GREASE31's SparkPeople Blog GREASE31's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community I am back, after a very, very long break. I am back, after a very, very long break, which seeems to, have lasted forever, & @ times, has felt like, it!!!! !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> Recently i have, bin admitted to, Grantham Hospital i, initially went in, there with 2, badly swollen legs, caused by cellulitis, & i also, had an ongoing, chest infection 2, after having 1, chest x ray, & 1 c t scan, they found that, i had a, blood clot on, my lungs. <BR> <BR> I am still, in recovery &, hope to be, able to come, back online properly, when i... Mon, 9 Mar 2015 08:22:12 EST RE: I'm Back, After A, Very Very, Long Break. RE: I'm back, after a very very, long break, i'll be, very very, honest with, you now, i have not had the energy to go out much, so have been hiding away indoors. <BR> <BR> If & when i do go out, it has only to see my counsellor at Beaconsfield Clinic (Elm Lodge) in Grantham, my counsellor's name is Rob Sharpe. <BR> <BR> If any of you have seen the Film (Ugly Coyote), it stars (Adam Garcia), well my counsellor Rob Sharpe looks just exactly like the actor (Adam Garcia). <BR> <BR> Rob has h... Fri, 31 Jan 2014 10:50:36 EST RE: Yesterday Was My, Tribunal Hearing It, Did Not Go, Well !!!! !!!!. RE: Yesterday, was my Tribunal Hearing it, did not go, well !!!! !!!!, as i got asked, all kinds of personal questions !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!!, most of which i could not answer. <BR> <BR> Now i have the agonising wait, of finding out the outcome of my Appeal, in the post, as soon as i find out i will let you know. <BR> <BR> The waiting time is gonna be stressful enough, as i have a very very bad feeling that i may be going back on 2 JSA (Job Seekers Allowance), which is not much to live on (mon... Fri, 13 Dec 2013 08:27:28 EST RE: Last Weekend, I Celebrated, My 10, Year Anniversary, In &, @ My, Flat (Sunday 23rd, November 200 RE: Last weekend, i celebrated, my 10, year Anniversary, in &, @ my, Flat (Sunday 23rd November 2003 - Saturday 23rd November 2013). <BR> <BR> I cannot, believe how, time flown past, a lot, has happened, in 10, years !!!!, !!!! !!!!, !!!! see, all my, past Blogs, for further, relevant information. TBC TBC TBC TBC <BR> <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>220</em> <em>665</em> Thu, 28 Nov 2013 07:48:21 EST RE: My Upcoming Tribunal Hearing. RE: My upcoming Tribunal Hearing, as many of you, know i am dreading, this day which i, have now got a, date for & that, date is 12/12/2013 Thursday, 12th December 2013. <BR> <BR> I will not be, up online that particular, day so i will, let you all know, / tell you how, i got on the, next day i'm hoping, it will be good news, (that i will, have won back all, of my ESA/. <BR> <BR> INCAPACITY BENEFIT the full, amount eg Back Payments, from when i lost, it on Monday 25th, February 2013 this ... Thu, 21 Nov 2013 07:31:44 EST RE: My Spare Bedroom, Refurbishing Plans Went, Up In Smoke. RE: My Spare Bedroom, refurbishing plans went, up in smoke, as i have, soooo not been, able to start, doing it yet, as for the, past few days, i have been, in Bed ill, with a Cold. <BR> <BR> Bearing in mind, that i have, had my FLU, JAB !!!! !!!!, !!!! !!!! !!!!, for this year, !!!! !!!! !!!!, which makes it, even worse at, the moment as all, i want to, do is SLEEP, !!!! !