JDMAKEIT2HOT's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=JDMAKEIT2HOT JDMAKEIT2HOT's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ I am engaged now! AWESOME! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5572486 I am engaged now!!! My boyfriend proposed on 12/25/13, it was cute he came off shy, LOL. We have a date set 6/4/14, it's our anniversary so that will make it easier to remember. <BR> <BR> I am pretty excited about this! When discussing the date I said I want it to be on the day we became a couple but you can pick the year. He said we can do it in 6 months when it's here. Of course I said ok to that! <BR> <BR> Now that I have my motivation I am back on spark and sparking. <BR> <BR... Thu, 26 Dec 2013 18:54:33 EST boyfriend/ puppy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5087436 My boyfriend has been going to the doctor and actually trying to get his diabetes under control! He is checking his blood sugars and writting them down. Picking healthier options when he eats... measuring out items so he knows how many carbs or servings hes eating. i love it! <BR> <BR> Now that he is getting healthy it makes me feel like im not trying to do stuff on my own, like i feel re-motivated. But a different kind of motivation, not the kind that will fade away in a couple days. <BR... Fri, 5 Oct 2012 05:51:33 EST today makes 90 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4585632 this morning i woke up at 163 pounds, that makes 90 total pounds lost! how cool! <BR> <BR> i cant wait to get to 100 lost. <BR> <BR> sooooooooo with this back on track, motivated to eat right and exercise person i now am, i went through my closet and took out all the clothes that are lose and not fitted when i wear them. i figure if i take those out of my closet i will have less of a change to put some weight back on ... i wont have anythingf to hide the fat rolls! <BR> <BR> my jean siz... Tue, 15 Nov 2011 14:43:06 EST So Excited!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4560059 My co-worker is selling me his bowflex for $100! Same bowflex i use to have, before i moved out and sold my old one. <BR> <BR> We are picking it up wednesday sometime after he (my co-worker) gets off work. <BR> <BR> This paired with the homegym that i have, it's going to make me one hot mofo by the end of the year!!!! <BR> <BR> I only have about 15 pounds until i hit my goal weight of 150 pounds which i have yet to make it to before any of my set backs. <BR> <BR> I like my homegym but... Sun, 30 Oct 2011 15:55:15 EST just an update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4510810 so im going to start off by saying almost a whole week now i have replaced all my crap snacks like chips, salsa,cookie,popcorn or whatever was around with fruit! its made a 4 pound diffrence! <BR> <BR> now lets go back to tuesday at work! my boss, a coworker, and myself were talkig about weightloss. one coworker was tellin me how he use to not be so fat, and i told him i use to be real fat. then my boss made the comment "ya but that was a while ago" like totally dismissing the fact that ... Thu, 29 Sep 2011 17:59:29 EST date nights with my boyfriend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4428861 yesterday at work my co-worker josh ad i were talking about where to go for dates and stuff. then he asked me where marques and i go for dates. i was like well we havent really gone on a date in a while. we have been to all the restraunts around here a million times it seems. and sometimes dinner and a movies gets old. then he told me marques and i seemed like an old couple. ( in a nice way). <BR> <BR> anyways that got me thinking my boyfriend and i really do need to start going on mor... Mon, 15 Aug 2011 18:30:52 EST warning for the hopeless pity party days! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4315683 warning for when you have those i feel hopeless pity party days. <BR> <BR> monday when i went to give plasma the lady that weighed me said my weight to me ( they never tell you how much you weigh) and was already feeling horrible, and gross as it was. <BR> <BR> 183 she said. and i know she only said it cause my last weigh in was 178. <BR> <BR> i knew my weight was up cause all weekend i had a wedding and fathersday and my moms birthday,so i was not eating my normal foods. <BR> plus be... Wed, 22 Jun 2011 13:26:34 EST guys are so confusing sometimes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4252437 so i blogged a couple month ago about this guy that works in the same building as i do. his name is mike. i weight 188 pounds at the time and he asked me if i gained weight. i was crushed. <BR> <BR> ive gained and lost the same 10 pounds for a while! and NOW he choose to say did you gain weight? <BR> <BR> well im down to 176 right now. i feel like its not noticable, and wil not be noticable until i get back into the 160 range. <BR> <BR> well yesterday he came up to be again and said ... Tue, 24 May 2011 05:57:34 EST realized some stuff. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4194255 <BR> realized somethng! ------ <BR> <BR> So i was watching RUBY 2 nights ago, it was the episode where she had the summit. every one sat in a circle and they talked about her weightloss ad how to get her back on track cause she recently gained 50 pounds!........ anyways while doing that they would show clips of where shes like im getting back on track, this is a fresh start, im going to do this for sure this time, ive got to get this weigh off.... and other things shes said during her... Wed, 27 Apr 2011 13:23:51 EST coupons/home/work http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4186927 so ive been using coupons since about right after i movedin with my boyfriend. so maybe 9 or ten months now. i so glad the extreme couponing shows came on and you tube has videos too. the stors around he do not double so i may never be able to get my total down to $0.34 but when i save 30 , 40, 50,60, 70 dollars im happy! <BR> <BR> i really started looking at prices and if its good i get the item. for example splenda hasa $3 off coupon and i was able to get 7 coupons so i have 7 of the... Sun, 24 Apr 2011 09:03:45 EST i have some photos in my blog! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4115697 so ive been doing pretty good with my eating and working out lately. i set my self up! <BR> here is how i prepared to get back on track and stay that way... <BR> <BR> * i cleaned our kitchen. Living with two grown men isnt always easy to keep it clean! but i clean it a little every day. <BR> <BR> *bought tons of groceries. after getting the kitchen clean i wanted stuff that was easy to eat, and things i could cook. eating healthy you have to have some food around so you dont stop somew... Thu, 24 Mar 2011 16:12:46 EST feeling motivated http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4078351 so today is my pay day its actually kinda motivating me since i can buy some healthy foods today. i was broke and running low and stuff runs out quick when you live with two guys. <BR> <BR> so anyways i feel motivated. im actually having two days off work this week. wednesday and thursday. i can rest, and get alot of stuff done. i have not had 2 days off in a while! its pretty nice. i was getting worn out with only one day off. <BR> <BR> anyways thats what up with me today. woo hoo! <B... Wed, 9 Mar 2011 09:27:50 EST stuff :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4077725 my plants are starting to sprout! the onces where i actually put seeds in dirt. im excited, and the baby plants i bought are growing and the strawberry plants are putting out more strawberrys, all but one are green. im excited! so far it seems like the only plant that might die is my celery plant. one time a cat knocked it over and a second time it was either wind or a freaking cat. im trying to save it though. <BR> <BR> i have to take my car to the shop. its stalling and feels like its ... Tue, 8 Mar 2011 23:30:03 EST short update. really short update lol. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4034232 yesterday marked the start of a new challange for my faffft team! even though yesterday was a flop im excited! i did really good on their last challange. its 8 weeks long maybe i can get to 168. or 165. the ladys on this team are really great and motivate me! <BR> <BR> ------------------ <BR> <BR> today i get to go get my eyebrows waxed and a shampoo,cut,and style done to my hair! woo hoo! my eyebrows are looking horrible and my hair has not been cut in a few months! im excited! im going ... Mon, 21 Feb 2011 05:50:20 EST still doing good. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4009682 So 17 days now back into the healthy habits. mainly focused on eating healthy still. 80/20. trying for just 2 or 3 days of exercise right now. <BR> <BR> ive been doing great with packing my lunch. either homemade lunch or using a boca/morning star/veggie patch product with some fruit and/or veggie. <BR> <BR> i know those are processed but i like them and moderation is the key! <BR> <BR> --------------- <BR> <BR> my income tax return came in today! i set it to go straight into my sa... Fri, 11 Feb 2011 13:06:11 EST better attitude now.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3989663 i have a better attitude in this blog. <BR> <BR> <BR> So the first time in my life i got to see snow stay on the ground in texas! ive seen snow when i get to my grandmas, going through ok,ks,and being in lincoln nebraska. but never had snow that stayed on the ground in texas, so cool to wake up to this! when ever they say were going to have a snow day that never happens in the part where i live!!! tonight its going to ice over....everything that melted off today is going to ice over tonigh... Fri, 4 Feb 2011 10:25:52 EST now my selfesteem is even lower! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3960441 So this morning i got hit with a reality check. so im at work, working, then this guy mike calls me over the ask me a question ( he knows ive lost alot of weight) today he said "have you gained any weight? or stayed the same? i was like no i stayed the same. the he said " ok cause sometimes we need a kick in the butt" so after he left, i asked my co worker who is a nice sweet lady. if you ask her for the truth she will tell you the trust. i said "trudy do i look bigger?" and she said "yea... Tue, 25 Jan 2011 18:26:04 EST the gym, my workout clothes, and my job! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3874464 no pictures in this blog either sorry! maybe the next one! <BR> <BR> so im going to talk to you about the gym, workout clothes, and my job. <BR> <BR> GYM- <BR> im really am glad i joined this gym. im really dedicated to going! right after i first started i fell off for about a week but ever since i have been going and getting a great workout in each time i go. <BR> <BR> my boyfriend went with me (the second time we went together) and realized how much he let himself go in a year and ... Fri, 31 Dec 2010 14:33:23 EST ooooh a blog with photos! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3861650 first let me start off by posting the photos of my bedroom set i said i was going to post early in december. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/3/l133064834.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/5/l15628377.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/5/9/l594108861.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/1/l315115580.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/2/l724825589.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeop... Sat, 25 Dec 2010 12:03:56 EST ugh thanksgiving get over with so tired of this crap! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3798800 tired of holidays. right now they only seem good for the extra hours and money on my paycheck! <BR> <BR> last night i told my mom that my boyfriends mom and her are doing their thanksgivign dinners at the same time so it will only be me at ours and he will go to his moms. she got mad. which made me mad! IM STILL COMING!! im not my brother who didnt come last year and isnt not coming this year until really late. im not my cousin who keeps going back abd forth on if she can come or not, ... Mon, 22 Nov 2010 05:52:22 EST i got an mp3 player! finally lol And other news. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3714919 So i finally got an mp3 player. Well actually its my third mp3 player. the first one i broke, the second i couldnt figure out so i gave it to my boss, but this one i think is a little easier. <BR> Im ripping music from cds i have to my computer its a 4gb i think thats alot but i have no idea really. IM so excited to have this cause as long as i have music i can walk forever! <BR> <BR> My friend katie has started walking with me once last week and today will be three times this week. Our sch... Thu, 14 Oct 2010 11:25:02 EST 14 days into it http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3629868 so im 14 days into my diet thats almost half way done. ive gone from 174.4/176.8 to 165.8 ..... then yesterday i craved extra chicken and had some and boom now im up almost a whole pound. its ok i know slip ups happen. at least it was with chicken and not sweets!!!! <BR> <BR> only 6.6 pounds left till im in the 150's i cant wait! <BR> <BR> my pants and shirts are fitting better. <BR> <BR> i will say the best thing about this diet is it has gotten me back to eating alot fresher. <BR> <... Sun, 12 Sep 2010 09:28:44 EST new diet day six :) HCG http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3605736 im on day six of my new diet, and back into the 160's! Barely! (169.8) lol but im in so thats all that counts. if you count the load weight ive lost 7 pounds since wednesday doing the vlcd part but 4.6 if you dont count the load weight. either way, im happy with my results. <BR> <BR> i found vitacost.com is way cheaper than the website i was ordering from! so i get my flavored stevia, flavored 100% xylitol gum, and my loose green tea on that website for alot less. <BR> <BR> this diet ... Sat, 4 Sep 2010 05:46:11 EST made my order http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3584826 so cexcited for my stuff to come in the mail. <BR> <BR> i ordered my drops, a water flavor, spry gum, and organic green tea. <BR> <BR> i cant wait to start my diet next week. it will give me a great jump start!!! Sun, 29 Aug 2010 07:54:50 EST moved http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3574320 I have been living with my boyfriend now for almost a month. ( 3 more days and its a month) so far its all good. <BR> <BR> i need to start being more active though. ive been really lazy. i havent gained any weight but i havent lost any either. <BR> <BR> i have my computer hooked up to the internet at the apartment now so i can spark more often!!!! Wed, 25 Aug 2010 17:55:30 EST dogs, money, boyfriend, theft, high intrest rates ............ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3366152 so this is a blog about whats going on with me currently it is not all about weight loss. <BR> <BR> *a couple days ago my parents brought home a new doggy a mini - pin. shes so cute and alot bigger than our other dog. i can take this one to the park and walk her ( which im going to do today!!!) <BR> <BR> *im moving in with my boyfriend in late july he brought me the application to get on his lease last night im so excited about that! now it feels like it is really going to happen! <BR> ... Thu, 24 Jun 2010 09:40:30 EST update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3276210 so i think its been at least 2 full weeks ive been keeping up with doing the bowflex. maybe 2 and a half weeks. and im happy about that :) i really am excited for when ill start to see results. <BR> <BR> only 4 1/2 days left till my vacation starts! oh my gosh im so excited its been 2 years since ive taken a vacation!!! and im just going to focus on me! Fri, 28 May 2010 08:10:15 EST no more scale! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3221726 yesterday after work my boyfriend and i went out to eat a red robin, i had the crispy chicken sandwich meal with an unsweet tea. i felt like a total cow after eating it. very bloated. gross. so then i came home and he went to his house. my mom told me if i keep going out to eat with him like that im going to get fat and gain all my weight back. and it clicked like oh my god that true! so after a little nap i got up still feeling bloated and gross. i did twenty minutes of my treadmill at... Wed, 12 May 2010 10:51:34 EST splurged, bowflex... so motivated http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3210234 sooooo since my challenge is over im back to eating healthy now. i think i had 2 days where i just ate what wanted which was <BR> day 1 - i hop <BR> day2- 2 small cookies, 1 big cookie , ate out at fridays. <BR> <BR> this has made me go from 161 to 167, which im ok with i can get it off in a decent amount of time i did expect a little more of a gain from doing atkins for two weeks then splurging for a couple days. so im not to bothered. <BR> <BR> anyways this blog is really me saying im g... Sun, 9 May 2010 09:07:41 EST i won!......... and other things http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3207402 so i won the fatty challenge at work i lost 14 pounds and the girl that tied with me lost 14.2 pounds and since it was % lost. i won ... $250 all mine! so i took my boyfriend out to eat for breakfast at ihop cause i was starving!!! i ate it all and now im back to eating healthy again. <BR> it dosent even feel like i lost 14 pound. i guess that just shows me i let myself go a little oto much in 2009! but whatever im so close to my goal weight now. <BR> <BR> i also got my income tax yesterda... Sat, 8 May 2010 08:43:18 EST work challenge upday .... 2 more weeks added :( or :) lol http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3170058 contest at work: so the 8 week fat challenge is over, i lost 4 poounds and tied with the person who dislikes me the most lol. so now she and i have a 2 week challenge going just she and i. so i was told by a work friend to do the 2 week adkins plan which i didnt want to do cause i am really into the eating healthy and have been for a while. so i gave ita show in less than a week ive lost 5 pounds! 168.4 down to 163.2. so im going to stick to this no carb no sugar plan till the end of ... Wed, 28 Apr 2010 08:15:51 EST sugar, oh my! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3054993 so yesterday (sunday) i dont know what was up with me! <BR> i had 4 mini scones (which really arent that small) with white and glossy icing on top , probly around 2 servings of jelly beans, and whole container of chocolate donut holes which is 2.5 servings. all from work! <BR> <BR> i feel like that hasent happened to me in a long time! i also didnt workout yesterday, and didnt gain any weight from it. so weird. <BR> <BR> i am on my tom but i will not my blaim all the sweets on having my ... Mon, 29 Mar 2010 05:54:56 EST weight watchers? , work challenge, workouts http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3038912 so i was talking to my mom the other day and she told me about a convertation my sisternlaw and her had. they ( sister n law (carrie) and possibly my brother) are going to join weight watchers. <BR> <BR> i rolled my eyes at this and my mom said its only ten dollars a month per a person and that carries mom joined weight watcher and lost alot of weight and BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!! i know weight watchers helps alot of people but they have joined a gym before and then stopped , tried eating healthy... Wed, 24 Mar 2010 15:55:26 EST photo blog! