JENDAWN1973's SparkPeople Blog JENDAWN1973's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community I took some time to sort some things out I have not been on on in a while i ve been sorting things out literally it has helped me emotionally getting rid of the baggage so to speak. Its been a long time coming and iam better for it i can now focus on my health and weight. <BR> <BR> i ve been using my wii fit and it helps me out a lot. it just sitting there behind me i can get up turn around do 5 /10 minute sessions everyday and they add up through the day . i start off with my 8 min tae bo video it really gives me a good start... Wed, 13 Feb 2013 00:56:06 EST my life as a quest This year I am doing it i am enjoying being sober i will only drink if its a social gathering but no more hard liquor, and i don't even really want to drink at all. I have better things to do. Honestly I am enjoying life as it is, I think of it as a quest. I have all these little challenges along the way if i don 't succeed the first time i keep trying or do something else and come back to it even stronger then before, at the end ill have strength stamina and some pretty sweet clothes ... Tue, 1 Jan 2013 19:22:56 EST cleaning up I have been cleaning up organizing and getting rid of stuff, as i have let myself go so has the house, I must say its a process I actually feel like i am getting rid of some emotional demons. I used to clean just enough, now I want it clean. I have started in the kitchen ill work my way into the eating area, and then into the living room. Its a process sometimes some emotions come up, but I deal with it instead of sweeping it in the corner . I feel better the more I do and I get a w... Wed, 26 Dec 2012 20:33:54 EST feeling a bit emotional I can feel myself changing not just in what I eat and what I do but my personality I am <BR> becoming a different person, I have just begun to process it. Gaining a new path and <BR> loosing the old one but the old one well it was with me so longl i just dont feel like me, <BR> who is this girl im becoming its all to real sometimes. crazy as this is its almost like <BR> iam afraid to just let it happen and be happy Sun, 23 Dec 2012 18:39:28 EST