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> I can not, even eat anything, as it hurts, to even attempt, to eat anything, at all so, all i have,... Fri, 8 Nov 2013 12:06:03 EST RE: So Far In, My Downstairs Cupboard, aka My Newly, Refurbished Kitchen Cupboard. RE: So far in, my Downstairs Cupboard, aka my newly, refurbished Kitchen Cupboard, i have got, so far the, following (cheap Budgeted), tems from the, apppropriate shops, eg Asda Morrisons, & Sainsburys which, i go into, 1nce every 2, weeks when i, have any spare, left over from, paying up all, my BILLS that, is. <BR> <BR> ASDA (SMARTPRICE) <BR> 8 x 2 Litre Bottles Still Water. <BR> 8 x 2 Litre Bottles Sparkling Water. <BR> 8 x 2 Litre Bottles Lemonade. <BR> 8 x 2 Litre Bottles Cola. <BR> <... Fri, 8 Nov 2013 11:23:14 EST RE: My Next Project, (My Spare Bedroom). RE: My next project, (my Spare Bedroom), i now know, exactly what i, am going to, do with/, about my Spare, Bedroom i am, going to make, it into my, proper Bedroom. <BR> <BR> My middle Bedroom, which i am, using now will, be made into, a proper Dining, Room (i have, always wanted 2, have 1), ever since i, 1st moved in, here almost 10, years ago. <BR> <BR> I have no, doubt @ all that, this will be, a very very, big & long, ongoing job as, @ the moment, my Spare Bedroom, is full right, up wi... Fri, 1 Nov 2013 09:27:39 EST RE: I'm Ok, I Really, Really Am Ok. RE: I'm ok, i really, really am ok, yesterday was the painful anniversary, of my break up from my EX Boyfriend, you all know his name, by now for those of you, who do not know who i am on about, look back to last years Blogs, (October 29th 2012 - 1st November 2012), for further relevant information. <BR> <BR> Normally i would have cried & been upset, but i realised he was so not worth my tears, so i got drunk instead, & had a great day, watching HORROR FILMS instead, which really really help... Mon, 28 Oct 2013 11:08:06 EST RE: I Finally Did It. RE: I finally did it, i finally finished clearing, out my Downstairs Hall, Cupboard (next to my, Front Door !!!! !!!!), which i am well, pleased about !!!! !!!!, !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> As many of you, know i started this, job this time last, year after going through, a bad break up, with my Ex Boyfriend, (aka) the tallest tosser around, !!!! !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> I am soooo soooo, glad that i managed, to get the Downstairs, Hall Cupboard finally finished, i am now using, it as a Wint... Fri, 25 Oct 2013 09:58:02 EST RE: My Fitness Times, & Routines On, Sparkpeople.Com. RE: My fitness times, & routines on, some of you, do not believe, me about what, i write down, on my Fitness Tiimes, & Routines on,, (you all, know exactly who, you are no, names mentioned). <BR> <BR> This upsets me, greatly & makes, me sad as, the last time, i had a, similar problem to this, was just before, Xmas (2012) when, i was bullied, on this so, called Website which, i thought was, friendly (how wrong i, am !!!! !!!! !!!!). <BR> <BR> I do hope, that i... Wed, 2 Oct 2013 10:00:42 EST RE: Losing The Plot. RE: Losing the plot, 2day i don't know, whether i am coming or i am going !!!! !!!! !!!!, as when i woke up this morning & made myself a big mug of Hot Chocolate, (wiv sum Sugar in it), i made a cock up (big mistake), by putting the Sugar into the Fridge !!!! !!!! !!!!. TBC TBC TBC TBC. <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>220</em> <em>665</em> Fri, 27 Sep 2013 10:22:14 EST RE: 2 Days Ago, (Wednesday) 11/09/2013, (English Way) Or, 9/11/2013 (American Way) Was, The 12th An RE: 2 Days ago, (Wednesday) 11/09/2013, (English way) or, 9/11/2013 (American way) was, the 12th Anniversary of 9/11. <BR> <BR> I still