HIPPIEKLAAR's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=HIPPIEKLAAR HIPPIEKLAAR's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Blog Number Two. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4420915 Really wish I knew what to say.. I'm really REALLY struggling this week with eating.. Started off great. Made sure to have 3 meals a day (although very small) and was working my way up but last night I just had a melt down.. It's hard trying to do this on your own. Today I went back to my old ways of diet pills & water... I am hoping once i'm home from work I feel differently because this ED is really taking it's tole on my body & my health.. It's not what I want anymore... :/ <em>39</em> Thu, 11 Aug 2011 13:23:30 EST Starting out. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4416522 Just figured out that I did not have a SparkPage. Guess i'll start out with a little introduction. My name is Amethyst, but you can call me Amy. I am 20. I made a sparkpeople account almost 2 years ago, but wasn't quite ready to start. The past 2 months I have been trying to use my account every day. <BR> <BR> I am currently struggling with an ED, and thought that maybe being on a website like this with a group of people helping me along I could start dieting the "healthy" way. I am a veget... Tue, 9 Aug 2011 12:03:06 EST