JENBUG002's SparkPeople Blog JENBUG002's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Just an update I haven’t written anything in a while. Things have been going ok I guess. I don’t know how much longer I will have my job because I haven’t made my budget for this month and I don’t think I will make it with only 3 collecting days left in the month. My weight has been doing pretty good though. Since Jan 31 I have lost a total of 28 pounds. I’m happy about this and I’m glad I’m still slowly losing weight. <BR> <BR> One of my coworkers and I are going to start walking at lunch on Monday. By t... Sat, 26 Apr 2014 23:52:59 EST Big Update! So the last time I did a blog was back last August. Wow the months have just passed right on by. I lost my job back in July and they had called me back in Septemember and rehired me to only let me work for a month and then laid me back off for the same reason in Oct. This screwed with my unemployment and I never got that all straightened out until just a few weeks ago where I got all my back pay at once which wiped out my unemployment fund . That is ok though I got a job offer for a collector... Thu, 27 Feb 2014 23:09:28 EST June - Aug Update So for the last couple of months weight loss has been on a total hold and I'm back up to my highest weight (because of my lympedema in my legs the 20 or so pounds I lost in fluid is built back up). My emotions have been over the top. Back on July 15th I lost my job due to lay offs from my company. Now I love the place I worked for it was the best and the people where great but they had no choice they had to cut costs and because I worked from home I was one of the ones cut. I have no hard fee... Wed, 4 Sep 2013 10:42:06 EST April / May Update So I haven't wrote anything in a long while we actually since our lady passed away. This year just has not been our year at all. April and May were very rough months for our family. a couple weeks after lady passed my mother in law got a call from AZ letting us know her mother was in the hospital and she was really bad sick. At the time we didn't know how bad.She ended up staying in the hospital for a week or two. My MIL and FIL both took off the last part of April and the first part of May t... Wed, 5 Jun 2013 18:34:13 EST RIP My Lady Bug! Those that know me know that my dogs & cat are my world. Today was a very hard and sad day as we had to say goodbye to yet another one of the best dogs in the world! Our Lady was 15 years old and the cancer just wouldn't go away so we had to let her go so she wouldn't be in pain any more. She lived a very long life and was active up until her cancer surgery about 10 months ago so I'm happy she is finally with our other pups that are gone. <BR> <BR> Lady was one of my husbands rescues. Buck b... Fri, 5 Apr 2013 22:30:46 EST DDP Yoga Week 4 This week will be a redo I have been so sick along with my husband so I have not been able to work out. Between throwing up and ear ache and sore throat things were just way to much. Now I'm suffering through a cold and my dear husband has broncitius and an eye infection. So prayers that I get better by Monday would be greatly appreciated. I slept most of today and I'm still so tired I'm abou to go back to bed again. I hope everyone has a great week! Sat, 16 Mar 2013 23:50:18 EST DDP Yoga Week 3 I so got my butt kicked on the DDP Yoga Fat burner workout which was the new workout this week. I didn't think I was going to be able to make it through but I did and I'm super super proud of myself for doing all my workouts this week. Next week will be the same as this week <BR> <BR> Monday: DDP Yoga Energy! & I do the breathing at the end <BR> Wednesday: DDP Yoga Energy! & Breathing <BR> Friday: DDP Yoga Fat Burner and I will do the breathing on this one too. <BR> <BR> I'm super excited a... Fri, 8 Mar 2013 18:06:29 EST DDP Yoga Week 2 All I have to say is I love love love these workouts! I did all my workouts this week and I'm super exicted about next week because a new workout is introduced. I wactched the new work out today so I'm ready for next week and it looks like so much fun. Just after doing this for two weeks on the days I do my workout I have so much energy afterwards. I haven't been well at all this week but still did my workouts and I'm so proud of myself. I haven't lost any weigth yet matter of fact I gained b... Fri, 1 Mar 2013 20:33:52 EST Week 1 of DDP Yoga I am so loving my new DDP Yoga video's I'm going straight by the guid (exersise wise) and hope I plan to start cleaning up my eating habits this week as well. I am truly happy that I spent the money and got the combo pack. Even the hubby is doing it! I am determined to