have, very very clear, memories of when, of when i, 1st heard the, news about this terrible terrible Tragedy, see my past (9/11 Blogs) for relevant further information. <BR> <BR> It's still clear, 12 years on, from what i, have looked/read on other members, Blogs that the pain of Friends/Lost, Loved Relatives is still hard to cope with. <BR> <BR> Since thi... Fri, 13 Sep 2013 09:08:07 EST RE: Yesterday 10/09/1970, (English Way) or, 9/10/1970 (American Way), I Celebrated, My 43rd, Birthda RE: Yesterday 10/09/1970, (English way) or, 9/10/1970 (American way), i celebrated, my 43rd Birthday. <BR> <BR> I got a text, from my Mum (Mary), @ 10/09/2013 @ 00:09:48am wishing me a Happy Birthday TBC TBC TBC TBC <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>220</em> <em>665</em> Wed, 11 Sep 2013 08:12:30 EST RE: Being In Pain, Is Such A, Pain In The, Behind Etc Etc, !!!! !!!! !!!!, PT2. RE: Being in pain, is such a, pain in the, behind etc etc, !!!! !!!! !!!!, this is PT2, as you already, know i wrote a Blog about, this story on the 21st, June 2013 see my earlier (Blog for more relevant, further information). <BR> <BR> Well 2day i, went to A&E, because my Right Side Arm Hand & Shoulder, were hurting me loads & loads, & i have been diagnosed as, having Osteo - Arthritis, in my Right Side Arm Hand, & Shoulder so, as you can imagine i am well peed off, !!!! !!!! !!!!, i've als... Thu, 5 Sep 2013 10:21:51 EST RE: An Old Friendship, Rekindled (From Many Years Ago). RE: An old friendship, rekindled (from many years ago), has recently started up again, on/from (15th July 2013), this person who i am on about, is someone who i 1st knew when we both lived at Allington, we both lived in (separate areas) of Allington. <BR> <BR> His name is Mike Burland, i 1st met him when i was about 5 years old, i lived at (Allington), at the time his youngest Daughter, (Sheralee), used to be best friends, with Chickky my Sister (Helen), so i have known him about 38 years!!!... Fri, 23 Aug 2013 09:34:47 EST RE: Finding It Hard To, Ask For Help, When You Need, It Is Very, Very Hard. RE: Finding it hard, to ask for help, when you need, it is very, very hard which, in my case is what i am going thru at this very moment in time. <BR> <BR> This being the case when i cut both my arms with a pair of scissors, aka (Self Harm) as i have already explained i did this to help me cope with what was going on at home etc etc etc. <BR> <BR> Not because i wanted to die, as this is not what i want to happen at all, as my Family, Friends & all my Online Family this means all of you my (... Wed, 21 Aug 2013 09:52:19 EST RE: How To Cope, When Your Feeling Low. RE: How to cope, when your feeling low, my way of dealing with this, situation was to Self Harm, (cutting my arms) on both sides. <BR> <BR> This has now left me with scars on both my arms, i did this not because i wanted to end my life, as this was not what i wanted to do. <BR> <BR> This was my way of trying to cope with things, so now cos of what has happened i am under a care team thru Grantham Hospital. <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>220</em> <em>665</em> Mon, 19 Aug 2013 07:48:45 EST RE: Being In Pain, Is Such A, Pain in The, Behind Etc etc, !!!! !!!! !!!!, (STPWO) RE: Being in pain, is such a, pain in the, behind etc etc, !!!! !!!! !!!!, now more than, ever a few, weeks back i, woke up with, severe Pain in, & all down, my Left Shoulder, Arm Hand Wrist, etc etc etc. <BR> <BR> I had previously, hurt my Left, Hand / Wrist, when i fell, down in my, Flat & had, gone up to, A&E to get, it checked out, / looked