HOPETOLOSEALOT1's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=HOPETOLOSEALOT1 HOPETOLOSEALOT1's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ WHY DO I RUN TO FOOD? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4125986 Why Do i always Run to Food? <BR> <BR> Food was and is a constant struggle for me. food is my first choice in times of stress, boredom, anger, unhappiness, happiness or nervousness? At the end of a long day I’d hold an opened carton of ice cream or cake in one hand and a spoon in the other and a glass of vodka to wash it all down, i have lied to family and friends bout my addiction for ever... and the constant question they keep asking is why are you fat you rarely eat... they have given all... Tue, 29 Mar 2011 09:02:28 EST WHY???? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3323515 Why does this have to be so damn hard. its like i am on a roller coster that refuses to just stop. up one minute and down the next. I ve been on this for almost three weeks i have been dreading going on the scale so i dont get disappointed....... yeah right, finally got the courage to step on a scale this morning and my worst fears came to pass!!!!! how can this be ?!?!!? <BR> i exercise five times a week, eating mainly fruits and vegetables and i get to lose only 2kg after 3weeks??!?!?!?!?!?... Fri, 11 Jun 2010 08:55:18 EST my 2nd day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3257346 unfortunately i'm not as motivated as i was yesterday. I am starting to feel its kinda useless that i'm going to fail yet again this time around ...... i got so depressed i over ate which now made me feel worse. But thankfully the day has come to and end and i am looking foward to tomorow and i sincerely hope i wont fall off the wagon. Sat, 22 May 2010 16:54:55 EST