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2997017 just some photos of my boyfriend and myself from this month (march) enjoy :) <BR> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/8/l78797731.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/7/l473466271.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/2/l827546436.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/9/l99366576.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/6/l965241735.jpg"> Sun, 14 Mar 2010 04:54:50 EST challenge at work blog part 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2965092 so im doing great. my motivation is still going strong! <BR> when i weighed in fully clothed after having eaten and drank my first weight was 175.4 i got on the scale fully clothed also after having eated and drank and was 4.2 pounds less. so im making great progress! <BR> <BR> i also feel like im the only one really into this challenge right now one person hasent even weighed in yet and yesterday was 10 days into it! <BR> another girl said shes lost 11 pound. but she is 5'0 and weighe... Sat, 6 Mar 2010 09:49:00 EST challenge at work http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2904356 usually im not for this but...... <BR> since ive been back on track lately i decided to join the biggest loser challenge at work its $50 to join, and 8 weeks long. only 4 people are in it now that ive joined too. We are going to start feb.25th cause it is pay day (weigh day!) and end april 22nd. <BR> <BR> not to sound cocky but i thought about this for a few days before joining ... more like a week. and am only doing it cause i think it will be easy money. <BR> <BR> pluse beating 2 cert... Sat, 20 Feb 2010 05:56:23 EST oh feeling motivated ! after a on again off again year! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2894208 so its been a few days since i blogged 15 to be exact! <em>20</em> <BR> so lets catch you up with whats going on with me! <BR> <BR> my work scheduled changed to where i will be closing 2 or 3 days a week , and open the other two. i think thats gonna work great for me on the days i close at work im going to be going to this park by my house and walk the track and who knows maybe work my way up to running on it. i went yesterday around 530pm for about 40 minutes then this weird guy was in... Wed, 17 Feb 2010 16:51:18 EST superbowl sunday ... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2844429 my boyfriend asked me to go to his moms with him for superbowl sunday. i said yes but im nervous! this is only the second time i will have been to his moms house. i dont like football at all, but i said yes cause i dont want him to think i dont want to be around his family. im just super nervous! <BR> <BR> Fri, 5 Feb 2010 11:12:49 EST oh ok, ill take that compliment! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2699618 SO 2010 . my year has started off great. staying healthy getting healthier! <BR> <BR> so i was at walmart to get some snacks so i can make lunch and bring snacks to work and yadda yadda, well going around in the food area i saw one of my co workers from when i worked at mc donalds a little over 3 years ago. <BR> she was like oh my god you look great! said i lost alot of weight. when she asked how i did it i said " i quit eating mc donalds lol " hahaha anyways it was great to get a com... Tue, 5 Jan 2010 17:52:25 EST last blog of 2009. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2672710 so today my boyfriend and i are going to go out to eat for new years eve and then something else. i dont know what he has planned, but we arent gonna be drinking <em>30</em> so i went shopping so i could have something to wear that actually fits me (since i put on 15 pounds this year nothing fits!) so i bought three shirst and they all make me look really nice, even with no make up on and my hair not done have stuff that made my body look nice really made me feel good. <BR> <BR> so si... Thu, 31 Dec 2009 15:34:19 EST almost http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2645409 today i woke up at 170! finally im almost out of them, i really want to bring in the new year around 168 or 165. ive been kinda depressed ever since i got back into the 170's and havent been able to get out, but now im flirting with 169 cant wait!!!!! <BR> <BR> <BR> i was telling my bff the struggles im having with working out now and that i need a buddy and no one will help. i told her planet fitness is only 10 a month and she said in january after shes done with her second job she will ... Sun, 20 Dec 2009 05:44:36 EST update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2560169 so i finally have my computer upo and running again and my internet too! so ill be doing alot more posting on spark people!! <BR> <BR> hopefully this will help me start losing weight again 175 pounds today. <BR> <BR> im going to try and focus on streignth training more. i started yesterday by doing chest and shoulders. then only 30 minutes on the treadmill. <BR> <BR> i also think i need new workout shoes cause my knees hurt! <BR> <BR> my boyfriend hasent gone to the gym in almost 3 mon... Sat, 14 Nov 2009 05:58:23 EST woah http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2493290 so ive been back on track now for almost 2 weeks now doing great. i decided to measure some parts of myself to see how much i had let myself go since febuary. <BR> i measured my waist and hips. i gained an inch in both of those areas! <BR> <BR> im still alot better than i was my hips use to be 54 inchs in 2007 but now are 43. <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> Tue, 20 Oct 2009 09:49:53 EST so glad........ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2457571 im so glad im starting to cook for my bf now! i cooked for him the other day and he liked it this is what we had. <BR> all this is cut up and mixed in a glass dish <BR> -container of mushrooms <BR> -green bell pepper <BR> -red onion <BR> -4 small red potatos <BR> - long green onions <BR> and cooked brown rice all mixed togather then you put the chicken in the middle of it all and cook it <BR> <BR> <BR> i went shopping today and bought 22 dollars of food which actually turned out to be alot... Tue, 6 Oct 2009 15:15:55 EST update on me my weight and how i feel. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2364163 soo its been forever since i blogged. <BR> ive gotten up to 172 pounds. <em>40</em> . i think hearing all the bad stuff going on with my dad and brother effected my weight making me a lil depressed. really who wants to hear your dad has hear disease and possibly all these other things wrong. and that your brother is bi polar and having so many ups and downs ... and blah blah blah. <BR> <BR> BUT.. <BR> things are getting better my dad got his knee replaced 3 weeks ago is getting around gre... Tue, 1 Sep 2009 10:10:03 EST Better in time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2062286 what's up people! long time no blogging ,huh? <BR> well to start off my weight, i feel like I've been over obsessed with it and with getting back into the 150's which hasn't happened! I've been doing the health thing still after all that's a new lifestyle, but did some unhealthy things which we wont get into. and god i just get so frustrated and pissed off. i wish sometimes i could just cut the f----n s--t off and id be happy. I've been doing the strength training with my bow flex now ... Thu, 14 May 2009 15:12:44 EST This love, This hate http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1939130 So these past few 3 or 4 days ive added more time to my workouts and it makes me feels pretty good. im trying to get back up to 2 hours a day. sometimes 3. now i just really need to get my calories on track. im gonna try and go back to my chicken and rice or turkey and rice eating. and then a snack here and there. <BR> <BR> my schedule for the next month is gonna be cramped. im gonna start a class. im not tell you what it is untill its over and thats only if i pass it lol. <BR> <BR> cra... Fri, 3 Apr 2009 08:31:31 EST why is the little bit being so freakin hard to get off AGAIN! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1917101 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/1/3/b132427481.jpg"> <BR> RAWR! haha j/p this is a recent picture of me when i was at work. <BR> <BR> anyways so since i have gotten up to 166 or whatever from going out with friends and drinking. that weight is hard to get off! i can get to 164 but then boom 166 again and i havent gone out with them in since the 12th (my bday). ugh! <BR> <BR> im still trying though, im thinking one of my problems is portion size and planning out my food. well mai... Fri, 27 Mar 2009 05:49:05 EST in the AYER.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1896369 so its been about two weeks since i blogged.... <BR> <BR> i was checkin out what was on exercise on demand and saw they had 3 of the biggest loser workouts... so i did level one cardio max with bob! oh my god! i felt good and got kinda tired doing it but today when i woke up i was like oh man my thighs and butt hurt! anyways it also made me realize i can do alot more then i thought! <BR> <BR> my new tattoo is healing very nicely! and now im looking to see what i want to get next. <BR> <BR... Fri, 20 Mar 2009 08:47:10 EST My last fat day!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1838955 So since thursday i been on a lil downward spiral. eat, drinking, then eating the who day friday! and then saturday wasent so great either! and yesterday was my LAST FAT DAY! im back on track! and ready to get some weight off before i turn 23 on the 12th. oh man im gettin old lol. <BR> <BR> but for real im gettin back on track these crap foods and the amount of it i been eating the last couple days i feel so bloated , lazy, gross. amazing how food can make you feel huh? <BR> <BR> sooo now... Sun, 1 Mar 2009 05:46:17 EST