at, i thought @, 1st it was, broken luckily it, was just badly sprained. <BR> <BR> Getting back to, the point lol, lol lol lol, i was worried, as th... Fri, 21 Jun 2013 06:33:00 EST RE: A Blast From, The Past. (STPWO) RE: A blast from, the past last, nite i went, to tea @, Chickky that is, the nickname which, i have given, to my beautiful, Sister (Helen) &, her Fiance (Johnny). <BR> <BR> She found &, showed me sum, Photographs !!!! !!!!, of what we, all (the, whole Family), looked like from, years ago (, Hairstyles Holiday Pictures, etc etc etc, !!!! !!!! !!!!, !!!!) most, of which. <BR> <BR> I thought &, hoped had been, lost buried destroyed, etc etc etc, !!!! !!!! !!!!, she has promised, me that they,... Fri, 21 Jun 2013 05:24:49 EST RE: All About Me, My Role In, The (Real) World, & Also My, Role In The, (Dream/Fantasy), World 2. S RE: All about me, my role in, the (Real) world, & also my, role in the, (Dream/Fantasy), world 2 is, as follows.... <BR> <BR> My role in, the (Real) world, is i am, an unemployed Student, (i used to, go to College), but had to, drop out as, i found it, so so hard, trying to do, English Level 2. <BR> <BR> I will eventually, go back to, College 1nce i, have got my, Confidence back (i, am very very, Shy !!!! !!!!), which is why, i cannot go, back to College, as of yet. <BR> <BR> I also have, ... Fri, 14 Jun 2013 05:18:33 EST RE: It Is 11, Years 2Day (, 2002 - 2013,) Since My, Dad (John, William Large), Died From Cancer. (S RE It is 11, years 2day (, 2002 - 2013,) since my, Dad (John, William Large), Died from Cancer, by all account's, i should be, over @ my, Mum's (Mary, Louise Large), 2day but i, could not face, it as i, don't like seeing, /watching her, cry as that, then makes me, cry loads 2. <BR> <BR> You may think, that i am, a Cold Heartless, Bitch for not, going over there, but i like, to remember my, Dad (John, William Large), in my own, way of which, i have many, many memories eg, almost setting Fire,... Fri, 24 May 2013 07:48:06 EST RE: A Certain Shop, / Place That, I Can Not, Go Into !!!! (ASDA). (STPWO) RE: A certain shop, / place that, i can not, go into !!!!, (ASDA) if you need, anymore information about, this Shop /, Place then you, are most welcome, to visit my, SparkPage for further, details !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> This Shop /, Place (ASDA), from which i, was banned !!!!, !!!! !!!! !!!!, has changed so, much from when, i last worked, there/went, into the Shop, itself you may, be asking how, i know all, about this it's, because on Thursday, 31st January 2013, (this year). <BR> <BR> I went... Thu, 23 May 2013 04:59:55 EST RE:Some Changes, Being Made PT2. (STWOP) RE: Some changes, being made pt2, those of, who know, me very very, well (, through my, Blogs that, is), will know, that i, have been, Sickness Benefit. <BR> <BR> On &, off for, a long, time (, it certainly, feels like, it !!!!, !!!!), i have, also been, sending in, Sick Notes, 2 (to get, my Sickness, Benefit etc, released into, my Bank, Account etc, etc). <BR> <BR> When i, went to, the Drs, yesterday to, get the, results of, my Blood, Test (, which i, had done, last week, etc etc, etc), i ... Sat, 18 May 2013 04:54:21 EST RE: Does Anyone have Any, Hints Or Tips As, To How I Can, Lessen My Hayfever Symptoms?. (STPWO) RE: Does anyone have any, hints or tips as, to how i can, lessen my HayFever symptoms?, as they are totally, driving me crazy etc, etc etc etc etc, it's not joke @, all. <BR> <BR> I am being affected, by Tree Pollen @, this very moment in, time & it is, totally driving me crazy, etc etc etc etc, this started when 'Spring' came !!!!, !