get this weight off and get healthy once an for all. My weight is still fluctuaing and my scale died this morning so I just put in wenesday weight since that was the last time I checked it. I'm going to get a battery tomorrow. ... Fri, 22 Feb 2013 19:23:40 EST Start DDP Yoga So the past two months have been rather difficult for me. Gained back half of the weight I have been keeping off for the past 2 years but something is going on with my Lymphdema in my legs and they are up almost an 1 and a half inchs in a little over a month which means I have an 1 and a half of fluid on my legs and feet which in turns jacks my weight up. But I'm not letting the gain get me down. <BR> <BR> My husband saw an insperational video and shared it with me. That video really got m... Tue, 19 Feb 2013 20:52:58 EST A New Year 2013 I'm going to make sure 2013 is the best year yet. Looking back on 2012 it was a very difficult year full of stress and sickness. For the first time in 3 years I was not sick last night or today so maybe this means I will not be sick all of 2013. I have been off all of my meds for weeks now and I feel much better. I will have to go for a check up soon (I need my thyroid pills refilled) but when I go I will make sure I don't have to take any more meds other than my thyroid pill. I'm tired of be... Tue, 1 Jan 2013 22:11:43 EST Welcome to the Family Avery! So today is another great day. Our niece Avery was born this morning. She is so beautiful and I'm not just saying that because she is my nice either :) Avery Dakota Baker arrived this morning! 7 lbs. 14 ozs., 20 inches long. Tue, 18 Dec 2012 17:48:54 EST Nov and a fresh start! I'm starting fresh again. This month has not been a bad month but over the last several months I have have gained and lost the same 6-7 pounds over and over so now that I'm feeling a little better I'm starting fresh. I updated goals and will be working really hard to get under the 350 mark before Christmas. I start neck thearpy on Tuesday so I'm hoping that my hands and arms will be starting to do alot better. My headaches are still doing ok for now. The medicince is finally adjusted to keep ... Sun, 25 Nov 2012 11:37:04 EST Welcome to the World! This will be short and sweet. My nephew Luke Gustav Roig was Born on 10/31/12 at 10:47 Pm. He weighed in at 7 pounds and was 19.5 inches long. I get to meet him today for the first time and Im super excited! Now I really want a baby and still get to look forward to my neice Avery to be here on Christmas as my sister in law is expecting as well :). <BR> <BR> <BR> So here is one of the most handsome little boys ever! <BR> <BR> <img src=" Thu, 1 Nov 2012 17:42:35 EST August! Well so far August hasn't been bad but it hasn't been great either. I just wanted to put my goals out there for this month and do short update. I finally got around to doing my monthly measurments and I did very good I lost a little if not a full inch every where on my body. I have had pretty steady weight loss some weeks I gain and some weeks I lose I'm not beating my self up about any off it because I haven't been doing right because A) I just don't have the energy to do any workouts ( the ... Sat, 11 Aug 2012 14:05:27 EST My Sister's Baby Shower I have had a lot going on with Doctor visits and all kinds of stress but I wanted to show off a few pictures from my sister's Baby shower Yesterday! <BR> <BR> <BR> She is having a little boy and his name is going to be Luke I can't wait to meet the my newest nephew I just no he is going to be so cute because his big brother is so handsome and his mom and dad are just a perfect match to me so here they are <BR> <BR> <img src=""> <BR> ... Mon, 6 Aug 2012 20:08:23 EST Another Dr. Visit So on Friday July 13th I will be making my very first trip to Miami , Fl. Now I have lived in FL all of my life except for maybe 2 years and I have never been to Miami. My husband has Friday's off so I'm thank ful he is not having to miss work since he will have to drive me down there ( I hate driving long distance plus driving with these headaches are nearly impossible). I got the call from Dr. Vitaly Siomin office today and they do the ETV Surgery that my doctor here suggested would be the ... Tue, 3 Jul 2012 21:22:26 EST Getting Back On Track: 6/29/12 Weigh In: 362.8 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 361.3 <BR> <BR> <BR> I'm starting fresh again not over this time just fresh. I never really stoped comletely I just have kept gaining and losing the same 10 pounds over the last few months and being sick and tired and not motivated has hurt me to the point where I just wasn't doing what I needed to do. However that is ending today. I have done