HOPEFORMEME's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=HOPEFORMEME HOPEFORMEME's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ ENOUGH PROCRASTINATING http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=556488 I have just about had it with myself. I have named myself the queen of procrastination. I was doing so well in the beginning, I lost 15 lbs, then started slipping and eating over my calorie goals, skipping the daily exercising. In the last month I have managed to gain back 5 lbs. <BR> I am done!!! I am finally putting my foot down and grounding myself. I am resetting my goals, and I am going to get back to being a "LOSER". My body and my mind are going to no longer play these games of lazine... Sat, 12 May 2007 06:42:30 EST April 27, 2007 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=533500 Today I start on Chantix to help me quit smoking. I have been smoking since I was 13 years old, 21 years ago. Trying to change my life, eating healthier, exercising (need to get motivated to do more though), and now I want to breathe again. Not only am I going to do this for my health, I am also doing this for my family. I was to grow old with my husband (even though he irritates me at times hehe), I want to see my son grow and see his children grow (way, way in the future - I am not ready fo... Fri, 27 Apr 2007 01:35:04 EST Getting back into the groove http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=512085 Had a tough time at the beginning of the week. Woke up Monday morning extremely sick, every muscle in my body ached. Motivation has been slow to return, but today I was able to get a full hour of pilates and cardio in. Feeling much better and more energized. Oh joy, just in time to return to work on Saturday. Slipping on my calorie goal, but making better food choices. Except for the piece of chocolate cake (husband's birthday). I forgive myself & will start tomorrow with a positive attitude,... Fri, 13 Apr 2007 05:54:30 EST