JAYLABETA's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=JAYLABETA JAYLABETA's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Answering 50 Questions http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5389075 It is amazing how a questionnaire can evoke such strong feelings. I was crying by the end. Who do I miss, What was the kindest thing any has done for me, what would I do if I had the money ... all of these questions make me really evaluate my life. Or maybe I need to get out more. Fri, 14 Jun 2013 12:42:29 EST On Vacation http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5388385 On vacation visiting my family in Kansas. The visit has been wonderful so far. I got some sewing done, enjoyed spending time with my mom and dad, and got a relaxing facial. <BR> <BR> I have also fallen off the wagon and have eaten so many bad things for me. I know I gained weight (despite my mother's dryer having a reputation for shrinking clothes.) It is very hard to stay on track when both parents are such good cooks. <BR> <BR> I hate to say it, but I am going to have to be one of thos... Thu, 13 Jun 2013 21:00:05 EST Cleaning http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5364576 Today is a little better. We cleaned the apartment last night and I finished most of it this morning. Had to get a new vacuum since the old one started smoking. It was over 12 years old so what you going to do? <BR> <BR> This got me thinking about how things wear out and how, eventually, so will some of me (some already has or feels like it.) Then I read an article in Prevention magazine that talked about a woman's year of aging backwards. She ate much healthier than she had in the past and ... Wed, 22 May 2013 12:31:12 EST Eating http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5363284 I am finding it hard to eat healthier. It makes me feel like I am failing as a person. I feel tired all the time and I have no outside purpose besides myself. This is hard focusing on myself because I don't like what I see. <em>46</em> Tue, 21 May 2013 10:18:27 EST