great on my first day. One of my doctors told me to start out doing 5 minutes of "movement" a ... Mon, 2 Jul 2012 22:02:58 EST Being stressed really sucks! I have been feeling so stressed out over the last few months. I went to the neurosurgeon today and he gave me a couple of surgical options I can do to help get the fluid build up off my brain which will also help with relieving my headaches abit. Of course I'm so happy to know what is going on but now I have a whole new set of things to worry over and I'm a total worrywart. I think I'm more scared then truly worried. I really did like Dr.Desilva though when I was waiting in his office I was a... Sat, 23 Jun 2012 01:17:40 EST June 2012 Goals Well the month of may was not a good month at all for me. Being sick with sinus/ and the worst headaches I have ever had kept me feeling like crap to the point I couldn't work out. Usally when I'm sick I tend to eat more which is what happened this month resulting in a 7 lb gain for May. I am trying to get back into gear however. <BR> <BR> I had an MRI on my brain a couple of weeks ago and it shows that I have Hydrocephalus or "fluid on the brian" I have had this since I was little and it... Sun, 3 Jun 2012 16:49:13 EST May 2012 Goals. I haven't been in the mood to blog I have alot of stuff going on and I keep getting sick. Aprill was a semi decent month for me I lost a total of 5 pounds for the month and I'm pretty dang proud of that. My thyroid meds seem to be working very well so now if I can just get rid of this awful chest/head cold I would be doing good. I had planned to start my work out today seeing it is the start to a new month and I failed miserablly last month to get back to working out, however it looks like I ... Tue, 1 May 2012 18:41:00 EST Just needed to Vent! I have not blogged in a while mainly because I have been busy but to I really haven't had much to say. I have stopped calling my grams every day like I had been doing to check on her since I'm still upset about my mom staying there after the last crap she pulled and because grams keeps handing her the dang phone when I don't want to talk to my mom, I call talk to my grams. Well I have not called her since I think Saturday so I though I would call and check in to see how she was doing she sou... Wed, 4 Apr 2012 18:41:00 EST Weigh In Day 03/03/12 Last Weeks Weight:358 <BR> Today's Weight : 361 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: +3 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 358 <BR> <BR> <BR> So February has not been the greatest month for me at all. I have been sick and stressed to the max all month so all weight loss and excise was put on hold for the last few weeks. I will be starting again with my stuff starting tomorrow. I hope it doesn't take long for me to get back to into the swing of things. I have high hopes for march. I am back to taking 4 p... Sat, 3 Mar 2012 22:52:51 EST Weigh In Day 02/11/12 Last Weeks Weight:357 <BR> Today's Weight : 354 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -3 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 352 <BR> <BR> I'm not really up to bloging today. I have been really sick for the last week, the begining of the week with sore throat and earache and then vomitting wed - Fri - so far today I'm doing ok but I'm still not 100%. I broke down yesterday and went to the doctore being sick that many days in a row had me worried. She did a Pregancy test but it was negative, and she just ... Sat, 11 Feb 2012 12:44:22 EST Weigh In Day 02/04/12 Last Weeks Weight:358 <BR> Today's Weight : 357 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -1 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 355 <BR> <BR> <BR> So I forgot to do my blog last week so here it is. I'm only doing my measurements and my goals for this week since I forgot to do it. <BR> <BR> My Goals for this week are: <BR> <BR> 1.) continue to Log my food <BR> 2.) continue to log my calories burned and work outs <BR> 3.) continue to log and drink 8 cups of water a day <BR> 4.) continue to work out Mon, W... Sat, 11 Feb 2012 12:25:59 EST Weigh In Day 01/28/12 Last Weeks Weight:360 <BR> Today's Weight : 358 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -2 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 356 <BR> <BR> I am very happy with the numbers on the scale this morning. I was not expecting a drop since my feet have been so swollen all week. I'm not exactly sure why they have been so swollen but I hope it stops this week. When they are swollen like they are it make them feel like they are being ripped open which is totally not fun at all. <BR> <BR> I got my new work out DVD'... Sat, 28 Jan 2012 