ITSABSURD's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=ITSABSURD ITSABSURD's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Rocky Days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5613364 Things have been strange. Not so great at home, due to some family emergencies around health. In regards to my own health, I really haven't been able to exercise at all. I need to find time! Food wise, I've been doing pretty fine. Sun, 2 Feb 2014 20:03:26 EST Not even trying http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5608481 This last week has been one of the hardest of my life. I don't want to get into the details, but let's just say exercise has been one of the last things on my mind. Maybe I'll get around to it next week. We'll see. Tue, 28 Jan 2014 18:33:46 EST Thursday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5603596 Went to a zumba class this morning with my mom. It was nice to get some cardio in. <BR> <BR> I also ate a TON of oreos. Not the best decision, but oh well. Thu, 23 Jan 2014 17:14:31 EST Bad Bad Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5602658 No time for exercise. Life has been hectic. Wed, 22 Jan 2014 19:26:11 EST Long Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5601216 I have class, work, and meetings from 8am - 10:30pm, with 2 half hour breaks in between. :( <BR> <BR> No time for exercise, except for biking/walking in between my classes. Tue, 21 Jan 2014 12:04:21 EST Hard Weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5600782 Had to run home for an emergency, so no exercise today. Also, lots of eating out. Oh well, emergencies happen. Tue, 21 Jan 2014 01:13:59 EST Get http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5598798 My fitness has been on point! I went hiking for over 2 hours yesterday, went to yoga 3 times this week, and the gym twice! Slowly, but surely, I've been making movement a priority. <BR> <BR> Nonetheless, my food has been my obstacle. I was doing such a great job last week, but this week it's been down hill. Maybe I should plan my meals over the next few days? Or make micro-daily goals? I don't know. I've just been having my way with my junk food way too much! <BR> <BR> Today's goals: <BR> -... Sun, 19 Jan 2014 10:08:23 EST Meh http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5596398 Not the greatest day. I definitely over ate. Tomorrow's another chance to do well, though! Thu, 16 Jan 2014 22:01:39 EST Mini-Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5594755 It's been 2 weeks since the new year began, and so far so good. I'm already down 9lbs, which is exciting. I also have a lot of areas I can improve on, so yay! I'm going to make a list of goals for the next week to keep myself on track. <BR> <BR> - Take B12 vitamin daily! <BR> - 22 minutes of yoga or exercise <BR> - Drink 8 glasses of water per day before any other drinks <BR> - Keep email inboxes clear! Wed, 15 Jan 2014 12:58:59 EST Great Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5594083 I went to the gym and jogged for about half an hour. I've eaten pretty healthy all day. Actually, I'm significantly under my calories and need to find something for dinner. <BR> <BR> I'm going to hot yoga tomorrow morning, so I need as much water as I can get tonight! Tue, 14 Jan 2014 21:51:45 EST Hello Monday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5592612 Things are still looking good. My weight seems to be steady/going down. I will hopefully get to the gym tonight; I haven't been in a few days! <BR> <BR> Aside from that, nothing too exciting. I got a new computer, so I've been figuring out everything new with that. Mon, 13 Jan 2014 16:43:52 EST Slowly, but Surely http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5591862 The weight is coming off, albeit slowly. But I consider this to be a good thing. Today was uneventful. Mon, 13 Jan 2014 01:11:41 EST I'm BACK! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5590848 Longer post later, but I'm back... again. Sun, 12 Jan 2014 01:52:52 EST One Week In! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5585520 It's one week into the new year and I'm down 6 lbs since Jan 1st! Woo! <BR> <BR> Ready to go to zumba in half an hour, then make healthy choices the rest of the day. <BR> <BR> <BR> On a negative note, my laptop is broken. :( Tue, 7 Jan 2014 11:16:33 EST So Far So Good! