IRISHHOLLY85's SparkPeople Blog IRISHHOLLY85's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Oh snap! So I have been single for over a week...for anyone who knows me that is a miracle folks. I like to think that having a boyfriend always gives me hope and something to look forward to....pretty pathetic. I know! My kids dad keeps trying to work things out with me and we werent together this past week but he was trying. And last night he agreed we shouldnt even try to be together bc all we do is argue. I really feel like I have moved on from him anyways, Ive out grown that relationship. On anot... Tue, 16 Jul 2013 07:35:06 EST feeling much better I am feeling much better today. When an awesome relationship turns to crap it is much easier to let go last night on my walk I said I am letting go of it. Today I feel much better and I am in a good mood. I got my van taken care of and as far as my daughters dad he will always be a jerk so now its just waiting for court. I feel better about it. As I was on my walk last night I reminded myself that I am a good mom and bust my butt to keep us a-float, thats what moms do. SO regardles... Tue, 9 Jul 2013 07:32:29 EST ready to cry I hate being that girl that always has depressing blogs. I wanna have I am a success blog. But I let another guy get the best of me. fell hard for him and was pretty happy with him. Until he asked if another girl can sleep in his that became a huge fight and we broke up. Now given my past I should be proud of myself for not taking any bull crap from him. But I have to remind myself that I was on cloud 9 with him and that fall is gonna hurt pretty bad. But I will slowly get back on ... Mon, 8 Jul 2013 08:08:12 EST Finally it happened!!!! I have been i this down, depressed, not good enough for any guy, embarrassed to drive a mini van, and will never find any man type of mood for the past two weeks. And yesturday I had a moment with my boys and I just all of the sudden snapped out of it. I taught the boys how to make healthy breaded parm chicken....they are three so it was an experience lol. But I was having fun and it made me notice how they are growing up so fast. It was at that moment that I was like there are more importan... Thu, 7 Mar 2013 10:17:54 EST yuck this gets hard The hardest part of a break up for me is the lonely part. I just had my weekend with my kids and we had a blast but when they went to bed I was like oh snap no one to talk to. lol Made me feel pathetic. Still feel kind of pathetic. I am also done with school so I dont have homework distracting me. I am trying to focus on working out and finding a job with my new degree. When you go through a break up people say just focus on your kids....I am always focused on my kids ya dummy. When am I not ... Mon, 25 Feb 2013 09:33:26 EST on my own For once my happiness doesnt depend on a guy. I am in such a good place right now emotionally and physically. i have been working out a lot and getting stronger. Just gotta get the eating under control. I just graduated from college 2 weeks ago, that it is a challenge with three kids around. So soon I will be starting my career. Then on monday I paid in cash for my mini van. Thats right I was able to save enough and pay for it right then and there. It was such a good feeling. I had to delete ... Wed, 20 Feb 2013 10:21:24 EST