21:19:37 EST Weigh In day 01/21/12 Last Weeks Weight:358 <BR> Today's Weight : 360 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: +2 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 358 <BR> <BR> Had a pretty great weekend and I had I did accomplish more than my weeks goal of exercise. I saw a 2 pound gain this week on the scale but that is not surprising since I really wasn't careful on what I ate plus my feet were badly swollen when I work up on saturday so I know probably a pound of that was fluid weight from my dang feet. I was so mad when I saw the scale an... Sun, 22 Jan 2012 21:16:49 EST Weigh In day 01/14/12 Last Weeks Weight:359 <BR> Today's Weight : 358 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: - 1 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 356 <BR> <BR> <BR> This week has been an rather nice but very stressful week. I did get to go to the B.B. King Concert on Tuesday and I had so much fun. It was my very first concert and I really enjoyed myself. My husband is not a big blues person but I am and I thought it was rather sweet for him to get us tickets to see the show. My grandmother did give me some bad news as we were... Sat, 14 Jan 2012 18:09:03 EST Weigh In Day 01/01/12 Today's Weight: 359 <BR> Goal for next weigh in: 357 <BR> <BR> It is a new year and with a new year comes a whole new set of goals. I have started fresh for the new year and same as last year Sunday's will be my weigh in days. I will post at least once a week to update my progress and to set my goals for the following week. I'm excited for what this year will bring me. My long term goal is short , sweet and doable. I want to loose 99 lbs this year putting me at 260 LBS by the end of the year... Mon, 2 Jan 2012 10:11:26 EST Starting a New Year! Well it is here 2012! I can't believe how time is just flying by. I hope this year is good for me. I hope I'm able to reach my goals (will post later), get a feeling better, have better relationships with my family. 2011 was not bad by no means but there were some rough patches, Huge amounts of stress, changing departments at work, fighting with or being mad/disappointed with some family members, Deaths of some family members, finding out that I have a medical issue I will have to deal with a... Mon, 2 Jan 2012 10:02:06 EST Just felt like bloging tonight.... I seriously should be getting in the shower to get ready for bed but I feel like writing a bit tonight. This last moth or two has been rather stressful with me being sick and freaking myself out over my doctor appointments that I went to on 11/18/11. <BR> <BR> I had two doctor appointments last friday. My first appointment was to my regular doctor, I go every three months mainly because I am on so many medicines and she likes to do blood work and all that jazz every few months to make sure e... Mon, 21 Nov 2011 23:15:13 EST Weigh In Day 09/24/11 Last Weeks Weight:358 <BR> Today's Weight : 355 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: - 3 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 353 <BR> <BR> <BR> Well today I reached my first goal. I have officially lost 33lbs so far. I started over on my ticker and goal #2 is 25lbs by my target date of Jan 8,2012. I know I can do this and I'm in very good spirits. My weekly goals will start out kinda of small because although I'm losing weight I have not been able to get back to my exercise. We might be getting a family ... Sun, 25 Sep 2011 15:35:24 EST Weigh In Day 08/07/11 Last Weeks Weight:365.0 <BR> Today's Weight : 364.2 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -.08 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 362 <BR> <BR> <BR> Well I'm a day late with this post but at least I'm getting to it today. Today has been a very strange day. My husband has been out of work for about 10 months or so and today was his first day at his new job. Now I work from home and I work on a set schedule as we have office hours. I love my job and it requires me to be on the phones and internet all day ... Mon, 8 Aug 2011 19:07:35 EST Weigh - In Day 07/24/11 Last Weeks Weight:365.6 <BR> Today's Weight : 365.2 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: - .4 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 362 or 363 <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> Not going to blog much today because I have a really bad headache today. However last week was not the best week our supervisor is on vacation and I hate when she goes on vacation even though I know she needs it. I think I might actually try and take some of my vacation days this year inste... Sun, 24 Jul 2011 13:24:49 EST Weigh - In Day 07/17/10 Last Weeks Weight:368.0 <BR> Today's Weight : 365.6 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -2.4 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 362 or 363 <BR> <BR> <BR> Well my weight goal for last week was met however I still have yet got back on track with the walking thing. I will try again this week. After viewing my reports this morning I'm a little concerned with the size of my thighs. If it has gotten bigger when I go back in Noverber to have my legs remeasured and to get a new priscription for new stockings ... Sun, 17 Jul 2011 17:15:56 EST Weigh - In Day 07/10/11 Last Weeks Weight:370.4 <BR> Today's Weight : 368.0 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -2.4 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 366 or 365 <BR> <BR> <BR> May and June were a very few hard months for me from starting my Lyemphdema treatment to all the stress I have been dealing with. I'm really thankful that I was on my anxity medicines because I would have been alot worse with out it. My anxity levels have been through the roof and with all the changes at work, mainly me being put full time into anot... Sun, 10 Jul 2011 15:42:36 EST Weigh - In Day 04/24/11 Last Weeks Weight:379.2 <BR> Today's Weight : 376.4 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -2.8 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 374 <BR> <BR> This week has been another long and stressfull week. I get to take the packing out of my back wound in the morning and back to the doctor's Wednesday Night. I did find ou this week that my scales do match the doctors office, before they didn't have me standing all the way on the scale so it was misreading my weight. The nurse finally decided to make sure the scale... Sun, 24 Apr 2011 22:21:49 EST Weigh - In day 04/17/11 Last Weeks Weight:380.8 <BR> Today's Weight : 379.2 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -1.6 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 377 <BR> <BR> <BR> I forgot to post for this week so I'm doing it now so I have a record for this week. I had lost a little even though I had not exercised to to a cycst on my back that I had to have lanced open. <BR> <BR> My Goals for this week were <BR> <BR> 1.) Drink / Log my fluids <BR> <BR> 2.) Get better <BR> <BR> Sun, 24 Apr 2011 22:02:05 EST Weigh - In Day 04/10/11 Last Weeks Weight: 384 <BR> Today's Weight : 380.8 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -3.2 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 377 <BR> <BR> Well this has been one heck of a week and the only reason I think I have lost weight is because I haven't been eating that much. I'm just not hungry and I haven't been overstuffing myself like normal. I haven't been hungry for 2 reasons. One of my new meds helps with the appitite thing and my depression so I'm just not eating randomly and two the antibotic I'm on ... Sun, 10 Apr 2011 09:21:08 EST Kind of Excited Today I got to talk to a lady that is trying to get me a pump for the lymphedema in my legs. She said some very good words to me today. She let me know that once the fluid is moving right then I will be able to drop some weigtht. I'm so excited to hear this news she told me almost every patient that she has sees a good drop in there weight once they get there lymphedema taken care of and that I will not feel so tired and sick all the time either so there is a great big silver lining to all o... Mon, 4 Apr 2011 18:10:03 EST Weigh - In Day 04/03/11 Last Weeks Weight: 380.2 <BR> Today's Weight : 384 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: +3.8 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 380 <BR> <BR> <BR> This has been one crazy week. I'm sad to see that I have gained weight this week but I'm not going to beat myslef up about it. My legs are so swollen that I think alot of it has to do with all the fluid in them. I did go see Lymphedema Therapist this week, I have to have my legs wrapped every day ( I have to wear the bandage 24/7 and that means showers with m... Sun, 3 Apr 2011 21:02:58 EST Weigh - In Day 03/27/11 Last Weeks Weight: 383.4 <BR> Today's Weight : 380.2 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: - 3.2 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 378 <BR> <BR> <BR> I'm very happy to say that I have lost 7.8 lbs in the past month so all in all March was a very good month for me and I even lost some inches to. My new goal for April is to continue to form my habits from Jan - March. I feel this is the best step for me this month instead of adding something else to the mix this month. Thank you for all of the continued ... Sun, 27 Mar 2011 13:45:03 EST Weigh - In Day 03/20/11 Last Weeks Weight: 382.0 <BR> Today's