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> I've tried taking Tablet's, using Eye Drops !!!!, am using Spray's etc, but nothing seem's to, be working @ all, which is no fun,... Wed, 15 May 2013 11:00:20 EST RE: I Have No Energy, 2Day What So Ever. RE: I have no energy, 2day what so ever, i do try to, keep up with taking, all my Medication eg, Tablets Inhalers etc etc, but all i seem, to want to do, is go to sleep, etc etc etc etc. <BR> <BR> I have had numerous, Blood Test's etc etc, but still no end, to this Tiresome Complaint, etc etc etc etc, i do also try, to have a few, Early Nites eg (go to sleep earlier, than after 10.00pm etc), but this does not, TBC TBC TBC TBC <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>220</em> <em>665</em> Mon, 13 May 2013 11:09:44 EST RE: My 2 Year, Journey Here On, SparkPeople (2011 - 2013). (STPWO) RE: My 2 year Journey, here on SparkPeople (2011 - 2013), i 1st joined SparkPeople, in Oct/Nov 2007, my SparkName then was, Grease 3 i made, loads & loads of, new SparkFriends & i had not, been for a while, because i had lost, all of my PaperWork/Library Card/Library Pin Number. <BR> <BR> So 2 years ago, Wednesday 10th May 2011, i decided to re - join, SparkPeople my SparkName then, & now is Grease 31, which i like &, am very very happy, with also i have, made loads & loads, of new friends 2... Sat, 11 May 2013 10:13:09 EST RE: How I Celebrated, My 2 Year, Spark Anniversary, Here On Sparkpeople. (STPWO) RE: How i celebrated, my 2 year, Spark Anniversary, here on Sparkpeople, i eventually got, home @ 7.15pm, bearing in mind, that i left, my luvly luvly, Flat @ 8.10am, i was in, town for 8, hrs yesterday (don't ask me, why though cos, i have no, clue bout that), !!!! !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> I made myself, a pick n mix, tea which included, sum Crisps 4, Mini Pork Pies, (2 Ordinary Pork, Pies & 2, Cheese & Pickle, Pork Pies), sum Cheese a, Sausage Roll, TBC TBC TBC TBC <em>212</em> <em>247</... Sat, 11 May 2013 09:27:54 EST RE: Today Is My 2, Year Sparkversary Anniversary (2011 - 2013). (STPWO) RE: Today is my 2, year Sparkversary Anniversary (2011 - 2013), i canot believe it, that it's actually 2, years since i re - joined, this/my Online, Family (Sparkpeople) Guys &, Gals. <BR> <BR> Well i had hoped, to be able to, pay my Bills &, do some shopping 2day, but my 2nd lot, of Money has not, gone in2 my Bank, Account again !!!! !!!!, i posted my new, Sick Note 2 days, ago. <BR> <BR> Which was Tuesday 7th May, 2013 now this is, getting beyond a joke, all these Sick Notes, Claim Forms ... Fri, 10 May 2013 05:24:26 EST RE: I Hope I'm Not, Going To Have The, Same Problem (Being Bullied, Online) As I Did, Just Before X RE: I hope i'm not, going to have the, same problem (being bullied, Online) as i did, just before Xmas last, year as i can, not take it again. <BR> <BR> As some of you, may know from my, Blogs just before Xmas, last year i was, being bullied Online that, soon stopped but i, would hate for it, to re - happen, to me all over, again. <BR> <BR> As i do enjoy, coming Online as it, gets me out of, my luvly luvly Flat, & i enjoy writing, all my Blogs &, reading your replies 2, them also 2 lol. TBC... Fri, 10 May 2013 04:36:18 EST RE: It's Amazing What, You Can Find, When Your Not, Looking For Anything, Specific!!!! !!!!. RE: It's amazing what, you can find, when your not, looking for anything, specific!!!! !!!!, i found 2, items that i, had bought myself, as a (treat), when i 1st moved, into my luvly, luvly