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5583409 The new year has been going fantastically! I've gone to zumba every single day since the first. Today there was no class, but I'm hoping to get to the gym later tonight. <BR> <BR> I've also been back to my vegan habits, and it feels great! Granted, it's been a bit easy since I've had a vegan cupcake or other form of dessert almost every day. Yum! But at least it's in controlled portions. :) <BR> <BR> Oh, and my quest to learn how to put on makeup has been going very well! WOO! Sun, 5 Jan 2014 19:30:09 EST Strange http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5578045 Strange day so far. My body feels different and not in a good way. The scale has been going up slightly, but today my body physically feels larger, but as though it happened overnight. <BR> <BR> Today is my first day of going back to being vegan. I'm nervous and excited, but my body is ready to feel good again. I did a 90 minute flow yoga class and it totally kicked my ass. I'm just ready to slowly get back in shape so I can be ready to keep challenging myself. Wed, 1 Jan 2014 14:24:50 EST Changes, and not the good kind http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5572845 My face is getting visibly chubbier. I hate this, but it's a good push to get things back together. <BR> <BR> Yesterday was such a giant binge. I just couldn't stop eating for hours. I love being home for the holidays, but there is so much junk food and therefore so many distractions. But that's no excuse. Both my mom and I are ready to kick things back into gear - one day at a time. <BR> <BR> Today? I will do my 22 minutes of yoga. I will drink 8 glasses of water. I will eat under 2000 cal... Fri, 27 Dec 2013 09:16:49 EST I'm Back http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5572063 I was doing so well, and then I got into a slump. <BR> Breakups tend to have that effect on me. <BR> <BR> Anyway, I'm back and ready to make my 22nd year of life AWESOME! Thu, 26 Dec 2013 08:22:11 EST I'm not dead! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5500571 I'm still here! Well, barely. <BR> I haven't been on SparkPeople much lately, just super busy. <BR> So busy, in fact, that I didn't exercise for 2 weeks. It's kind of nice to be in a place where going 2 weeks without exercise is crazy and doesn't feel well. <BR> Anyway, I started going back to yoga again on Saturday. It felt good. Tonight I have some homework, but maybe I'll take a trip to the gym. We'll see. <BR> <BR> I gained about 3 lbs, but it's slowly coming off again. Nothing to stress... Mon, 30 Sep 2013 17:38:03 EST Fiber! (TMI post) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5482343 One of the (many) nice things about consuming a lot of fiber is that it takes like 2 seconds for me to poop. :P Wed, 11 Sep 2013 06:55:21 EST Hitting My Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5481224 I won my last dietbet. I've been hitting my goals and doing alright. Just going through the motions and am kind of bored to be frank. Tue, 10 Sep 2013 01:47:34 EST Too much food! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5469725 Yesterday was one of those days where I ate so much food that I don't want to weigh myself this morning. Thu, 29 Aug 2013 09:30:05 EST Another Day, Another Run http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5468378 Went on a 3mile run this evening. It was my first time running in the evening since... well, like January. It was different, and I definitely prefer the morning, but still not bad. <BR> <BR> I work this morning at 4am. :/ Tue, 27 Aug 2013 23:19:44 EST Long Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5467313 Woke up at 3:50am to work at 4. After my shift I made some pancakes for breakfast, then went to a yoga class. I did some productive stuff for school, then went to class and saw a friend. Now it's sleeptime. What a long day! Mon, 26 Aug 2013 22:21:24 EST Morning Runs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5465576 Just got back from a 6 mile run! <BR> WOOHOO half marathon training. <BR> <BR> We'll see how the rest of the day goes. Sun, 25 Aug 2013 09:46:44 EST Swim & Ice Cream http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5461272 Squeezed in a swim today! I think I might have ice cream now. :P Tue, 20 Aug 2013 18:10:30 EST Lack of Exercise http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5459552 I've been so busy the last few days finishing off my training. I've pretty much had 13 hour days most of the last week and a half. Luckily, that's done and it's on to my job where I actually get a paycheck! WOO! I work about 30 hours this week, which is much more than usual, but I also don't have classes until next Monday. <BR> <BR> Because of all my training last week, I haven't been able to exercise since Wednesday. And I was soooo dehydrated (which never happens to me), that I had to stop... Mon, 19 Aug 2013 07:38:53 EST I saw the light! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5457100 Ahhh, my weight finally hit the 120's a few days ago. Granted, it was 129.9, but still it was so nice! Right now I'm hovering around 131, mostly since I can't exercise as much due to RA training. Nonetheless, I've been eating mostly healthy during training. Actually, I take that back. I WAS eating healthy during training. The last few days I've gone a bit overboard on the candy & sweet potato fries. <BR> <BR> Today I'm ready to keep up my healthy decisions! <BR> <BR> Also, did I mention I w... Fri, 16 Aug 2013 11:08:38 EST Baby, I've still got it! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5450658 Just got back from a run this morning. It's been a while since going on a jog outside, especially a long one. I woke up early (don't worry, I'm going back to bed as soon as I'm done with this!) and ran for 6 miles. WOO! And my pace is much faster than how I was going in late June. My hard work is slowly paying off! <BR> <BR> Now I just have to start training for the half-marathon... Sat, 10 Aug 2013 09:12:11 EST Baby, I've still got it! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5450657 Just got back from a run this morning. It's been a while since going on a jog outside, especially a long one. I woke up early (don't worry, I'm going back to bed as soon as I'm done with this!) and ran for 6 miles. WOO! And my pace is much faster than how I was going in late June. My hard work is slowly paying off! <BR> <BR> Now I just have to start training for the half-marathon... Sat, 10 Aug 2013 09:12:11 EST Still Going Strong http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5450496 Still on that exercise grind. Hopefully I'll go for a run tomorrow morning! Sat, 10 Aug 2013 02:33:20 EST Strange Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5449439 I don't have much to say except that today was strange and full of a lot of moving. Maybe I'll update something longer tomorrow. Fri, 9 Aug 2013 00:03:39 EST It's been a while! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5447945 I love how a week without SparkPeople is a while. <BR> <BR> I've been busy! Luckily, I've found time to exercise through it all. I made my decorations for my residents who will be moving-in in a few weeks & getting ready for my own move across campus. I started dating a new garcon. Things are pretty good so far. :) Uhmm, let's see what else... I've been maintaining my weight, despite the inevitable period weight-gain. Now I'm just trying to especially hold it off until Monday when I have my ... Wed, 7 Aug 2013 17:59:22 EST Heyo! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5439043 Today was alright. <BR> <BR> I only went jogging for 20 minutes this morning, but hey that's better than nothing! Whenever I wake up early for exercise (like at 4:30am), I think it's funny how I finish my workout before most people wake up. Especially when most of those people won't do anything active all day. <BR> <BR> Food was not too great, but not absolutely horrible at all. I've been losing weight overall, which is good. Tue, 30 Jul 2013 20:36:21 EST GOOD WEEKEND http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5437418 I went home to visit my family over the weekend. Usually I screw up big time (last time I put on so much weight in just 2 or 3 days). This time I'm keeping on track and doing great. I've been going running in the mornings, and went to a couple yoga classes. My food choices have been pretty healthy, too. Mon, 29 Jul 2013 13:26:40 EST Exhausted http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5433399 Definitely went over my calorie goals today, but I don't feel bad at all. Today was full of tough workouts. I swam for an hour, then did a yoga class at had me sweating. Now I'm sitting in bed trying to recover my poor, sore muscles. Thu, 25 Jul 2013 17:49:23 EST Decent Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5430802 The date had it's ups and downs, but I think there'll be a second one. I only had two beers (yay!), but whenever I drink my weight is much lower the next day. This morning I was 3 lbs lighter than yesterday! WOOHOO! Obviously I know I didn't lose 3lbs of fat overnight, though. And by tomorrow, it'll be back up to normal. It's nice seeing the number, but such a bummer the next day. (Yet another reason why I shouldn/t weigh in daily, but it's really addicting.) <BR> <BR> I went swimming this ... Tue, 23 Jul 2013 16:06:06 EST BOOYAH! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5429723 Let the record show that I exercised for 190 minutes today! <BR> <BR> BOOYAH! Mon, 22 Jul 2013 18:45:19 EST I'm on a roll! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5429613 Today's off to a good start again. <BR> <BR> I decided to go running/walking on the treadmill this morning. That machine kicks my butt, but it's worth it! Then, I went to a yoga class which had it's ups and downs. It was very difficult and had a lot of harder poses, which is kind of what I want. However, I was the youngest person by at least a decade, and after that other person everyone was past-retirement. It was just kind of strange for me. <BR> <BR> I've been eating healthy so far. I'm ... Mon, 22 Jul 2013 16:44:11 EST Just another day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5428182 Today's weigh-in was much better! I think mostly because I drank a lot more water. However, I went out last night, which also had an affect the results. Alcohol always makes me weigh less the next day... granted, I only had 2 beers (go me!), but we'll see what the scale says tomorrow. <BR> <BR> I think after my weigh-in for the challenge tomorrow, I'm going to go a week scale-free. It just seems so scary though! <BR> <BR> In other news, I have a date tomorrow night! Sun, 21 Jul 2013 11:28:35 EST Off to a great start! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5427474 Today is off to a great start! <BR> <BR> After I got off work at 8am, I went to the pool for an hour. Once again, I did a workout that the pool had and I'm not going to lie it was a struggle bus. After my first set of the difficult section, I almost talked myself out of it. I thought it would be too much for my body right now, but I did it and I kicked butt! I started each set at the right time, which is something I often ignore. However, when I follow the workout exactly, it definitely push... Sat, 20 Jul 2013 15:53:48 EST After my last blog... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5426693 Right after I pushed "Post Blog Entry", I gave up on myself. <BR> I sat on my bed and fed my face full of tostadas - a usually healthy snack. Except, I had like 12. Somehow, I got the encouragement later to get out and go swimming. I did a workout provided by the pool and it was great! It totally kicked my butt! I haven't worked on sprinting since high school, about 5 years ago! Ugh, that was great! So happy I ended up going out! Fri, 19 Jul 2013 17:47:51 EST What is happening to me? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5426384 The scale keeps going up? <BR> <BR> I exercised for 2 hours yesterday (and okay, I admit, I kind of ate a lot, but it was all healthy food, honest!), but this morning I weigh 2lbs more than the day before. How is this happening? Usually, I can understand small fluctuations, but this is NOT okay right now, especially when I have money on the line! <BR> <BR> This morning was overcast, but it was already 80degrees by the time I got out of work, so I didn't go running. I think I'm going to go t... Fri, 19 Jul 2013 11:38:42 EST 6... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5425756 Today I went shopping with a friend and bought shorts. I still fit into a size 6 at American Eagle, so that's good. But otherwise, my body is not looking the way I want it to. <BR> <BR> I went swimming for an hour today. I also did a yoga class! Thu, 18 Jul 2013 21:08:18 EST Two Weeks http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5424479 The last two weeks have been AWFUL! <BR> <BR> I gained back every pound I lost in June. I've been doing so awful that the weight gain isn't even my biggest worry. My eating was out of control... I took another "break" from being vegan (side note: I'm going to read Sistah Vegan & Eating Animals so that I finally have the ethics to stick to it), which always leads to be pretty much eating dessert 3 meals a day. So. Much. Candy. <BR> <BR> And all my exercise progress... Ugh. I had run a 10k at... Wed, 17 Jul 2013 18:26:48 EST Today was awful http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5406643 I'll write more about it later... Sun, 30 Jun 2013 19:42:43 EST Made a Mistake http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5405383 Yesterday, I realized that it was my last night to binge... so what did I do? <BR> Ugh, I went overboard. I ate a bunch of food I loved and ate them until I felt sick. Not a great way to end off a week of really great health decisions. <BR> <BR> Sunday starts my sugar-free lifestyle. Sat, 29 Jun 2013 10:38:54 EST Yesterday was GREAT! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5404450 Yesterday was FANTASTIC for so many reasons: <BR> I slept in (which means I missed my morning run, but some days your body just needs a break). <BR> I went swimming & swam my best/most efficient fly in 5 years! <BR> I tried a yoga class (and it kicked my ass)! <BR> I treated myself to a healthy vegan bagel sandwich & bought 2 new books. <BR> 2 video games I ordered came in the mail. <BR> I ate relatively healthy! <BR> <BR> And the scale was once again lower this morning! WOOHOO!!! <BR> I wen... Fri, 28 Jun 2013 10:01:20 EST Self-Control Pays Off http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5403377 Yesterday, I was sitting in class when suddenly I got into binge mode. All of a sudden, I decided I wanted a dozen donuts, and I wanted them NOW! There's only one place in town that sells vegan donuts, and it's a bit far. I realized that I won't be able to buy a dozen donuts again until I get a car or motorcycle, since I can't fit them on my bike. I may have panicked slightly, especially since I was planning on having a giant binge day before I go sugar free starting next Monday. <BR> <BR> T... Thu, 27 Jun 2013 10:07:06 EST Exercise Success & Sugar Addictions http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5402204 Just got back from my morning run! On my days off of work, I try to wake up around 4:30am to go jogging. Today, I beat my longest distance (which was set a few weeks ago) of 5 miles. I got through 6.5mi today, which is slightly longer than my goal of 10k! And my overall pace was quicker than my run last Thursday. The beginning of this run was a bit of a strugglebus though. I need to figure out how to run at least a little bit on the days I do work. I hate running in the sun, but also dislike ... Wed, 26 Jun 2013 09:24:15 EST