Weight : 383.4 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: + 1.4 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 380 <BR> <BR> Wow this week has been a really really rough week and although I did gain weight this week, I'm not upset about it. For one when I got up this morning I was super swollen again inculding the tops of my feet and I could barely get my wedding band off my finger. Well tonight my feet are still swollen like crazy but my hands are much better and now my wedding ring... Sun, 20 Mar 2011 23:53:16 EST Weigh - In Day 03/13/11 Last Weeks Weight: 384.4 <BR> Today's Weight : 382.0 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: - 2.4 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 380 <BR> <BR> I lost 2 pounds this week yay for me! Don't have to much to say today had such a busy day today and walked everywhere it seeemed like so im tired and think I might hit the sack a little early today. <BR> <BR> <BR> My goals for this week are: <BR> <BR> 1.) Drink/Log my fluids <BR> <BR> 2.)Do/Log my cardio for the week <BR> <BR> 3.)Do/Log my strength tra... Sun, 13 Mar 2011 21:33:37 EST I just have to vent! I just dont know why people feel the need to tell me that everything that is wrong with me is because of my weight and say that I need to do more exersice instead of supporting me with what im currently doing.... I called my dad today and now I wish I hadn't he made me so mad. See my dad is overweight to and he thinks that he can kind of harp on me about my weight (all though in his mind he is not harping on me) because he knows how it is. Well it just ticks me off to no end instead of him te... Wed, 9 Mar 2011 18:57:10 EST Weigh - In Day 03/06/11 Last Weeks Weight: 388 <BR> Today's Weight : 384.4 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: - 3.6 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 382 <BR> <BR> I am so excited about this past week. I beat my weigh - in goal by 1.6 lbs, I drank all of my water all week. and I did cardi 5x this week, and I did strength training 2x too. I was so proud of myself for doing all of my goals I set and the scale really showed it. I plan on keeping it going this week. I dont have to much to say I'm a little late on this as I usall... Sun, 6 Mar 2011 23:12:13 EST Weigh - In Day 02/27/11 Last Weeks Weight: 385 <BR> Today's Weight : 388 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: +3 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 386 <BR> <BR> I redone all of my goals since I have went back up in weight and I wanted my goals to reflect from the highest weight. I got some kind of good news this week at the doctors. I told my doctor about the extreme swelling in my hands legs and feet and about the pain in my legs so she will be doing some more tests to try and find out the cause of these issues. She did up ... Sun, 27 Feb 2011 16:42:51 EST Weigh - In Day 02/20/11 Last Weeks Weight: 387 <BR> Today's Weight : 385 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: -2 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 383 <BR> <BR> <BR> I had a rather horrible week last week, but this week will be better. My week has been rather horrible because I am super stressed, plus being sick didn't help at all. The stress part is almost always there and I usually have it somewhat under control, but a couple of weeks ago my grandmother called to see if I had talked to my mom, I told her the last time I had... Sun, 20 Feb 2011 21:36:20 EST Weigh - In Day 02/13/11 **Update** <BR> Last Weeks Weight: 384.8 <BR> Today's Weight : 387 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: +2.2 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 385 <BR> ----------------------------------------<BR>---------------------- <BR> **Original** <BR> <BR> Last Weeks Weight: 384.8 <BR> Today's Weight : 389.8 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: +5 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 387 <BR> <BR> I'm a bit worried this week about the major gain. First off I forgot to weigh this morning so my weight may not be accurent so I will... Sun, 13 Feb 2011 22:54:17 EST Weigh - In Day 02/06/11 Last Weeks Weight:381.0 <BR> Today's Weight :384.8 <BR> Pounds Gained / Loss: +3.8 <BR> Goal for next Weigh - In: 381.0 <BR> <BR> I hate today, I'm so mad it isn't even funny. I have worked so hard to keep thing going down not up and now im .2 pounds from where I started. It pisses me off to no end. I have never been this disappointed or mad before when I have gained weight and I know why im so mad it is because I finally want to get rid of this weight. I have been sick all week we keep s... Sun, 6 Feb 2011 12:20:09 EST