Flat almost, 10 years ago, (23/11/2013). <BR> <BR> These 2 items, are both Bush, Walkman Cassette Players, i tend to, have a habit, of buying 2, of the same, items eg Coloured, Tops etc etc, which makes me, an OCD Sufferer, !!!! !!!! !!!!, lol lol lol, i just cannot, help it !!!!. TBC TBC TBC TBC <em>212... Thu, 9 May 2013 10:29:37 EST RE: Things Are Slightly, Getting Better - PT2 RE: Things are slightly, getting better pt2, since i last came, Online or so, i thought !!!!, last Friday 03/05/2013, i went over, & spent the, whole day with, my Mum (Mary). <BR> <BR> The whole day, being from 9.20am, - 5.20pm &, i got the, Bus back in2, Town i then, got another Bus, back to Broad, Street (around the corner), from where i, have lived almost, (10 years as, of 23/11/2013) which, is this year. <BR> <BR> I checked my, Post & found, out that the, bloody JobCentre had, only sen... Thu, 9 May 2013 09:46:13 EST RE: Things Are Slightly, Getting Better. RE: Things are slightly, getting better, since i last, came Online i, told you about, my Money situation, (no Benefit Money, 4 8 weeks, this week). <BR> <BR> Well since i, last came Online, i had a, fone call on, Tuesday 30th April, 2013 (2 days ago,) saying that, my Benefit Money, had gone into, my Bank Account. <BR> <BR> I asked them, why it had, taken so long, to sort it, out they said, that they had, lost all my, 'paperwork' eg Claim, Forms etc etc, otherwise i would, have had my, Benef... Thu, 2 May 2013 10:39:32 EST RE: Being Tired & Constantly Stressed, Out Is Not A Good Look. RE: Being tired & constantly stressed, out is not a good look, these are both what i, am feeling/going through, at the moment because of my, Incapacity Benefit loss etc etc. <BR> <BR> As this has been going, on for exactly 7 weeks, (this week) i am currently, not working on all thrusters, (to coin/use a, Star Trek original series phrase,) lol lol lol lol lol. <BR> <BR> This has affected me in, many ways i have not, been eating very much!!!!, i have not been taking, my Diabetes Type 2 Medica... Fri, 26 Apr 2013 09:24:54 EST RE: Sorry Bout Having, A Long Long Break, But I've Been Busy. RE: Sorry bout having, a long long break, but i've been busy, doing stuff @ home, in my luvly luvly, FLAT!!!! !!!! !!!!. <BR> <BR> I have missed you, all (my Online Family), so so much & i, have thought about you, all so so much, 2 since i last, came back online b4, (from my long previous break). <BR> <BR> I have been busy, sorting out/painting, my luvly luvly Flat, i have painted my, Hall Sweet Sugar Pink, (Light Pink) i must, say that it looks, really really good!!!!, i have done the. <BR... Thu, 18 Apr 2013 10:37:45 EST RE: I'm Back Again, After An 11, Day Break (, Friday 1st February, 2013 - Wednesday, 13th Februar RE: I'm back again, after an 11, day break (, Friday 1st february, 2013 - Wednesday, 13th February 2013,) i can, honestly say that, i have missed, you guys n, gals (my, online spark family,) loads & loads, i have thought, about you all, wondering how you, all are etc, etc etc etc, hoping that you, are all keeping, safe & well, & coping with, the weather etc, etc etc etc. <BR> <BR> I have been, busy trying to, sort out/, tidy up/, & re-organise, my luvly luvly, Flat (which, takes sum doing,... Wed, 13 Feb 2013 09:17:57 EST RE: Some Changes Being Made. RE: Some changes being made, for future reference, on normal weeks, Monday - Saturday, i will be online 4 my normal 2, hourly sessions etc. <BR> <BR> Except for Monday, 4th February 2013, on this day, i shall be, going to Lincoln, 4 a Medical, Assesment so that, i can