INDYSPARKLES's SparkPeople Blog INDYSPARKLES's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community There are 3 of me... Before I sound all schizo, I do not literally mean I have other personalities or voices, ha ha. There are just 3 different versions of me living in one brain... Me, Myself, and I. <BR> <BR> I am a 25 year old (or will be 25 in a few days) who is 50 pounds overweight. I have never been thin, but I have been thinner. I look back at pictures of when I was 18 and 19 and I thought I was overweight then, yet I was only 130-140 pounds. Now I WISH I was that size still. Mt struggle with weight comes... Thu, 9 Aug 2012 16:08:14 EST The Spark Chapter 1 reading Chris' story was really inspiring. I am working at a pretty... "dead end" job ad often get down on myself for not having a career I like (even with 3 different college degrees...) and to also add feeling fat and gross to that makes it seem like a downward spiral. I find reading about other people changing helps me to stay motivated to change. I can't force myself to find the career I want, but I can be a really healthy, fit, and maybe even thinner and prettier cashier. I could be the ... Tue, 7 Aug 2012 05:20:27 EST The Biggest Loser I started watching The Biggest Loser on Netflix, and I thought... that looks like a good program, and so I got a Biggest Loser game for my Wii, and sure as sh*t, the first workout kicked my butt! It has me on the same diet as SP, but it adds interactive workouts! We will see... Thu, 2 Aug 2012 03:57:39 EST One Pound Down Watching shows like The Biggest Loser and Heavy make losing 1.3 pounds seem like a failure, not an improvement. I want to lose 12 pounds in a week. But I am also not 100+ pounds overweight Wed, 1 Aug 2012 14:17:04 EST Restaurants? Did great yesterday and had a feeling I should leave 700 calories open for dinner, and sure enough, we went out to a pub. Barely made my calorie limit. Fri, 27 Jul 2012 17:30:41 EST Fruit, good or bad? I love my fruit smoothies, but are they hurting more than helping? Interesting. Thu, 26 Jul 2012 17:39:41 EST