HAIHYE's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=HAIHYE HAIHYE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ My Child is Sinking Fast! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5355089 So much is going on lately. I’ve been packing on the stress eating pounds. I try not to cry and keep breathing as I explain. <BR> My son (from a previous marriage) who is 4.5 years old and goes to daycare has been very violent to his classmates. They are threatening to kick him out 2 weeks from now. He comes home and is a totally different person. He doesn’t hit and around others is very charismatic and affectionate. He is very articulate and intelligent so he isn’t applicable for special edu... Mon, 13 May 2013 11:43:39 EST Rain Rain Go Away.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5331869 Thursday, the Chicagoland area got over 9inches of rainfall over night. After spending 2 hours trying to get to work I gave up and went home which took another hour to find a way back. There were abandoned cars with water up to their rear view mirrors and roads barricaded closed right and left. I felt super stressed cause I needed the money and most of the other employees were able to make it there through public transportation from Chicago or they lived nearby. I didn’t know what to do and w... Mon, 22 Apr 2013 14:15:19 EST A Shallow Motivation is Good Enough http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5324251 I remember the day fairly clearly that I rolled over 200lbs. I was 18 years old, a senior in a high school in Missouri. I remember stepping on the scale and it was like 197lbs, and I was so freaked out. I promised myself I'd NEVER be one of *those* people that would get over 200lbs. A couple weeks later I saw the scale roll to 201lbs. I was defeated. It's been 9 years since then, and my heaviest was 271lbs that I know of. How far I've fallen :( I'm 205lbs now, and so.. so so .. so close to go... Mon, 15 Apr 2013 17:02:24 EST Eating 4 x 4hours http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5318685 Yesterday I binged off schedule. I knew about it ahead of time but I already had a cheat day on Sunday. I don’t know why I did it on Sunday KNOWING I’d do it Tuesday as well. I am fairly ashamed. <BR> That being said I’m holding steady at 210 for whatever reason. I’m afraid it might float till tomorrow. <BR> So I’m trying something today that I’ve wanted to try but.. I just never got around to it. I’m eating at 6:30a, 10:30a, 2:30p, and 6:30p…. that’s right, every 4 hours. Breakfast like no... Wed, 10 Apr 2013 16:56:17 EST 10 More Days of Antibiotics :( Again.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5312613 Ok, as of April 1st 2013, I was 220lbs. I entered a DietBet.com bet for $50 that I could lose 4% of my bodyweight in 28 days. So I have until April 28th to get it done. I have been pretty consistent in losing. I have been diagnosed with Strep Throat for the 3x in 6 weeks. I am on a 10-day antibiotic treatment *again*. Being sick really has wrecked my diet as well as adding antibiotics to my diet. <BR> On Wednesday, I went to work at the pain clinic. I grabbed a Subway buffalo chicken salad ... Fri, 5 Apr 2013 12:21:32 EST Starting Over http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5177899 It's time to start over. I feel like I've made quite a bit of progress in my journey to weightloss than I ever have before in my lifetime. I've lost 5-10lbs here and there but dropping from 271lbs to 212lbs seems encouraging. <BR> People ask how I do it, and are honestly curious about my changing body but most of the time I don't bother telling them. I don't take the time to teach them something that they won't implement in their life anyways. I feel so hopeless when I hear people complain a... Thu, 27 Dec 2012 16:18:06 EST