keep, on getting my, (Incapacity Benefit). <BR> <BR> On tuesday 5th, February 2013 i, shall be up, online a bit later, as in the, morning i've got, the SKDC (Council, Workmen) coming 2, service my boiler. <BR> <BR> But on my... Wed, 30 Jan 2013 08:25:24 EST RE: Yesterday Was My, Mum's (Mary, Louise Large), 65th Birthday. RE: Yesterday was my, Mum's (Mary, Louise Large), 65th birthday i, sent her a, text @ 12.00am, wishing her a, Happy 65th Birthday. <BR> <BR> I knew that, she wud be, asleep & that, she wud reply, to my text, when she was, fully awake again, after 1 cup, of tea a, bowl of porridge, & various cups, of Coffee throughout, the day etc, etc lol lol, lol lol this, is part of, Mum's Regime (plan), as well as, doing Housework 2. <BR> TBC TBC TBC TBC <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>665</em> <... Tue, 29 Jan 2013 06:49:59 EST RE: I'm Back Again, After A 10, Day Break (,Thursday 17th January, 2013- Monday, 28th January 2013, RE: I'm back again, after a 10, day break (,Thursday 17th January, 2013 - Monday, 28th January 2013,) caused by, the snow fall, bad weather that we had 2. <BR> <BR> The reason i, had this long, break was when, ever we get, bad Snow Falls, etc etc my, luvly luvly Family, get concerned about, me having an, Accident eg Broken, Leg Broken Arm, etc etc & as you all, know i live, in a luvly, luvly Top Flat, lol lol which, is looking good. <BR> <BR> Plus yesterday was, a very very special, day it ... Tue, 29 Jan 2013 06:08:43 EST RE: Having A Much, Better Day Today. RE: Having a much, better day today, am focused on, what i have, to do to, lose more weight/stick to, my diet plan, most of last, week (Monday, 7th January 2013, - Sunday 13th January, 2013) i, was craving Hot, Chocolate & Bars, of chocolate from, the Newsagents. <BR> <BR> (Scotts, ) located in, Grantham this also, happened the previous, week 2 (, Tuesday 1st January, 2013 - Sunday, 6th January 2013, ) which is, mad as i'm, not supposed to, have any Chocolate, at all with, being diagnosed... Wed, 16 Jan 2013 10:50:03 EST RE: Bad Day Yesterday. RE: Bad day yesterday, i caught the 8.00am bus to go to Lincoln, as i was meant to have an appointment, for a medial assessment, i got to Lincoln at 9.30am & had a quick drink/bite to eat, & then i got to the place only to discover that my appointment, had been cancelled!!!!. <BR> <BR> So that made me mad, as i had travelled 1 hour & 30 mins on the bus to get to this appointment, in the 1st place, & basically i hate travelling to Lincoln on the bus, as it is!!!! !!!!, cos i panic & it had be... Tue, 15 Jan 2013 10:48:25 EST I Luv My Life, (It's Going Great). I luv my life, (it's going great), i'm starting to feel, much better in myself, TBC TBC TBC TBC <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>665</em> <em>220</em> Sat, 12 Jan 2013 08:37:51 EST RE: Tuesday 31st December 2012 (New Years Day). RE: Tuesday 31st December 2012, (New Years Day), this was very quiet, for me as i, was trying to stay, awake i was watching, on TV @ 11.10pm, (Jools Holland Hootenanny), on BBC2 for those, of you who do, not know what this, is about Jools Holland, hosts a Musical Show, where he has very, popular guests who come, on & sing their, own Pop Hits or, sing a long to, 1 of Jools Holland's, own songs. <BR> <BR> @ 12.00am i sent, my Mum a Text, wishing her a Happy, New Year & @, 12.05am i then sent, ... Fri, 11 Jan 2013 10:47:57 EST RE: Monday 31st December 2012, (New Year's Eve). RE: Monday 31st December 2012, (New Year's Eve,) this was another, quiet day for me, as i was catching, up on some