back at the beginning of January 2012. I started at SparkPeople at the end of January 2012 weighing in at 256.2 lbs. I am now 239.2 lbs. I have 23 lbs off and counting. I am not going to let anything get in my way. I have been walking 1 to 3 times a day and am enjoying it. I am feeling more energetic and can do alot more than before. <em>224</em> <em>201</em> <em>134</em> Thu, 19 Apr 2012 21:37:31 EST Other Half and Granddaughter I just can't seem to get under the 252 mark. I know why and I am going to fix it. I am going to sit the 2 of them down and talk to them about the stress level and selfishness. I need to do this to survive them. I Love Them Dearly but they are driving me nuts and stressing me out. I WILL SUCCEED. <em>201</em> <em>134</em> Fri, 2 Mar 2012 09:07:31 EST I WILL SUCCEED Hi got up this morning and gaained 2 lbs I was discouraged but I looked myself in the mirror and said THIS IS NOT GOING TO STOP ME I WILL SUCCEED IN MY JOURNEY NO MATTER WHAT OBSTICLE I HAVE TO OVERCOME. <em>201</em> <em>134</em> Tue, 28 Feb 2012 09:28:44 EST Frustration Hi this is my first blog and I need to vent. I live with a challenged 58 year old man and my 9 year old granddaughter. I am trying to loose weight for me and my health and am finding it hard to keep on tract. I get 3 steps forward and then I have cookies, chips and chocolate put under my nose. I have been doing pretty well not to binge. When I am depressed or upset I crave chocolate and am trying my best to say NOOOO. I have gotten 13 pounds off and put 4 back on. I am not going to let these ... Thu, 23 Feb 2012 19:13:15 EST