well, needed House Work etc, lol lol lol lol, i started off washing, various used Cups Cutlery, Glasses Mugs Plates etc, which had all been, used but not rinsed, off/out &, stacked up properly lol, lol (WHICH IS WHAT, I SHOULD ALWAYS DO, BUT I CAN'T BE, ARSED/BOTHERED TO, DO LOL LOL), which is what i, shall be doing from, now on lol lol. <BR> <BR> As it took ages, for me to get... Thu, 10 Jan 2013 10:35:27 EST RE: Sunday 30th December 2012. RE: Sunday 30th December 2012, This was another quiet, day for me as, i was relaxing &, winding down from the, Xmas Celebrations that had, previously been & gone, (THANK GOD IT'S ONLY, 1NCE A YEAR!!!!,) as i love celebrating, Xmas (don't get, me wrong it's always, tiring though trying to, get everything organised), & all sorted out, etc etc etc etc. <BR> <BR> TBC TBC TBC TBC <em>212</em> <em>247</em> <em>665</em> Wed, 9 Jan 2013 10:21:00 EST RE: Saturday 29th December 2012. RE: Saturday 29th December 2012, this day was not, 2 bad for me, as i managed to, have a sleep in, 'NO ALARM CLOCK GOING, OFF AT 05.47AM,' lol lol lol lol, like it had done, previously 4 the past, few days etc etc, etc etc when i, did eventually get up, i managed to get, various half parts of, Rooms Vacuumed in my, lovely lovely Flat !!!!, the various half parts, of the. <BR> <BR> Rooms that i did, were as this follows, the Toilet the Bathroom, the Hall (Top Half), the Hall (Bottom Half), ... Tue, 8 Jan 2013 09:14:00 EST RE: Friday 28th December 2012. RE: Friday 28th December 2012, this was a busy, time day for me, as i thought that, there were no Buses, running (they never, ran this time last, year 2011 !!!! !!!!, ) at all as, i waited & checked, lol lol lol lol, getting back to my, busy time day etc, i decided to walk, up town & using, my Shopping Trolley etc, i had sum cash, (£20.00) + a Gift, Card (£20.00) my 1st. <BR> <BR> Port of call (, very old Sailing Phrase, ) was to pop, into Argos to get, myself a new Vacuum, Cleaner as my old... Mon, 7 Jan 2013 10:22:04 EST RE: Day 3 Of Being, Back Online Again yippee. Re: day 3 of being, back online again yippee, am feeling frustrated 2day, cos have gone up, in weight due to, eating over the Xmas, & New Year Holiday, Periods but i cannot, think for the life, of me what i, have eaten that has, ' TROUGHED MY WEIGHT, BACK ON LOADS AGAIN ', !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! <BR> <BR> TBC TBC TBC TBC Fri, 4 Jan 2013 09:28:00 EST RE: Day 2 Of Being, Back Online Again Yippee. RE: Day 2 of being, back online again yippee, am so glad to, be back online again, as i missed you, all very very much, i have had quite, a busy day (it's not quite, over yet lol), as i went to see, my Mum this morning, & i took her, over some Shopping lol, lol i had a, small list as Mum. <BR> <BR> Did not want much, Shopping at all lol, lol what i did, get her was as, the following list is, <BR> <BR> A small Toastie loaf = 75p <BR> 2 X bags/bunches of 50p Radishes 2 x 50p = £1.00 <BR> A N... Thu, 3 Jan 2013 11:19:38 EST I'm Back From My, Xmas & New Year, Holiday Periods Now. I'm back from my, Xmas & New Year, Holiday Periods now &, the 1st thing that, i would like to, do is to wish, all my lovely online, Sparkfriends Old & New, a very very HAPPY, NEW YEAR & may all your, Dreams what ever they, are all come TRUE, for you all etc, etc lol lol !!!!. <BR> <BR> I had a really really, lovely break & am, now fully refreshed relaxed, & full of energy, so i want to, make my Dream come, TRUE this New Year, which is to lose, 7 stones 9 lbs, to get to my, Ideal Weight of ... Wed, 2 Jan 2013 10:15:02 EST